Diary 2019 (56) April 17th/18th Ending control again

Wednesday, April 18th, was a quite quiet and uneventful day in control for me. I went on a simploring tour in the afternoon. Jenny had told me that she might be late or might even not be able to come inworld in tha afternoon. When she came inworld in the afternoon we just caught up and went to Mesmerize Dungeon with slave Flo until it was time for us to care about our RL again.

My night was similar quiet. I finished my simploring tour, wrote the blog post about it and roamed through the clubs. Nothing happened, a chat here and there, I read profiles and I visited the Lesbian D\s Guild. I learned that it was opened after the Lesbian Society closed and that the owner wants to realize a similar concept. We will have an eye on it. Later at night slave Flo showed up and I took her to Heavy Bondage club for about 15 minutes, then Jenny and also Angelique came inworld, almost simulataneously. We had a chat in front of the house, then slave Flo went to bed.

April 17th: Diomita and Jenny with slave Flo at Mesmerize Dungeon (left) / Jenny, Angelique, Diomita and slave Flo at home (upper middle) / Diomita and her property Jenny at our skybox annex (lower middle) / Diomita with slave Mischie at Psi’s realm

Angelique, Jenny and I played a round of greedy, then I took Jenny to the annex of our skybox to take advantage of my green light at least for a short (and satisfying) time. Jenny had to log off early because she had an early start and I met with slave Mischie at Psi’s realm. I took her home and locked her in the glass cage in our living room.

Thursday night, April 18th, started late. After we caught up we went to Mesmerize Dungeon with slave Flo where slut cecy joined us later. We had fun as slave Flo managed to get some main chat running. In the course of this chat we learned that Flo’s favourite toy is a blue dolphin with a worn out fin and slut cecy got the titeler changed to “The dolphin” …. but she’s pink and hence doesn’t qualify for this role *winks* A bit of banter is always fun.

April 18th: Diomita and her very owned Mistress talking at home / Diomita with Jenny, slave Flo and slut cecy at Mesmerize Dungeon

After we returned home, I surprised Jenny by spoiling her with my tongue. Being still in control, she didn’t expect it, but we both enjoyed. Afterwards we sat together and Jenny changed back her hairstyle. I unlocked her vixen collar and ended my green light, my time in control. It is always hard to let go again, in particular as I just began to get used to it again. Jenny had another full day in RL ahead and I wanted us to have a relaxed Friday night dance.

April 18th – ending the green light: Diomita spoiling her very owned Mistress Jenny / Mrs. and Mrs. Maurer

Diary 2019 (55) April 16th – A varied day in control

I started Tuesday afternoon, April 16th, with using an old toy. A mattrass with a sequential animation. The sub gets a dildo gag and the femdom can take advantage. That was fun … and satisfying for me. I need to ensure getting my fair share *winks*.

April 16th: Diomita having fun using an old toy and riding on a dildo gag in Jenny’s mouth

I took my property Jenny to Mesmerize Dungeon and to club Domme a Domme afterwards but it was quiet and nothing entertaining was going on at both places. Hence I brought Jenny back home and tied her up in ropes. That’s quite an effort and took some time but it was worth it. I added a magic wand stand and turned the vibrator on and left Jenny like this … enjoying her helplessness and herself.

April 16th: Diomita and her property Jenny at club Domme a Domme / Diomita tieing up Jenny in Shibari ropes

When I returned at night she was almost angry when I switched off the vibrator. I teased her and played a bit with the remote control, turning it on again, waiting until she was close to an orgasm and turning it off again. After I removed the stand I checked her state and to no surprise she was glistening wet. I pulled the ropes a bit aside and I just her to lick her a few times, then she exploded and I tasted her tantalizing juices once again before I helped her down.

We had a quite full house. Angelique and slave Flo were inworld as well as slave sappy and a friend of hers. I had left slave sappy on the slut platform next to our Stonehaven patio when I saw her last time. slave sappy had lured her friend to our sim, pretending she could help her to escape. Instead her friend, Mishel Jewell, was already leashed on the podest next to slave slave sappy when Jenny and I came to the slut platform at our Stonehaven patio. I have no idea how slave sappy managed that. Most probably, Mishel did tie up herself.

April 16th: slave sappy and her firend Mishel entertaining Angelique, slave Flo, Jenny and Diomita while playing skipee

Anyway, after some teasing, I took slave sappy and her friend with me to the games area and moved a double slave stand there. I fixed both slaves on it, then Jenny and slave Flo as one team and Angelique and I as the other team played skipee. The slaves did entertain us well, moaning and riding their dildos, trying in vain to avoid getting aroused. It was fun to get entertained while playing and it might have distracted Jenny and slave Flo as they lost the game.

