Backflash March 2023 “Diary 2022 (30) February 26th/27th falling deeper and deeper” (March 29th, 2022)

30 Mar 2023 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Backflash of the month Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

In the “Backflash” series I select an old entry once a month and present it here. This way I force myself to browse in the archive and to fresh up a few of the many memories. For our readers the series shall provide an insight into my and our Second Life without reading back the many posts and it might also give reason to browse through the archives.
For March 2023 I selected a post from March 2022, just one year ago. It is the first post of a series of 4 diary posts and is about my submission to Mistress Jenny, who passed away in Summer 2022. That still seems like it happened yesterday, yet it is already one year….
I added the links to the other 3 posts of this series under this post.
Enjoy reading ….

Mistress Jenny is back home and we had 90 minutes together in the afternoon, Saturday, February 29th. We caught up with our news at home first. Then Mistress reminded me that she had announced to punish me. I didn’t lock my cuffs and handed the keys out to her the night before when Mistress joined our party, she had to remind me instead I did it not before she reminded me. I was not aware of it, but Mistress also said that I did not address her properly a few times the night before. Be it as it may, Mistress coloured my cuffs in slach pink and I had to wear my blindfold and gag. Then Mistress took me to club Domme a Domme where I spent more than half an hour at her feet. Mistres locked my blindfold, yet did not really blind me. She also coloured my collar in pink, something I don’t like, which is why she did it. It really was a mild punishment, more a little reminder and all I could do is thank Mistress.
We went home to our loft and Mistress allowed me colour the cuffs according to my outfit, the collar stayed coloured pink. Then Mistress pulled her pants down and allowed me to lick her and to get my fix. She knew that I needed it badly and of course it had the desired effect of pushing me further in my submission to Mistress. Thank you, Mistress.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home and at club Domme a Domme

When Mistress had to leave to tend to her RL, I logged off myself.

At night, when I returned, Mistress Jenny was playing skipee with Flo. They stopped and we played one roung together. Flo won it with my jokers, she did rig the table very well *winks*.
We took Flo to Carnal Intentions afterwards and slave Melissa joined us there. We stayed at Carnal Intentiones, chatted, teased Vanilla Meili, we caught up with slave Melissa and we just relaxed. After Flo had left for bed, we moved to Heavy Bondage Club for a short while.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at Heavy Bondage club with Flo and slave Melissa

We finished our little club tour at club DeLust where we met Baroness Capelo and where slave Alessi joined us for a short while. Then we went off to bed. It was quite a relaxed night.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Baroness Capelo, slave Alessi and slave Melissa

Sunday, February 27th, I had another intense afternoon with Mistress Jenny. I waited at our skybox at home for Mistress and when she came inworld, she took me to club Domme a Domme to catch up with our news. Mistress Jenny leashed me and I thanked her in main chat. Our mutual news had a lot to do with the current situation in RL – and our SL is now once again our escape into another (peaceful) world. With that we turned our attention to SL again and Mistress told me that I violated her rules. A few days ago, Mistress Jenny had ordered that I may only whisper in main chat while I am leashed by her – and I forgot about it when we entered the club. And Mistress had to punish my failure. She ordered that I got a face mask and that I had to wear it. It felt bad to have disappointed her.
We went to club DeLust next and Mistress Mercy just arrived there as well. I had to kneel between Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy and to lick Mistress Mercy’s boots. In addition I had to explain to Mistress Mercy why I was wearing a mask. Mistress Mercy made me ask to be slapped by her in public. It was quite degrading but it was my own fault. Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy seem to fit well together – and I will have to work harder to not disppoint Mistress Jenny again.

February 27th: Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy with Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

At night Mistress Jenny and I played a skipee with Flo and slave Holly as teams. Flo had rigged the table perfectly and hence Flo and I won it easily. slave Alessi had joined us at the games table. We stayed at home and went to our sun terrace and chatted there. Flo has hinted that she wanted to wear an armbinder, hence I took the opportunity and set the March outfit to “(h)armless”. Alessi has the same armbinder as Flo.
Alessi had to leave early and we played a round truthball with Flo and slave Holly until Flo had to leave for bed.

February 27th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Holly

We went selecting a fitting armbinder for slave Holly later that night and winded down at club DeLust until Mistress Jenny called it a night.

Link to the original post “Diary 2022 (30) February 26th/27th falling deeper and deeper”
https://themaurers.me/2022/03/19/diary-2022-30-february-26th-27th-falling-deeper-and-deeper/

Link to the follow-up post “Diary 2022 (32) March 2nd/3rd falling deeper and deeper (II)”
https://themaurers.me/2022/03/21/diary-2022-32-march-2nd-3rd-falling-deeper-and-deeper-ii/
Link to the follow-up post “Diary 2022 (33) March 4th/5th falling deeper and deeper (III)”
https://themaurers.me/2022/03/23/diary-2022-33-march-4th-5th-falling-deeper-and-deeper-iii/
Link to the follow-up post “Diary 2022 (34) March 6th/7th falling deeper and deeper (IV)”
https://themaurers.me/2022/03/24/diary-2022-34-march-6th-7th-falling-deeper-and-deeper-iv/

A tribute to Jenny Maurer

03 Sep 2022 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about family members, Real Life and Second Life Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Those who follow us in this blog might have an idea how difficult it was for me to write this text. If I missed anyone close to Jenny in this post, please forgive me – it was not intended!

