Diary 2022 (34) March 6th/7th falling deeper and deeper (IV)

Sunday, March 6th, Mistress Jenny and I had 2 hours together in the afternoon. Mistress enjoys her control more and more and I can sense her dominance growing while my submission to her gets deeper and deeper. We went to club Domme a Domme and I knelt by Mistress feet. While we were there I had an IM with one of my former “torturers”, a woman who switches and who had fun blackmailing me back in October 2021. That seemed longer ago to me than it actually was, but times have changed. I’m under Mistress Jenny’s full control now and she has only authorised Mistress Mercy to play with me. I think I could clarify that in my IM with this “torturer”.
Mistress locked my arms behind and added a blindfold and took me to Puerto Esclava next. Once there, she took names, tags, location and tightened the blindfold. She leashed me to a table like a pet and went my vision radius. I could find her sitting in a chair and Mistress made me sit on a pouffe nearby, then stood up and walked out of my vision again. I had to trust that she is around. After a while my eyes had adjusted to the dark and I could see her dimly. For me it was another demonstration of Mistress power, at the same time I was just eager to please her with obedience and hence I did not complain at all. Later Mistress told me that she had something in mind but that didn’t work out as Puerto Esclava was to full (and hence none could enter in addition).

March 6th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava

We returned home to our skybox. I worshipped my Mistress wife’s butt and her boots with passion. Then Mistress went to the annex of our skybox, the part that I used in former times for my green lights. Mistress ordered me to enter the cage there and she locked my cuffs and leashed me in the cage before she closed it. I had used the cage a few times to store Mistress during a green light. Now she said “Having your own cage used against you …. a symbol that this annex is no longer your domain”

March 6th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home

For sure another afternoon on the new level of my relation to Mistress Jenny.

Mistress and I had a game night. We first played a skipee with Flo, then a skipee with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi. By the time we had finished the second game, Flo went off to bed. Mistress Jenny and I tool slave Holly and slave Alessi to Psi’s realm for an hour. And we had fun there. There was quite some main chat going on, not too much though so that we could watch and could even join the chat. Time went by very quickly this way. slave Holly’s focus was more on Mistress Jenny’s and my butt – at least she took pictures of our bums *winks*,

March 6th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave Holly and slave Alessi

Monday, March 7th, Mistress and I had one hour together in the afternoon. We met in our skybox and Mistress asked me to wear the police cuffs instead of the Elegnace cuffs. As soon as I wore them, Mistress locked the cuffs and summoned me to club Domme a Domme where we spent the our together. Mistress blocked my ability for private chats with others to get my full attention, that she had anyway. We caught up with our news while I was kneeling by her feet. Step by step by step every meeting with Mistress increases my submission. It is irreversible as it seem right and just natural for me. I noticed that I became very attentive so that I don’t upset Mistress with any neglected rule.
Mistress sat down in one to the chairs at the club and ordered me to her. After some teasing I had to get up and to turn around. Mistress took out a butt plug. I begged her not to plug me but Mistress was determined and didn’t discuss. She inserted the butt plug and locked it *sighs*. Soon after we returned to our skybox as Mistress had to tend to her RL.

March 7th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

At night Mistress Jenny and I were alone first. Mistress took me to Puerto Esclava first. I stood next to her – what a change! (I forgot taking a picture). When slave Holly came inworld we returned home and as slave Alessi was at home as well Mistress decided that we’d have a game of skipee as teams first. It was a close game and hence it was fun although slave Holly and I lost it. At the end of the game slave Melissa had joined us. We went to Psi’s realm again. That night we had not that much entertainment at Psi’s realm, just a bit … and hence we kept chatting mostly among us. Overall, it was a relaxed night for me – almost a bit recovering. And before we went to bed, Mistress removed the plug. Thank you Mistress Jenny

March 7th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home / at Psi’s realm with slave Holly, slave Melissa and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (33) March 4th/5th falling deeper and deeper (III)

