Diary 2022 (123) September 8th/9th – Friday night party for the queen

Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.

After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.

September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust

Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.

September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust

I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.

Diary 2022 (116) August 22nd – 24th Quiet days

Monday, August 22nd, I spent some time inworld in the later morning visiting a gallery, La Maison d’Aneli (read here). I the afternoon I sat down at club DeLust and watched the time go by while writing the report about my visit.
At night Angelique was present. We went to club DeLust together and when slave Holly came inworld I summoned her to us. slave Holly had met up with Kitty in the morning. It still makes me happy that the two get along well. I spent the night at club Delust with Angelique and slave Holly and later when Angelique had left with slave Holly. We just talked while slave Holly was forced to stare at my crotch to remember her addiction that I am going to nuture. Before it was time for bed, I took slave Holly home with me as I had to pee.

August 22nd: slave Holly and Kitty at home / slave Holly’s view on me / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique and slave Holly

Tuesday, August 23rd, I was inworld a few times during the day. I bought new sinful high heels, something I couldn’t walk in in RL and seeing me walk in them in SL makes me shiver. Lucikly I can’t fall here and even if, it would not hurt. I wanted them as many avatars are really tall in this virtual world, so now I can reach at least the chin of some tall avatars. I spent some time at club DeLust. And that’s it. I tended to my RL most of the time.
At night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were at home and we played a skipee as teams – Flo and slave Lily won it. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) watched us playing. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and I had my hands full again literally. slave Holly also came inworld and I summoned her to us. She wasn’t feeling well that night and after Angelique and Flo had left for bed we returned home and brought her to her room.
And afterwards I went to Lochme with slave Alessi and slave Sakura for a bit.

August 23rd: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Lily and slave Sakura

Wednesday, August 24th, I was inworld a lot, yet often I was just standing a club DeLust and doing other things in RL. In the afternoon I had a play with a domme. No nothing really happened yet it was exciting and distracted me. I got new hair in the course of that afternoon. I clearly need to feel out of my current situation and find my own way.
At night I found a message from slave Holly, that she feels sick and might not come inworld. She had been feeling not that good the night before already. And Flo annonuced she would run late as well. Angelique was inworld and we met at club DeLust, we chatted and watched the world go by. Angelique liked my new hair style, though it makes me look older and more mature. I knew that but I like the effect, as I am not 20 anymore, not even 40 anymore. After Angelique left, I went to Avec Toi and spoiled myself with another outfit, an oufit that I saw at club DeLust.
slave Alessi joined me later that night and decorated me well at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust, where Argi joined us.

August 24th: Diomita at club DeLust / at club Domme a Domme / at club DeLust with Angelique / new hair style / at club Domme a Domme with slave Alessi

Those days just went by.

Diary 2022 (114) August 16th-18th In terrible grief for Jenny

Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.

August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily

Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.

August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi

That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.

Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.

August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home

There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.

I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.

Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.

At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!

August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (110) August 8th/9th Missing Mistress Jenny (9)

Monday, August 8th, I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. Sometimes I stayed a bit and went away from the keybord. Nothing really happened. Without Jenny there’s a strange void for me. I still keep going as if nothing happened. I do it for our subs and slaves. They miss Jenny as well and a lot but they avoid talking about her in my presence, a taboo topic. So, there’s nothing to be kept for the diary about my time inworld during the day.

At night I was at club Domme a Domme first. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined me there. Whe Flo came inworld, I returned home with slave Luci to play a skipee with three. But as Angelique showed up as well just when we has sat down, we played a skipe as teams.
After the game we went to Carnal and watched the silent crowd while chatting amoung us …. and while I played with Flo’s tape dress and with slave Holly’s restrictions. Angelique looked quite tempting that night. She knows how to play with her assets.
After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Luci and slave Holly with me to club DeLust.

August 8th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Luci

Tuesday, August 9th, was another day I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. I met Dely (krysbia) at club Domme a Domme and chatted a while with her and went to her home with her to meet one of her subs.
In this blog that day my 2nd entry “Ehesklavin Diomita” had been published (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8om). Mistress Jenny had taken me deep into subspace, just one day before she vanished. Sweet memories on one hand, painful memories as I miss her so much.
I made some changes on Tuesday, August 8th. I revised my profile to express how much I miss Mistress Jenny and added a pick “Ehesklavin Diomita” to my profile. I went off RLV and removed the nosering. I couldn’t touch it nor could I change settings on it and the relay was still set to auto which got me caught by devices a few times already. Furthermore I replaced my slave collar with my partnering collar. It feels right considering the turmoil of emotions I am still going through. And I miss my partner much more than my Mistress.