My beloved partner, my property, my Mistress, my world and my best friend passed away unexpectedly in in July 2022.

There is no second life, we all have only one life. Second Life was Jenny’s and my heavenly escape. A place where we could try out ourselves, do things we’d never dared doing in RL, we could dress kinky and own a big island. We could be evil and nice. But still this second life was part of our one life.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2009/2010)

Jenny rezzed her avatar (Laylady Lay) in Second Life on March 19th, 2008, just 6 weeks after I had rezzed mine. We met each other the first time on May 21st, 2008 at a place called Stonehaven, which was at that time a very popular sim for bondage lovers, cage lovers and for other kinky people. I had a small house up in the skies of Stonehaven. I just had been collared by Yasmin Heartsdale and was a member of her “brat pack”.
Jenny and I, we both sat at the patio of Stonehaven. Frankly, this was a really ugly place, but it was popular. There was a wall with hooks where subs and slaves were leashed and put on display and a few chairs for the visitors who watched what was going on. We began to talk and that night I showed Jenny my house in the skies and the cage I had there. She wanted to go in spontaneously but I stopped her from doing so. Instead I promised her that I would allow it the next time we would meet. Jenny returned the next day and entered the cage. I kept her in there until June 5th, 2008. That day I collared her as my slave with the blessing of my owner those days, Yasmin. We had used her time in the cage to talk for endless hours, to get known to each other. We talked about our expectations, about our kinks, about D/s, about bondage and yes also about our RL. It was the beginning of a wonderful time we had together, more than 14 unforgetable years, in which we saw each other daily for several hours. When our RL prevented us to come into second life, we stayed in touch with other media.

Diomita and Jenny Maurer (2008/2009)

We got partnered in Second Life and married with a real virtual wedding ceremony (held by Yasmin) on October 24th, 2008. For our honeymoon we got a skybox which is still in the skies of our homesim today and which we named “Chez Maurer”.

We founded an own family within Yasmin’s brat pack. That’s why we called our family “Euro Brats”. I forced Jenny to be dominant towards the other slaves who I collared over the years. One of our first slaves was Santana Thibedeau, who we collared on November 22nd, 2008. He once had a play with other slaves of Yasmin’s brat pack and became a cat, a Kitty for a limited time. And she began to enjoy it that much, that we decided that he stays female. (S)he became Kitty Maurer.
Jenny enjoyed her dominance towards our subs and slaves more and more with time and she wanted more. She negotiated that I submitted to her for limited times, which we called a “green light”. After my release from Yasmin’s collar in 2011, Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again – her collar. And I agreed that we owned each other mutually. Later we fixed a day for my collaring: April 21st, 2013.
Our family changed … slaves and subs came and left. In 2012 we collared Angelique. Angelique Maurer became a close family member. She became our niece and as our niece she literally grew, she persued her own way and her own way of roleplay. And more and more we became her aunts, providing a stable family and base for her just like in RL. Angelique was never officially released by us, and we loved to have her around – as our niece. In these hard days of grieving for Jenny, I am very happy to her her around.
And there is our Flo. We enslaved Flo on Nov 29th, 2013 – she had no chance once we got our claws into her. On the occasion of her 7th collaring anniversary in 2020, we promoted our long standing friend and slave to “Maurer’s Housekeeper”, a position with more duties and not more rights. Thank you, Flo.
With the years going by, Jenny’s dominant side developed and became stronger and stronger. On the eve of our eighth wedding anniversary, October 23rd, 2016, I finally fully submitted to Mistress Jenny and became her married slave, her Ehesklavin for the rest of our time together. I still owned her as well but since that day Mistress Jenny was in charge. She was the one who granted green lights, the limited times when I was allowed to dominate her, and when she could let her hair down and relax being mine for a couple of days. As a true dominant, she made her life comfortable and kept me as the head of our family – she was smart.

Jenny and Diomita Maurer’s 10th wedding anniversary October 24th, 2018 (witnessed by our niece Angelique)

We had our own homeplace, a homestead named Mount Everest, since June 2011. We occupied 1/2 of our homesim and had rented out 1/4 to Sarah Fhang, a friend of ours who we knew from our Stonehaven times. And another 1/4 was rented out to Virgo Babii and Tyra Sciarri, also longterm friends from that time. Virgo is the dj of the legendary Friday night party, that is celebrated every Friday since 2008 and took place (and still takes place) on our sim since we owned it. Jenny loved the Friday night parties with which we started into our weekends. She hated to miss them due to RL shift work. We used to talk about a theme for the party every Thursday and she came up with great ideas.