Friday, March 4th, I had more than an hour with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. When Mistress came inworld, she ordered me to add my armbinder, she locked it, leached me and took me to club DeLust where she leashed me to a leash holder at the wall. As I am only allowed to whisper when Mistress holds the leash, I could have talked in main being leashed to the wall. But there was no main chat going on. Instead Mistress and I caught up with our news, afterwards I more or less looked at Mistress all the time. I could sense her domme side growing more and more just as I became more and more submissive to her. For sure we have moved to a new level in our releation, we entered a new phase of our journey together – and we talked about it. Mistress told me that she feels alike. The contract that Mistress and I signed years ago is now just a time stamp in our history together, Mistress Jenny has taken me to another level of submission to her.
Among other subjects we also talked about our Friday night party later that day. Seeing as the war in Europe got worse and more violent, it was not easy to find a theme for a party. And I wanted to keep the decoration of the dance floor to show our solidarity with the Ukrainian people. We came up with a simple open theme:
“It is Friday again and we celebrate the start of the weekend. The decoration of the dance floor to support the Ukrainian people is still up. It’s dress down Friday, come as you are or dressed according your mood and feelings. We will blind out RL and enjoy DJ Virgo’s music”

March 4th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home, at club DeLust and at club Domme a Domme

Mistress Jenny took me to club Domme a Domme next. Once again she leashed me, this time at the “failed dommes” sign. We continued talking and just watching what was going on until it was time to return home and to tend to our RL.

Although we had the open theme our party became another sign of solidarity with the Ukrainians who fight so brave for their country and freedom. We had also fun, good music and we enjoyed being together. Starry rezeed a huge blimp with a solidarity message right at our dance floor. She was flying around with it these days. And Virgo got more than enough tip to strip.

March 4th – Friday night party: Diomita, Mistress Jenny, Flo, Sara (SarahJadie), Dely (Krysbia), Morgie Darkstone, Kira Skytower, our dancefloor (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Jayson Dakota, Ebony Massey, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Laura (Laura00175), Nessa (NessSub), Virgo Babii (lower row)

When I came back inworld Saturday, March 5th, in the afternoon, Mistress Jenny was at psi’s realm and summoned me to her. Our Kitty was there, she got up very early (!) and it was great to see her. She’s doing well. We had a little chat, then Kitty went to bed again trying to catch up some missed sleep. Mistress Jenny took me to club Domme a Domme. A male dom approached Mistress Jenny complimenting her about her slave (me). Mistress forced me into the bind pose and allowed the dom to inspect me thoroughly. I was torn between degradation and pride.
I proposed Mistress to tidy up the annex of our skybox “Chez Maurer”. The annex isn’t used often anymore as my green lights became rare and short. We could use it as our private playspace. Mistress agreed and we removed in particular gear that is already rezzed at other places in our sim – or rarely used. Mistress wanted me to keep the pictures at the walls, at least for right now. A start is made, more refurbishment of this room might follow.

March 5th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with Kitty / Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

After Mistress had left to tend to her RL, I went visiting 2 galleries before I logged off myself to write.

Saturday night was relaxed. Mistress Jenny and I played two rounds of skipee with Flo. Flo was a bit frustrated as Mistress Jenny won the first round and I won the second round. We were close to finish playing when Alessi joined us. We took her and Flo to Carnal Intentions and stayed there until Flo had left to bed. Then we moved on to club DeLust. And that’s it – a relaxed Saturday night.

March 5th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (32a) March 3rd – Holly’s Treat

Our slave Holly wrote a post about the treat, that she got on Thursday, March 3rd. The following text was written by slave Holly, the pictures were taken by her – it is completely her perception of that night and it provides an insight of her world in Second Life. Thank you slave Holly!


Thursday 3rd March -Holly’s Treat

When I came in-world after RL work Mistress Jenny was, unusually, online. We chatted a little in IM about Mistress’ day – Mistress announced that she had a ‘treat planned for me later’. My mind started to race immediately as Mistress left and returned to tend to her RL. I didn’t know that the evening would eventually bring everything that all the routine, ritual & adoration that I have for my Mistresses and remind me of my total submission to them.

When I logged into my cell Mistresses unlocked it and I made my way to the Skipee table where Mistresses were playing a game with sis Flo. After they finished, I greeted Mistresses as I always do, kissing and worshiping Mistress Jenny and then Mistress Diomita’s boots. I offered my leash to Mistrezss Jenny before we settled down to a close game of Skipee. Ann joined us for a moment and when the game ended it was time for sis Flo to retire for the night.

Mistress Jenny handed my leash over to Mistress Diomita and we made our way to the sun terrace. Mistress Diomita restricted my vision and added a ring-gag and tightened my arm-binders (Mistresses’ theme for the month). I could just see the tips of Mistress Jenny’s boots and she took a seat to supervise Mistress Diomita.


