Diary 2019 (190) December 5th/6th The end of a red light?

Thursday, December 5th, Mistress Jenny was inworld comparably early in the afternoon. She was adding to her wardrobe when I came online and I could watch her for a while. After she had finished she asked me to wear something black and domme and took me to club Domme a Domme. We caught up with our mutal news and then Mistress unlocked my Ehesklavin collar and replaced it with my sub collar.
Mistress used to end red lights with changing the collar. Things have changed with this red light, that started over 3 weeks ago. The changing of the collar didn’t really end the red light. There are no red lights anymore. Mistress said she will be just a bit less strict with me and that she indicates it with the change of the collar. She also suspended some of the rules for me temporarily and thus gave me a break. Thank you, Mistress.

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December 5th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Heavy Bondage Club with Ann, the robot (upper middle picture shows me wearing my sub collar again)

We went to Heavy Bondage Club and talked about the last 3 weeks and how things have changed for me and for Mistress Jenny. Ann came by. She’s a robot right now and enjoys it a lot.

Thursday night was relaxed for Mistress and me. We went to The Red Room with Angelique, slave Flo and slave Gwendi and had slave Gwendi fixed in a pillory all night. slave Flo danced for us. Ann and two friends of her came by accidentially and later, just before we went off to bed slave slut cecy came inworld and Mistress summoned her to The Red Room as well. The Red Room had changed totally compared to my last visit but is still worth a visit!

December 5th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita, slave Gwendi, slave Flo, slave slut cecy and Ann at The Red Room

Friday, December 6th, I went on a simploring tour in the afternon. At night I was inworld early and met with slave Gwendi. I took the opportunity and made her spoil me with her tongue even if I had to free her head from the wire head cage. slave Gwendi was blindfolded and could focus on her “work”.

December 6th: Diomita and slave Gwendi at home

And Friday night we had our party of course. Starry had proposed the theme for that night: “Wear some latex or a harness, or even both and come dance with us.” We had fun starting into the weekend. Mistress, Angelique, slave Flo and slave Gwendi and I, we all had our little santas dancing with us 🙂

December 6th – Friday night party: Angelique, Diomita, Mistress Jenny, slave Flo, slave Gwendi, Angelique, Baroness Capelo (upper rowu) / Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Della Randt, Jammy Serendipity (navanaxsacratus), Virgo Babii, Alaunirra A’Daragon (ams684), Della Randt (lower row)

I titeled this diary entry with “The end of a red light?” I could have also titeled “The end of red lights”. Both titles would not fit. In fact there’s a steady red light now, Mistress just tightens and relaxes it at her discretion – besides of green lights.

 

Diary 2019 (189) December 3rd/4th still getting deeper

Tuesday, December 3rd, I met with Mistress in the afternoon and we talked again about the revised contract and it’s consequences. Mistress seems to be very satisfied with it and who am I not to be happy about that. Mistress rewarded me with allowing me to wear something black again, which she had denied to me even during her absence for quite a while. I know myself how it works – you can only appreciate what you missed before. Hence denying something and then allowing it again feels like a reward for a submissive. But the knowledge about the mechanism doesn’t change the effect. Thank you Mistress Jenny.
Mistress allowed me to change into something domme and I chose black pants and a corset top. We went to Heavy Bondage Club and stayed there for a while. Back home, Mistress and I had another dance in our gazebo, then it was time for our RL again.

December 3rd: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home and at Heavy Bondage Club

Mistress Jenny and I started our night with a game of skipee with Angelique, slave Flo and slave Gwendi. We had a side bet – if one of the slaves wins, we will change their outfit the next week. slave Gwendi won. So the slaves have something to look forward to.
Angelique left for bed after the game and Mistress and I took the slaves to club DeLust where they danced for us and the other guests until it was time for us to retreat as well.

