Diary 2022 (129) Sept 29th – Oct 1st RL first III

My RL was still quite busy and my online times were erratic.
Thursday, September 29th, I ran late and met Flo at the skipee table. we caught up with our nes, then we played 3 rounds of skipee. By the end of the 3rd round slave Holly, being also later than usual, joined us as well as slave Alessi. We went to Carnal Intentions and first we were alone in the club – that was really strange was rare. Argi joined us and entertained us, Flo left a bit later then usual. I had another rexing night after a busy day.

September 29th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Argi, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Friday, September 30th, we had our regular party. slave Holly had provided the idea for the theme: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. In Munich the Octoberfest is still going on. Wear a Dirndl or something in the colours of Bavaria (blue and white rhombs), or come as you are and start the weekend with us. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
Now what is a “dirndl”? It is a tradional Bavarian dress and Dely wore one. Instead of beer, Starbright provided an ice cream truck.
We had fun as every Friday.

September 30th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Dely (krysbia), Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, S (Suziboo91), Kira Skytower, Morgie Darkstone (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Baroness Capelo, Scheherazade Enchantment, Jayson Dakota, Dalaen, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, October 1st, I had quite some time online. I tried to find some trouble and distraction but couldn’t find any. I had a short time with slave Susan at club DeLust. At night I played two rounds of skipee with Flo, close games which I lost both by just 1 card. I took Flo to Carnal Intentions where slave Alessi joined us. Later I spent some time with Alessi at club DeLust. That’s all for die diary.

October 1st: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Susan and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (127) September 19th – 23rd RL first

My busy times in RL continued preventing me to get in-world as much as usual. Monday, September 19th, I just peeked in in the afternoon for 5 minutes to pay tier and to check messages. When I came inworld late at night, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Susan were present and we played a round a skipee – just perfect for me to wind down after a full day. After the game Angelique, slave Lily and slave Susan went off to bed and I visited club DeLust with slave Holly for a bit. Then we returned home as I had to pee before going to bed.

September 19th: Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at home

Tuesday, September 20th, I was inworld late night. My family and slaves were all gone (to bed?) … hence I just checked messages and went off again. And Wednesday, September 21st, I was inworld in the later morning to check messages. At night I found the time to play a round of skipee as teams with Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly. It was a close game and did distract me perfectly. Flo and slave Holly won it. Then I went off to bed.
Thursday I was not inworld during the day at all. At night I informed Virgo to have a Friday night party without any theme: “It’s Friday again and that means that we celebrate the start of our weekend. There’s no theme tonight – surprise the other guests, or just come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.” I had a round of skipee with Angelique, Flo, slave Lily (Lily Bloodroes) and Luci Glendale. Then I had to tend to my RL again.

Friday, September 23rd, I made it for the party and was inworld just when it began. Virgo had troubles to stream her music, hence we had to switch to radio. Just in time for the midnight song, Virgo could reinstall her stream, hence we had a proper start into our weekend. I put in on my stressful week in Rl that I forgot to take a picture of Baroness Capelo … I just found her in the background of another picture. Sorry BC!

September 23rd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Laura (Laura00175), Morgie Darstone, Shy (shahniyah) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, LaLuna Starchild, Jayson Dakota, Luci Glendale, JeannineDocile, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (126) September 16th – 18th Busy times in RL

Friday, September 16th, my Rl kept me from going inworld during the day, but I made it for theFriday night party. I had picked a theme according to the weather “It’s a rainy Friday. Let us welcomd the rain and celebrate the start of our weekend. Wear something waterproof or come as you are, even naked is waterproof *winks*. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Listening to the music and a chat here and there was a welcomed distraction.

September 16th – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Susan (susanblackrose) , Sarah Fhang, Adumadan Biziou, Dely (krysbia), Claven Albatros, Rhyn Nootan, Laura (laura00175), Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Tania (opentatiana), Nessa (nessasub), Luci Glendale, Shy (shahniyah), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 17th, was quite uneventful regarding SL. I had a busy day in RL and was not much inworld. I found the time to creat the Enjoying Bondave picture for September at least,
At night it was quiet. Angelique and Alessi were inworld and we played 2 rounds of skipee which took most of our time that Saturday night. After the game we just hang around at club Delust for half an hour, then I went to bed.

September 17th: Diomita and Angeique at club DeLust with slave Alessi

Sunday, September 18th, was just the same for me … I was not inworld during the day due to my RL. But I was inworld at night and we had a full house at home. We played a skipee with 3 teams: Madame Sarah with slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose), Angelique with slave Susan (susanblackrose) and Flo with me. That was rare fun. slave Holly came inworld as well and we could have played with 4 teams .. but Luci Glendale, who had appreared as well, and Sarah Fhang left after the game.

We went to Carnal Intentions that night and I had my hands full. When Ebony joined us we had the family complete, just Kitty was missing! I had an accordingly chatty night, very distracting and the right thing to do for me to get to other thoughts.