We were inseparable, a domme couple, yet everyone around us knew that I was Mistress Jenny’s married slave. We were embedded in a great community of family and friends: Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, our stepdaughter Ebony, Argi Boa, Starbright Wingtips and the whole pixie gang and many others. In 2021 we collared slave Holly and Jenny was pleased owning her. Just lately we also enjoyed the presence of slave Alessi (who is not collared by us) and we became closer with our domme friend Dely (krybia).

Jenny was a wonderful person. She was always polite and tolerant. I learned a lot from her. She took things not too seriously. She wanted that all around her had fun. She insisted that we never forced a slave or sub to stay, that we never collared someone against their will. She had wit and creativity. She taught me being more “British”. Since she had retired in RL in 2021, Mistress and I had more time in the afternoons, more time for togetherness. Mistress Jenny strengthened her position as my owner. She pushed me deep into subspace and I enjoyed it. She did prepare her steps. Nothing happened by accident. Yet she also kept her spontaneity and she took care of me so that I never doubted her love. She loved teasing me and keeping me on my toes.

Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that’s so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Jenny created this hunger in me. I really loved, admired and worshipped her. I craved to please her and she always confirmed that I pleased her always and anytime and anywhere. She was very proud to own me and I was proud to be hers. But most of all we were close friends. Jenny was – and will always be (!) – the love of my Second Life. We enjoyed our time in SL, that was a part of our RL. We had just great years, memories that I will value for the rest of my life until I see Jenny again on the other side.

We respected our privacy. Although we talked a lot also about our RL, about our children as well as about projects, about food, about vacations, about work and about everyday life we never exchanged pictures of us, phone numbers or adresses. Thus we kept the picture of each other that we had in Second Life. We lived our Second Life. When Jenny didn’t show up anymore, I had gloomy premonitions that something bad had happened. I am thankful that I got certainty when someone close to Jenny in RL contacted me to tell me that she passed away.

Jenny will be missed not only by me but also by her family and friends in real life as well as in second life. I myself miss her badly, every day. I talk to her, every day. I think of her, every day. I feel her close, every day. I feel her unconditional love every day. Jenny will stay unforgotten not only by me. Rest in peace, my love.

I have to make some decisions now that I am a widow in Second Life. An important chapter in my real life and in my second life has ended. I am more than thankful for my time with Jenny. My second life will go on. I won’t let down our family and friends in this virtual world. Jenny will always be with me, she will watch me from the other side. And as we were inseparable a part of her will live on in my real life and in my virtual existence until I see her again.

Farewell my love, rest in peace, Jenny

Diary 2022 (101) July 21st/22nd Summer jingle bells

10 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Diary Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

When I came inworld on Thursday, July 21st, in the afternoon, I found an offline message from Kitty. She had met Holly and had noticed her withdrawal symptoms when I am not close to her: “Holly gets these shivers.. almost as if she’s suffering from withdrawal symptoms of some kind. You can even see the nipple rings shivering. So if she had bells hanging from them, you could hear her shiver.” I left a message for Kitty that I had attached some bells to slave Holly’s nipple rings and that I expect a report when Kitty can hear her shiver now.

I met with Mistress Jenny and we spent more than an hour together at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust. Mistress granted me some time to recover, to just inhale her nearness … and to nuture my hunger and desire of her. I had a very enjoyable afternoon talking about us mainly. We also talked about the theme for our Friday night party the next day and Mistress proposed to set the theme according to our weather these days. It had been very hot first and then we got rain and a bit of cooling down.
“It’s Friday again, it’s time to start off into our weekend. After the heat we enjoy some cooling rain showers (at least some of us). So wear your waterproof plastic rain outfits, a brolly or naked skin – or come as your are and join us. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

At night Mistress and I took slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a while first. When slave Holly came inworld we returned home for a round of skipee. I noticed that slave Holly lay on the floor in her room. It was my absence from her that caused that.
We had a nice balanced and close game. And after the game we went to club DeLust. Just while I was going ahead to the club slave Holly fell on the ground again, poor slave girl!
At club delust we had a relaxed night. slave Sakura and Baroness Capelo danced for us and the other guests. The club looks way better when someone is dancing on the stage!

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm, at home and at club DeLust with slave Sakura, slave Holly and Baroness Capelo

Friday, July 22nd, I was inworld in the afternoon. I should have met with Mistress Jenny but she must have had RL priorities. slave Holly was present though and we spent some time at club DeLust together. Then I returned home to change for the party. I would be late for it as I had a RL invitation that night and hence it made sense to change already.

When I came inworld late night the party was going on already. Mistress didn’t show up at night as well. But we had fun with the rain theme. This is how our weekends start.