December 3rd: Mistress Jenny, Angelique and Diomita playingskippee with slave Flo and slave Gwendi / slave Flo and slave Gwendi dancing at club DeLust

That’s almost about it for Tuesday. When we were back in our skybox, Mistress allowed me to lick her again and in her subtle way she made it very clear to me that any disobedience won’t do me good. She will lead me deeper and deeper. Mistress expressed it very clearly “Did you ever think that you have reached the bottom and things can not get any worse?”

Wednesday afternoon, December 4th, I was inworld early actually to check messages and to my surprise Mistress came online. That was a real bonus and we had more than 2 hours together.
Mistress took me on a tour through our clubs, starting at Mesmerize Dungeon and then to club DeLust. When we left DeLust, Mistress allowed me to change at home and to wear somethin looking more dominant. We continued our tour with Heavy Bondage Club. We read profiles and of course we also continued talking about us. It seems that the changes of the last week keep me thinking. Mistress Jenny is very patient and caring.

December 4th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Mesemrize Dungeon, at club DeLust, at Heavy Bondage Club and at club Domme a Domme

At Heavy Bondage Club Mistress saw a small dancing santa, almost fitting to the litte penguins that I added to our ice skating area at home. We went searching for them at Akaesha, a huge store for furniture, animation and home decor – and couldn’t find it. It was not available at the marketplace as well. In the end it turned out that the little dancing santa was a gift from an advent calender at the entrance of the shop. We both got one. The little animated dancing santa is added to the avatar and moving with it. I tried rezzing him, that works as well, but it has 59 prims and does consume a lot of ressourced. Anyway, it will be fun at our next Friday night party.

We went to club Domme a Domme where we ended our tour for that afternoon. Our little santas did attract some attention and we spreaded where to get it.

December 4th: Diomita and Angelique at Mesmerize Dungeon with slave Flo, slave Gwendi and slave cecy / Ann enertaining all with her dubsted gun

I had a varied night with Angelique, slave Gwendi and slave Flo. We played greedy, we got the dancing santas for all, we went to Mesmerize Dungeon, where Ann entertained all with a dubsted gun that played loud music, force animated to dance and send out laser beams. slave slut cecy was with us for about 15 minutes but then crashed and didn’t return. And Mistress joined us shortly before slave Flo went to bed. We returned home, said good night to slave Flo and slave Gwendi, then Mistress and I winded down a bit at club Domme a Domme before we went to bed ourselves.
To sum it up, I had another two intense days still getting deeper into submission to Mistress Jenny.

December 4th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Mesermize Dungeon with slave Flo and slave Gwendi and at club Domme a Domme

Diary 2019 (188) December 1st/2nd The contract

I spent a particular hour with Mistress in our skybox on Sunday afternoon, December 1st. Mistress made me wear a pink transparent dress and I had to serve her. I got my fix but once again Mistress succeeded in making in very special, humiliating on one side, exciting on the other. I don’t want to go into details but it was another experience on my further way as her Ehesklavin.

Afterwards Mistress allowed me to dress and we went to our house and met with Angelique and Ann. It was the 1st of December and I had rezzed our Christmas gazebo the day before. It had become a good tradtion that Mistress and I start our season in Second Life with a dance in the gazebo and we continued that tradtion. I had a second dance with Angelique later.

December 1st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home / Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique dacing in our Christmas gazebo the first starting the season in Second Life

Mistress Jenny adjusted the windlight for our sim and set the terrain to Winter. After Mistress had left to tend to her RL I rezzed the ice scating. Ann was still present and contributed a kiosk that gives out free scating shoes and an animation. Thank you Ann. And I added two little penguins that play on the ice – something to watch.

December 1st: Our homesim decorated for the season 2019

At night Angelique and slave Gwendi were present and Ann came by visiting with her rubber doll. We had two games of greedy, then we went to Heavy Bondage Club for a while. It was fun as we succeeded to get some main chat initiated and Angelique did attract some attention wearing her plastic panties. We moved on to Lochme where slave slut cecy was locked up from the night before.

