Diary 2022 (143) Nov 17-19th Dress for every weather

Thursday, November 17th, I had a relaxed and enjoyable night. As usual it started with playing skipee with Flo first, then with Flo and slave Holly. slave Aya (Ayahnah) and Ebony joined us at the game table and we had already fun while playing cards. After the game Flo left us as it was already “Flo-time”. I took the slaves close to the house and installed a room for slave Aya to spent her night, her own room. Of course slave Aya’s room (some people would call it a cell) is smaller than slave Holly’s room, but with similar features.

When we were done with that I took slave Holly and slave Aya to Carnal Intentions. Ebony had already left us for bed. At Carnal Intentions I leashed the slave to each other and teased them. I had fun and some people around enjoyed the entertainment. I got some nice compliments about my slaves and I had an enjoyable time until the slaves and I need to head home for some beauty sleep.

November 17th: Diomita at home and at Carnal Intentions with Flo, Ebony, slave Holly and slave Aya

slave Holly had the idea for our Friday night theme: “It’s Friday and we celebrate the start of the weekend. The climate change provided Summer temperatures even in November. So dress for every weather, bikinis or rain or snow, topless or come as you are even naked. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
This theme provided a broad variety of outfits. Starry had a bubble hat and gloves, but no pullover for example. We had fun once again and a good start into our weekend.

November 18th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Holly, Flo, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, slave Holly, slave Aya, Sarah Fhang, Danii Szydlowska (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), CassieWhiterose, Dely (krysbia), Summer Night, Rhyn Nootan, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura0015), Janina Foxdale, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, November 19th, I was inworld just at night as I had a busy day. I was already a little bit tipsy when I came online. slave Holly and I played 2 rounds of skipee and just when we were done slave Alessi joined us. I took the slaves to club DeLust and later to Lochme. I had an enjoyable time but was qutie tired and hence went to bed comparably early for a Saturday.

November 19th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Lochme with slave Holly and salve Alessi

Diary 2022 (141) Nov 11th-13th Corsets

For our Friday night party on November 11th I picked a theme fitting to the November outfit of my subs and slaves: corsets.
It’s Friday and we celebrate the start of the weekend: “chest out – shoulders back – breathe in – it’s corset night”. Alternatively come as you are (even naked) and enjoy. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

The party was quite well attended and we had fun. We even succeeded to get Virgo topless with our tip. It was another great start into the weekend.

November 11th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Holly, Flo, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, slave Aya (Ayahnah), Sarah Fhang, Dely (krysbia), Summer Night, Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Rachel Bloodrose, Jayson Dakota, Morgie Darkstone, Baroness Capelo, Kira Skytower, Janina Foxdale, Arabeth (ArabethMora), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday night started slowy. I played a skipee with Flo and slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) came inworld. She watched us playing. After the game I took Flo and slave Mercy to club DeLust. I talked with both, then decided that it was time to humilitat slave Mercy. We went to Carnal Intentions and I made her ride a dildo there in public. In the end she couldn’t refrain from cumming although i hadn’t allowed it.

November 12th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Flo and slave Mercy

The later it became the more gathered around me. slave Aya (Ayahnah) and slave Alessi joined .. and Flo and slave Mercy left

November 12th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Mercy, slave Alessi and slave Aya

Sunday night, November 13th, I had 2 rounds of skipee with Flo before slave Holly came inworld and joined for us another round. While we played we got some spectators. Danii (Danii Szydlowska) came by. I hadn’t seen her for quite some time, maybe 2 years. And while we chatted a bit she read my profile and became aware of Jenny’s passing away. Danii was quite shocked and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial. Ebony cleaned the house and came to the game table when she was done with her work. And slave Aya also came inworld and watched us playing.
By the time we had finished our game we were quite many. But Danii and Ebony left when we headed off to visit club DeLust. I spent the rest of the night at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Aya. Baroness Capelo stood next to us and enjoyed the view. At the clubd we had some entertainment as some people really chatted in main chat – very rare!

