Dio’s 15th year in Second Life Feb 11th, 2023

11 Feb 2023 2 Comments

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: , , , , , , , , ,

Without slave Holly reminding me I woulf have forgot my 15th rezzday. When she reminded a few days ago, my first thought was “Do I really want to write a long blogpost about the last year?” The honest answer is no. Nonetheless I sit here and begin writing, though I do not intend to write a really long post.

The last year in Second life was coined by the loss of my beloved partner, wife, slave, Mistress, my best friend Jenny. She passed away last Summer unexpectedly. I was worried when she didn’t come online although we had planned to meet and when my messages kept unanswered I figured out that something must have happened. The days of uncertainty were hard. Finally, I had contact with her family and learned of her unexpected sudden death.
It was hard to accept it, even harder to stay in Second Life. Those days I considered to leave SL behind me, I thought about closing the blog. My family in SL, all my close friends here were here for me and kept me going and finally I decided to stay and to continue this blog.
Then I had another stroke of fate, this time in my RL. Sometimes it is really hard to function, to continue and I mean both worlds RL and SL. The two are connected, SL is just a part of my RL. Since that stroke of fate I’m quite busy in my RL and my time in SL is limited. And I do not blog daily anymore.

August 14th, 2022: Diomita at Jenny’s monument at home / Diomita kneeling next to Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue in our skybox

It is said that time heals all wounds and it is. Today I like to remember the good time that Jenny and I had. Nevertheless, I miss her very much and my SL is different today than when we were here together. But my other SL gives me pleasure and I like to come into my other world – yet in the future I will also pursue more projects in RL and I also plan to travel more.

The family in SL hasn’t changed. Kitty, Flo and slave Holly are still my officially collared subs. slave Alessi is still close as my sub and a close family member as if she were collared. Angelique, my niece, is going through a hard time in her RL but she stays in touch and lives in our sim again, what I do appreciate.  Ebony, my step-daughter and all others who were close to Jenny and me, stayed close to me. Thank you all! Without you all, I wouldn’t be here anymore.

My sub side needs an outlet and to my surprise Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity) turned out to become my Mistress. We are both switches, maybe that’s why we fit. I’m happy to call her Mistress Cherry and I enjoy being with her. Mistress Cherry respects my SL family and thus our time together is limited, also because Mistress has her store and business in SL and is owned herself. Thank you, Mistress Cherry.

December 17th, 2022 Mistress Cherry and Diomita

I continued exploring SL but I reduced my simploring activities. The simploring reports take a lot of time and I simply did not and do not have the time at the moment. What I mainly continue are my art activities. I enjoy visiting galleries and supporting the artists by writing about them. I had more than 100 art posts in my 14th year in Second Life.
Unfortunately I hadn’t enough time to continue the “Enjoying Bondage” series, but I hope to pick up this activity again as well as the “Backflash of the month” series.

During my 14th year in SL I also continued slightly changing my appearance. As opposed to RL, in SL we get more and more beautiful and I like this feature. So here is a picture of me taken end of August 2022.

August 28th, 2022: Diomita Maurer

I am still curious to see what SL has in store for me in the future and I look forward to every day I have the opportunity to spend time in SL. My SL without Jenny has simply changed. I want to thank all my friends and readers. SL is first of all about people and it’s you all who keep my and our SL enjoyable.
Let’s look forward and go on into my 16th year in Second Life.

Love from Diomita
xoxox

Happy New Year 2023 and some stats and findings about this blog (2022 in review)

01 Jan 2023 2 Comments

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized Tags: , , , , , ,

2022 has been another challenging year for all of us. This time it wasn’t just the darn virus, it was even more the Russian Agression and the following war in Ukraine, the scarcity of energy, disturbed supply chains and a skyrocketing inflation that made it not the best year in RL for many of us.