July 22nd – Friday night party: slave Holly, diomita, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Kira Skytower, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (100) July 19th/20th Ehesklavin Diomita (II)

09 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Diary Tags: , , , , , , , , , , ,

Tuesday, July 19th, I spent 45 minutes inworld before lunchtime and roamed a bit throught the clubs, yet nothing happened. In the afternoon I met with Mistress and we spent an hour together at Puerto Esclava, club Domme a Domme and club DeLust. We just chatted and Mistress teased me annoncing that she wanted 15 minutes with me before logging that day. She can take this time anyway, she hasn’t to ask me at all. She explained that she asked for two reasons: firstly, that I remind her, and secondly to make me think what might it be. Lovely evil!

July 19th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

We had another skipee night. First Mistress Jenny and I played two rounds with Flo. Both games were quite one sided. Then when slave Holly came inworld we played one round as teams. slave Sakura had watched us playing. slave Holly and I won that one, and it was a bit closer and hence more fun. Flo went to bed after the game. Mistress and I took slave Holly and slave Sakura to club DeLust. It was nicely full there and even some main chat was going on as well as table dance. We got entertained.

July 19th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Sakura / at home before we logged off

What’s missing? Yes, the last 15 minutes. After Mistress and I had retreated to our skybox, Mistress ordered me to wear a black latex catsuit, a black corset and boots. She herself changed into a black latex outfit herself too. Mistress was satisfied and ordered me not to change. I had no idea, what she had planned.

Wednesday, July 20th, I was inworld in the later morning. Mistress Jenny was also inworld and came home to our skybox. We caught quickly up with our mutual news, then Mistress leashed me and took me to club Domme a Domme, where she exposed me kneeling at her feet. She took out a ringgag and pulled it tight, so that I began to drool. I could sense her fun – and my helplessness. We were close to Dely (krysbia), who watched and once also stroke my head. That added to my helplessness.
Mistress took me to Carnal Intentions next for a few minutes and told me that she had in mind to continue what she began Saturday, July 16th (read here). Finally Mistress took me to our loft skybox and leashed me there. But she did not just leash me, she added ankles cuffs, and leashed them as well as the gag and my wrist cuffs. Then she took names and other abilities to increase my helplessness. I should feel her complete control – and I felt it!
Then Mistress and I left to tend to our RL.

July 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Carnal Intentions and at our loft skybox

I returned a bit earlier than Mistress to prepare myself with feeling helpless. When Mistress came she had quite some work sorting all the leashes so that she could teleport me. She took me to club Domme a Domme again. And again Dely (krysbia) was there as well. At least I recognised her. There were also others who I know and they praised Mistress for educating me. I admit that I felt embarrassed, although I’m proud to be Mistress’ slave wife. Mistress Jenny pulled my head back and spit into my mouth to demonstrate my obedience. I couldn’t do anything anyway, but I remained still and took it with pride.

July 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely and at Carnal Intentions

Mistress took me to Carnal Intentions next where she sat in the chair she used before with me. She teased me and made sure that I answer her correctly in IM when she addressed me with Ehesklavin in main Chat. Then we moved to another room and another chair. That chair contained other animations and I had to clean Mistress’ soles first. She then spit in my face again and when I was slowly answering once – she slapped my face hard. I am hers and should know better and focus. Mistress lifted her skirt, changed her pose and began to pee. I had difficulties swallowing it quickly enough and she had a lot of pee to donate. Mistress stood up and peed all over me. When she was done we returned home to our naughty girls room. Mistress stripped and went into the whirlpool. I followed her fully dressed. Mistress cleaned my latex, then I stripped in the pool.

July 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at home

We kissed eachother and I can tell that I craved for it. Mistress took me to our skybox and to our bed, where we licked each other with passion, full of love and desire. Finally we dressed for the night before we logged off to tend to our RL.

What an afternoon again! It was the second part, a continuation of Saturday, July 16th (read here), this time helplessly tied up and restricted. Mistress had prepared that afternoon in detail. I fell deeper and deeper in my addiction to Mistress. I am proud to be her Ehesklavin, to serve and work for her – to please her. Thank you, Mistress Jenny for your care and for owning me.

I was running late at night due to RL. Mistress Jenny, Flo and slave Holly were at the games tables. And after we said hello, slave Sakura also joined us. We played a skipee as teams. slave Holly and Flo won it against Mistress and me. It was a nice and close game – and I had enough time to talk with Mistress about the afternoon. After the game Flo went off to bed and Mistress and I took slave Holly and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm.
As it became quiet there we moved on to Carnal Intentions. I was an enjoyable night, just right after that afternoon.

July 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Sakura

Diary 2022 (99) July 17th/18th – Diomita recovering (a bit)

07 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Diary Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Sunday, July 17th, I came inworld in the later morning. Mistress Jenny had left a message for me. She had met our Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room (DCR) and shared a few pictures with me as well as a short conversation she had there with one of the other people at DCR. Kitty is a little cuddly teddy bear now! And …. some seem not to know her tendency to cause mischief (in a good sense of course).