December 1st: Diomita and Angelique with slave Gwendi at Heavy Bondage Club and at Lochme with slave slut cecy and Lara Sofie

We teased slave slut cecy a bit, then Angelique left for bed. LaraSofie was present, well her avatar was present and her chastity belt made her moan loudly. After a while I leashed LaraSofie next to our slut so that she could watch and hear her moans while she herself was denied touching herself in RL. At least she had some entertainment.

Monday, December 2nd, became very intensive for me in Second Life. I met with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon and again she dressed me in another transparent pink dress. She took me to club DeLust and to club Domme a Domme where we caught up with our mutal news and talked quite a lot. I mentioned the contract, that Mistress Jenny and I made three years ago and that it might need some minor updates. We talked a bit about it, then Mistress left me tied up at our skybox when she had to leave to tend to her RL.

December 2nd: Mistress Jenny and Ehekslavin Diomita at club DeLust, at club Domme a Domme and at home

When I returned at night, Mistress Jenny had sent a revised contract to me. And of course it contained stricter rules for me. We went down and met Angelique and slave Gwendi and started our night with a game of greedy. Mistress and I continued talking about the contract while we played. I could at least achieve a few minor rights for me with negotiating. I can feel that Mistress Jenny’s collar around my neck is getting tighter and tighter and that Mistress Jenny is leading me on a journey of no return. To make matters worse, Mistress made Angelique witness the contract.

December 2nd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with slave Gwendi, slave slut cecy and Suziegirl1999 at Mesmerize Dungeon

We went to Mesmerize Dungeon with slave Gwendi and summoned slave slut cecy to us when she came inworld. Mistress Jenny and I had fun teasing the slaves and we did attract some attention at Mesmerize Dungeon. At the same time I was still impressed by what had just happened before, hence playing and teasing the slaves was a welcomed distraction for me. When it was time to go home, Mistress and I parked slave slut cecy at Psi’s realm before we retreated to our skybox.

December 2nd: Mistress Jenny and Ehekslavin Diomita at home

Mistress had fun to further strengthen her position and she continued pushing me deeper into my submission to her. She allowed me to lick her before we went to bed. It was another of these very intense days that I experienced within just three weeks.

 

Diary 2019 (187) November 29th/30th Starting the season in Second Life

Friday, November 29th, was our slave Flo’s 6th collaring anniversary (see here). Accordingly Angelique and I gave her some anniversary spanks when we met slave Flo at night.

November 29th: Angelique and Diomita spanking slave Flo on her 6th collaring anniversary

At night we had our regular party. As it was slave Flo’s anniversary party at the same time I asked Virgo to set the theme “White” as that is Flo’s favourite colour and at the same time it fitted to her current slave outfit. The theme was also a counterpoint to Black Friday, that we had that day. And as always we had fun dancing into the weekend to Virgo’s music.

November 29th – Friday night party: Claire (maddh4tt3r), Della Randt, Starbright Wingstips, Firefly (rmf361sim), Jade (enigmawrappednightmare), papafox57, Mistress Jenny, Diomita, slave Flo, slave Gwendi (upper row) / slave Flo, Angelique, Jammy Serendipity (navanaxsacratus), vero Hartmann, Sarah Fhang, Ann, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly (rmf361sim), Sara (SaraRandall) (lower row)

I had a sort of relaxed Saturday afternoon. I met with Mistress and she used me to decorate her at club Domme a Domme and at Heavy Bondage Club. Once again she dressed me in pink and I was tied up not quite comfortable (hence it was not that relaxed). I could adore Mistress new pants and boots and she told me where she got them and even allowed me to get them myself. Our time together went by quickly once again.

