April 21st marks my official collaring day. I wrote about how we picked this date last year at the same time (see: https://themaurers.me/2015/04/21/celebrating-my-2nd-collaring-day/). Another year went by. And this time my collaring day will be particular again, and different from last year. My relation to Jenny has further developed. She got more and more in control quite naturally, in a steady process, an ongoing change between us. On the occasion of my 3rd collaring day Jenny bought a new collar for me, a collar that I will wear every day and as opposed to before it is not the one she is wearing for me. This way this new collar for me expresses her ownership, her claim to fully own me. And I happily accept this gift as she accepts my gift of submission to her.
Mistress Jenny and I will still appear as a domme couple and I will still head the family. But it is at her to allow me to be equal to her and to wear the jewelery collar (the same that Mistress Jenny wears) for limited periods of time as she sees fit. And Jenny’s submissive side belongs to me only. Jenny will grant time for me to control her, to take advantage of her and to satisfy my demand of owning her – so nothing has changed between us regarding switching back and forth. Who knows, it might be that I’m more often in control than before? *winks*. And where is the difference? The emphases have changed, the balance between us – and just between us as this is most of all between the two of us.
To some extent we still try out ourselves, we continue our journey together. And if we’re not happy with it we can and we will change it again. This step was not easy for me and I admit hesitating but it is the right thing to do for me and it feels just right. For this 3rd collaring day I wrote new vows for Mistress Jenny, that shall express my submission to her. I’m thankful for what we had and I look forward to the time ahead (of course in particular to Jenny’s 8th collaring day in June *winks*).
Thank you for owning me, my wonderful partner, my love, my world, my owner, Mistress Jenny!