XXX: just wanted to say its lovely to meet you Miss Jenny
Mistress Jenny: thank you loki
Mistress Jenny: you too
XXX smiles
XXX: oh and if i can just add, i see Kitty around quite often, she is polite, respectful and a real credit to You Miss Jenny…… now i will get outta your way…. enjoy your day and maybe see you again
Mistress Jenny: Kitty?
Mistress Jenny: the Kitty next to me?
XXX: yes
Mistress Jenny: Oh she can be real trouble
Mistress Jenny: you must be one of the lucky ones
Mistress Jenny winks
XXX: haha

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room

I roamed around a bit visiting the usual clubs and tended to my RL again.

In the afternoon, I roamed again through the clubs, then I retreated to our skybox and waited for mistress Jenny, who came online at the time we had agreed on. We went to club DeLust and caught up with our mutual news there. And again we also talked about the day before, Saturday July 16th (read here), a day that might become important in Mistress and my relation. We also planned already something for the slaves in August. A productive afternoon!
We went to club Domme a Domme for a short time, then Mistress ordered me to wear my full elegance cuff set. She locked everything and parked me in her skybox at home.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust, club Domme a Domme and at home

When I returned at night I was not alone. Mistress Jenny had leashed slave Holly in her skybox as she had compassion with slave Holly, who was suffering of being not with me. slave Holly was also nicely restrained but had enough freedom to come closer to me and to lick my sweat, to lick my drool, to rub her face into my crotch and to feel me close … and that way to get her fix. After a while Mistress Jenny showed up and unlocked me and released my restrictions. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.

We went seeing Flo at the skipee table. We had a full house: Mistress Jenny, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey and Angelique … they all were at the skipee table. We said hello to everyone, chatted a bit, then Angelique and soon after also Ebony had to leave.
Mistress, slave Holly, Flo and I played a skipee as teams while slave Alessi watched us (she had some RL to take care of). It was a great game, very close and hence fun.
After the game we took Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions fo the rest of the night.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita and slave Holly at home / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

At Carnal Intentions I focused on slave Alessi that night. I took of her chastity belt, blindfolded and gagged her and led her to a dildo cushion. She rode the dildo in public – and she did well. I think it was the first time that we exposed her this way publicly. I had fun – and slave Alessi had an orgasm.
slave Sakura (Sakuramatsumoto) joined us at Carnal …

We returned home at bedtime. That night I wanted slave Alessi to stay overnight with slave Holly … of course Alessi obeyed.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi, slave Holly and slave Sakura / and at home

And that’s it about Sunday…

Monday, July 18th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) was at home and we went seeing her. Mistress wanted some time with me alone and hence we brought slave Sakura to Psi’s realm and I tied her up there and leashed her at the wall. She will had some entertainment there. Mistress and I went to club Domme a Domme for a while. Then we met with Dely (krysbia) and talked with her….. and then our time was already up again…

July 18th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave Sakura / at club Domme a Domme

At night Mistress and I were alone first. We went to club DeLust. Angelique showed up there and stand next to us. When slave Holly came inworld we returned home and had a skipee as teams, Mistress and Angelique against slave Holly and me. It had been quite a while since we played cards the last time with Angelique. It was a close game and hence it was fun. After the game Angelique left for bed.
We picked up slave Sakura at Psi’s realm and took her and Holly to Carnal Intentions. slave Sakura had some issues, crashing and returning several times. Anything else? Mistress teased me telling me that she will soon continue with what she began Saturday, July 18th (read here) … a deep going experience for me. I realized more and more that is is going to have a longterm effect on me.

July 18th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique at club DeLust / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions sith slave Holly and slave Sakura

Diary 2022 (98) July 16th – Ehesklavin Diomita

05 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Diary Tags: , , , , , , , , , ,

Saturday, July 16th, I had 90 very intense and exciting minutes with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. When I came inworld Mistress was just changing her outfit. She changed the colour of her outfit from the Friday night party the day before to a shiny black. I myself was still dressed in red. We caught up with our news, then Mistress took me to club DeLust. She leashed me, which is for me at the same time her order to kneel by her feet. The club was not very full. I knelt at Mistress feet and simply enjoyed her nearness for a while. After some time I noticed how I long for her, how I desire her and I looked up to her and let out a silent moan. Mistress smiled, turned her back to me and ordered me to kiss her butt. I placed several kisses on her rubber covered butt. Mistress seemed to enjoy it. She went to a chair and sat down, lifting her butt up and ordered me publicly to kiss and to lick it. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” to which I am to respond “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Of course I followed her orders although I could feel the humiliation worshiping Mistress’ butt in public. Mistress on the other side enjoyed it. Finally Mistress sat down and I sat at her feet.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust

Mistress was up for more and for more audience. We left club DeLust and Mistress summoned me to club Domme a Domme. There she sat down in one of the chairs. She rarely sits down at club Domme a Domme. Mistress choose a standing pose with my head on her thigh. I kissed her thigh and I could literally smell her scent and got more and more craving for her. Mistress grab my head, pulled it into my neck and spit into my opend mouth. I swallowed her gift thankfully. Then she took ot a ringgag, gagged me with it and pulled the straps extra tight so that I couldn’t talk in main chat anymore. She also restricted my IM so that I could focus on her only, which I did anyway. I can’t even tell how many people were at the club. She continued humiliating me letting her spit drool into my mouth. The gag was tight and I began to drool uncontrollably. And I drooled on Mistress thigh. Out of the blue and fully unexpectedly for me Mistress slapped my face for this impudence. It took a while until I calmed a bit and could control my trembling.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