In SL all was fine, it was Jenny’s and my heavently escape from RL, the world how we would bake it, if we could. But there is no SL without RL. In July my wife, owner, slave, Mistress, my beloved partner in SL, Jenny, passed away unexpectedly. From one day to the other my SL was not the same anymore! I considered to leave SL and to stop writing as Jenny wasn’t around me anymore. My family and friends in SL helped a lot to keep me inworld, and even to continue blogging. But the easiness had gone. I changed the name of the blog, and stopped blogging daily, yet I continued the diary and I still post new entries regularly, just not every day anymore.
There are several posts about this dark time in SL. I want to point to two posts that were hard to write. One is a tribute to Mistress Jenny (read “A tribute to Jenny Maurer“) published September 3rd, 2022. The other is about the changes in this blog (read “Upcoming changes in this blog“), published September 4th, 2022.

On a lighter note, I got closer to cherry (Elenaslv Serenity) end of November 2022 and within a few days I fully submitted to her. She does not replace Jenny, she’s way to different for that, and none can ever replace her! But a new chapter, a new journey started for me and for Mistress Cherry.

In 2022 there about 160 diary entries, over 100 posts about art in Second Life and 21 simploring reports. Over all the blog grew by 333 new posts bringing the total archive of this blog to over 2,900 (!) posts.
As taking pictures is one of my passions in SL and storage space here is not free, I group my pictures to save space. When you click the pictures you can see them a bit larger. I also post the pictures on deviant art (Diomita Maurer at Deviant art). For my simploring tours I have a flickr account where I publish pictures from these tours in full size. As there’s a picture limit of 1,000 for a free acount, you find there only the pictures of the last about 30 simploring tours. There you get the pictures in a higher resolution. In total I took more than 12,000 pictures in 2022.

In 2022 the number of visitors of the blog remained at close to 15,000 people. Also the number of clicks was quite stable with 46,000 compared to 45,000 in 2021. Most clicks came from the Germany (11,100), US (8,100) and the UK (4,100). The number of followers was quite unchanged as well with 245 compared to 240 in 2021. The statistics show that in total people from over 130 (!) countries visited our blog. Many thanks to all friends, readers and followers.
Most found our blog coming from search engines (14.200) and from deviantart (1,400). Again not only the new blog entries attracted readers, there’re also some “evergreens”. The Top 6 Posts in 2022 were:

1. The Victorian Corset Story – Part II –  1,109 clicks – March 2017 (written by slave Flo) – ranked 1st also in 2021
2. The Victorian Corset Story – Part III – 337 clicks – March 2017 (written by slave Flo) – ranked 2nd also in 2021
3. the About page – 294 clicks – revised in September 2022
4. Sissy sold – 248 clicks – August 2013
5. Maurer’s slave Holly aka. honoursgirl – 212 clicks – April 2021
6. The Victorian Corset Story – Part I – 200 clicks – March 2017 (written by Flo)

This blog contains a lot of memories for me and for the people close to me in Second Life. It started as a little diary to keep up with all the things happening around Jenny and me in Second Life and has grown with time. In the meanwhile I read back myself often to look up a date or to check if I came across a place already before. I introduced a new series in 2019, the “Backflash of the month”. In the “Backflash” series I select an old entry once a month and present it here. This way I force myself to browse in the archive and to fresh up a few of the many memories. For our readers this series shall provide an insight into our Second Life without reading back the many posts and it might also give reason to browse through the archives. After Jenny’s death I missed picking a “Backflash of the month” post every month. I intend to improve and to pick one every month in 2023.

I still have fun writing and it’s my intention to continue the blog, but I might blog less as I have planned some journeys in 2023. Hence I will blog, when I find the time for it and when I am in the mood for it. I personally think that we spend a lot our free time in real life in this virtual world. It makes sense to keep the memories like you do in real life. The memories are real and they stay vivid and present this way.

Thanks again for reading and following my blog.
Have a great and peaceful (!) year 2023 in SL and in RL, and stay healthy!
Diomita Maurer

Mistress Cherry

18 Dec 2022 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , ,

I thought it’s about time that I write something about Mistress Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity). I know Cherry since March 2021. At that time she had picked the display name Elena for herself. She had applied for our keyholding service.

