Diary 2022 (128) September 24th – 28th RL first II

Saturday, September 24th, I could come inworld at night. slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and slave Flo were playing skipee. When they had finished we played 2 rounds with 3 … and then slave Alessi joine and we had a game as teams. Flo and I won it by the way. After the game it wasalready way over Flo-time and slave Lily and Flo went off to bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for a while. We chatted …after half and hour we returned home and I went off again.

Sunday, September 25th, I had a skipee as teams at night. Flo and I won it against Sarah Fhang and Luci Glendale. While we played slave Alessi and slave Holly came inworld. After the game Sarah went off to bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi, Luci and Flo to Carnal Intentions. Luci left us soon later. We just chatted and looked good. It was relaxing, in particular as I knew that I would have another busy week ahead. Later Argi joined us there.

September 24th/25th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Monday, September 26th, I played a round of skipee with slave Lily and Sarah Fhang, then another one with slave Lily, slave Susan (Susanblackrose) and Sarah Fhang. After the games, Sarah and slave Susan went off to bed and I went to club DeLust with slave Lily. I had just arrived at the club when slave Holly logged in and I summoned her to me. I chatted the rest of the night with slave Lily and slave Holly. after slave Lily had went off to bed, I took slave Holly with me to Carnal Intentions for a bit before I logged off myself.

September 26th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with slave Lily and slave Holly

Tuesday, September 27th, I played a skipee with Flo, Lily and slave Holly first. After the game, slave Lily and slave Holly had to leave – and I had a phone call that refrained me from SL for one hour. Upon my return, just Flo was present and we played 2 more rounds of skipee until Flo-time. At that time slave Holly returned online and I took her to club DeLust for a while. We just chatted and watched the crowd.

September 27th/28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

Wednesday, September 28th, was another busy day in RL for me. Days simply go by when you’re busy. At night I had 2 rounds of skipee with Flo, then our home was restarted by LL and we had to leave. I took Flo to club DeLust. Soon later, slave Holly came inworld and she was teleported to a safe hub as home was not online. I summoned ehr to us and we had a realxed time at the club, just chatting and watching the crowd. slave Holl ymre a picture of her “arena view” with all the names in the dark.

September 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

A week busy in RL .. and just playing skipee and chatting and looking good. I knew that another busy week was ahead.

Diary 2022 (127) September 19th – 23rd RL first

My busy times in RL continued preventing me to get in-world as much as usual. Monday, September 19th, I just peeked in in the afternoon for 5 minutes to pay tier and to check messages. When I came inworld late at night, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Susan were present and we played a round a skipee – just perfect for me to wind down after a full day. After the game Angelique, slave Lily and slave Susan went off to bed and I visited club DeLust with slave Holly for a bit. Then we returned home as I had to pee before going to bed.

September 19th: Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at home

Tuesday, September 20th, I was inworld late night. My family and slaves were all gone (to bed?) … hence I just checked messages and went off again. And Wednesday, September 21st, I was inworld in the later morning to check messages. At night I found the time to play a round of skipee as teams with Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly. It was a close game and did distract me perfectly. Flo and slave Holly won it. Then I went off to bed.
Thursday I was not inworld during the day at all. At night I informed Virgo to have a Friday night party without any theme: “It’s Friday again and that means that we celebrate the start of our weekend. There’s no theme tonight – surprise the other guests, or just come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.” I had a round of skipee with Angelique, Flo, slave Lily (Lily Bloodroes) and Luci Glendale. Then I had to tend to my RL again.

Friday, September 23rd, I made it for the party and was inworld just when it began. Virgo had troubles to stream her music, hence we had to switch to radio. Just in time for the midnight song, Virgo could reinstall her stream, hence we had a proper start into our weekend. I put in on my stressful week in Rl that I forgot to take a picture of Baroness Capelo … I just found her in the background of another picture. Sorry BC!