Next place we went to was Carnal Intentions. I hadn’t noticed before that they have a chair with the same animation as the chairs at club Domme a Domme. Mistress used that chair and continued having my head on her thigh. She asked me if I wanted more of her spit and that I shall nod if so. I nodded and Mistress donated more of her spit. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” again in main chat and as I couldn’t answer due to the gag she ordered me to answer in IM instead, which I did.
She continued teasing and humiliating me while I got more and more excited and craving for her. I was lost in my thoughts obviously because I didn’t hear her using the trigger word again in main chat. Mistress even tried to help me but I didn’t realize it. What I did realize painfully was another hard slap in my face. Oh my goad! Mistress was a bit upset and asked me to find out what I made wrong. It took a while until I realized it and answered her in IM “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Acutally it took too long, I made her wait too long – and got the third slap.
Mistress tied my arms on my back, then I had to lick her boots and worship her and show my thankfulness. Mistress Jenny provided quite a show for the other guests at Carnal Intentions. She decided to take me back home. When we left Carnal Intentions she remarked “Time for your punishment, Ehesklavin”…. “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”

Back home, Mistress took off her rubber hotpants and sat down in her queening seat. She ordered me to lick her to an orgasm – and not for my pleasure or my fix, but only because she desired it. Hence to make it harder for me, I stayed gagged. It is strange how something like that triggers the mind. I worked hard and I felt used. And my own pleasure and desire was really surpressed. I licked Mistress, for her pleasure only, to satisfy her desire and needs – and yes, I got my fix and the effect was there nonetheless.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at home

After Mistress was satisfied and had her orgasm, she stood up and ordered me to lick and clean her ass. I licked her crack and her ass and cleaned it. I meant to taste something partly sweet, but my mind might have tricked me again. After that Mistress had to leave and to tend to her RL. I was very aware of the mistakes and my unattivenesses. After Mistress had released my cuffs and taken off my gag, I asked her for another slap because of my mistakes. Mistress didn’t hesitate a second and slapped me .. the forth time within these 90 minutes we had together. Before she left she ordered that I may not change clothing. I would not dare!
It was a very intense afternoon for me (and for Mistress Jenny)!

At night we first spoke with slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and exercised with her the collar commands and how to greet us with her. Flo came inworld and we started a skipee with her. We played two rounds. And while we played I continued exercising with slave Sakura, who was kneeling between me and Mistress at the game table. What took most of my attention during the game was talking with Mistress Jenny. Mistress confirmed that she had fun and she asked about my feelings. She had planned that afternoon with me – not in detail, not that day, but in general. Since my collaring in 2013, since my full submission to her back in 2016, she is expanding her control, slowly and persistently. It is part of her journey with me. And that afternoon was just another puzzle piece added in her longterm plans. And it is going on. In her opinion my devotion and submission has still room to grow. There’s no way back – as opposed to, Mistress has way more on stock for me and she prepared me for it in our conversation.
Talking and feedback are important in every D/s relation – and I was very thankful that Mistress took the time to talk with me about that afternoon. This way the two rounds of skipee went by very quickly. In the meantime slave Alessi had joined us.

We went to Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Sakura and slave Alessi. It became a relaxed night for me, a night to wind down from what had happened during the day. While we were at Carnal Intentions I began to restrict slave Sakura and slave Alessi. I teased them and enjoyed.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

After Flo had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and sat down in two chairs there. Mistress had slave Sakura and I had slave Alessi at our feet. I continued teasing Alessi, who had to lick my boots publicly. I am quite satisfied with her progresses. It was already a bit after bedtime when we returned home, said good night to the slaves and retreated to our skybox.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Mistress Jenny had played with my three collars, the partnering collar, my sub collar and my slave collar for years. She had changed them to express her expectations. And she had slowly extended the duration in my slave collar over the years. That must have been a part of her longterm plans for me. I am wearing the thick leather and steel slave collar without any break since January. Mistress had offered me wearing the sub collar when she went on vacation, but I wanted to please her and offered to keep wearing the slave collar even during her longer absence.
Before we said good night, Mistress Jenny predicted that I would beg her to keep me wearing the slave collar for more than one year by the end of the year. I might remember July 16th as another big step in our relation….

Diary 2022 (97) July 14th/15th Hot Red

03 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Thursday, July 14th, I was not inworld during the day. When I came inworld at night I first caught up with Mistress Jenny before we went seeing Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto). We first played a round of skipee as teams. It was a close game and slave Holly and I won it by just one card. In the meanwhile slave Alessi had joined us as well.
I noticed that club DeLust was comparably empty and we decided to fill it. We spent the rest of the night in the back part of the club overlooking the scene.