At that time I wrote in the diary (read Diary 2021 (38) March 23rd/24th Key Holding service reloaded):
The applicant for our keyholding service was ready to be locked and I summoned her to Psi’s realm. Mistress Jenny demanded that she added our script so that we both have access to her restraints. She, Elena (Elenaslv Serenity), did that immediately. After Flo had left for bed, Mistress took Elena and me to a public but silent place and we further dicussed the conditions. Mistress Jenny was way softer than I intended to be, but….she’s in control *winks*.
After Mistress had set all conditions, we showed Elena our home shortly, then she went off.

March 23rd, 2021: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with Elena

From that day on, Elena stayed in touch with Mistress Jenny and me and she became a regular sub of ours for a couple of months. I learned about her passion for pink and for extraordinairy daring outfits showing a lot of skin. Elena also likes very high heels and prefers having a voluptous and curvy body. Elena is from Italy and hence our time zones fitted. She is making textures for sailing boats and boats and runs a shop together with Ali Vultee. I remember days and nights were she was working for the shop and was fighting with technical problems. We couldn’t leave her locked nor deny IM for longer times as she had to deal with customers. But when she was with Mistress and me, she was always a good girl, always up for new gear, new restraints and willing to try out new features.

Elena aka. Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity) March – October 2021

In October 2021 Elena became Domina Ansar’s sub/slave. And since then she wears the display name Cherry. Domina Ansar and Cherry became regular guests at our Friday night parties.
Cherry stayed in close contact with Mistress Jenny and also with me. Every day she used to say hello to Mistress Jenny and me in IM and she said good night when she left for bed. I think that Cherry talked way more with Mistress Jenny than with me though.

Cherry continued staying in touch with me even after Jenny’s unexpected death. She made a special texture edition for a boat and named it “Jenny and Diomita together forever” and we talked a lot about it. And Cherry continued saying hello and good night…. until November 25th, 2022. We had our Friday night party that night and while dancing Cherry and I chatted. Cherry and I talked about everything, about our SL, what it means for us. Cherry is a very emotional being, always caring, always worrying about others and she is this way in RL too. Then we talked about creppes and Cherry described in detail how her dad makes them for her, what ingredients he uses and she succeeded to make my mouth water. I could almost taste them and she grined evily. One word let to the other and I learned about Cherry’s well hidden domme side. Later she told me that I opened the Pandora’s box. I really did!
We continued talking and when the party was over we retreated to my hidden place. We stayed in-world until 3 AM … and by that time I had submitted to Mistress Cherry. It was a quick, fully unexpected, spontaneous but complete takeover of control!

November 26th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita

That weekend, November 26th/27th, we spent a lot of time together, we talked and I could taste Mistress’ sweet and very addicitve poison several times. Mistress immediately found my weaknesses .. and now I am fully addicted to her juices and to her.
We intended to keep our relation secret, so that Cherry could continue her acitivies in SL as before and so that I could continue leading my family. But then we both didn’t like to hide and we decided that it makes no sense to keep it secret. Hence Cherry asked Domina Ansar for her permission to have me as her collared slave. And I talked with Angelique, slave Holly, Flo, Kitty and Alessi. It turned out not to be a big issue. All just want us to be happy together. And so we made in publicly known at the next Friday night party on December 2nd.

December 3rd: Mistress Cherry with Diomita at home

Mistress Cherry is not a replacement for Jenny. None can ever replace her or take her place. She is very different, starting with her appearance and her way to dress. Mistress is sadistic – Jenny was not. She has other kinks and another way to handle what is hers. And she didn’t have a slow, many year long, process of taking control over me. As opposed to it hit both of us all of a sudden and I submitted to her within a few hours.
Mistress Cherry is very caring. Her main goal is to make me happy in my new role. I for my part think, that is my assignment to make her happy. Well we have a common goal in this point *winks*. Cherry is very emotional and tries not to upset anyone. She avoids any fight. Jenny was very caring as well, but in a different way and she could be quite harsh if needed. What both have in common is their possessiveness. Mistress made it crystal clear to me that I am hers now. She will punish any attempt to run away. Not that I want to run away but her clear statement made me shiver. And I had thought of her as a sub and never noticed anything else! Times have changed for me once again.
I tried to negotiate with Mistress Cherry to get green lights where I can dominate her like at the time we met first. Mistress did not exclude it for all times but she won’t allow it in a near future *sighs*