Mistress Diomita removed her thong and I leaned forward to give Mistress Diomita her treat, gently licking her sweetness, already a treat for this slave. I could feel Mistress Diomita’s body shaking as she looked over to Mistress Jenny and asked for permission to cum. Mistress Diomita had multiple orgasms – her sweetness flowing over my tongue.

It was now time for my reward, Mistress Diomita tightened my blindfold even further and took me to her toilet cubicle and released my arms. I tilted my head back to receive the first mouthful of Mistress Diomita’s sweet poison, the drug that keeps me craving my submission, my love and adoration of my Mistresses. The first mouthful of Mistress Diomita’s poison mixing with the sweet wetness still on my tongue and lips. I couldn’t see Mistress Jenny but I know she looked on approvingly – something I rarely experience when getting Mistress Diomita’s reward.

My evening wasn’t yet over…. Mistresses retired the dungeon where I took my place on the dance pole and danced for Mistress Jenny and Mistress Diomita as they watched from close by, yet out of sight. ‘Dancing in the Dark’.

Mistress Jenny asked if I had tried to guess what my reward was to be – I would have guessed wrong – I had imagined some new restriction or a visit to a new sim. Sometimes the fun is also in the anticipation and the imagination and what may be.

Mistress Diomita had me confirm my place as Mistresses’ “slave slut – loving and worshipping, Mistresses” before I kisses Mistress Jenny’s and then Mistress Diomita’s feet goodnight.

Mistresses returned me to my cell, before my final act of submission – I needed to pee SL and asked I should asked permission of Mistress Diomita, feeling my submission deepen again as Mistresses stood by watching. I returned to my cell, the doors locked and I gazed through the bars at my loving Mistresses, my owners. My love, always and forever Mistress Jenny and Mistress Diomita.

Diary 2022 (32) March 2nd/3rd falling deeper and deeper (II)

Wednesday afternoon, March 2nd, my “relaxed” time was over. Mistress Jenny took me to club Domme a Domme and I knelt leashed by her feet. We caught up with our mutual news then I asked Mistress Jenny directly if the relaxed time of one afternoon was the replacement for my former green lights and she answered “kind of” and added, that I were happier this way. That took the wind completely out of my sails, at least for now.
We moved on to Puerto Esclava. Mistress Jenny exposed me and I even had to offer a footkiss to someone else by Mistress order. While we were at Puerto Esclava one thought stuck in my mind – Mistress is working on putting the finishing touches on her Ehesklavin to make her perfect for her needs – and I crave to please her.

March 2nd: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava

When we were already close to leave to tend to our RL, Mistress got in trouble as a male domme grabbed her by her nosering and began to add restraints from Mistress’ RLV folder. Mistress was more than a bit angry. I was still kneeling leashed at her side and she ordered me to unlock everything and to take the keys. I did and we returned home where I returned the keys of course. A strange end for a quite remarkable afternoon – at least for me.

Our night was relaxed. Flo was playing skipee and we joined her by the table. She stopped playing and just after we got our subhugs, Ann (TransAnn) come by for a visit and to show off her new shiny chrome catsuit. We chatted a little bit until slave Holly came inworld, then Ann left and Mistress, Flo, slave Holly and I played a skipee as teams. it was a close game, hence it was fun. it was already Flo’s bedtime when we had finished our game. slave Alessi joined us. Alessi had chosen a red catsuit and was ready to be locked into her armbinder. Now all slaves were in their March outfit. We went to Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Alessi and spent the rest of the night there, chatting and teasing, a nice contrast to the afternoon for me. Lucy (MissLucyWales) joined us for a short time.

March 2nd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intenions with slave Holly and slave Alessi

When I came inworld Thursday afternoon, March 3rd, I found a message from slave Holly with a picture of us at Carnal Intentions from the night before. Mistress Jenny and I caught up with our news, then Mistress leashed me and took me to club Domme a Domme. Mistress had changed her hairstyle and was wearing her long hair again. I personally think, that it looks stricter. Be it as it may, Mistress becomes more and more dominant and playful with me. We saw an old friend nearby and Mistress made me crawl, dragged me behind her and then I had to say hello to our friend. It was embarrassing and degrading but Mistress had fun and was pleased that I did not question her any second. And again the thought that Mistress is working on putting the finishing touches on her Ehesklavin stuck in my mind.