August 9th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) / Diomita portrait

In the afternoon, while I was standing around at DeLust, I met a nice dominant and I had a short play with her. She was very understanding and I did enjoy the time with her (no pictures or name here). I try to slowly feel my way out and find a way to handle the current situation without Jenny.

At night I had a skipee with Flo and slave Luci first. When we had finished slave Luci went off the bed, and Angelique joined Flo and me. We went to Carnal Intentions. We chatted again amoung us while watching the crowd and lsiting to some main chat, which was party funny.
After Flo and Angelique had left to bed both, I went to club DeLust. slave Holly came inworld and I summoned her to me. We spent some time at DeLust together catching up with our days. Then, back home, slave Holly got her fix. It’s just right to keep up her addiction to me.

August 9th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo and Angelique / at club DeLust with slave Holly

Diary 2022 (108) August 4th/5th Missing Mistress Jenny (7)

Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022

In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.

My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.

After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)

Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.

August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme

Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.

August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (107) August 2nd/3rd Missing Mistress Jenny (6)

Tuesday, August 2nd, I was inworld in the later morning and spent some time at Puerto Esclava. slave Holly and Kitty had met in the earlier morning and were teasing eachother. Kitty proposed that I should get diapers for slave Holly: “Kitty bumped into Maya B today. Kitty didn’t know she makes diapers. So Kitty was thinking that it would be helpful choice for Holly”. And Holly wrote to me ” I was teasing Kitty about Flo’s outfit for the month *imagines a kitty with a ball of tape*”.
It made me smile how good the two get along although they see each other only shortly and just a few times a week (if at all).

I returned in the early afternoon and Kitty was inworld really early (it was before 5 AM for her). She was at Psi’s realm and I went there. There were just a few people but enough for some chatting and teasing. I had to remind our Kitty of her basic rules and after some exercises she hopefully reminds them now. She decorated me well at Psi’s realm and later at club Domme a Domme. We had almost 1 hour together, then I had to tend to my RL and Kitty had to get some breakfast.

August 2nd: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Diomita at Psi’s realm and at club Domme a Domme with Kitty

At night I spent some time at club Domme a Domme. It was quite full and some main chat was going on. Baroness Capelo livened up the space and was talking about my butt while I was shortly afk *laughs*. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) decorated me as well as slave Luci (Luci Glendale) (I forgt to take a picture). I returned home with slave Sakura and began a skipee with slave Luci. We stopped it when slave Alessi joined us and started a game with three. slave Sakura watch kneeling next do me.
I had an IM with Angelique. She sent me a picture of the maids ranking board at the Maid Manor. I didn’t see the ranking board when I visited myself. I shall look at it when I visit again. It didn’t surprise me that Angelique leads the ranking by far. Good girl!
Flo joined us late. She had had a good night in RL. After the game slave Luci left us going to bed.

August 2nd: Angelique at the Maid Manor / Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I took Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a little bondage night. It was comparably full there with some main chat. I tried out the next variation of Flo’s tape dress and added a tape hood. The slaves were all tied up equally. I got quite some nice pictures.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

And after Flo left, I went to Carnal Intentions with the slaves.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I had my hands full again that night, the best distraction I could get.

Wednesday, August 3rd, I spent about half an hour at club Domme a Domme in the later morning, nothing happened, just watching and reading profiles and doing my chores in RL. I moved on to Puerto Esclava and sat down there. slave “A” showed up there. “A” is a good submissive girl and after hesitating she relinquished control to me. I could sense her excitement. I left her with timers when I had to tend to my RL.

August 3rd: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava with slave A

I was inworld again in the later afternoon for almost an hour. I spent it at club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. slave Anita was present und she decorated me. Particularly in the afternoons, I miss Mistress Jenny. It was the time we met to enjoy togetherness. Now it’s empty in my SL. I will have to decide how my SL shall look like if Mistress doesn’t return soon, a situation I hoped I would never be in.

At night I was running late. Flo and slave Sakura were present. I started a skipee with Flo .. and it worked … slave Alessi and slave Holly showed up. Hence we had a game as teams. It was just relaxing, a nice and close game. After the game Flo went off to bed. I was about to take the slaves to Carnal Intentions when slave A showed up at our sim.
I gagged and blindfolded all slaves and took them to Carnal Intentions, enjoyed my control and chatted with each of them. If Mistress Jenny doesn’t return soon then I will need a second leash holder *winks*

August 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave sakura and slave A

Another day with no information and with worries. I try hard to stay strong and to keep going.

Diary 2022 (106) July 31st / August 1st Missing Mistress Jenny (5)

Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.

Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.

July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home

I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).

When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.

July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”

Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.

August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home

At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.

I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll

After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.

August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.

