June 5th – Jenny’s 9th collaring anniversary

Today is the 9th anniversary of Jenny’s collaring day. On June 5th, 2008, I collared Jenny as my slave and property. These nine years were splitted in 3 different phases. From 2008 until 2011 I was myself collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and part of her “Yasmin’s brat pack”. Hence also my slave Jenny was part of this brat pack. It was a time that coined our Second Life up until today. I met Jenny at Stonehaven, a very popular sim at that time, and there’re still people around who rave about this laggy sim, that was the beginning of a D/s Second Life for many. I had a skybox there with a double door cage and it was there, Jenny did her trial for me to become mine. And October 24th, 2008, we got officially married in Second Life.

We had fun at Stonehaven as well as on Yasmin’s homesims. We didn’t see her very often due to time difference as she’s located in the US. It was just consequent that I founded my own little family within Yasmin’s brat pack and that is how the Eurobrats came alive. The first Friday night party with our dj Virgo Babii was at Yasmin’s homesim “Rivers Rock”, where the Eurobrats also hold a plot and had their first family headquarter. Actually Rivers Rock was owned by one of Yasmin’s brat, Sam (Samatha Congrejo), who left SL all of a sudden and we lost our first home due to that.

This first phase ended in 2011, when Yasmin and I didn’t find a base together anymore and she released me. From that day on, the Eurobrats were an own independant family, that still exsists while Yasmin’s brat pack vanished 2 years later. It was also in 2011 that we moved to Mount Everest, our home up until today. After a few months without wearing any collar Jenny and I became mutally owned. We switched back and forth, but I decided when and for how long I gave control to her. Jenny developed into the domme at my side during this second phase. Our family grew and changed with time. Nowadays just Kitty (Santana Thibedeau) is left from our orginial family. Some have left without any word unfortunately. We celebrated wedding days, collaring anniversaries and rezzdays. And we noticed that I myself had no collaring anniversary. Therefore we picked a date that fitted best into the family calendar of events, April 21st, 2013, as my collaring day. We further developed together as a domme couple. Jenny’s self confidence and her domme side flourished. The decision about who of the two of us is in control switched to her. It was a slow but constant change until I fully submitted to my former slave on the occasion of our 8th wedding day, October 24, 2016. While she was my Ehesklavin (German for married slave) for the first 8 years, I became her Ehesklavin now and the swap was completed – and the second phase of our relation ended.

Nowadays, in the 3rd phase of our Second Life together, we’re still a domme couple. I head the family like I did since the Eurobrats were founded back in 2008. Mistress Jenny is my collared property, she’s mine. I am still very possessive about her and I will always be. But I accepted my place. I’m a domme, Mistress to our subs and slaves and I don’t kneel for anybody but for Mistress Jenny. She’s in control and I am her Ehesklavin. It is up to her grant control over her to me for a limited time. And today, as we celebrated Jenny’s 9th collaring anniversary, I’m in control as it should be on such an occasion.

We’re blessed to have found each other. We’re dedicated to each other. Thank you for all the years of your love and dedication, of your unconditional submission to me, Jenny. I’m very confident that there are many more years to come. We will continue to develop and we will see where it leads us to.