November 30th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Heavy Bondage Club

At night I first went buying the above mentioned pants and the boots and I added them and another new outfit to my wardrobe. I changed and wore the new pants and boots and enjoyed being not in pink and to look dominant again.
Then I began decorating our island for the season. While decorating I noticed that I ran out of free prims and that Angelique had added some 150 extra prims. slave Flo and slave Gwendi came inworld and I stopped decorating and we played two quick rounds of greedy first. Then I took the slaves to Psi’s realm but nothing was going on there. I decided to have a look at Catena et Cavea with them. At Catena et Cavea Winter had arrived as well. I visited the Bondage Club, the dungeon and the harem at Catena et Cavea with the slaves. The sim was empty unfortunately.

November 30th: Diomita with slave Gwendi and slave Flo at Psi’s realm (upper left) and at Catena et Cavea (upper middle and lower left) / Diomita with slave Flo, slave Gwendi and slave slut cecy at Mesmerize Dungeon and at Lochme (upper and lower right) / Diomita storing slave slut cecy at Lochme (lower middle)

In the meanwhile slave slut cecy was inworld and I picked her up at Psi’s realm and went to Mesmerize Dungeon with slave FLo, slave Gwendi and slave slut cecy. I teased our always melting slut by denying her to touch herself in RL. All efforts to liven up Mesmerize Dungeon failed. We went to Lochme and I tried to liven up the people there and failed as well. Well, it’s like this sometimes.
We went home at slave Flo’s bedtime and slave Gwendi went to bed as well. I fulfilled slave slut cecy’s wish to be stored at Lochme instead of Psi’s realm and met with Angelique to find out about the many prims. It took a while to find them but we could resolve the issue.

The season in Second Life can start.

Diary 2019 (186) November 27th/28th Two quite relaxed days

Wednesday, November 27th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon again. She made me wear a pink latex romper and I had to change my hairstyle with two pigtails. Overall a style I dislike. It make me look very submissive and like a toy. Mistress insists that she likes it. Honestly I’m not sure if she really likes how it looks or if it’s more how it makes me look – her property and toy. We went to club Domme a Domme and while we were there, we still talked about the session the day before and about the impact for my and our future. It rarely happens that you get any main chat at club Domme a Domme, yet that afternoon Mistress was approached and praised for her doll toy.

November 27th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin at club Domme a Domme and at Heavy Bondage Club

We went to Heavy Bondage Club next but I was allowed to change into something that looks more dominant. Nothing happened there and we didn’t meet anyone.

At night I ran late due to my RL. When I came inworld I joined Mistress Jenny, Angelique, slave Gwendi and slave Flo at the greedy table. We finished this one round and as slave slut cecy had come inworld as well we went to Psi’s realm to tease her a bit. Mistress Jenny got a new dress and it really looks amazing. Time flew by quickly and we returned home at slave Flo’s bedtime. Mistress Jenny had an early start the next day as well and went to bed as well.
I took the opportunity to chat and talk with slave Gwendi at Mesmerize Dungeon before going to bed myself.

November 27th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique with slave slut cecy, slave Gwendi and slave Flo at Psi’s realm / Diomita with slave Gwendi at Mesmerize Dungeon

Thursday, November 28th, became a relaxed day. Mistress Jenny allowed me to wear a nice dress (not pink!) and we went to Heavy Bondage Club in the afternoon. We chatted, we read profiles and I began to relax. I simple enjoyed being with my Mistress wife.

November 28th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Heavy Bondage Club / Mistress Jenny, Diomita, slave Flo and slave Gwendi at home

At Night we met slave Gwendi at the greedy table. I took her head cage off and added a hood. When slave Flo came inworld I added a straightjacket to her outfit. It was slave Flo’s last day before her anniversary and we had to make it special *winks*. We played two rounds of greedy with Angelique, slave Flo and slave Gwendi before we went to Psi’s realm for a bit.