Diary 2022 (105) July 29th/30th Missing Mistress Jenny (4)

Friday, July 29th, I went inworld in the later morning to visit a gallery. The visit and writing about it did keep me busy in Second Life. Alessi was inworld and cleaning the house. We sat down shortly and talked. The support of our subs and slaves, our friends, does mean a lot for me these days.

In the afternoon I was back inworld and stayed a bit at club Domme a Domme. The day before I had removed my tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin” and I had removed slappers and cuffs. I’m not up to sub to anyone. I met Dely at the club and as she teased me about Jenny, I answered quite harshly. She didn’t mean it at all, as opposed to she’s very supportive as all others are. We hugged, then I went seeing Flo who was at home playing skipee. Flo had some time that day, hence I took her to DHB where I got her a tape dress. Mistress and I had selected that dress for August a few days before she was missing. We returned home and played two rounds of skipee. We were almost done and I had to leave to tend to my RL when Angelique showed up, just to hug me. Thank you all!

At night I was inworld early. I had got a message form Cica Ghost who had opened another sim. And I went there right away as I thought it might distract me – and it did. When I returned after writing my report, Flo was present playing skipee. We chatted a bit. Flo told me that she had tried out her new tap dress from DHB. But she was not sure how to wear it correctly, so she would need some more time. Cherry said hello in IM and as I knew that she has the tape dress, I asked her and with her help Flo could wear it correctly.
Angelique, Alessi and Ebony had joined us in the meanwhile. We all went to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd, chatted amoung us and Flo tried to liven up the silence. Ebony volunteered to dance for us and the other guests, so that we all had some entertainment. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, slave Sakura joined us at club DeLust. Unfortunately Ebony had several crashes.

July 29th: Diomita with Alessi at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony, slave Alessi and slave Sakura at club DeLust

It became quiet at club DeLust and as it was Friday night I took slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intention where they had a fetish party that night. So we had a little bit of Friday night party feeling.

July 29th: Diomita at Carnal Fetish party with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Saturday, July 30th, I was online twice. In the morning I was at club Domme a Domme for about 20 minutes. But I was really no good company. I left again and distracted myself with RL. I returned in the late afternoon and changed for our party .. and logged off again.
We had postponed the Friday night party to Saturday: “Friday night party on a Saturday …. And Sunday is the final England vs. Germany and Monday is Switzerlands National Day. So either dress in the colours of England and the Swiss (red and white) … or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the Saturday tunes for us.”
I was running late myself, I had fallen asleep after a tour with my bicycle. But I was not too late. Flo and Virgo were present when I came inworld again, and soon after the dancefloor filled more and more. It was good to see all and helped me to keep going. The party is part of our weekends.

July 30th – Friday night party on a Saturday: Flo, Diomita, slave Alessi, Broness Capelo, Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Sapphire (littleshy97), Dely (krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tuski Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto), Virgo Babii (lower row)

I was missing Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (104) July 27th/28th Missing Mistress Jenny (3)

Wednesday, July 27th, I was inworld a few times during the day, but not for long. I checked messages, grabbed a group gift at XO, I visited a gallery and wrote the report … without Jenny my SL is quite different and I am very worried about what might have happened in RL. The uncertainty eats me up. One moment I see Jenny with me again and everything is fine again, the next moment I think about what if she doesn’t return. My family in SL, my friends, are very supportive and do their best to keep me busy – and yes they worry also about me. They know I’m not myself anymore. It is for them as well as for distracting myself and to avoid getting too much depressed that I go inworld and try to keep going. Now RL distracts me from SL. There is no second life, just one and SL is part of my real life, a joyful different world where we socialize and interact with people from around the world, where we live out our fantasies and dreams, no war, no climate change. And now? Without Jenny? Without knowing what happened? Without knowing if she’s doing well? I really don’t know!

July 27th: Missing Mistress Jenny (Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust Thursday, July 21st)

As mentioned above RL distracts me from SL now. I had a night out with friends and came inworld a bit later than usual. Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) were present. We chatted a bit, then began playing skipee as teams, slave Sakura watched silently kneeling leashed next to me. slave Holly and I were following the womens football game between Germany and France at the same time. Germany won and we looked forward to the final of the European Women Football Championships England vs Germany. YAY. We played two rounds and it ended literally tied up as each team won once by the same amount. It was already way after Flo’s bedtime when we finished playing. I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions where we spent the rest of the night. The sub who I met a few days ago at DeLust and who I introduced with “A” into this blog showed up there too and knelt by my feet as well. slave Holly made me smile as she remarked, that by the time Jenny returns there might be a larger family. In my first years in Second Life, when Jenny was my married slave, Jenny used to ask about new sisters when she was not present due to RL work or other obligations. Sweet memories.

