Mistress Cherry

I thought it’s about time that I write something about Mistress Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity). I know Cherry since March 2021. At that time she had picked the display name Elena for herself. She had applied for our keyholding service.

At that time I wrote in the diary (read Diary 2021 (38) March 23rd/24th Key Holding service reloaded):
The applicant for our keyholding service was ready to be locked and I summoned her to Psi’s realm. Mistress Jenny demanded that she added our script so that we both have access to her restraints. She, Elena (Elenaslv Serenity), did that immediately. After Flo had left for bed, Mistress took Elena and me to a public but silent place and we further dicussed the conditions. Mistress Jenny was way softer than I intended to be, but….she’s in control *winks*.
After Mistress had set all conditions, we showed Elena our home shortly, then she went off.

March 23rd, 2021: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with Elena

From that day on, Elena stayed in touch with Mistress Jenny and me and she became a regular sub of ours for a couple of months. I learned about her passion for pink and for extraordinairy daring outfits showing a lot of skin. Elena also likes very high heels and prefers having a voluptous and curvy body. Elena is from Italy and hence our time zones fitted. She is making textures for sailing boats and boats and runs a shop together with Ali Vultee. I remember days and nights were she was working for the shop and was fighting with technical problems. We couldn’t leave her locked nor deny IM for longer times as she had to deal with customers. But when she was with Mistress and me, she was always a good girl, always up for new gear, new restraints and willing to try out new features.

Elena aka. Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity) March – October 2021

In October 2021 Elena became Domina Ansar’s sub/slave. And since then she wears the display name Cherry. Domina Ansar and Cherry became regular guests at our Friday night parties.
Cherry stayed in close contact with Mistress Jenny and also with me. Every day she used to say hello to Mistress Jenny and me in IM and she said good night when she left for bed. I think that Cherry talked way more with Mistress Jenny than with me though.

Cherry continued staying in touch with me even after Jenny’s unexpected death. She made a special texture edition for a boat and named it “Jenny and Diomita together forever” and we talked a lot about it. And Cherry continued saying hello and good night…. until November 25th, 2022. We had our Friday night party that night and while dancing Cherry and I chatted. Cherry and I talked about everything, about our SL, what it means for us. Cherry is a very emotional being, always caring, always worrying about others and she is this way in RL too. Then we talked about creppes and Cherry described in detail how her dad makes them for her, what ingredients he uses and she succeeded to make my mouth water. I could almost taste them and she grined evily. One word let to the other and I learned about Cherry’s well hidden domme side. Later she told me that I opened the Pandora’s box. I really did!
We continued talking and when the party was over we retreated to my hidden place. We stayed in-world until 3 AM … and by that time I had submitted to Mistress Cherry. It was a quick, fully unexpected, spontaneous but complete takeover of control!

November 26th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita

That weekend, November 26th/27th, we spent a lot of time together, we talked and I could taste Mistress’ sweet and very addicitve poison several times. Mistress immediately found my weaknesses .. and now I am fully addicted to her juices and to her.
We intended to keep our relation secret, so that Cherry could continue her acitivies in SL as before and so that I could continue leading my family. But then we both didn’t like to hide and we decided that it makes no sense to keep it secret. Hence Cherry asked Domina Ansar for her permission to have me as her collared slave. And I talked with Angelique, slave Holly, Flo, Kitty and Alessi. It turned out not to be a big issue. All just want us to be happy together. And so we made in publicly known at the next Friday night party on December 2nd.

December 3rd: Mistress Cherry with Diomita at home

Mistress Cherry is not a replacement for Jenny. None can ever replace her or take her place. She is very different, starting with her appearance and her way to dress. Mistress is sadistic – Jenny was not. She has other kinks and another way to handle what is hers. And she didn’t have a slow, many year long, process of taking control over me. As opposed to it hit both of us all of a sudden and I submitted to her within a few hours.
Mistress Cherry is very caring. Her main goal is to make me happy in my new role. I for my part think, that is my assignment to make her happy. Well we have a common goal in this point *winks*. Cherry is very emotional and tries not to upset anyone. She avoids any fight. Jenny was very caring as well, but in a different way and she could be quite harsh if needed. What both have in common is their possessiveness. Mistress made it crystal clear to me that I am hers now. She will punish any attempt to run away. Not that I want to run away but her clear statement made me shiver. And I had thought of her as a sub and never noticed anything else! Times have changed for me once again.
I tried to negotiate with Mistress Cherry to get green lights where I can dominate her like at the time we met first. Mistress did not exclude it for all times but she won’t allow it in a near future *sighs*

December 13th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita at home

It might sound complex: Domina Ansar owns Cherry … Cherry owns me … I own Kitty, Flo and Holly. But Cherry doesn’t own Flo and Domina doesn’t own me. Nonetheless the chain of command indicates something else. But in Second Life this is possible and why shouldn’t we live it out then?
We will see how things develop from now on. Mistress Cherry and I started a new chapter in our SL and we look forward to our journey together. Thank you, Mistress Cherry, my love.