While we were still playing skipee, Mishel had to leave to RL. Hence I took slave sappy to our dungeon after we had finished our game and I locked her in a cell down there for later use, whenever that will be. We said good night to Angelique, then I went back to the annex of our skybox with Jenny again. She had to make up for the orgasm she had before and she did well.

April 16th: Diomita getting spoiled by her property Jenny / Diomita and Jenny at club DeLust

We visited club DeLust to wind down and that’s it for this varied day in control.

Enjoying Bondage April 2019 – Jenny and Diomita Maurer

For April 2019, I created a collage of pictures of Mistress Jenny and myself. Mistress Jenny did keep me on my toes and still finds ways to strengthen my submission to her. But I do get my green lights too, short times being in control where Jenny can let her hair down. That was even literally in April during the green light as I had her wear another hairstyle (also because her current favourite hairstyle does look quite dominant in my opinion). The background of the collage is taken from the BDSM villa at Amrum, where I had my way with Jenny when my green light began on April 15th. The scenes are all from the first 2 weeks of April.

Diary 2019 (54) April 14th/15th A strange start into a green light

Sunday afternoon, April 14th, developed quite different that I thought. Angelique was present after being more or less away for almost 2 weeks. We had seen her coming online and immediately getting offline often lately. It turned out that she had troubles with her hardware causing her absence. She’s back now luckily as we missed her and began to worry a bit. Her SL experience is a bit restricted though as she’s using another slower machine right now.

April 14th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home

Mistress Jenny was up for a skipee and so we had game with Angelique, who won it. Then Mistress and I retreated to our skybox. I thought, she would unlock my vixen collar and replace me sub collar with the partnerning collar as I expected to be granted a green light. Mistress had announced it for that Sunday and she had confirmed it on Saturday.
Instead she led me to the wall with the hooks and locked me down. She’s enjoying her control and my helplessness as well as my growning addiction to her. She used a renamer so that I speak as “Jenny’s Pussy Slave” and she made it very clear that I will have to please her for my release. No word about the green light, pure demonstration of power. And I love and adore her and long for her. She left me like this, helplessly locked until she returns. And all I could say is “Thank you, Mistress Jenny”

April 14th: Ehesklavin Diomita, aka Jenny’s Pussy Slave, locked down at home

Not to my surprise I had to wait a bit longer at night for Mistress to get inworld. It provided time to feel my helplessness. When Mistress finally arrived I was in subspace again and eager to please her. Mistress Jenny released me but kept the renamer on. She’s wicked. I had to ask her to please remove it before we go out anywhere. That was the part, Mistress waited for. I had to lick her once again. Addicted as I am, it was a pleasure to taste her. Mistress gave detailed instructions once again and I focused on every detail to please her.
Luckily she was content and satisfied and took my renamer off. She also removed my sub collar and exchanged it with me partnerning collar. Mistress granted a green light after that night.

April 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with slave Flo at Mesmerize Dungeon / Mistress Jenny and slave Flo playing skipee against Diomita and Angelique

We picked up slave Flo and went to Mesmerize Dungeon for a bit to expose our slave in her lovely new transperent outfit. Then we took the opportunity to have a skipee as teams and called Angelique over. Angelique and I won against Mistress Jenny and slave Flo. That’s is almost for that Sunday. I asked Mistress to change her hairstyle and to change to make it a bit easier for me the next day. After Mistress left, I changed myself and it took quite a while to adjust a new coat I got and to find a fitting dress. All set for the green light.

Monday afternoon, April 15th, my green light started. I met with my property Jenny in the annex of our skybox where we caught up with our news. I wanted to start the green light slowly firstly for myself after the experience of the day before, secondly for jenny to ease in slowly. I had her put on the vixen cuff set, I set the restrictions in a way she likes it (no self touch and keys out), I leashed her and took her to club Domme a Domme and later to Mesmerize Dungeon to proudly expose who is mine.

April 15th: Mistress Diomita and Jenny at club Domme a Domme and at Mesmerize Dungeon

At night I had Jenny all for myself first and although not planned for my first day, I took the opportunity to take her to the BDSM villa at Amrum, a place I had recently explored and reported about (read here).
As I didn’t know the gear in detail and hadn’t had the opportunity to test it, it took a while to get the right animations. But then I took Jenny with my strapon and fucked her hard and gave her breaks inbetween until I took her over the edge.