September 18th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Alessi and slave Susan

Diary 2022 (125) September 12th/13th A little bondage session

Monday, September 12th, I was inworld in the later morning to visit Melusina Parkin’s new exhibition “Fading Melu” at her Melu’s Photo gallery (read here). And I was again inworld before dinner to visit Cica Ghost newest installtion “Pink fairytale” (read here). While I visited I had slave Susan (susanblackrose) and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) in IM who both craved to see me. After I had finished my simploring tour I went seeing them at home. slave Susan and slave Lily are quite different. While slave Susan seems to be always horny and suffers from her chastity belt, slave Lily enjoys being tied up strictly, the stricter the more enjoyable. I made the most of it and unlocked slave Susan’s chastity belt while I kept slave Lily locked and gagged and forced her to look at me. I gagged slave Susan as well and took both inside the house. Then slave Susan was allowed to smell me (not to lick me). I unlocked her arms so that she could touch herself …
Just before I had to leave for dinner I leashed the slaves at the sun terrace leaving slave Susan’s belt open.

September 12th: Diomita at home with slave Susan and slave Lily

When I returned at night, the two slaves were still together (or again) and slave Lily was licking slave Susan to a second orgasm. As I said, slave Susan seems to be unsatable. Sarah Fhang and Angelique came by. I went picking up the slaves from the sun terrace and locked slave Susan’s chastity belt again. Sarah Fhang had to leave again and slave Susan was also too tired to stay and left.
Angelique, slave Lily and I started the night with a round of skipee. slave Holly came inworld and watched the game. Afterwards we went to Psi’s realm for a bit, but nothing was going on there, so we moved on to Carnal Intentions – but there was not much going on either, just some eye candy. I had another chatty night.
Later, Angelique and slave Lily had went off to bed, I took slave Holly to my secret hideaway and had her lick me to a nice orgasm. I admit, she is quite skilled and knows how to tease me. Good slave girl, Holly.

Septmber 12th: Diomita at Psi’s realm, at Carnal Intentions and at my hideaway with Angelique, slave Lily and slave Holly

Tuesday, September 13th, I was inworld in the later afternoon. slave Susan was at home and slave Lily was online and sent me an IM. I summoned her home to me. slave Lily please me wearing pink. I had told her the night before that I wanted her in pink. I might have not told her that I wanted her in the same outfit as the other slaves, just in another colour – and we had none in pink. slave Lily had selected a nice outfit and was a bit frustated that I told her to take off the corset and to wear the top that the other slave were wearing. But by the end of the afternoon, she was wearing the same, just in pink.
I took slave Susan and slave Lily to club DeLust and soon later Angelique showed up there too. We spent about helf an hour together just chatting and enjoying some eye candy. Then I had to leave to tend to my RL

September 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, slave Lily and slave Susan

At night I was running late. Flo, slave Holly and slave Lily were playing skipee and just had started their 3rd round. They stopped and we played as teams. slave Lily and I won it against Flo and slave Holly. After thegame I took Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly to Psi’s realm for a little bondage session. That was distracting fun!

September 13th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly (and a random chair slave)

Diary 2022 (123) September 8th/9th – Friday night party for the queen

Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.

After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.

September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust

Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.

September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust

I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.

Diary 2022 (122) Sept 6th/7th – Unoriented

Tuesday, September 6th, I was inworld in the morning and I had a short chat with Kitty. she’s doing well and we met at home for a hug before Kitty went off to bed. I spent a short time at club Delust in the later afternoon and mit with Angelique. I had Susan (susanblackrose) kneeling at my feet (no picture)

At night I played a skipee with Angelique and Sarah Fhang and then as teams Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me, Maurer’s won it again. slave Sakura was present and watched obediently.
I took Angelique, Flo and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentios. slave Sakura was allowed to ride a dildp and to have an orgasm. I must have been in a generous mood.

September 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura

slave Holly came iworld and we had to fix what happened the night before. We don’t know why…. anyway, after the problems were solved and Flo had went off to bed, we moved to DeLust for the rest of the night. It was again a chatty night .. and a good and relaxing night too.

September 6th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura

Wednesday, September 7th, I was inworld in the earlier morning for half an hour and twice in the afternoon. Most of the time I was at club DeLust. I allowed Susan (susanblackrose) to kneel at my side. In the afternoon we had a longer talk about her desires and I made her focusing an me. I did not have in mind to expand the family in particular now, as I try to feel out into a Second Life without Jenny. But slowly taking control seems to be in my genes. Jenny would have grinned.

At night we played a skipee as teams first, Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. It became a close game in the end although it seemed one sided for a long time. Luck often changes during the game. Sarah Fhang and Flo won it by one card.

September 7th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Susan (susanblackrose) / Diomita, Angelique and Flo at club DeLust wiht slave Holly and slave Susan

I went to club DeLust with Angelique and Flo. slave Susan was there and joined us. And when slave Holly come inworld I summoned her to us. I had another quite enjoyable and chatty night within the family. I had told Holly about my failed attempts to find an outlet for my submissive side and she made me smile by teasing me that she would kidnap me one day. I will have to keep her locked *winks*.
Later, after Flo and Angelique had already left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Susan home with me and slave Holly got her fix while slave Susan had to watch the ritual. As I had an early start the next day, I went off at midnight.