March 2nd/3rd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intenions with Lucy (MissLucyWales), slave Holly and slave Alessi / Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

After a while Mistress locked my arms behind my back and brought me to the failed domme sign at club Domme a Domme. She leashed me there while she went shopping at a fair that I had visited the day before. It didn’t take long though and after Mistress’ return she took me to Puerto Esclava for a short while. Then we went to our loft skybox and I was allowed to lick my owner, my wife, Mistress Jenny. I enjoyed the feast that is comes with pleasing her this way knowing that her sweet poison will only take me deeper into submission to her.

March 3rd: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava and at home

Mistress left me leashed and locked at our loft when she and I had to log off to tend to our RL.

At night we met Flo at the games table after Mistress Jenny had picked me up at home. Dely (krysbia), her slave Sara (SarahJadie) and a friend of Dely were present and we had a short but nice chat. Then Mistress Jenny, Flo and I played a skipee. slave Holly joined us just shortly before we were done. After the game, Mistress desired another game as teams. Hence we played a second round, Flo and I won it this time. We had another visitor, Ann (TransAnn) and again a short chat. It had become Flo time and Flo left us for bed.

Mistress Jenny had plans for slave Holly and me and she had told me in the afternoon already, that I may have an orgasm – licked by slave Holly. I could decide where and choose the sun terrace. Mistress Jenny made herself comfortable and watch slave Holly licking her Ehesklavin. I don’t know why it felt different to be licked under Mistress supervision as it was for sure not the first time, that had happened before. It must be the whole situation, the momentum of change in our relation. Of course slave Holly did well and I had a nice orgasm.

March 3rd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita with Flo and Ann / Mistress Jenny with Diomita and slave Holly at home

Mistress wanted me to reward slave Holly and as I had to pee anyway, the reward was quite self evident. I led slave Holly to the toilet cube and she got my pee in the ritual way, gulps by gulp …. slowly celebrated.
To wind down Mistress took my and slave Holly to our club where slave Holly dance for us for 15 minutes while I could recover. That was another quite intense day in SL. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.

March 3rd: Mistress Jenny with Diomita and slave Holly at home

Diary 2022 (31) February 28th / March 1st Relaxed days

Monday, February 28th, I was running late for meeting with Mistress Jenny. She was already at Heavy Bondage Club and summoned me to her. While we caught up with our mutual news I stood at Mistress’ side, which was quite strange and particular for me. The last weeks I always knelt by her feet when we were without the family. But it didn’t take long and Mistress leashed me and I fell on my knees. Thanking her I wanted to whisper as ordered by her but I mixed up the shift with the caps lock key. I feared to get punished right away, but this time Mistress Jenny just smiled and had no intent to punish me. We went to club Domme a Domme and later to club DeLust, where Mistress Jenny ordered me to dance for her and the other guests on the table for a while before she allowed me to sit by her feet.

February 28th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at heavy Bondage Club, club Domme a Domme and club DeLust

Again this time of togetherness with Mistress strengthened my submission to her, each hour adding a little bit to it. Mistress Jenny can be evil or nice, strict or forgiving, it depends on her mood and I can’t predict it and it makes me helpless as I don’t know it in advance. I desire to please her and to serve her, I accept her punishments. And I am always aware that I’m loved and that Mistress will be here for me as my partner, my wife, my friend or my domme and owner.

My night was not as planned. When I logged in I got a long RL interruption and when I returned inworld, Mistress was at our decking with slave Holly and Esmeralda Rodenberger, who approach us the night before. We talked a bit with Esmeralda, then we took slave Holly to get an armbinder at DHB. slave Holly had tried on several different models and Mistress Jenny amd I had decided which one looked best for us. After I had restricted her arms with the new armbinder Mistress Jenny and I took slave Holly to Cranl Intentions. We chatted and watched, just the right thing to do for me after the long RL interruption.

February 28th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home with slave Holly and Esmeralda Rodenberger and with slave Holly at Carnal Intentions

Tuesday, March 1st, my time together with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon was different. We went to Puerto esclava, club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. At Puerto Esclava we met Dely (krysbia) and caught up with her and her news. Sara (SarahJadie), who had been with us for a couple of weeks, is now collared by her. We are quite sure that it fits. What was different that afternoon? I stand next to Mistress Jenny at Puerto Esclava and at club Domme a Domme. At club DeLust, Mistress Jenny asked for a comfy chair …. me. But still I wasn’t leashed and I enjoyed this particular time with Mistress.