September 23rd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Laura (Laura00175), Morgie Darstone, Shy (shahniyah) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, LaLuna Starchild, Jayson Dakota, Luci Glendale, JeannineDocile, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (126) September 16th – 18th Busy times in RL

Friday, September 16th, my Rl kept me from going inworld during the day, but I made it for theFriday night party. I had picked a theme according to the weather “It’s a rainy Friday. Let us welcomd the rain and celebrate the start of our weekend. Wear something waterproof or come as you are, even naked is waterproof *winks*. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Listening to the music and a chat here and there was a welcomed distraction.

September 16th – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Susan (susanblackrose) , Sarah Fhang, Adumadan Biziou, Dely (krysbia), Claven Albatros, Rhyn Nootan, Laura (laura00175), Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Tania (opentatiana), Nessa (nessasub), Luci Glendale, Shy (shahniyah), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 17th, was quite uneventful regarding SL. I had a busy day in RL and was not much inworld. I found the time to creat the Enjoying Bondave picture for September at least,
At night it was quiet. Angelique and Alessi were inworld and we played 2 rounds of skipee which took most of our time that Saturday night. After the game we just hang around at club Delust for half an hour, then I went to bed.

September 17th: Diomita and Angeique at club DeLust with slave Alessi

Sunday, September 18th, was just the same for me … I was not inworld during the day due to my RL. But I was inworld at night and we had a full house at home. We played a skipee with 3 teams: Madame Sarah with slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose), Angelique with slave Susan (susanblackrose) and Flo with me. That was rare fun. slave Holly came inworld as well and we could have played with 4 teams .. but Luci Glendale, who had appreared as well, and Sarah Fhang left after the game.

We went to Carnal Intentions that night and I had my hands full. When Ebony joined us we had the family complete, just Kitty was missing! I had an accordingly chatty night, very distracting and the right thing to do for me to get to other thoughts.

September 18th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Alessi and slave Susan

Diary 2022 (123) September 8th/9th – Friday night party for the queen

Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.

After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.

September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust

Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.

September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust

I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.

Diary 2022 (120) September 2nd/3rd Full hands

There’s really not much to report about Friday, September 2nd. When I was inworld, I hopped over the clubs, I had a chat here and there, but my Second Life still eflt empty, my roaming around aimlessly. Luckily we had we had our regular party at night again, although that will become also an emotional event for me. But I hope that with time passing I will smile more when looking back to the great time Jenny and I had together. I had selected a theme fitting to the sepember outfit of the slaves:
It’s Friday again and we start into the weekend. This Summer is long, hence we enjoy another beach party. Wear not too much but let us be colourful and shiny or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us

Besides our midnight song “Drei Tage wach” we now have another fixed song “When the lady smiles” for the love of my Second Life Jenny “But when the lady smiles, I can’t resist her call. As a matter of fact, I don’t resist at all”. Although I mess Jenny badly, it is good to keep on having the party … and after all we had fun starting our weekend.

September 2nd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Susan Blackrose (susanblackrose) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, Shy (shahniyah), Rhyn Nootan, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 3rd, I spent some time at DeLust. slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) joined me there. And later I also allowed Susan (Susanblackrose) to kneel at my feet. I set up slave Mercy’s Anavision and added another rule for her. Slowly I make her mine. It is nice to know that she slaves’ eyes are focused on me only. Before I logged off I took slave Mercy with me to the naughty girls room and allowed her to lick me .. knowing that she could (should) become addicted.

September 3rd: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Mercy, slave Lily and slave Susan

When I came inworld at night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were playing skipee. I watched them untile they had finished. Sarah Fhang came by and we started another game with 5. While we played slave mercy and slave sakura joined us. we were quite a large group when we moved to Carnal Intentions. I had my hansd really full that night! And later slave Holly and slave Alessi joined as well. I chatted a lot and was distracted (which I appreciate these days). In the end just slave Alessi and slave Sakura were still with me and I took them to club DeLust.