July 27th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and “A”

Thursday, July 28th, I was inworld again several times during the day. I was at club Domme a Domme for maybe 20 minutes. But I couldn’t get my mind free and sadness overwhelmed me. In the later afternoon I changed into my simploring clothes and visited Endless: Birdlings Flat (read here). That was a welcomed distraction and writing about it brought me to other thoughts.

July 28th: Diomita simploring Endless: Birdlings Flat

When I came inworld at night, none of the family was present yet. I went to club DeLust and after I finally had rezzed there and had sat down in one of the chairs, Flo came inworld. I decided to let her have a game of skipee alone first and to watch the world go by at the club for a few minutes before I returned home. slave Holly had come inworld as well just in time, so that we could play a game with three. While we played I prepared a theme for the upcoming Friday night party the next day and was just about to finish it when Virgo came inworld and told me that she wouldn’t make it to the party. We decided to postpone the party to Saturday instead.

After the game I took Flo and slave Holly to club DeLust where we stayed about half an hour and chatted amoung us while we watched the silent crowd. Flo left at her usual time and I stayed at the club with slave Holly.

July 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

I returned home with slave Holly. slave Sakura was there and I grabbed her leash and took her with us to the toilet box. slave Holly got her treat. She was eager for it as she hadn’t had one for a while. slave Sakura also got a little treat as I stuffed her mouth with my used panties. I was up to get spoiled myself and allowed slave Holly not only to clean me but also to lick me to an orgasm.
After this little session we chilled for 15 minutes at Carnal Intentions before we went to bed.

July 28th: Diomita at home at at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Sakura

I miss Mistress Jenny terribly! Ending my night without her is just horrible. I can’t really put in words my worries and thoughts.

Diary 2022 (103) July 25th/26th Missing Mistress Jenny (2)

Monday, July 25th, I was inworld several times throughout the day. I roamed around aimlessly, from one place to the other, looking for distraction. I spoke with a domme at club DeLust .. not that I like her .. but probably I needed it. At Heavy Bondage Club slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) apporached me and decorated me shortly … and at night after dinner I even had a play with a “cute” domme. She was nice, took me to her home, tied me up and fucked me with her strapon. I really tried hard to distract me and to have fun. I hoped, that I was just silly, that Mistress would return and that my worries were all without any reason.

July 25th: Diomita with another domme at club DeLust / at Heavy Bondage Club with slave Lily / with a “cute” domme at club DeLust

After the play with the cute Domme, I detached my slappers and the cuffs and added a thigh whip. Time to head the family and to be strong.
slave Alessi was at home and sitting at Mistress’ favourite spot on our sim, a trunk with a sitting animation. You have a view on the house and on the sea from there. slave Holly came inworld soon after. I made a picture of us. I think we all were worried about Mistress now.
We played a skipee first. That distracted me well.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions and watched the world go by for a while. We talked about the August outfit, Mistress and I had a twin look for Holly and Alessi in mind. Therefore we needed to get Holly’s hair for Alessi. We left the club and got all we needed for that, then we returned to Carnal Intentions. It was almost bedtime when we moved on to club DeLust for a bit. A sub, who I had seen before during the last days roaming around joined us at DeLust. Let us call her A for right now *winks*.
We had a nice chat with A, then we returned as it was time for bed.

July 25th: Diomita at home with slave Holly and slave Alessi / at Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with A

Monday, July 26th, I spent some time alone in the afternoon. I was at club Domme a Domme most of the time. I had a few chats there, one was promising for an adventure for Mistress Jenny and me. But first Mistress Jenny had to return. I still had no sign of life from her and of course I was worrying. Second Life was kind of strange without Jenny for me. But I tried hard to have some fun nonetheless. Finally I went on a simploring tour and visited Blackwood Dreams (read here). As it is an adult sim, I even found places for some kinky fun pictures there.

July 26th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and simploring Blackwood Dreams

At night I was running late as writing the simploring post took a bit longer than I expected. Flo was present and playing skipee and slave Sakura was at home. I played a round of skipee with Flo and slave Sakura watched us kneeling obediently at my side. slave Holly came also inworld while we played.
After the game I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura out to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night. I had quite some IMs, not only with Flo and Holly and everybody was asking me about Mistress Jenny and where she was. And it caused a lump in my throat when I told what happened and that I don’t know. I tried my best to keep on as if nothing happened but more and more I began to struggle with it.
Nonetheless we had a comparably relaxed night at club Delust. After Flo left I sat down in a chair and had slave Holly at my feet and watched slave sakura dancing. It was way after bedtime when we returned home to go to bed.

July 26th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura

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