September 7th: Diomita at club DeLust and at home with slave Holly and slave Susan

Diary 2022 (120) September 2nd/3rd Full hands

There’s really not much to report about Friday, September 2nd. When I was inworld, I hopped over the clubs, I had a chat here and there, but my Second Life still eflt empty, my roaming around aimlessly. Luckily we had we had our regular party at night again, although that will become also an emotional event for me. But I hope that with time passing I will smile more when looking back to the great time Jenny and I had together. I had selected a theme fitting to the sepember outfit of the slaves:
It’s Friday again and we start into the weekend. This Summer is long, hence we enjoy another beach party. Wear not too much but let us be colourful and shiny or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us

Besides our midnight song “Drei Tage wach” we now have another fixed song “When the lady smiles” for the love of my Second Life Jenny “But when the lady smiles, I can’t resist her call. As a matter of fact, I don’t resist at all”. Although I mess Jenny badly, it is good to keep on having the party … and after all we had fun starting our weekend.

September 2nd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Susan Blackrose (susanblackrose) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, Shy (shahniyah), Rhyn Nootan, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 3rd, I spent some time at DeLust. slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) joined me there. And later I also allowed Susan (Susanblackrose) to kneel at my feet. I set up slave Mercy’s Anavision and added another rule for her. Slowly I make her mine. It is nice to know that she slaves’ eyes are focused on me only. Before I logged off I took slave Mercy with me to the naughty girls room and allowed her to lick me .. knowing that she could (should) become addicted.

September 3rd: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Mercy, slave Lily and slave Susan

When I came inworld at night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were playing skipee. I watched them untile they had finished. Sarah Fhang came by and we started another game with 5. While we played slave mercy and slave sakura joined us. we were quite a large group when we moved to Carnal Intentions. I had my hansd really full that night! And later slave Holly and slave Alessi joined as well. I chatted a lot and was distracted (which I appreciate these days). In the end just slave Alessi and slave Sakura were still with me and I took them to club DeLust.

September 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Sarah Fhang, Angelique, Flo, slave Lily, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (118) August 28th/29th A new profile picture

Sunday, August 30th, I further worked on my appearance. I was not satisfied with the lipstick because of some reason the lipstick did not perfectly fit. In the course of trying to find out the resaon, I destroyed my avatar complete once again. In the end it was just one switch that caused me to try again and again to repair my head. Finall I found this switch (after almos 2 hours!). I aslo found the reason why the lipstick didn’t work .. and I couldn’t use it unfortunately but had to choose another one, that doesn’t shine like the one that didn’t fit perfectly.
After I had restored myself, I took another selfie and I changed my profile picture. I added Jenny to my profile picture toexpress that she will always be with me and that a part of her is in me forever.
After all, this filled my whole morning.

August 28th: Diomita’s profile picture

In the afternoon I had some time in-world and I spent it a club DeLust first. Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) was there and we talked. Mistress Jenny had ordered me to submit to her a few month ago but the time difference between Mercy and me didn’t work out too well and Mistress Jenny stopped it. That afternoon I could sense that Mercy’s sub side was way stronger than her domme side and I allowed her to kneel at my feet. we continues talking and I began to lock her up and to take control. Then I took her home with me. I showed her our homesim, then I sat down at the decking to talk with Mercy while she worshipped my feet. I agreed to take her into trial knowing that the time difference of 6 hours is the worst it could be. But she was so eager – and it might work out. And she makes a nice addition.

August 28th: Diomita and slave Mercy

At night Flo was present and Sarah Fhang came by. We played a skipee togeter so that Sarah could learn it by playing. Angelique joined us at the table, later also slave Holly.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where slave Alessi, slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and a random other slave (who became my chair) joined us. Time went by quickly …. and after Sarah, Flo and Angelique had left I was alone and had my hands full with four. It was a relaxed night. I thought a lot of Jenny and pictured her watching us with a smile.
We returned home and slave Holly was allowed to lick me to a nice orgasm.

August 28th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Sarah Fhang, Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and a random slave as my chair

Monday, August 29th, I met Kitty in the morning while I was kneeling at Jenny’s memorial. I was shortly absent and when I returned she was kneeling silently next to me. She told me and Jenny about her weekend in RL and that she enjoyed some time off.
I went visiting Ambre Singh’s newest exhibtion “Post Masters” and wrote a blogpost about it (read here) in the later morning.
At night I first met Angelique and we played a skipee. When slave Holly came inworld we went to club DeLust together. And after angelique had left, slave Holly got her fix. Then I spent the rest of the night with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 29th: Diomita and Kitty at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita, Angelique and slave Holly at club Domme a Domme / Diomita and slave Holly / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi and slave Holly

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

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