September 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Sarah Fhang, Angelique, Flo, slave Lily, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (119) August 30th – September 1st Aimless

Tuesday, August 30th, I was inworld quite a lot in the afternoon. A sub approached me at club DeLust, she had approached me before already and was eager to get closer. I really don’t know if I can handle more subs and slaves, although it not only flatters me but also distracts me. I had already began to take control of slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker), although the timezones are against her and me. But I allowed her to kneel next to me. Other than that nothing happened. It was not my best day in SL as I missed Jenny badly. I miss talking with her. I stopped ny her memorial a few times.
At night I shortly met with Angelique who had to leave. Flo, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and Sarah Fhang were present. While I had slave Sakura at my leash Flo, Sarah Fhang and I played two rounds of skipee. After the games Sarah left us and I went to club DeLust with Flo and slave Sakura. slave Holly joined us there, just moments before Flo left to bed. And the sub, who I met in the afternoon also kneeled by me. And then also Alessi showed up … I had my hands full again.

August 30th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, and the potential new sub

Wednesday, August 31st, I went visiting Michiel Bechir’s Gallery again and spent quite some time writing the report (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8vN). It walys takes way longer than you might think when you see the result. Other than that I met with two dommes to get my sub side a bit satisfied. I have quite some onging plays and have yet to find out, with which I continue. I have to give it time and I have to stop comparing with Jenny which is the hardest part.
At night I played a round of skipee with Angelique and Sarah Fhang, later as Angelique went off to bed early, with Flo and Sarah Fhang. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) was present and slave Holly also came inworld. We went to Carnal Intentions. Luckily there was quite something going on so we had entertainment. The slaves were a bit too restricted to see much. A random slave was so jealous of Flo that she lieterally begged me to get encased in her tape dress …. I fulfilled her wish.

August 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura and a random slave

Thursday, September 1st, I had a quite uneventful time when I was inworld. In the morning I prepared the September outfits for the slave. They will wear their chastity belt, ballet boots and a top – each the same outfit, yet each in a different colour. I had Kitty in IM while I prepared the outfits. I had some chats in the course of the day, roamed aimlessly, Second Life seems so empty without Jenny. My purpose right now are the subs and slave, but I need something else. I will find it, hopefully, … but it takes time and I can’t force it.
My night started with a skipee together with Flo and Sarah Fhang. Sarah had to leave when we had finished, and slave Holly and slave Alessi came in-world. I first changed Flo and the slaves in their September outfit, then we went to Carnal Intentions. And after Flo had left, I took slaves Alessi and slave Holly to club Delust. I am quite satisfied with the September outfit.

September 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (117) August 25th – 27th slowly returning to everyday life

Thursday, August 25th, I was inworld in the morning shortly and had a chat with our Kitty. She has fun at Fortress Mortice, one of the older places in SL in the meanwhile. In the afternoon, I met with slave Holly, who is sick at the moment and couldn’t stay long. But she decorated me well for half an hour at club DeLust.
At night I visited a place named “Shrine of Rememberance”. LL created it and you can plant flowers for loved ones you lost in SL. The place is full of flowers and I planted one for Jenny. I returned home and met with Sarah Fhang. I had given her a master key to my cuffs … and she took advantage of it. We had a little play and I look forward to more. Its been almost a decade that we played – and she didn’t forget anything, and intends to take me strictly. Another outlet for my sub side.
Flo and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) were online. Flo played skipee alone and I joined her when Madame Sarah released me from my misery. Flo and I played a round, slave Sakura watched us. And when we had finished playing, slave Alessi came by. I went to club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura.