April 15th: Mistress Diomita and Jenny at the BDSM villa at Amrum (1)

I then led her to the bondage post and tied her up there. It was way to tempting and I liked her. She was still all wet and enjoyed it way to much. It was hard but I stopped before she had a second orgasm. And Jenny? She couldn’t refrain from remarking that she conditioned me well *sighs*. I need more practice controlling what is mine *winks*

April 15th: Mistress Diomita and Jenny at the BDSM villa at Amrum (2)

In the meanwhile our doll slave slut cecy was inworld. She was at club Domme a Domme where she had logged out the last time she was online. We went there and had her at a self fucking stand. Of course slut begged and promised the world to get allowance for an orgasm in RL. After some more teasing we took her off the stand and brought her home – unsatisfied. Doll slut will first please us with at least one day of dusting (instead of the 30 days she promised slave Flo a couple of weeks ago), then we will consider our allowance.

April 15th: Mistress Diomita and Jenny at culb Domme a Domme with doll slave slut cecy / Mistress Diomita and Jenny at home

I retreated with Jenny to the annex of our skybox and demanded my fair share of pleasure – and I got it. It had been quite a while that I felt my wife’s tongue in my crotch … what a relief.
And that’s it for this diary entry.

April 21st – Diomita’s 6th collaring anniversary

Today, Easter Sunday, April 21st, marks my 6th official collaring day. The date was choosen quite arbitrarily. There was no collaring ceremony nor a particular reason, the day just fitted into our anniversary calendar that time. Jenny had been my slave, my married slave, my Ehesklavin since I collared her June 5th, 2008. We switched always ever since, I gave up control every once in a while and I remember in particular that after our wedding in October 2018, we switched for a day during our honeymoon. It was more a playful switching, more something to confirm our love for each other.

Things began to change when I was released by my former owner Yasmin in August 2011 and wore no collar at all for several months. Jenny convinced me to wear a collar again just for having the animations that came with it and as an extra symbol of our relation she owned this collar. We continued to switch every once in a while. She used the power that came with the collar wisely. She always prepared her plays with me in detail, she surprised me and she tried out different things, when she got in control. Our subs and slaves addressed her with Miss Jenny and when we switched, I did address her with Miss Jenny as well.

Some time in 2012, we changed our profiles stating that we own each other mutually. The subs and slaves had to address Jenny as Mistress Jenny and I do remember sitting with Jenny in our skybox one day and her request to be address with Mistress Jenny by me for when she’s in control. It was strange, felt odd, but worked fine and way better than I thought. Finally in Spring 2013 we fixed a collaring day for me and picked April 21st as mentioned above.

Our story continued and Jenny persistently began to demand her times in control. Still she planned everything in detail and my submission to her grew more and more. The tables were turned. And the lights were turned. It now was me getting green lights, getting allowed to control her. It now was me who was taken into red lights to strengthen my submission to Mistress Jenny.
Mistress tighthened the collar around my neck more and more. Instead of the partnering collar I got an extra collar to wear during my red lights first, then Mistress kept me in it also when I wasn’t in a red light. And finally this collar became my everyday collar and I got the thick Ehesklavin collar for red lights.
We have had Mistress’ “Ehesklavin” tattoo removed and she got a tattoo “Eheherrin” instead. I was wearing a tattoo from Mistress Jenny marking me as “Besitz”. That was removed as well and instead I was marked as “Ehesklavin”, Mistress Jenny’s Ehesklavin.

I confirmed my full and complete submission to Mistress Jenny on the occasion of our 8th wedding day in October 2016. Since then my submission to Mistress Jenny kept growing to my surprise as I thought it couldn’t grow anymore. And it is still growing. We still switch regularly and I try hard to surprise Mistress Jenny when she grants a green light. Yet our new balance of power is fully establish and either Mistress Jenny nor me do see it changing back ever again for the foreseeable future.

No blog entry without a picture. I made a little retrospective of these 6 years being collared by Mistress Jenny from April 2013 to today.

 

April 21st, 2019 – My 6th collaring anniversary: Mistress Jenny and Diomita in April 2013 (upper left) / Diomita in April 2014 (lower left) / Mistress Jenny April 2019 (upper middle) / Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita’s 8th wedding anniversary October 2016 (lower middle) / Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin March 2019 (upper right) / Ehesklavin Diomita pleasing Mistress Jenny April 2019 (lower right)

So today marks my 6th collaring anniversary. Way more then half of our time together I’m Mistress Jenny’s sub and Ehesklavin. And today I couldn’t be any prouder being owned by her.

Thank you for the bliss of being your slave, Mistress Jenny, your married slave, your Ehesklavin. I love you to bits, my love, my wife and also just in a different way my Eheslut and my property!