July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

We chatted amoung us and I teased the slaves byrestricting their vision and a bit more. With a slap every once in a while Ichecked their attention. I had no reason to complain. Mistress and I talked about the theme for our Friday night. That was fun as I had mentioned to Mistress that July 14th was the French National Day. That’s nothing a Brit would even consider to take notice of. That led to some silliness.

July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Of course we agreed on a theme. It will be: “We expect a heat wave and it is already Hot Hot Hot. Wear something Red or some Hot Pants or come as you are (even naked) and dance the night away while Virgo plays the tunes.“

Anything else? Not really. slave Holly and I just made quite some pictures…

July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Thursday, July 15th, I went inworld in the late morning to visit a gallery. Mistress Jenny was in-world and we caught up with our news. Mistress has priority in Second Life and she decided to take her property (me) with her to club Domme a Domme. She leashed me and locked my cuffs on my back. Instinctively in knelt by her feet. Mistress was pleased as she had in mind to shorten my leash. She re-enacted all rules for me and ordered me to wear the tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin”. My time as her side had ended. Luckily I didn’t have to wear the tag “Ehesklavin” as that would have meant wearing ballet boots or no shoes. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.
Mistress Jenny left and I went visiting the gallery.

I returned in the afternoon. Mistress was at our sun terrace with slave Sakura. After saying hello and getting my subhug from slave Sakura, Mistress and I went to club DeLust and made slave Sakura decorate us. Lucy (MissLucyWales) joined us for a short time.

July 15th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Sakura and Lucy

We stayed close to an hour, then we returned home and put slave Sakura in the small cage by the dance floor. She would make a nice decoration for the party. Then we changed for our party later that night und logged off.

July 15th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Sakura and at home

And at night we had our party again … the perfect start into the weekend!

July 15th – Friday night party – Red Hot: Diomita, Mistress Jenny, Flo, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, slave Sakura, Cherry (Elenaslv Serentiy), Domina Ansar (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tsuki Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Zillzie, Kira Skytower, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (89) June 28th/29th when Mistress is away (3) – spoil Diomita night

18 Jul 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, June 28th, I was just a few minutes inworld during the day to do some research for a blog entry about “City Scenes – Modern and Vintage by Colm Midnight”, an exhibition that I visited the day before (read here). I did enjoy a lovely Summer day in RL instead and came inworld at night. As none of the family was present yet, I went to club DeLust to have some eye candy while waiting. After a while I moved on to Puerto Esclava. Flo came inworld, yet knowing that she loves wining against I didn’t go home on the spot to let her play at least one game on her own.

When I returned home, Flo had finished 2 rounds *winks*. We caught up with our news, then I played a round of skipee with Flo. And when Alessi came inworld we played another round with her. Flo won both games, she had painted jokders all day long *winks*.
slave Holly came inworld right in time – Flo went to bed and I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to club DeLust. The girl, who had joined us the nights before was with us again, her name is Sakura Matsumoto (sakuramatsumoto). I had fun and chatted quite a bit with all three of them.

June 28th: Diomita at Puerto Esclava and at club DeLust / Diomita at home with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi / Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and Sakura

June 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi  (by slave Holly)

June 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi (particular perspectives by slave Holly)

Wednesday, June 29th, I visited a gallery in the afternoon while waiting for Mistress Jenny. When she came inworld, I returned home and we had a nice chat catching up with our mutual news. Mistress is enjoying her time to the fullest as it should be! She had a bit more time that afternoon and after we had finished filling each other in, Mistress offered me a fix. Of course I did not reject it. Mistress made sure that I won’t forget my position during her absence. Her juices are so addictive! I am addicted to her. Thank you, Mistress Jenny!

June 29th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home

After Mistress had left, I finished my gallery visit, them I had to tend to my RL myself.

I was running late at night due to a Rl event that I attended. Flo was playing skipee alone. Just when we had caught up with news, slave Holly and slave Alessi came inworld as well. We played a skipee as teams and it became a nice and in the end surprisingly close game, that Flo and I won. Flo went off to bed as it was already beyond Flo-time.
I took slave Holly and slave Alessi with me to our dungeon declaring the night to “spoil Diomita night”. First slave Alessi cared about my feet, worshiped and licked them properly. Then slave Holly licked my pussy while slave Alessi cared about my nipples. With all these sensations I had a lovely and intense orgasm. When I had recovered, slave Holly got her fix – my pee.
We went to club DeLust to wind down a bit. Sakura Matsumoto (sakuramatsumoto) was at DeLust as well and knelt close to us. We chatted among us and relaxed but time had gone by too quickly again. A bit beyond our usal bedtime we returned home and to bed.