March 1st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Puerto Esclava, club DeLust and club Domme a Domme

At night I ran late due to my RL. Mistress Jenny was at club Domme a Domme and summoned me to her. But just when I had arrive Flo came inworld 8also running late) as well as slave Melissa. Mistress Jenny and I played a skipee with Flo while we caught up with our news and talked a bit with Flo and slave melissa. While we played we had a sub visiting our sim and after the game we found her caught by the green slime trap. We went there and watched until she got free. slave Holly came inworld too, approached us and .. stepped into the slime! She has a good excuse as her vision is restricted.

March 1st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home with Flo, slave Melissa, slave Holly and a visiting sub

We went to our decking … Flo and the visitor left and Mistress, slave Holly, slave Melissa and I spent some time by the campfire talking and winding down. I was quite tired and hence we went off to bed early.

Mistress Jenny Maurer’s 14th Rez day

Today marks Mistress Jenny Maurer (Laylady Lay)’s 14th Rez day in Second Life. It’s just a date and Mistress Jenny herself is not inworld on her anniversary day. She returns tomorrow. Nonetheless it is a day that reminds me how blessed we are that we found each other and that we were able to keep our Second Life exciting and varied. That is not just our merit, as opposed to it is the merit of the people, family and friends around us.

We had great 14 years together and the dynamic of our relation has changed completely. I’m very happy to be Mistress Jenny’s married slave, her Ehesklavin. Thank you for everything, Mistress Jenny. I hope for many more years with you. I love you.

Your loving wife and Ehesklavin
Diomita

Diary 2022 (30) February 26th/27th falling deeper and deeper

Mistress Jenny is back home and we had 90 minutes together in the afternoon, Saturday, February 29th. We cauhg tup with our news at home first. Then Mistress reminded me that she had announced to punish me. I didn’t lock my cuffs and handed the keys out to her the night before when Mistress joined our party, she had to remind me instead I did it not before she reminded me. I was not aware of it, but Mistress also said that I did not address her properly a few times the night before. Be it as it may, Mistress coloured my cuffs in slach pink and I had to wear my blindfold and gag. Then Mistress took me to club Domme a Domme where I spent more than half an hour at her feet. Mistres locked my blindfold, yet did not really blind me. She also coloured my collar in pink, something I don’t like, which is why she did it. It really was a mild punishment, more a little reminder and all I could do is thank Mistress.
We went home to our loft and Mistress allowed me colour the cuffs according to my outfit, the collar stayed coloured pink. Then Mistress pulled her pants down and allowed me to lick her and to get my fix. She knew that I needed it badly and of course it had the desired effect of pushing me further in my submission to Mistress. Thank you, Mistress.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home and at club Domme a Domme

When Mistress had to leave to tend to her RL, I logged off myself.

At night, when I returned, Mistress Jenny was playing skipee with Flo. They stopped and we played one roung together. Flo won it with my jokers, she did rig the table very well *winks*.
We took Flo to Carnal Intentions afterwards and slave Melissa joined us there. We stayed at Carnal Intentiones, chatted, teased Vanilla Meili, we caught up with slave Melissa and we just relaxed. After Flo had left for bed, we moved to Heavy Bondage Club for a short while.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at Heavy Bondage club with Flo and slave Melissa

We finished our little club tour at club DeLust where we met Baroness Capelo and where slave Alessi joined us for a short while. Then we went off to bed. It was quite a relaxed night.

February 26th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Baroness Capelo, slave Alessi and slave Melissa

Sunday, February 27th, I had another intense afternoon with Mistress Jenny. I waited at our skybox at home for Mistress and when she came inworld, she took me to club Domme a Domme to catch up with our news. Mistress Jenny leashed me and I thanked her in main chat. Our mutual news had a lot to do with the current situation in RL – and our SL is now once again our escape into another (peaceful) world. With that we turned our attention to SL again and Mistress told me that I violated her rules. A few days ago, Mistress Jenny had ordered that I may only whisper in main chat while I am leashed by her – and I forgot about it when we entered the club. And Mistress had to punish my failure. She ordered that I got a face mask and that I had to wear it. It felt bad to have disappointed her.
We went to club DeLust next and Mistress Mercy just arrived there as well. I had to kneel between Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy and to lick Mistress Mercy’s boots. In addition I had to explain to Mistress Mercy why I was wearing a mask. Mistress Mercy made me ask to be slapped by her in public. It was quite degrading but it was my own fault. Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy seem to fit well together – and I will have to work harder to not disppoint Mistress Jenny again.