December 13th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita at home

It might sound complex: Domina Ansar owns Cherry … Cherry owns me … I own Kitty, Flo and Holly. But Cherry doesn’t own Flo and Domina doesn’t own me. Nonetheless the chain of command indicates something else. But in Second Life this is possible and why shouldn’t we live it out then?
We will see how things develop from now on. Mistress Cherry and I started a new chapter in our SL and we look forward to our journey together. Thank you, Mistress Cherry, my love.

Diary 2022 (149) December 3rd/4th An exciting weekend (for me)

06 Dec 2022 Leave a comment

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Saturday, December 3rd, I went to Nitroglobus Roof Gallery and saw the exhibition “Junction Points” by Selen which was going to open on Monday, December 5th (read here). In the afternoon I met with Mistress Cherry at home. I am still overwhelmed by her and eager to please her. I had added first pictures of her and me at our “Chez Maurer” skybox. Mistress took me out to Carnal Intentions and exposed me there. It was the first time that I was at Mistress’ feet in public – and I was happy to make her proud of me. And by the way I had a perfect view on her behind *winks*.

December 3rd: Mistress Cherry with Diomita at home and at Carnal Intentions

After Mistress had left to tend to her RL I went visiting another exhibition before I logged off myself. I had a productive day *winks*
When I returned at night, I began to move some pictures of Jenny and me to the annex to make room for new pictures of Mistress Cherry and me. I desire that she feels at home, that she feels it is her place. I was still wokring on that, when Mistress returned. We had some time of togetherness and Mistress granted me another fix. She clearly knows about my weakness and addiction now and she is going to take advantage of it. I won’t hide, that I love it … and her.

December 3rd: Mistress Cherry with Diomita at home

Mistress had to do some SL work and slave Flo had come inworld and was playing skipee for over an hour. So Mistress went working and I had a round of skipee with Flo. Flo needed a break, maybe because I won? Anyway, she left and Alessi came inworld. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust. And when Flo returned I summoned her to us. I stayed at club DeLust with slave Alessi after Flo had went off to bed and I played a bit with her.

December 3rd: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Alessi

Before bed I met with Mistress in our skybox to say good night to her. I was not enough focuse and failed addressing Mistress correctly *sighs*. Mistress decided to punish me. I will have to wear a bimbo dress for 2 days … luckily Mistress agreed that I don’t have to wear it at night.

Sunday, December 4th, I met Mistress in the later morning. I had bought a bimbo dress and was wearing it when Mistress came in-world. We stayed at while at home, then Mistress locked my cuffs, gagged me and leashed me. She was considering to take me out and to expose me, then she decided spontaneously to show me her private playroom. I admit that I didn’t expect such a huge space with different rooms for different kind a plays. Mistress has so many possibilities to punish me .. and she announced that she will make use of it if I fail to follow her orders. I was shocked about her strictness and strong will yet I love her and had become addicted to her already. Mistress Cherry took full and final control. Then we both had to leave for lunch.

December 4th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita at home and at Mistress Cherry’s playroom

In the afternoon I finished the refurbishing of our skybox. Most pictures of Jenny and me are now in the annex. The annex is seperated with a hidden door now and the walls of our skybox are mostly decorated with pictures of Mistress Cherry and me. I don’t have many pictures of Mistress and me yet, but i can change the pictures as I get more (and better) pictures. I also moved some BDSM furniture and gear from the annex to the main room, so that Mistress will have enough choice to select from, if she desires. The gear in her playroom seem to be way more .. ehm… challenging though. It feels right to have the main part of our skybox decorated to express our relation, my submission to Mistress Cherry.