June 29th – spoil Diomita night: Diomita at home with slave Holly and slave Alessi / at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and Sakura

Diary 2022 (86) June 22nd/23rd Two relaxed days

12 Jul 2022 Leave a comment

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Wednesday, June 22nd, Mistress Jenny and I spent our time together in the afternoon visiting several of our customary clubs. We were at club Domme a Domme, at Heavy Bondage Club, at club DeLust and at Puerto Esclava. We just enjoyed togetherness, caught up with our news and spoke about profiles. We found one profile of a dominant very intriguing and it gave reason to talk about our D/s relation. Finally Mistress took me to a shop where she looked for potential outfits for Kitty. She did find at least one which might be a challenge for Kitty.
As so often our time went by way to quickly …

June 22nd: Mistress Jenny and Eheklavin at club Domme a Domme, at Heavy Bondage Club and at club DeLust

At night none of the slaves were present when Mistress and I came inworld. We went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust for a short time, then slave Holly and slave Alessi came inworld. We played our customary skipee as teams. It was a very close game that slave Holly and I won by 1 card. Mistress asked for revenge, hence we had a second round (that was not as close as the first was).
When we stopped playing it was already late and we went to club DeLust for the views. Mistress selected a place on the stage for us as it was well crowded at the club.

June 22nd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi

With slave Holly’s vision restrictions that place provided a great alternative view!
Maurer’s slave Holly: “It’s a little like torches at a concert Mistress and we are the main act!“

June 22nd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi – slave Holly’s (restricted) view

Out afternoon on Thursday, June 23rd, was similar to the day before. Mistress Jenny and I met in the afternoon and went to Puerto Esclava and to club Delust. As Mistress would leave for a two week vacation the next day and hence we enjoyed our togetherness.

June 23rd: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Puerto Esclava and at club DeLust

Our night began with a surprise for me. I knew that Mistress Jenny had planned to provide my fix before she would leave for her vacation. She stripped and ordered me to strip too, then she took me to our bed and after some cuddling we lick one another – and for the extra dose we did it twice. Thank you, Mistress Jenny, my love. After we had cooled down we went to Heavy Bondage Club.

June 23rd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home and at Heavy Bondage Club

I had an RL interruption and when I returned I found myself at home. I had forgot to take a pass at the club and had been ejected. Mistress Jenny was also at home together with slave Alessi. We had another relaxed night and played a skipee with slave Alessi first, then another as teams with slave Holly and slave Alessi. We had fun playing and chatting. Both games were close and hence fun and it was already late when we had finished. We wend to Carnal Intentions to finish off the evening with some eye candy.

June 23rd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (85) June 20th/21st The end of the short green light

10 Jul 2022 Leave a comment

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Monday, June 20th, I had a bit more than an hour with my property Jenny. I took her to club Domme a Domme to catch up with our news. As I had expected she didn’t find any trouble when she had been in-world in the morning. I had got a message from someone who told me that our Kitty can’t send any messages to us as her IM is blocked. At least she had found trouble *winks*. And Jenny needs me to let go control *winks*.

Having my Mistress at my feet I had quite some IMs while we were at club Domme a Domme and as I had to make the most of my time in control we left and went to Psi’s realm first, where I warmed up Jenny’s butt in public. Then I took her to our secret place. I fixed Jenny on the BDSM horse, fingered her a bit and then fucked her hard demonstrating my control on ownership.

Mistress Jenny had just granted a short green light. I had to return control before she left that afternoon. Knowing that I changed her position on the rack and began to lick her. Of course her sweet poison had the expected effect on me and with tasting and licking up her juices my control vanished almost by magic. Thank you for my short green light, Mistress Jenny. I look forward to the next.

June 20th: Diomita and Mistress Jenny at Psi’s realm exposing her divine butt / Mistress Jenny getting fucked and licked by Diomita at our secret place

We had a comparably relaxed and quiet night. First Mistress Jenny and I went to Heavy Bondage Club where I was in my rightful place again. Mistress allowed me to stand when slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us there.

June 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Heavy Bondage Club with slave Luci

We returned home when slave Holly came inworld and played a round of skipee. Mistress Jenny and slave Luci won it easily while slave Holly and I looked great holding our cards – we didn’t drop any *winks*. slave Alessi joined us and watched for a while.
We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and enjoyed a quiet night with chatting and looking around.

June 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Luci

Tuesday, June 21st, Mistress was busy in the afternoon. I was inworld around lunch time and visited Cica Ghost’s newest installation “coloured images” (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8ii).
Mistress and I met at night and we had quite something to catch up RL and SL. After we filled eachother in, we went to club Domme a Domme and later to club DeLust. I was in my rightful place at Mistress’ feet.

June 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home, at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

When slave Holly came inowrld we returned home and played a round of skipee with slave Holly and slave Luci. This time slave Holly and I were lucky having the better cards. After our game we went to club Domme a Domme. It was full there and there was also a bit of main chat going on, hence we had some entertainment. slave Alessi joined us there and Argi came there as well. Argi almost always succeeds to get main chat running, hence we had a nice night.

June 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Holly, slaev Alessi and slave Luci

And that’s it about these two days in Second Life.

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