The colour code that we had set between us before has changed just like everything else has changed between us with time. Nowadays a green light is when Mistress grants me to dominate her and control her for a limited predefined time. A red light should be just opposed to a green light, hence it is when Mistress dominates and control me. As Mistress is always in control at all other times except the green lights I’m experiencing a permanent red light – and the red light has become superfluous.
So what does a red light mean for me nowadays? For me it means when Mistress is not just in control as usual but also demonstrates her power by restricting me tightly, tieing me up and exposing me or whatever else she’s up to more than usual and thus pushes me a bit further into my submission to her.
Actually my red light began already when Mistress Jenny left me tied up at our skybox before we both were absent for 2 days over the last weekend.
So what does a red light mean for me nowadays? For me it means when Mistress is not just in control as usual but also demonstrates her power by restricting me tightly, tieing me up and exposing me or whatever else she’s up to more than usual and thus pushes me a bit further into my submission to her.
Actually my red light began already when Mistress Jenny left me tied up at our skybox before we both were absent for 2 days over the last weekend.
Monday, December 5th, Mistress Jenny took me further into the red light. She had her way with me at club DeLust and at another place which name I don’t recall. She exposed me at The Secret House and later left me tied up securely again at our skybox.
Here are some pictures for our blog, our diary…
The term “Ehesklavin” truely fits for me now – and Mistress Jenny locked the tag “Jen’s Ehesklavin” on me. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.
Dec 08, 2016 @ 15:15:35
I have enjoyed taking you on this journey. There is still some way to go but I can feel that your sub side is now getting a chance to blossom and express itself. You are my world and I would never do anything to hurt you our relationship is very strong on many levels and even though I might never want to change how we are now, I understand that we are constantly evolving.
Thank you for being my ehesklavin.