Diary 2019 (185) November 25th/26th A further step into my submission

Monday, November 25th, I was prevented from getting inworld in the afternoon. I met Mistress Jenny and night and we caught up first with our mutual news. Mistress uses her throne for that more often lately and I sit by her feet. We went seeing Angelique and slave Gwendi and met them at the greedy table. We joined the game and when we were finished we went to Heavy Bondage Club.

November 25th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home / Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique with slave Gwendi at Heavy Bondage Club

Angelique was wearing a quite interesting outfit. The upper part of her long skirt was transparent and revealed a look at her plastic panties. In combination with a see throguh plastic top, a corest, with her hands cuffed in front of her, with her ankles cuffed and with a pacifier gag she really created a daddy’s girl outfit. Angelique got quite some attention at Heavy Bondage Club with it. And also slave Gwendi attracted some attention. Her wire head cage looks very strict.

We stayed about one hour at Heavy Bondage Club. slave slut cecy came inworld and Mistress Jenny summoned her to us. When we were finished with reading all profiles we moved on to Mesmerize Dungeon for a bit.

November 25th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique with slave Gwendi and slave slut cecy at Heavy Bondage Club and at Mesmerize Dungeon

And that’s it almost for Monday. After returning home Mistress allowed me to lick her and to get my fix before we went off to bed.

Tuesdady, November 26th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon and again we caught up quickly with each other’s news. Then Mistress made me wear a pink dress and a reverse straight jacket that I had to adjust to the right colour.
Mistress Jenny took me to Heavy Bondage Club. But that was just a background scenery for me. Mistress and I talked about my feelings, my submission and – at least from what I perceived – her growing control and dominance that almost naturally comes along with it. Any resistance would be futile and it wouldn’t please Mistress and I crave to please her. I simply try to do what she orders, I try not to hesitate, I try not to question her decisions. Needless to say that it was a very intense afternoon for me (I assume also for Mistress Jenny).
While we were at Heavy Bondage Club Ann came by and presented her newest outfit. And later Suzie (Suziegirl1999) approached Mistress and me and Mistress helped her changing the appearance of her vixen cuff set.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Heavy Bondage Club (lower middle with Suzie) and a home.

We returned home and Mistress continued talking with me but it became a one sided conversation in which Mistress layed out her expectations. There was no harsh word, I perceived her love and care .. and I began taking another step into an even deeper submission to my Mistress wife Jenny.

When I returned at night Mistress was already inworld and waiting for me sitting in her throne. She continued where we stopped in the afternoon. Without me being able to talk she ordered me to clean her boots and I had to lick her to an orgasm and then she fucked me with her strapon. Finally I had to change into a humiliating outfit before Mistress Jenny took me close and allowed me talking with her.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny taking her Ehesklavin to another level of submission

Mistress Jenny had taken me to another level of submission to her. Based on my love and dedication to her I learned to trust and obey without any questioning, to listen attentively and to follow her orders in every detail. She had announced this to me months ago and although I couldn’t imagine that my submission could be taken any deeper, I knew it would happen. And that day it happened. Within one session, that she had prepared thoughtfully and that was just kind of a culmination of the days before, Mistress Jenny took me to this new level and she simply eliminated limits.
The finality and irreversability of my submission is scaring me to some extent but I admit it is very exciting. And what is even more important, it pleases Mistress and she enjoys it. Thank you, Mistress Jenny!

We went seeing slave Gwendi and slave Flo and relaxed with a game of greedy. When slave slut cecy came inworld as well, we went to Psi’s realm with the slaves. We were quite a crowd because Ann and Suzie joined us at Psi’s as well. And others were standing close to us as well. We spent an hour at Psi’s and Mistress and I talked with the slaves and had fun exposing them.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave slut cecy, slave Flo, slave Gwendi, Suzie and Ann (and one ransom slave standing by (in the right picture).

When slave Flo left for bed, Mistress Jenny and I retreated as well. Mistress once again talked with me about the last days and encouraged me to embrace the my even deeper submission and her control and to relax as I can’t change it anyway.

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