November 28th: Mistress Jenny, Angelique, Diomita, slave Flo and slave Gwendi at Psi’s realm / Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita in their skybox at home

We spent about 30 minutes at Psi’s realm and teased and chatted mostly amoung us. We talked about plastic panties for example and how good it is that Angelique always wear them. We might need to get some for slave Gwendi as well to prevent her from leaking. We also announced the party the next day, which was also slave Flo’s 6th collaring anniversary party. Therefore I had asked Virgo to set “White” as the theme for Friday – and I exchanged slave Gwendi’s black hood with a white hood. And that’s almost it about those 2 days. We went home early and Mistress and I retreated … and I was allowed to lick Mistress and to get my fix.

Diary 2019 (185) November 25th/26th A further step into my submission

Monday, November 25th, I was prevented from getting inworld in the afternoon. I met Mistress Jenny and night and we caught up first with our mutual news. Mistress uses her throne for that more often lately and I sit by her feet. We went seeing Angelique and slave Gwendi and met them at the greedy table. We joined the game and when we were finished we went to Heavy Bondage Club.

November 25th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home / Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique with slave Gwendi at Heavy Bondage Club

Angelique was wearing a quite interesting outfit. The upper part of her long skirt was transparent and revealed a look at her plastic panties. In combination with a see throguh plastic top, a corest, with her hands cuffed in front of her, with her ankles cuffed and with a pacifier gag she really created a daddy’s girl outfit. Angelique got quite some attention at Heavy Bondage Club with it. And also slave Gwendi attracted some attention. Her wire head cage looks very strict.

We stayed about one hour at Heavy Bondage Club. slave slut cecy came inworld and Mistress Jenny summoned her to us. When we were finished with reading all profiles we moved on to Mesmerize Dungeon for a bit.

November 25th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique with slave Gwendi and slave slut cecy at Heavy Bondage Club and at Mesmerize Dungeon

And that’s it almost for Monday. After returning home Mistress allowed me to lick her and to get my fix before we went off to bed.

Tuesdady, November 26th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon and again we caught up quickly with each other’s news. Then Mistress made me wear a pink dress and a reverse straight jacket that I had to adjust to the right colour.
Mistress Jenny took me to Heavy Bondage Club. But that was just a background scenery for me. Mistress and I talked about my feelings, my submission and – at least from what I perceived – her growing control and dominance that almost naturally comes along with it. Any resistance would be futile and it wouldn’t please Mistress and I crave to please her. I simply try to do what she orders, I try not to hesitate, I try not to question her decisions. Needless to say that it was a very intense afternoon for me (I assume also for Mistress Jenny).
While we were at Heavy Bondage Club Ann came by and presented her newest outfit. And later Suzie (Suziegirl1999) approached Mistress and me and Mistress helped her changing the appearance of her vixen cuff set.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Heavy Bondage Club (lower middle with Suzie) and a home.

We returned home and Mistress continued talking with me but it became a one sided conversation in which Mistress layed out her expectations. There was no harsh word, I perceived her love and care .. and I began taking another step into an even deeper submission to my Mistress wife Jenny.

When I returned at night Mistress was already inworld and waiting for me sitting in her throne. She continued where we stopped in the afternoon. Without me being able to talk she ordered me to clean her boots and I had to lick her to an orgasm and then she fucked me with her strapon. Finally I had to change into a humiliating outfit before Mistress Jenny took me close and allowed me talking with her.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny taking her Ehesklavin to another level of submission

Mistress Jenny had taken me to another level of submission to her. Based on my love and dedication to her I learned to trust and obey without any questioning, to listen attentively and to follow her orders in every detail. She had announced this to me months ago and although I couldn’t imagine that my submission could be taken any deeper, I knew it would happen. And that day it happened. Within one session, that she had prepared thoughtfully and that was just kind of a culmination of the days before, Mistress Jenny took me to this new level and she simply eliminated limits.
The finality and irreversability of my submission is scaring me to some extent but I admit it is very exciting. And what is even more important, it pleases Mistress and she enjoys it. Thank you, Mistress Jenny!

We went seeing slave Gwendi and slave Flo and relaxed with a game of greedy. When slave slut cecy came inworld as well, we went to Psi’s realm with the slaves. We were quite a crowd because Ann and Suzie joined us at Psi’s as well. And others were standing close to us as well. We spent an hour at Psi’s and Mistress and I talked with the slaves and had fun exposing them.