February 27th: Mistress Jenny and Mistress Mercy with Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

At night Mistress Jenny and I played a skipee with Flo and slave Holly as teams. Flo had rigged the table perfectly and hence Flo and I won it easily. slave Alessi had joined us at the games table. We stayed at home and went to our sun terrace and chatted there. Flo has hinted that she wanted to wear an armbinder, hence I took the opportunity and set the March outfit to “(h)armless”. Alessi has the same armbinder as Flo.
Alessi had to leave early and we played a round truthball with Flo and slave Holly until Flo had to leave for bed.

February 27th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Holly

We went selecting a fitting armbinder for slave Holly later that night and winded down at club DeLust until Mistress jenny called it a night.

Diary 2022 (29) February 24th/25th Stand with Ukraine

February 24th, was a horrible day in RL. War is back in Europe. I feel sad and angry. History repeats, a sick and crazy dictator attacks the freedom in Europe. Mankind hasn’t learned anything.
It was hard to distract myself. I was inworld several times during the day, but honestly it was hard to have fun or not to listen to the news in the background. In the afternoon I met Flo and slave Holly, we started a skipee, but Flo had to leave unexpectedly. Angelique came by and she felt just like myself, couldn’t find distraction and left again after a hug. After Angelique had left, I played a round of skipee with slave Holly. After the game I took her to get one ot the the plastic coats that she tried the night before. and then I logged off again.

My night began with a skipee with Flo. slave Alessi joined us when we just were done with the second round. I took Flo and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions where slave Holly joined us soon after. We chatted a bit and watched .. and I had a short play with Vanilla Meili who was eager to get some spanks. At least I got some distraction and normality.

February 24th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and Vanilla Meili

Friday, February 25th, I was not very much online, instead I followed what was going on in RL. Mistress Jenny was not inworld as well. I expected her to be back at night some time during our party. I thought about a theme for the party and I picked a theme according to my mood: “It’s Friday once again and we want to celebrate the start of the weekend. We’re sad and scared and can’t believe what is going on in Europe. Life has to go on. Please come as you are – if you feel for it, wear blue and yellow to show your support for Ukraine. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
I just spent one hour inworld and changed into a fitting outfit and I decorated the dance floor with Urkrainian flags. I got a pictures from Milena Carbone who made a group gift to express her sadness and anger about the Russian agression. I added this picture together with a solidiarty poster at our house and made a picture.
Then I played a skipee with Flo who was inworld.

February 25th: Diomita at home on a sad day for Europe

I returned at night and prepared the party while Flo finished her game of skipee. The party was nice and my mood did get a bit better. It wasn’t much what I could do, but at least we sent a virtual statement for the Ukrainian people. The music was great as every Friday, Virgo got enough tip to strip and Mistress Jenny joined us after her safe return home.

February 25th – Friday night party: Diomita, Mistress Jenny, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Angelique, Shara (sarajoanne), Dely (krysbia), Starbright Wingtips, Della Randt, Jayson Dakota (lower row)

February 25th – Friday night party: Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Ann (Transann), Claven Albatros, Laura (Laura00175), Zillzie (upper row), Nessa (nessasub), Morgie Darkstone, Diomita, Mistress Jenny, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (28) February 22nd/23rd Many Days in a Moment

Tuesday afternoon, February 22nd, Mistress Jenny and slave Holly were present when I came inworld. They both had just arrived and slave Holly was just kissing Mistress feet when I joined them at slave Holly’s room. Mistress took us to club DeLust, where we spent the next 90 minutes together. It was again an instense time for me. We chatted together in a group chat as well as in private chat and there was also somechat ongoing in public. Mistress made slave Holly kneel at a kneelpad next to her chair at the club and I cuddled with Mistress, but she locked my arms behind.
Mistress had set some difficult rules for me, that not only forced my attentiveness but also could lead to unwatned typing mistakes. Long story short, at some time I failed and Mistress punished me with wearing a blindfold, admittedly a light and playful punishment but it expressed her will to be strict with her Ehesklavin. Long story short I had another 90 minutes to further increase my submission to Mistress Jenny.

February 22nd: Mistress Jenny at club DeLust with Ehsklavin Diomita and slave Holly

When Mistress Jenny had to leave she took us to her private skybox and left us there. She left out the keys to my cuffs and blindfold and ordered that we shall stay at least 10 minutes before I would be allowed to unlock myself and take slave slave Holly to her room – and so I did.