At night I played two rounds of skipee with Flo and Angelique. Angelique was dressed like a latex nun that night. It was great to have her close to us again. After the game I took Angelique and Flo to Psi’s realm. I know that Miss Domina Ansar had taken control of Mistress Cherry. It was strange for me to see Mistress tied up along with sapphire (littleShy97) but being a switch myself I just felt happy for Mistress, she could relax and enjoy. Later slave Holly joined us at Psi’s realm and I could catch up with her about the weekend. We all went off to bed comparably early.

December 4th: Miss Domina Ansar with Mistress Cherry and sapphire / Diomita wiht Flo, Angelique and slave Holly at Psi’s realm

Diary 2022 (147) Nov 29th/30th Mistress Cherry

02 Dec 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, November 29th, I met with Flo at night. It was her 9th collaring anniversay. What a long time, even in RL … and in this virtual world of SL it is even longer and rarer. Thank you, Flo.
We caught up with our mutual news and played a round of skipee together. We had just finished when slave Holly came inworld. She was tired and could not stay long but wanted to congratulate Flo to her anniversary. I took Flo to club DeLust where we just chatted looking at the silent crowd. Argi joined us there and as always she livened up the main chat. It was already way over flotime, when Flo rertreated to bed…. and I went to bed myself.

November 29th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and Argi

Before writing something about Wednesday, November 30th, I have to write something about the last days. Friday, November 25th, I had a longer chat with Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity). I had met her as a sub and I did not know that she’s a switch. That Friday I did not only learn about her dominant side. We talked in IM and I couldn’t resist her. Long story short, I stayed up with Cherry until after 3 AM and when we logged off, I had submitted to her.
The following weekend our relation became closer, we played and we talked a lot. Cherry is the sub of Domina Ansar. Things will become complex between Domina and her slaves, me and my family … and Cherry becoming my owner. Cherry and I first decided to keep our D/s relation secret but by the end of the weekend we knew that hiding it won’t give us a future. Hence Cherry talked with Domina … and Wednesday, November 30th, we went out in public.

Wednesday, November 30th, I decorated our home for the season and I rezzed the Christmas gazebo. There were still more decorations to be added but the main stuff was out.
When I got online at night, Mistress Cherry was just talking with Domina Ansar about me. And Flo and Sarah Fhang were at home at the skipee table. I went seeing Flo and Sarah and we played a round of skipee together. When we had finished, Sarah went off to bed. slave Holly came inworld. I talked with slave Holly and Flo and it just fitted that Mistress Cherry had got the consent of Domina by that time. I invited Mistress Cherry to us. Mistress already knew our place, but she hadn’t seen the house yet. So we went on a tour through the house. slave Aya (Ayahnah) joined us when we were at the sun terrace.
Mistress Cherry and I went to Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Aya and we stayed there the rest of the night until I brought slave Holly and slave Aya home at midnight. Then I showed my skybox to Mistress Cherry until we both had to leave for bed.

November 30th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita at home and at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Aya

It is exciting and also strange for me to have an owner again. Mistress Cherry will not replace Jenny, nor will I ever forget the wonderful time I had with the love of my SL, Mistress Jenny. But life has to go on and I trust in Mistress Cherry and I am looking forward to a new episode in my Second Life – a new episode in Mistress Cherry’s and my Second Life.

November 22nd / November 29th Kitty and Flo’s Collaring Anniversaries

29 Nov 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, November 22nd, marked Kitty Maurer (Santana Thibedeau)’s 14th collaring anniversary. It is incredible how time flies. I still remember the Hotel California where Jenny and I had imprisoned Santana for months before we collared him. It seems to have happened in another world. Later Santana became a kitty during a roleplay and he began to enjoy his new appearance and gender so much that Jenny and I decided that he had to stay Kitty. And he is Kitty up until today. Kitty is fun, always up for mischief and always up for new adventures. Kitty lives in California and we could only meet in-world during the morning or sometimes late at night. Jenny had more contact to Kitty because she could be online in our mornings as she worked shifts. She always kept me up-to-date with Kitty’s news and told me about her adventures. And sometimes we went rescueing our Kitty. That was always fun!