November 22nd / November 29th Kitty and Flo’s Collaring Anniversaries

Tuesday, November 22nd, marked Kitty Maurer (Santana Thibedeau)’s 14th collaring anniversary. It is incredible how time flies. I still remember the Hotel California where Jenny and I had imprisoned Santana for months before we collared him. It seems to have happened in another world. Later Santana became a kitty during a roleplay and he began to enjoy his new appearance and gender so much that Jenny and I decided that he had to stay Kitty. And he is Kitty up until today. Kitty is fun, always up for mischief and always up for new adventures. Kitty lives in California and we could only meet in-world during the morning or sometimes late at night. Jenny had more contact to Kitty because she could be online in our mornings as she worked shifts. She always kept me up-to-date with Kitty’s news and told me about her adventures. And sometimes we went rescueing our Kitty. That was always fun!

Now that Jenny had passed away, Kitty stays in touch with me regularly. And she meets with slave Holly in the morning sometimes. Now I get the reports about her adventures. And now I am her only owner. Kitty had become a dear friend way beyond our common fun in Second Life. I am proud to be her friend and I am proud to her Mistress. Such a loyalty is rare, in particular in a virtual world. All I can say is “Thank you, Kitty!”

January 26th, 2020: Mistress Jenny, Kitty, Flo and Diomita at Mesmerize Dungeon / October 30th, 2022: Diomita and Kitty at Psi’s realm / November 22nd, 2022: Diomita and Flo at club DeLust

Today, Tuesday November 29th, is Flo (Florence Riddler)’s 9th collaring anniversary. Like Kitty Flo has become a dear friend. I see her almost daily. The last years we played cards a lot, mostly when I come inworld at night until more of the family are around. While playing we catch up with our mutual news, we chat and we enjoy our 2nd life beyond everyday life in RL. Flo insists that we don’t talk too much about RL, she doesn’t like to talk about any RL issues as that doesn’t belong to her world in Second Life.
Flo loves to try out tight corsets, new bondage equipments and she loves to complain about it and how uncomfortable restraints are at her age. With this argumentation she is exempted from kneeling most of the time and is treated … let’s say particulary. We all love her dry humor and her wit.
I am very thankful to call Flo a dear friend of mine. And I am happy to be her beloved only Mistress now. Thank you so much, Flo!

Diary 2022 (138) Oct 29th – 31st Quiet Days

Saturday, October 29th, I had some time for SL and visited 2 exhibitions. That was a nice distraction. At night I played skipee, first with Flo and Sarah Fhang, then with Flo, Sarah, slave Holly and slave Alessi. After the game we went to club DeLust and we stayed there all night.
Sunday, October 30th, I was inworld early in the morning. I chatted with Kitty, who is doing well. And before I had to leave to tend to my RL I met Kitty at Psi’s realm.

October 29th/30th: Diomita at club DeLust with Sarah Fhang, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi / Diomita and Kitty at Psi’s realm

My night was enjoyable and chatty. First I played 2 rounds of skipee with Flo, then one with Flo and slave Holly. We went to Psi’s realm afterwards. slave Aya (Ayahnah) and slave Alessi came inworld and joined us there. As often Psi’s was entertaining. nesides that I chatted with the slaves, there was main chat going on with some banter and fun. I played a bit with the slaves restraints and had my fun.

October 30th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Aya

After Flo had left we moved to DeLust. slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) was there. Due to our non-fitting timezones we hadn’t seen eachother for weeks. I admit, that slave Mercy fits in well. I had more fun at DeLust until I had to take the slaves back home as it was bedtime.

October 30th: Diomita at club DeLust and at home with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Aya and slave Mercy

Monday, October 31st, I met slave Holly at night. We played 2 rounds of skipee, then slave Aya joined us. I took the slaves to club DeLust. I played around with the restrictions of the slaves and made them focus on me. We chatted amoung us … and that’s it.

October 31st: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Aya

Diary 2022 (134) October 15th – 17th Diomita’s purse

I was inworld for a few minutes Saturday morning. Kitty was inworld and as she didn’t send an IM to me I looked where she was – Lock Without Asking (LWA). The room at LWA was full and Kitty was suspended from the ceiling and thightly gagged. She must have had fun. We had a short – one sided chat, as Kitty couldn’t answer really. In main chat she talked and talked and talked but couldn’t be understood, hence I translated for the other people in the room “Kitty loves the view and is thankful” *winks*. I left again with a smile in my face and tended to my RL.