At night we first played a skipee as teams with Flo and Angelique. Mistress Jenny and Angelique did win it easily. While we were discussing where to go first slave Melissa and soon later slave Alessi joined us. Mistress decided to spent the rest of the night on our sun terrace. slave Holly and later also Argi joined us there. It was a real family night. Angelique told us a bit about her new home. She moved in at Lady Barbara’s home. And just in that moment I remembered that the day before was Angelique’s 10’s adopting day anniversary! slave Holly had remembered me a few days ago and I had thought of it …. and forgot it. Anyway, 10 years is a long time, in particuar in this virtual world. Thank you Angelique for being with us. We love you!

February 22nd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home with … Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Melissa

Wednesday, February 23rd, I found a notecard from slave Holly in my messages. slave Holly entitled “Many Days in a Moment” and I will share it here for the diary:

Many Days in a Moment

I often find it difficult to put things into words perhaps because, for me, it’s not just a series of events. Many days go by each with new experiences, some funny, some in focus and adoration, some (to use Mistress Diomita’s words) intense… yet, in the end it can be one small little action or thought that brings everything together.

It has been quite interesting to spend different times in SL the past few days, I have had a chance to chat with different people, about different things, and have a little smile and a giggle with sisters Kitty and Alessi. The one thing it has done is make me realise how much I enjoy time with Mistress Jenny and Mistress Diomita – they control my world and are my world – I would be lost without them.

Over the past few days, I have had the pure joy I have from simply admiring Mistress Jenny and Mistress Diomita together, the treat of pleasuring Mistress Diomita. Moments when I am completely exposed and vulnerable yet still protected by Mistresses care and love. Moments with our family simply chatting and enjoying time together. The kind words from passers by that I never see in the clubs we visit. Mistress Jenny’s new rule!

February 23rd: Picture collage for “Many Days in a Moment” by slave Holly

Mistress Diomita now, often, describes her afternoons with Mistress Jenny as intense – I know Mistress Diomita feels them very deeply as she falls deeper and deeper in her submission to Mistress Jenny. I think Mistress Diomta knows I have similar feelings as I fall deeper and deeper under Mistresses’ will.

And there are moments of sheer wonder, Mistress Jenny’s new look! It makes me smile that Mistress Diomita and I were both blown away by it and yet for slightly different reasons…. I thought it made Mistress Jenny look more dominant than I had ever seen her. Mistress Diomita noticed the tight breast corset and that Mistress Jenny also wore a collar – Mistress Jenny is teasing Mistress Diomita! For me it just shines of Mistress Jenny’s confidence….

I wonder if Mistress Diomita fears that showing her submission to Mistress Jenny will diminish, in some way, my feelings of submission towards her…

So after all my ramblings in non-linear time what was that special moment? Mistress Jenny brought me to a club with Mistress Diomita. When the rez-clouds cleared I could see that Mistress Diomita was kneeling to Mistress Jenny’s left – I took my place by Mistress Jenny’s right side. My instinct was still a desire to drop to the ground and kiss Mistress Diomita’s knees!!!!

Thank you slave Holly!

I was inworld in the earlier morning and met with Mistress Jenny shortly. She was on her way leaving for a short trip and I might not see her as often as usual the next days. I stayed a bit inworld at home, then I had to tend to my RL and forgot to log off. What a surprise when I redturned in the afternoon. As none of the family was present, I changed and went to Puerto Esclava for a while and watched the crowd there.
Mistress Jenny came inworld almost at the some time as slave Holly. We went to club Domme a Domme where Dely (Krysbia) joined us and spent an hour together, just chatting and catching up – very nice and relaxed.

February 23rd: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Holly and Dely (krysbia)

At night I was alone with Flo first and we played 2 rounds of skipee. Flo had to leave early and just when she had left, slave Holly came inworld. I took the opportunity to use her as my toilet, something i hadn’t done for a while. And that’s way better then using a normal toilet *winks*. I went to Carnal Intentions with slave Holly for a bit, then I took her shopping for a plastic coat that would fit over her chastity gear. We had seen that at another sub at Carnal Intentions a few days before. We returned home for a little fashion show. And I also decided what to propose getting for slave Holly.

February 23rd: Diomita and Holly at home and at Carnal Intentions

Diary 2022 (27) February 20th/21st Another step deeper

Sunday, February 20th, I met Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. Without further ado I had to wear my armbinder and Mistress tied my arms with it, then she took me to club DeLust. Mistress restricted my IM to ensure that I’m focused on her. Again I spent 90 minutes at her feet, just chatting with her about our days, about my growing submission and about people at club DeLust. I also made a few pictures of my view – Mistress just looked stunning again! No wonder that Mistress got several applications and at some time Lucy (MissLucyWales) and another submissive knelt also by her feet.
When my time was up, Mistress took me to her private skybox at home and leashed me there. She locked my ankle cuffs and made sure that I stay put. Then she locked her own wrist cuffs and left the keys out. That was cruel – at least for me. To see her vulenrable like this but being unable to touch her *sighs* … no control. Mistress has full control.