Now that Jenny had passed away, Kitty stays in touch with me regularly. And she meets with slave Holly in the morning sometimes. Now I get the reports about her adventures. And now I am her only owner. Kitty had become a dear friend way beyond our common fun in Second Life. I am proud to be her friend and I am proud to her Mistress. Such a loyalty is rare, in particular in a virtual world. All I can say is “Thank you, Kitty!”

January 26th, 2020: Mistress Jenny, Kitty, Flo and Diomita at Mesmerize Dungeon / October 30th, 2022: Diomita and Kitty at Psi’s realm / November 22nd, 2022: Diomita and Flo at club DeLust

Today, Tuesday November 29th, is Flo (Florence Riddler)’s 9th collaring anniversary. Like Kitty Flo has become a dear friend. I see her almost daily. The last years we played cards a lot, mostly when I come inworld at night until more of the family are around. While playing we catch up with our mutual news, we chat and we enjoy our 2nd life beyond everyday life in RL. Flo insists that we don’t talk too much about RL, she doesn’t like to talk about any RL issues as that doesn’t belong to her world in Second Life.
Flo loves to try out tight corsets, new bondage equipments and she loves to complain about it and how uncomfortable restraints are at her age. With this argumentation she is exempted from kneeling most of the time and is treated … let’s say particulary. We all love her dry humor and her wit.
I am very thankful to call Flo a dear friend of mine. And I am happy to be her beloved only Mistress now. Thank you so much, Flo!

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

03 Sep 2022 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about family members, Real Life and Second Life Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (114) August 16th-18th In terrible grief for Jenny

30 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.

August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily

Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.

August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi

That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.

Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.

August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home

There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.

I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.

Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.

At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!

August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (113) August 14th/15th A monument for Jenny Maurer

27 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Sunday, August 14th, I spent again quite some time in Second Life, roaming over sims aimlessly. I had a few IMs, I talked with Del (Krysbia). I met Kitty and later Flo shortly for a game of skipee.
I made another holographic statue of Jenny and placed it at our skybox. And I placed one in the house. Jenny will always be with me in my mind. While I was standing around I searched the marketplace and finally found what I was looking for. A big obelisk with full perm rights. I bought it and looked at home for a central place for it. I placed it near to Jenny’s tree trunk, then I added my 2 favourite pictures of Jenny and me to it making the obelisk a monument for Jenny, a place for my and our grief. I added some candles and a condolence book to leave messages. Finally I added a pond, knowing that Jenny loved the pond in her garden.
I also sent out an announcement to the family and friends group about Jenny’s unexspected death. That Sunday I cried a lot as the finality sinks in more and more. There is only one life.

August 14th: Diomita at Jenny’s monument at home / Diomita kneeling next to Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue in our skybox

At night I played a skipee with slave Alessi and Angelique. slave Holly came in-world while we played. It was a close game (Angelique won it). We went to Carnal Intentions. Argi joined us there later. We just talked amoung us and watched the world go by.

August 14th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Monday, August 15th, I visited an exhibition that opened Friday, August 19 – “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8t6). What a coincidence. A new day has always something mystical if you think about it. It is a start, it is embracing what it has on stock for us. Not that I can ever forget the love of my Second Life. The last 14 years were a great journey together with Jenny. But with every new day, I think about what to do now. Some decisions that I have to take are starting to crystallize. They are becoming a little clearer from day to day.

I changed my home point at our sim. Mistress Jenny and I just had moved it to the sun terrace of our house. Now I moved it to Jenny’s monument. So that I can send an hello to her in heaven every time I return home. I miss her terribly.
Angelique came by and added a rose to Jenny’s monument.

August 15th: Diomita and Angelique at Jenny’s monument

At night I met Angelique at Jenny’s memorial monument. She was dressed really tempting and was wearing cuffs. I locked her hands and took her with me to club DeLust. Actually she got some attention being leashed to her aunt. When Flo came inworld we returned home to see her. She had issues to wear her tape dress again. We helped Flo to get back into her latex dress which was quite some work .. When we finally had fixed it we played a game of skipee, then we went to Carnal Intentions and watched. I put Flo in a full tape encasement, and I dared to have Angelique leashed to me again.
Flo left for bed and slave Alessi joined us. We stayed a bit longer at Carnal Intentions, then we moved on to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night.