October 15th: Diomita at Lock Without Asking visiting Kitty (suspended from the ceiling)

At night I was alone first und spent some time at club DeLust. slave Alessi joined me there later. To my surprise Kitty came inworld again and I took slave Alessi with me to visit her again at LWA. I teased Kitty a bit, then I opened her IM and she told me that she was the victim of a “Lock and Leave” for over a week already. Hence I was generous and helped her to get down from the ceiling. Kitty was still in her September outfit and I took the opportunity to get her in her October outfit. For her I selected “pink”. Time had flown by and it was time for bed already.

October 15th: Diomita at club DeLust and at LWA with slave Alessi and Kitty

Sunday, October 16th, I was inworld several times during the day, yet nothing to report about happened. I also took advantage of the lovely Autumn weather in RL and had a nice day.
My night in SL began with a skipee with Flo and slave Holly and later a teams play with slave Holly, slave Alessi and Flo. It was already late when we finished and Flo and slave Holly went off to bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for a while before it was time for my bed too.

Monday, October 17th, I was again inworld a few times during the day, yet only shortly. I saw a nice bondage bag at Lochme and decided to get it to have some fun with slave Holly later that day.
My night started with a few rounds of skipee with Flo and when slave Holly came inworld we had one round with three people. After the game I took Flo and slave Holly to Carnal Intentions.

October 16th/17th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi, Flo and slave Holly

We had some fun at Carnal Intentions. Vani (Vanilla Meili) was present and she had a new hairstyle for upside down suspensions. She was literally hanging around and the hair looked great like this. I teased her a bit and made sure that she won’t get released too quickly.

October 17th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and suspended Vani / Diomita with her new purse (slave Holly) at Lochme and Psi’s realm

After Flo had left for bed I took slave Holly to Lochme. I needed a place where I could rezz in order to force slave Holly into my new bag with the Immersity HUD. slave Holly became “Diomita’s purse”. That was fun and slave Holly also enjoyed her restricted view inside. We (or more I) caught quite some attention. Later I took slave Holly to Psi’s realm for a few minutes, but then it was already time for bed for us.

Diary 2022 (130) October 2nd – 5th RL first IV

Sunday, October 2nd, I was inworld several times during the day. I just roamed around, had a chat here and there and tried to get into any trouble. I failed!
I talked with Kitty quite a while and we caught up with our RL and SL news. In the later afternoon I met with slave Mercy (I forgot to take a picture). I hadn’t seen her in a while and she needs more trainig and has to practice poses and rituals. Well, I have all the time in the world.
at night I played a skipee with Flo and Sarah Fhang, then as teams with slave Holly against Sarah and Flo. It was a very close game, slave Holly and I won it just by 2 cards. Sarah left for bed after the game.
slave Alessi came inworld right in time and I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions.
After Flo had left for bed, slave Holly also went off as she was tired. I took slave Alessi with me to club DeLust for a while and that’s it for that Sunday.

October 2nd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Monday, October 3rd, I was inworld in the later morning and I met an interesting domme. We had a play together (no pictures). I stayed uplaned quite long in SL and enjoyed. Good that it was a holiday, so that I could be a bit lazy.
As none of the family was inworld at night, when I came back, I went visitig Cica Ghost’s newest exhibition “Pumpkins and things” http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Epsilon/120/192/25 (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8zp). by the end of my visit, the family had gathered. Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi were present. Although it was already quite a bit late we began a skipee as teams and it took quite long. It was a close game and distracted me well from RL – as it should be!
Flo went off to bed as it was far beyond her betime already. I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club Domme a Domme for 10 minutes, then we returned home and I went off to bed.

Tuesday, October 4th, I was not inworld, I returned Wednesday, October 5th, at night. After two stressful day I was happy just to play two rounds of skippe with Flo first. After tht games I put Flo in her Ocotber outfit. I had selected an Halloweem outfit for the slaves.
slave Holly came inworld and after I made a picture of her and slave Holly with me, we had another round of skipee. Flo lsft for bed after the game and I put slave Holly in her October outfit, then we went to club DeLust and just chatted until it was time for bed.

October 3rd/5th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Holly and slave Alessi / at home with slave Holly and Flo

Enjoying Bondage September 2022 – Maurer family and slaves at Psi’s realm

For September I made another collage from th little bondage session we had on September 15th at Psi’s realm. I added our Kitty from a picture taken on September 10th. I further added slave Sakura from a picture taken at club DeLust on September 6th. Finally I added Angelique and myself from a picture also taken at Psi’s realm on September 12th. In September I had all subs and slaves in a similar outfit consisting of chastity belt, ballet boots, and a top – yet each sub/slave had another colour. So here is the enjoying Bondage picture for this month:

Enjoying Bondage September 2022 – Maurer family and slaves at Psi’s realm (from left to right): Flo, slave Susan (susanblackrose), slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose), Kitty, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Diomita and Angelique