November 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave slut cecy, slave Flo, slave Gwendi, Suzie and Ann (and one ransom slave standing by (in the right picture).

When slave Flo left for bed, Mistress Jenny and I retreated as well. Mistress once again talked with me about the last days and encouraged me to embrace the my even deeper submission and her control and to relax as I can’t change it anyway.

Diary 2019 (184) November 23rd/24th – A red weekend

Saturday, November 23rd, was quite an intense afternoon for me. Mistress made me dress in pink again, this time with pink ballet boots. We went to club Domme a Domme first, where we caught up with our mutual news and we chatted about her and my feelings and talking about it made me very aware of my full submission to Mistress. Mistress Jenny took me to “Judie’s Place – A Dangerous Place For Women” next and allowed me to lick her. We both enjoyed it to the fullest. Finally we went to Heavy Bondage Club for a while until Mistress had to log off for that day. Again we chatted about rules, rules for me, and about befitting behavior. Talking about it took me another step forward in my still growing submission to Mistress.

November 23rd: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Heavy Bondage Club

My night was quite surprising. When I came inworld I saw slave Gwendi and Angelique joined us. We played a round of greedy and afterwards I updated the slideshow in the house. slave Gwendi went off. First I thought she had crashed but she didn’t return.
I went to Heavy Bondage Club with Angelique and we chit chatted and talked about the people there. slave Flo joined us later. As it became a bit boring at Heavy Bondage Club we returned home for another greedy, then Angelique went to bed. I took slave Flo to Mesmerize Dungeon and we used the time there to discuss what kind of outfit she might choose. I made some suggestions and I hope it helped. I’m really curios what the slave will select as their two most favourite restricted outfits.
No slave slut cecy, no slave Christin and as mentioned before no slave Gwendi that Saturday night. Anyway, it was also relaxing! After slave Flo went to bed, I roamed a bit, then I went to bed myself.

November 23rd: Diomita with Angelique and slave Flo at Heavy Bondage Club and at Mesmerize Dungeon

Sunday, November 24th, I had a short time with Mistress in the afternoon. We just caught up with our news and met with slave Gwendi shorty. slave Flo and slave Gwendi were both working on their assignment to come up with restrictive favourite outfits. They both put some effort and thoughts in it and we got the notecards that afternoon.

My night became busy after a relaxed start. Mistress Jenny, Angelique, slave Flo, slave Gwendi and I played one round of greedy and Ann watched silently. After the game we moved to our Stonehaven patio and I began to fit slave Flo in the first of her favourite restrictive outfits consisting of a white latex catsuit, a KaS hood collar and neck corset, a chastity belt and ballet ankle boots. Misteress Jenny and Angelique had fun watching Ann dancing for them while I was working to get slave Flo set up perfectly.

November 24rd at our Stonehaven patio: Mistress Jenny and Angelique watching Ann dancing for them, Diomita setting up slave Flo’s first favourite restrictive outfit, slave Gwendi watching

When I was done with slave Flo I turned my attention to slave Gwendi. Mistress Jenny had selected her 2nd favourite restrictive outfit that consists of vixen cuffs, a metel head cage and a thong. Mistress had exchanged the thong with a chastity belt and I had added a gag. That said I set up slave Gwendi accordingly. She had to strip and to take off her wig – and I added the chastity belt, the cuffs and the head cage. After I finished Mistress Jenny controlled everything and approved it.

November 24rd at our Stonehaven patio: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with slave Flo and slave Gwendi

That all took some time and it was already slave Flo’s bed time. We visited Mesmerize Dungeon with slave Gwendi for 20 minutes, then we returned home and went to bed ourselves.
Beside all these activities Mistress Jenny didn’t fail to push me deeper into my red light. I won’t go into details but it was an intense weekend for me.

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