August 25th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly / at the Shrine of Rememberance / Sarah Fhang with Diomita / Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Friday, August 26th, I visited the new exhibition of Milena Carbone, Metamorphoses (read here). It was and still is a very intriguing exhibition that shows how artificial intelligence (AI) could change the arts in RL and SL. Writing about it distracted me well. Other than that I had a few chats and I had a shorter session with a domme. I am trying to find the right balance for myself and check who could provide it for me (and has fun so that it is win/win) while staying domme and heading the family.
At night we had our Firday night party. I had fixed the theme to : “It’s Friday again, time to celebrate the weekend. We will have another beach party tonight, hence wear something for the beach, preferably in purple or violet or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.
What some may know and others don’t, purple, plum and violet tones were some of Jenny’s favourite colours, and hence it was also another theme for my beloved wife.

August 26th – Friday night party: Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Diomita, Sarah Fhang, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Jayson Dakota, Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Laura (laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday August 27th, I was inworld in the later afternoon. I went to a hypnosis place and I was curious and tried out a drink at the bar there. That turned out to be not a good idea. I got at new shape and my whole avatar got destroyed. Sh…..
I went to our loft skybox and slowly began to rebuild my avatar. Too bad that I hadn’t made a security copy lately. It was quite some work to get to myself again (and I had to cheat out RLV in addition). In the course of getting back to myself, I bought new hair and I got new makeup and in the end I was very satisfied with the result!

August 27th: Diomita’s new appearance

At night I met with Angelique and we went to club DeLust. Sarah Fhang joined us there and later slave Holly. When slave Alessi came inworld and Sarah had to leave we returned home for a skipee. Angelique and I won it against slave Holly and slave Alessi, but it was a close game (and hence fun). After the game we spent some time at Carnal Intentions.

August 27th: Diomita, Angelique, Sarah Fhang and slave Holly at club DeLust / Diomita, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Alessi at Carnal Intentions

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

Diary 2022 (101) July 21st/22nd Summer jingle bells

When I came inworld on Thursday, July 21st, in the afternoon, I found an offline message from Kitty. She had met Holly and had noticed her withdrawal symptoms when I am not close to her: “Holly gets these shivers.. almost as if she’s suffering from withdrawal symptoms of some kind. You can even see the nipple rings shivering. So if she had bells hanging from them, you could hear her shiver.” I left a message for Kitty that I had attached some bells to slave Holly’s nipple rings and that I expect a report when Kitty can hear her shiver now.

I met with Mistress Jenny and we spent more than an hour together at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust. Mistress granted me some time to recover, to just inhale her nearness … and to nuture my hunger and desire of her. I had a very enjoyable afternoon talking about us mainly. We also talked about the theme for our Friday night party the next day and Mistress proposed to set the theme according to our weather these days. It had been very hot first and then we got rain and a bit of cooling down.
“It’s Friday again, it’s time to start off into our weekend. After the heat we enjoy some cooling rain showers (at least some of us). So wear your waterproof plastic rain outfits, a brolly or naked skin – or come as your are and join us. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

At night Mistress and I took slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a while first. When slave Holly came inworld we returned home for a round of skipee. I noticed that slave Holly lay on the floor in her room. It was my absence from her that caused that.
We had a nice balanced and close game. And after the game we went to club DeLust. Just while I was going ahead to the club slave Holly fell on the ground again, poor slave girl!
At club delust we had a relaxed night. slave Sakura and Baroness Capelo danced for us and the other guests. The club looks way better when someone is dancing on the stage!

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm, at home and at club DeLust with slave Sakura, slave Holly and Baroness Capelo

Friday, July 22nd, I was inworld in the afternoon. I should have met with Mistress Jenny but she must have had RL priorities. slave Holly was present though and we spent some time at club DeLust together. Then I returned home to change for the party. I would be late for it as I had a RL invitation that night and hence it made sense to change already.

When I came inworld late night the party was going on already. Mistress didn’t show up at night as well. But we had fun with the rain theme. This is how our weekends start.

July 22nd – Friday night party: slave Holly, diomita, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Kira Skytower, Virgo Babii (lower row)

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