February 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin at club DeLust with Lucy and another sub / at home

At night we played a skipee with Flo and slave Alessi as teams, Ebony came by shortly after she had finished her cleaning assignment and slave Melissa joined us as well. After our game slave Alessia and Ebony went off – Mistress and I went to Carnal Intentions with Flo and slave Melissa and enjoyed a quite and relaxed night. Later, Flo was already off to bed, slave Holly joined us. She was travelling that week and had told us that her online times would be erratic.

February 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Melissa and slave Holly

Monday, February 21st, Mistress and I met in the afternoon. First we caught up with our mutual news, then Mistress began to lock me up. I had to wear my gag and a blindfold. Helpless like that she took me to Carnal Intentions and exposed me there. Mistress took the gag off, but she gave me clear and strict rules regarding chat. After a while we moved on to Puerto Esclava

February 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin at home, at Carnal Intentions and at Puerto Esclava

What happened then was not planned, I think at least. Mistress was approach by Lady Rose Vixen (Rose Starlight) and the two spoke together. I know Rose from deviantArt and I have had a one time play with Rose about half a year ago and nothing had developed from there.
Mistress gave Rose control over my nosering and cuffs and handed my lash to her. Rose took me on the stage at Puerto Esclava and fixed me there. Then she began to strip me. Mistress Jenny first watched but then left the stage and tended to another sub. I knew she was close and watched and I knew that I can and am supposed to trust. Yet it was hard to be stripped by someone else in public. There were also some other subs who I know and who had approached me as a domme – and they made comments about me. I was publicly humiliated under Mistress Jenny’s eyes and with her consent.
Luckily Mistress Jenny’s time was up and she took me back home and allowed me to dress again. It will take some time for me to realize what happened that afternoon. My first thought about it was (and still is): Mistress Jenny had fun and she enjoyed it, according to what she told me. I want her to enjoy and to be happy and to be satisfied with me. At least that was positive and maybe I should think of that primarily.

February 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Puerto Esclava with Lady Rose Vixen (Rose Starlight) and with another random sub

When I came inworld at night, Mistress Jenny had changed into a black catsuit, harness, corset and gloves. She looked stunning and impressive. Mistress took me to club DeLust where we stayed almost 2 hours. Baroness Capelo was there and Mistress had fun making me sit with Baroness and the two teased me. Then Mistress sat down in a chair at the club and I was allowed to sit by her feet. We talked a lot… so much has changed for me during the last weeks. I fell so much deeper in my submission to Mistress Jenny and at the same time Mistress became so much more dominant and strict. She set rules and she enforces them and I really try hard to avoid failing her. Also what happened in the afternoon still kept me thinking.
Finally we went to Carnal Intentions and soon after we arrived there, slave Holly came inworld. Mistress Jenny looked just amazing decorated by her Ehesklavin and slave Holly. We just stayed 15 minutes or so, then we returned home with slave Holly and played a skipee.

February 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust with Baroness Capelo / Mistress Jenny with Ehesklavin Diomita and slave Holly at Carnal Intentions

While we played Mistress Jenny shared what Holly told her about our Kitty
slave Holly: Did you see Kitty today Mistress Jenny?
Mistress Jenny: no I missed her, did you?
slave Holly: yes Mistress – we had a long conversation and she brought a visitor to the sim
Mistress Jenny: who was that?
slave Holly: Poppy (girlymp)
slave Holly: we talked about unicycling latex maids Mistress Jenny
Mistress Jenny: that sounds like a good idea for a new club house in SL
slave Holly: Kitty was going to sell tickets of me cleaning windows in the outfit Poppy had made
slave Holly: Kitty went to try it out – giggles!
Mistress Jenny: that does not surprise me one bit
Mistress Jenny: I can see Flo like that too

The game was one sided and quick, Mistress Jenny won it. We had some time left and went to club Domme a Domme with slave Holly before returning home and going to bed.

February 21st: slave Holly and Kitty (lower right) / Poppy (girlymp) in her unicycling latex maid outfit (lower left) / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Holly

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