August 15th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, Angelique and slave Alessi

SL feels so different for me. I miss Jenny a lot. I miss talking with her about others, about plans, even about the weather. Everything is so different now. I feel the support of my family and friends though. They worry about me – and they need me (I think).

Diary 2022 (111) August 10th/11th Sad Days

25 Aug 2022 2 Comments

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Wednesday, August 10th, I was inworld in the earlier morning and met Kitty. She was at a sailing yacht harbour where you can try out yachts and invited me on a sailing trip. Kitty steered the boat and had me trimming the sails following her commands. It was a nice trip, but it ended after 10 minutes when the boat derezzed itself and we both landed on the ground of the black sea. Nonetheless it was a nice start into the day. We both didn’t mention Jenny, but of course we both thought of her. Jenny and Kitty had always had a close relation to each other.

August 10th: Diomita and Kitty sailing

In the afternoon, I had a few chats, then met the dominant from the day before again. She insisted on a strict protocol and we got a bit moer known to eachother. She was trying to help me as I need an outlet for my sub side. That afternoon we just talked.
I returned home when Angelique came inworld but I missed her unfortunately. What I had in mind for her had to be postponed.

At night I was running late due to my RL. Angelique, Flo and slave Luci were playing skipee. I watched them playing. When they had finished, slave Luci went off to bed. slave Alessi had joined us. As I was a bit tipsy RL I appreciated to play another round as teams to wind down. Angelique and I won it way too easily against Flo and slave Alessi. While we were playing slave Holly had also come in-world.
We all went to club DeLust that night. Angelique wore a lovely dress that revealed her kink perfectly and I ordered her to keep wearing it until further notice. There was not much going on, hence we talked amoung us most of the time. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions .. but it was quiet there as well and it was our bedtime as well, hence we didn’t stay long. I still missed Jenny terrible although everybody tries to distract me and to keep going, just like I did it myself.

August 10th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and and slave Alessi

Thursday, August 11th, someone of Jenny’s family in RL contacted me and told me that Jenny passed away unexpectedly in July. I have had a gloomy premonition already but still had hoped.
And now I had to tell our family and friends. How do I do that? Will I stay in Second Life? And if … how will I go on without Jenny?

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust

I know that Jenny is watching me and us. And whatever I am going to do she will be unforgotten and I am thankful for the great time we had together. Rest in peace my love, my world. I will always love you, Jenny!

I felt so strange and empty. I met slave Alessi at home, who was the first to get my sad news. I hopped around sims. I sat down. I tried to make plans – I couldn’t. I have had plans for Angelique, who stayed in her revealing outfit the whole day as I had ordered her to do. She sent 2 pictures from her doing her work at the Maid Manor in SL wearing the outfit.
I sat down on our sun terrace and began to make a hologram of Jenny – a picture of her with transparent background. I will make a better one some time soon. slave Sakura came by and knelt at my side. I waited to have Angelique and Flo with me. Flo came inworld and began to play skipee as she does it every day. I could have called her to me, but I waited. I had no plan.

August 11th: Diomita and slave Alessi at home / Angelique at work / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home

When Angelique returned home I had her and Flo at the sun terrace and I told them about Jenny. They lacked words, just like myself. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us and we had a skipee, Flo, Angelique, Luci and I. While we played slave Holly, slave Alessi and Ebony joined us.
I had a busy and empty night. I began to inform the closer family and friends. I did that personally and I decided that we would have the party the next day, as I thought it was in Jenny’s sense that we go on having fun and distraction of our RL. I would send out a group message over the weekend.

After the game Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly and I went to Psi’s realm. It was full there and we had something to watch. Later, when Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took Alessi and Holly to club DeLust.

August 11th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

We returned home to meet Argi, who I had talked to as well and who wanted to give me a hug. Then we went off to bed.

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