Happy collaring anniversary, Jenny, my love

Diary 2017 (81) May 19th / May 20th – The end of my red light

Friday, May 19th, began like the days before. I met with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon and she put me into the serious shackles and then took me out to expose her Ehesklavin. She makes sure, that I won’t ever forget my place anymore. Later we had our Friday night party. Tyra was there, It is great to have her at a party again. She was a bit restricted by Fin Spahir, well a bit is understated. In particular her “trainer gag”, a gag that forcefully fucks her mouth with a penis, took the attention of the guests. Virgo was late and I had to choose a radio station first, but she arrived later. Let us assume, that Fin held her back that long *grins*. Mistress Jenny and I had prepared for “chains and bondage” as the theme – but in the end, with Virgo running late, I was the only one in heavy restraints, except Tyra of course. Claven attended again with Lexi and Betina. Betina has written something about her Second Life for this blog and I’m just waiting for some pictures to go with it, then I’ll publish it. We had a very relaxing night dancing and chatting again.
Saturday night, May 20th, was short and varied. First I relased slut cecy from S & L Storage, where we had stored her Thursday night. I took her home so that she could begin cleaning the house, which had become very dirty in the meanwhile. When Mistress Jenny and I came back later, slave slut cecy and head slave Flo were both working to get the house habitable again. Slut cecy will have to work more. She has to make sure that she’s not locked up again and again and neglects her duties. I was not just a bit upset because of the mess at home. I told slut off, then we took her and slave Flo out to Mesmerize Dungeon for half an hour, where cow Kitty joined us. slut cecy drank too much and suddently she began to squirm but before we could react she already began to pee on the floor. How embarrassing! Of course she had to lick her mess as there was not cloth nor bucket around. Unfortunately I expect more of these “accidents” will happen until slave slut cecy is potty trained.
It is now 9 years that I met Mistress Jenny at Stonehaven and Mistress’ collaring day is coming up soon. Thank you, Jenny for 9 years of your unconditional love and mutual dedication! When we retreated to our skybox, Mistress unlocked all my restraints and took them off. She unlocked my heavy collar and fitted my small jewelery collar around my neck. I admit it really felt and feels strange after the very long time I wore the thick leather collar during the last weeks and months. It’s about time to prepare the celebration of Jenny’s collaring anniversary. For the next weeks, I will control myself (and also take what is mine).

May 20th: Diomita and Jenny

Diary 2017 (78) May 17th – Ehesklavin Diomita

Wednesday, May 17th, I met with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. Just after greeting Mistress she put her new toy, the chin corrector, back around my neck, gagged me with a penis gag, covered my jaw with the correcting shell, push my chin upwards and my head into my neck. She added cuffs and pulled them tight. Then she took me out to expose me at the Heavy Bondage Club. I had to kneel at her side there as her slave, her property, her Ehesklavin. I just obey and am eager to please her, I do not question her orders. My memories about having control over her are fading more and more and I sense her domme side is getting even stronger more and more. The term Ehesklavin, married slave, describes my position with regard to Mistress Jenny very precisely. And Mistress leaves no doubt that there’s no way back for me even when my next green light and later her collaring anniversary are coming up.


Mistress Jenny left me bound and locked with keys out when we had to log off. She planned seeing me at night but her RL prevented her from going online at our usual time. I went back to the Heavy Bondage Club and watched the crowd there and read profiles. Mistress came online shortly just to unlock me and I had some time with slave Flo at my side before she managed to be with us for half an hour. Nonetheless time flew by quickly again.

Before I went to bed I met Angelique. Angelique told me that she left the Sybilienne Institute: “Well that turned out to be very boring. Just a few players.. all at different times around.. I tried to manage some thing but… it didn’t work. The biggest reason I turned my back to it was an other governess came up… bullied me, telling me I was punished.. blah blah blah..I roamed around and found a new roleplay sim called Oak Meadows Community. It was not opened yet… May 15th it would go live. I wandered and visited daily seeing some activity. Last weekend I filled in an application form for the Faculty and Students at Oak Academy Girls’ school and joined. School rules apply in group chat too. Remain respectful at all times. Notices for class times and clubs including events will be provided. Remember to check the notices regularly. So.. I am on school again

Now Angelique is an applicant and if everything goes well she’ll become a full student in 2 weeks. She seems to be very happy there. She found the roleplay she’s seeking. Hopefully she can enjoy it for a long time and tell us more about it soon.

Diary 2017 (71) May 4th – May7th – On Tour

I selected the title for this post for several reasons. Let’s start with May 4th. I met Mistress Jenny in the afternoon and when we had to go off for dinner, Mistress took me to “~Silenced~“. “~Silenced~” is a place for forniphilia & objectification, a club for people with this kink. Mistress and I have been there a few days before already and decided that it might be a place to store our slut cecy some day. And now she took me there to store me away until the night. That was more complex than she thought, the gear, cages and objectification equipment did not work for us, most probably as Mistress Jenny is not a member of the club, nor am I. In the end, Mistress placed me into an open doll case, gagged me and secured me there with some chains. I knew about objectification but I have never heard about forniphilia before. Forniphilia is an extreme form of bondage because the subject is usually tightly bound and expected to stay immobile for a prolonged period. The term forniphilia is also used for human furniture.

