Diomita Maurer’s Blog

…. are hard to find. At least those that might fit to me, to Jenny, to my other subs and to the whole family for a longterm relation and thus for being collared. I try to figure out why. Certainly the expectations of the subs and of me don’t fit.
I do enjoy a session for one night and if it is consensus to keep it a one night session or to keep meeting and playing rarely, I am very content with it.
So what do I expect from a submissive who would fit to me and to us for a longer relation?
As a matter of fact I don’t want to, and nor can I, play with them every time when we’re online at the same time.
I don’t want to have them around me always – but I expect that I can if I like.
And I do not want to lock them away all the time that I don’t use them –  but I expect that I can if I like.
I don’t want to keep them restricted all of their SL – but I expect that I can if I like.
I also don’t want to prevent them from their own development and explorations of SL – but I expect that I can if I like.
I expect that my subs are devoted to me, to my wife and to my Goddess.
They should have the intention to please me, to be there when I want them around or when I want to play with them.
I like to control. I want to know where they are and what they do. They shall report to me.
They shall write about their adventures, thoughts and feelings.
They shall read the blogs of all blogging family members to keep themselves up to date. They should read profiles of the family members.
They should not spend any Linden without my permission.
They will learn to be happy when I grant freedoms.
They should be happy when I allow them to be at my feet all night long.
They should talk when spoken to.
They should simply be devoted to me and to us.
Their satisfaction is to know that they add a bit to our comfort, to our happiness. Nonetheless they may enjoy themselves when I allow it. And they have to enjoy and explore on their own when I allow it – as I can’t cut myself into pieces.
What I offer in return is care, love, fun, protection and also belonging to the best Family in SL.
Am I selfish? Yes, I am.