Monday morning, June 1st, I met Mistress Jenny and Amy (chastitycontroled) at home. Mistress had just visited Amy and Puddle Whore at Black Widow Estate and was just giving Amy a tour of our home. But they were almost done and Amy left. Mistress filled me in about her visit and she even gave me a picture of Amy, Puddle Whore and herself. And while we were catching up, still standing in our Fetisch Club Chez Maurer where the tour had ended, slave Luci came by. But Mistress and myself had to leave to tend to our RL.
Before Mistress Jenny left, she demanded a foot kiss from me by pointing to her feet. She rarely does that in front of others, in particular in front of our slaves, but to stay honest, it was quite appropriate.
June 1st: Mistress Jenny visiting Amy and Puddle whore at Black Widow Estate / Mistress Jenny, Amy, Diomita and slave Luci in our Fetisch Club Chez Maurer
Mistress got another report from Puddle Whore. I think the progresses in Whore’s behavior are very notable:
Dear Mistress Amy, Jenny and Diomita, here is your whore’s entry for today:
Last night after logging off, whore dreamed of being attached to the wall, becoming part of the room’s decoration.
It wasn’t so much about the objectification but the helplessness that came with it: Naked, like a statue or a painting. Exposed for all to see and to experience. Physically, mentally, and emotionally vulnerable.
Whore had a strong realization that whore no longer has a say in anything, has no control, not even a voice, and is completely at the mercy of her owner.
For whore, many changes and realizations have ‘sunk in’ over the past weeks. Each time, however, they go deeper, become more profound, challenging whore at her very core.
As whore awoke, the dream and the realization remained vivid with whore throughout her day.
When whore returned inworld, back to the wallmount, it all came crashing down on whore, really sinking in that Mistress Amy can do to whore whatever she pleases, with nothing limiting her other than her own imagination.
Once whore’s mind had arrived at that understanding, it flooded with racing, incomplete thoughts of things that could possibly happen to whore.
Whore was gripped by fear and panic when it dawned on her that nothing, not even her wildest thoughts, would be impossible to Mistress Amy.
Hanging from the walmount, whore’s breathing was shallow and tense, her heart pounding inside her chest, her palms getting sweaty and her fingers trembling. That’s when a stirring slowly mingled with her panic and fear.
At first whore didn’t understand it, feeling confused. As the stirring became stronger, whore realized that whore would do anything Mistress Amy asks, doing it not only because whore is helpless and Mistress Amy has all control.
Whore will do it because whore will want it, even if whore has no idea what it is.
When we met in the afternoon Mistress Jenny and I went to Mesmerize Dugeon first. Then to my surprise, Mistress and I had the next continuation of our ongoing roleplay, this time with the two of us. And it was a very intense roleplay that took way longer than Mistress and I had planned to be inworld. But it was worth it.
When we returned home, we met with Sera (MistressSera). She’s new to Second Life, we had met her a few days before and had given her some hints how to change her appearance. She wanted to show her new outfit to Mistress Jenny and Mistress helped her to switch her typing animation off. Ann also came by and was in a playful mood. She turnned herself into a Gummi Bear and danced for us – funny.
June 1st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Mesmerize Dungeon / at home with Sera (MistressSera) and Ann
Mistress Jenny was not inworld at night. My night started relaxing and it stayed enjoyable and relaxing although we were quite many. First just slave Zia (Ziahon82) was with me when I came inworld. slave Flo was at the greedy table and unable to get up from it as I learned later (evil restrictions *winks). I selected something to dress for slave Zia and freed slave Flo. In the meanwhile slave maid Gwendi had arrived and had begun cleaning the house. I called her to me later to bring a coffee. Also Scarlett (mswhiplash) visited shortly as well as Ann, who had serious problems getting things rezzed in her viewer. Well, we couldn’t help her.
Our piggy slave slut cecy had also come inworld and was in her voting cage at Lochme and I wanted to visit her. But first things first. I had to pee and having a slave maid around me I had to take advantage of her. When we returned Madoka (Madoka Kawabate) had come to visit us as well… and we all went to Lochme.
June 1st: Diomita at home with slave Flo, slave maid Gwendi, slave Zia (ziahon82) , Scarlett (mswhiplash), Madoka Kawabate
piggy slave slut cecy had just been released from the voting cage. We hadn’t managed to set the votes correctly when we stored her there a week ago and getting 5 votes was way too easy. Hence I stored her in the voting cage again and set the votes to 20. Argi came by too … and this time the family was nicer to piggy slave slut and voted mainly for a longer stay. Madoka did tease or piggy slut a lot and of course she was melting. We – at least I – had fun teasing piggy slut and Argi added to the fun. Soon it was flotime and we returned home, leaving Madoka and piggy slave slut cecy at Lochme.
June 1st: Diomita at Lochme and at home with slave Flo, slave maid Gwendi, piggy slave slut cecy, slave Zia (ziahon82), Madoka Kawabate, Argi Boa
What a nice and relaxing night, although I missed Mistress Jenny.
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