Diary 2019 (40) March 15th/16th Delayed start of another green light

Friday, March 15th, Mistress Jenny and I spent our hour in the afternoon at home caring about my victim, aka. SapphicSentiment (durham novaland). I kidnapped her on February 28th (read here) and she was in the terrace cell at home since that day.
Sapphic or as I will refer to her from now on, slave sappy had been prevented from coming inworld for about 2 weeks and it was abotu time that Mistress Jenny had a look at her and that we set up her to our needs and desires. Mistress Jenny got a spare key to her restraints and we layed out some basic rules to the slave that afternoon. We will see how she develops, in any case we still can sell her if we’re not satisfied with her performance.

Friday night we started into our weekend with our regular party. The theme was, no surprise – St. Patrick’s day, which is on March 17th. We had a great, relaxing night.

 

March 15: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home with slave sappy / Mistress Jenny and Diomia dancing at our St. Patrick’s Day Friday night Party

Saturday, March 16th, I met Oh (ooohhh000) at our sim in the later morning. She found our sim reading my profile and was exploring it. I had not much time, hence we just had a shor chat. In the afternoon Oh was still or again present and slave Flo was cleaning the house. Mistress Jenny and I had another chat with Oh and as the subject came to our game area at Mount Everest, we spontaneously decided to explain skipee to Oh and to play a round.

March 16th: Diomita and Oh (ooohhh000) / Mistress Jenny, Diomita and slave Flo

At night I claimed my property and started a green light. Jenny had granted it a few days ago and was already a bit puzzled that I didn’t start it yet. I had refrained from starting it as I wanted to see how badly my Eheslut needs it *winks*. It worked, she literally asked for it. And when we went over to Puerto Esclava together with slave Flo, my property Jenny did kneel at my side, even when I didn’t ask for it. To keep the hierarchy, it also meant that slave Flo had to lie on the floor in a hogtie.

March 16th: Mistress Diomita and Eheslut Jenny at home and at Puerto Esclava with slave Flo

After slave Flo had to leave, I finally took full advantage of my property and tied her up in a rack at “The Citadel” and teased her. I had in mind to fuck her with my strapon at home …. but sometimes things simply don’t work out as planned…. Jenny was simply too tired to enjoy it properly, hence we stopped.

March 16th: Mistress Diomita and Eheslut at “The Citadel”

Diary 2019 (33) March 4th/5th Ending the green light

Jenny’s and my time together was limited Monday, March 4th, in the afternoon. I had just returned from a simploring tour when my Eheslut Jenny came inworld. I took her to club Domme a Domme, just to enjoy the sensation of having her at my feet and we caught up with our mutal news there.
There wasn’t much going on in the club and I had to make the most of my time in control. I took Jenny to the Lesbian Cottage at Gregfield – Pleasure Land (read about Gregfield here). The furniture in the cottage offers nice animation and my Eheslut was once again allowed to spoil me with her tongue. She did to my full satisfaction – literally *winks*. We were just winding down, when Jenny had to leave again to tend to her RL.

March 4th: Mistress Diomita and Eheslut Jenny at club Domme a Domme and in the Lesbian Cottage at Gregfield – Pleasure Land

At night Jenny wasn’t online. Angelique was present, when I came inworld. We played a round of greedy, then went shopping for a bit. We visited 2 malls and one store but we didn’t find much that pleased us. I grabbed a few demos nonetheless and we went home, where I showed Angelique what I got. It was a change, that I showed it to her and that alone was fun. I kept nothing as neither I nor Angelique were excited about it.
In the meanwhile slave Flo had joined us and I began to select something to wear for me and later also for Angelique. Afterwards we had a quiet night out, visiting Mesmerize Dungeon and heavy Bondage Club. And that’s it already about Monday night.

March 4th – a night in 4 pictures: Diomita and Angelique shopping, Diomita giving a short fashion show for Angelique, Diomita and Angelique with slave Flo at Mesmerize Dungeon and at Heavy Bondage Club

Tuesday, March 5th, I had only a few minutes with Jenny in the afternoon. Jenny had granted the green light until that afternoon, hence I used the time to catch up with her and to return control to her. It’s always hard to let control go again, but my next green light had been sheduled already, that made it a bit easier for me.
Thank you for the green light, Jenny!

March 5th: Diomita ends the green light in the afternoon at home / Jenny, Diomita, Angelique and slave Flo playing skipee

Or night was really relaxed. We spent it with Angelique and slave Flo. First I unwrapped slave Flo and took off the hood, the straight jacket, the catsuit and the reverse heel shoes. She had to take a shower after her time wrapped up in latex. When we were finished with it and when Jenny had also caught up a with Angelique, we played a skipee as teams. I turned out to become a long and very close game and Angelique and I won it by just 2 cards.
Jenny and I went to club Domme a Domme for a few minutes, then we went off to bed ourselves.

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