November 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Aya and Baroness Capelo

Diary 2022 (135) October 18th – 22nd Quiet days

I was still quite occupied with my RL obligations from Tuesday, October 18th, to Saturday, October 22nd. I had no time to go inworld during the day and was just online at night. I played skipee with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi at night and took them to a club until bedtime after playing. Tuesday, October 18th, I was at Carnal Intentions with Flo and slave Holly, Wednesday with Flo at club DeLust and Thursday with slave Holly and slave Alessi at club DeLust.

October 18th, 19th, 20th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Friday, October 21st, we had our Friday night party. I had discussed with slave Holly, who couldn’t attend the party herself, about the possible return of Boris as Prime Minister of the UK and that led to the theme:
“It’s Friday and we celebrate the start into the weekend. In the UK a Prime Minister might be recycled, hence dive deep into your wardrobe and recycle an old outfit for our party – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

October 21st – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Dely (krysbia), Baroness Capelo, Kira Skytower, Morgie Darkstone, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175) (upper row). Della Randt, Starbright Wingstips, Sara (SaraRandall), Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, crimson (kekoa slade), Ayanah (ayahnah), Dr. Mara Lynn (Maralyn Corleone), yashini (yashinidasi), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

We had fun again at out party, quite some main chat and banter, many guests – it was just perfect. Unfortunately I couldn’t stay long after midnight as I had an early start and a full day in RL on Saturday.

Saturday night, October 22nd, I played a skipee with Flo an a teams game with Flo against slave Holly and slave Alessi. The slaves won it by one card. we went to Carnal Intentions and to club DeLust afterwards but I couldn’t stay much longer than Flotime as I was too tired.

October 22nd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (133) Ocotber 11th -14th Fat Bear week

I had a busy but good day on Tuesday, October 11th. I even was inworld in the later morning and visited club DeLust for half an hour (no picture). I returned at night and just played skipee with Flo and later with Flo and slave Holly. After the games, Flo went off to bed I went to Carnal Intentions with slave Holly for a few minutes before it was time for bed for slave Holly and me too.
Wednesday, October 12th, was quite the same. A busy but nice and sunny day in RL – and a lot of skipee at night. I played 3 rounds with Flo and had incredible good and fitting in all three games – sorry Flo.
After the game I took Flo to club DeLust where slave Holly joined us. I stayed there with Holly after Flo had left for bed until it was time for our bed too.

October 11th/12th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

Thursday, Ocotber 13th, I ran late at night. Flo had already played quite some rounds of skipee alone. slave Holly was cleaning the house. We played one round of skipee together and chatted. I had not yet fixed a theme for our Friday night party. slave Holly had told me about the “fat bear week” the day before. The fat bear week is a contest in Alaska: “Choose the fattest bear of the year! Some of the largest brown bears on Earth make their home at Brooks River in Katmai National Park, Alaska. Brown bears get fat to survive and Fat Bear Week is an annual tournament celebrating their success in preparation for winter hibernation.” You can read more about it here. There’s also a nice video about the contest and it’s history here.
slave Holly proposed to make the fat bear week the theme for Friday: “It’s Friday and time to celebrate the start of the weekend. Last week was fat bear week – hence bear bear (bare) necessities – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

After the game Flo went off to bed and I took slave Holly to Carnal Intentions. We chatted a bit. slave Holly complained that she hadn’t got a fix for quite a while. Hence, before going to bed, we returned home and slave Holly got her fix.

October 13th: Diomita and slave Holly at Carnal Intentions and at home

Friday, Ocotober 14th, I had some time inworld during the day and went simhopping. Nothing to report for the blog though. And at night we had our party. It was full that Friday – and we had fun with the “bear”-theme and with puns about bare bears. A perfect start into the weekend.