When I returned at night, Mistress Jenny released me for the doll case. We went simploring and visited “Garden of Abydos” together with slave Flo. I grabbed this landmark from the profile of dianne Velde just a few days before where we visited The Secret House. Garden of Abydos is a family homesim, just like our own sim and dianne is one of the owners. We met dianne and some other family members close to the landing point and were invited to a look aroud. Garden of Abydos is dominated by a big palace in the center. In this palace the family member have their rooms and we just peeked into some of them. There’s a cellar below which is used play area and as an exhibition of gear and store for Tithja´s Products (see here at the Marketplace). Outside of the palace we found a stable for pony play and a pony track. We didn’t stay very long.

Next stop on our tour was Estate Obscure. slave Flo had left in the meanwhile but we hade slave cecy with us instead. The Estate is home for some of our friends but we didn’t visit it for a long time. I read that Estate Obscure was completely remodelled during the last weeks and hence we wanted to have a look. We roamed quite some time over the sim and visited the new clubhouse, which looked still familiar although it is very different for the old clubhouse. The main work of the surface of the estate is done and looks very nice and inviting. We noticed that the structure is prepared for some underground areas and for a maze but the building work isn’t finished yet so we will have to come back again.

We ended the night with a visit at club DeLust. To sum it up our tour on May 4th consisted of 3 quite different places: ~Silenced~, Garden of Abydos and Estate Obsure. And this is one reason for the title of this diary entry. The second reason for the title is that I went on an extended weekend in RL and was offline May 5th and 6th. And the third reason is that Mistress Jenny went on a kinkploring tour during my absence and visited Dedendz Prison on May 5th (see “While the mouse is away“).

Landmark ~Silence~
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Liquid%20Imagination/250/242/2701
Landmark Garden of Abydos
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/DSTech/154/122/33
Landmark Estate Obscure
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Estate%20Obscure/198/230/32

Diary 2017 (62) April 23rd / 24th – slut cecy is back

Now that I wear the thick leather and steel “Ehesklavin” collar, I have to get used to the stricter rules that Mistress Jenny implemented. I have no idea how long I am to wear this collar now but it won’t be for just a few days. My domme side has to focus on the slaves, but I’m pretty sure, they will enjoy it (even when they won’t tell). Both nights, Sunday and Monday, April 23rd and Monday 24th were quiet. One time Mistress Jenny left me locked up at our skybox when we met in the afternoon and I took a few pictures for the blog.Our slut cecy returned from her vacation Sunday night. It took a while to get her used to us again and not to question commands but I think she’s back on the right way now. Therefor we rewarded her and stored her in the voting cage at Lochme Monday night before we went off to bed. That’s it for the blog right now.

Diary 2017 (61) April 22nd – The day after

Saturday, April 22nd, I met Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. It was the day after my 4th collaring anniversary. Along with the leather and steel “Ehesklavin” collar, that Mistress locked around my neck again, she implemented a stricter regime which she layed out while she exposed me at several clubs. She did not discuss it but explained what she expects. It is something between us, hence I will not report about details here. But for the diary it is an issue to be mentioned nonetheless. Mistress Jenny took me to The Secret House, to Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. At club DeLust I had to dance for the audience. Here are some impressions of this afternoon tour, which was quite intense for me because of the implementation of the rules.

Diary 2017 (39) March 9th – Stop at the top

I enjoyed having my property again at my feet and it’s not about nostalgia. Jenny is not my married slave, my Ehesklavin anymore. As opposed to I am her married slave, her Ehesklavin nowadays. Times have changed as Mistress used to say. Having her at my feet makes me proud. Who wouldn’t love to have her at their feet? But what it more important is the trust between us. Mistress Jenny is able to give me control without limitations, hence I’m in full control, even about returning control to her. She trusts that whatever I do, I won’t overdo it. And the trust is mutual.
Stop at the top. Thursday night, March 9th, I returned control to Mistress Jenny. Thank you for my green light, Mistress Jenny.

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