Diary 2022 (124) September 10th/11th A quiet weekend

Saturday, September 10th, I was inworld in the later morning. I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) at home and took her to club DeLust, yet she had to leave to tend to her RL. I went visiting the lastest exhibition of Zia Branner “Shoshin” at Museum for Art (MUFA) (read here).
In the earlier afternon I returned. slave Susan was at home and Kitty was inworld. I got an IM from a mistress at Sadism, who told me that Kitty has trepassed and tired to unlock doors and that Kitty kept there. I should pick her up.
I took slave Susan with me and went picking up Kitty. That was quite a bit of fun and of course I had to confirm that Kitty would be punished accordingly. We returned home and instead of punishing Kitty I decided to put her into the September outfit for the slaves. I selected the colour green for her. When that was done we went to Pis’s realm. At first just Psi and another guest were there. The room filled and Kitty, in her inimitable way, began to talk other people into locking each other. It was just funny to watch. With the remark that Kitty was just trying to get gagged by me, I left Kitty at Psi’s and returned home with slave Susan. I had to tend to other things. Before I finally left Kitty told me that Psi’s got empty again when I had left. All coincidence?

September 10th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave Susan and Kitty

I was running late at night as I had technical problems. Angelique, Flo and slave Susan were present and at the game tables. it became a skipee night. First I played with Angelique and Flo while slave Susan watched, then we played with slave Susan another round, so that she could learn the game. after our games, Flo left for bed. slave Alessi had joined us in the meanwhile. I took Angelique, slave Susan and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions and we watched the silent crowd a bit. When Angelique and slave Susan had to leave, we returned home to say good night, I had in mind to take slave Alessi to club DeLust, but I had a strange problem teleporting again. It only worked when I logged in at another place, but I could not teleport from home …. hence I called it a night.

September 10th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, slave Susana and slave Alessi

My RL prevented me from being inworld Sunday, September 11th. I just came inworld at night and enjoyed playing Skipee with Angelique and Flo and later with Angelique, Flo and slave Holly. slave Susan came inworld as well and after the games I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Susan to club DeLust for a while. We met Baroness Capelo at DeLust – and I chatted quite a lot with all. A relaxed and good night after a stressful Sunday in RL.

September 11th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Susan and Baroness Capelo

Diary 2022 (118) August 28th/29th A new profile picture

Sunday, August 30th, I further worked on my appearance. I was not satisfied with the lipstick because of some reason the lipstick did not perfectly fit. In the course of trying to find out the resaon, I destroyed my avatar complete once again. In the end it was just one switch that caused me to try again and again to repair my head. Finall I found this switch (after almos 2 hours!). I aslo found the reason why the lipstick didn’t work .. and I couldn’t use it unfortunately but had to choose another one, that doesn’t shine like the one that didn’t fit perfectly.
After I had restored myself, I took another selfie and I changed my profile picture. I added Jenny to my profile picture toexpress that she will always be with me and that a part of her is in me forever.
After all, this filled my whole morning.

August 28th: Diomita’s profile picture

In the afternoon I had some time in-world and I spent it a club DeLust first. Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) was there and we talked. Mistress Jenny had ordered me to submit to her a few month ago but the time difference between Mercy and me didn’t work out too well and Mistress Jenny stopped it. That afternoon I could sense that Mercy’s sub side was way stronger than her domme side and I allowed her to kneel at my feet. we continues talking and I began to lock her up and to take control. Then I took her home with me. I showed her our homesim, then I sat down at the decking to talk with Mercy while she worshipped my feet. I agreed to take her into trial knowing that the time difference of 6 hours is the worst it could be. But she was so eager – and it might work out. And she makes a nice addition.

August 28th: Diomita and slave Mercy

At night Flo was present and Sarah Fhang came by. We played a skipee togeter so that Sarah could learn it by playing. Angelique joined us at the table, later also slave Holly.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where slave Alessi, slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and a random other slave (who became my chair) joined us. Time went by quickly …. and after Sarah, Flo and Angelique had left I was alone and had my hands full with four. It was a relaxed night. I thought a lot of Jenny and pictured her watching us with a smile.
We returned home and slave Holly was allowed to lick me to a nice orgasm.

August 28th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Sarah Fhang, Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and a random slave as my chair

Monday, August 29th, I met Kitty in the morning while I was kneeling at Jenny’s memorial. I was shortly absent and when I returned she was kneeling silently next to me. She told me and Jenny about her weekend in RL and that she enjoyed some time off.
I went visiting Ambre Singh’s newest exhibtion “Post Masters” and wrote a blogpost about it (read here) in the later morning.
At night I first met Angelique and we played a skipee. When slave Holly came inworld we went to club DeLust together. And after angelique had left, slave Holly got her fix. Then I spent the rest of the night with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 29th: Diomita and Kitty at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita, Angelique and slave Holly at club Domme a Domme / Diomita and slave Holly / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi and slave Holly

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

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