Friday, October 14th, Friday night party: slave Alessi, Diomita, Flo, Angelique, Ebony Massey, Claven Albatros, Laura (Laura00175), Baroness Capelo, Kiki Melson (kikimiyama), nylon doll (nylonencased) (upper row), LaLuna Starchild, Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Dely (Krysbia), Jayson Dakota, Bastet Starchild, Dalaen Starchild, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Sarah Fhang, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (129) Sept 29th – Oct 1st RL first III

My RL was still quite busy and my online times were erratic.
Thursday, September 29th, I ran late and met Flo at the skipee table. we caught up with our nes, then we played 3 rounds of skipee. By the end of the 3rd round slave Holly, being also later than usual, joined us as well as slave Alessi. We went to Carnal Intentions and first we were alone in the club – that was really strange was rare. Argi joined us and entertained us, Flo left a bit later then usual. I had another rexing night after a busy day.

September 29th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Argi, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Friday, September 30th, we had our regular party. slave Holly had provided the idea for the theme: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. In Munich the Octoberfest is still going on. Wear a Dirndl or something in the colours of Bavaria (blue and white rhombs), or come as you are and start the weekend with us. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
Now what is a “dirndl”? It is a tradional Bavarian dress and Dely wore one. Instead of beer, Starbright provided an ice cream truck.
We had fun as every Friday.

September 30th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Dely (krysbia), Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, S (Suziboo91), Kira Skytower, Morgie Darkstone (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Baroness Capelo, Scheherazade Enchantment, Jayson Dakota, Dalaen, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, October 1st, I had quite some time online. I tried to find some trouble and distraction but couldn’t find any. I had a short time with slave Susan at club DeLust. At night I played two rounds of skipee with Flo, close games which I lost both by just 1 card. I took Flo to Carnal Intentions where slave Alessi joined us. Later I spent some time with Alessi at club DeLust. That’s all for die diary.

October 1st: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Susan and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (126) September 16th – 18th Busy times in RL

Friday, September 16th, my Rl kept me from going inworld during the day, but I made it for theFriday night party. I had picked a theme according to the weather “It’s a rainy Friday. Let us welcomd the rain and celebrate the start of our weekend. Wear something waterproof or come as you are, even naked is waterproof *winks*. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Listening to the music and a chat here and there was a welcomed distraction.

September 16th – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Susan (susanblackrose) , Sarah Fhang, Adumadan Biziou, Dely (krysbia), Claven Albatros, Rhyn Nootan, Laura (laura00175), Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Tania (opentatiana), Nessa (nessasub), Luci Glendale, Shy (shahniyah), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 17th, was quite uneventful regarding SL. I had a busy day in RL and was not much inworld. I found the time to creat the Enjoying Bondave picture for September at least,
At night it was quiet. Angelique and Alessi were inworld and we played 2 rounds of skipee which took most of our time that Saturday night. After the game we just hang around at club Delust for half an hour, then I went to bed.

September 17th: Diomita and Angeique at club DeLust with slave Alessi

Sunday, September 18th, was just the same for me … I was not inworld during the day due to my RL. But I was inworld at night and we had a full house at home. We played a skipee with 3 teams: Madame Sarah with slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose), Angelique with slave Susan (susanblackrose) and Flo with me. That was rare fun. slave Holly came inworld as well and we could have played with 4 teams .. but Luci Glendale, who had appreared as well, and Sarah Fhang left after the game.

We went to Carnal Intentions that night and I had my hands full. When Ebony joined us we had the family complete, just Kitty was missing! I had an accordingly chatty night, very distracting and the right thing to do for me to get to other thoughts.

September 18th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Alessi and slave Susan

Diary 2022 (123) September 8th/9th – Friday night party for the queen

Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.

After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.

September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust

Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.

September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust

I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

Diary 2022 (114) August 16th-18th In terrible grief for Jenny

Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.

August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily

Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.

August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi

That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.

Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.

August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home

There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.

I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.

Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.

At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!

August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.

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