Owned Domme

Diomita "Owned Domme"

Diomita “Owned Domme”

In my last post about Mistress Jenny (posted November 9th) I reported about my last period where Jenny dommed me. It lasted more than 3 weeks and was a particular expierence for me. I learned to let control go not just for a few days. During this year I accepted more and more that Jenny owns my sub side and I enjoyed the days where I granted her to domme me more and more. Shortly after I published the post, Jenny released me from subbing to her. It felt good being at her side again and we had some nice nights together. But still something had changed. So we agreed that I might get her keys again to domme her, but not as long as she had mine before – turning the colour scheme. She will grant green lights (where I am in control) but will take me into longer red lights (where she is in control).

Then I had my green light and it was really enjoyable to have Jenny at my feet again. She relaxed, I relaxed. The green light was just a couple of days and ended last Sunday, with a small bondage night. I ended the post about this “Enjoying bondage” night with a P.S.: “The green light ended just after this small spontaneous bondage night and a just a few days later Mistress Jenny restored her position”. And Jenny added a comment “I enjoyed my short break back into bondage, thank you Diomita. It is now back to the serious business of taking the last bit of control away from you. XXXXX”

The following days, Mistress Jenny took control again. I was confused and perturbed about it. Jenny was my collared slave, my enslaved wife “Ehesklavin” for far over 6 years. We developed into a domme couple. But it felt right to give up control. I love her to bits and trust her. She’s my world, my friend far beyond SL. We talked a lot. We both value what we have in SL together as a couple and don’t put it at risk ever. Finally we decided to go on exploring about us and D/s. Jenny calls it our journey together and we let it flow wherever it will take us in mutual trust.
Last Friday Mistress Jenny removed my jewelery collar and replaced it with a thicker leather and steel collar. Thus she took away my status of being equal to her. Tables are turned now not just for a week. She is Mistress Jenny for me. She will grant green lights for me as she sees fit to enjoy bondage or to recover her strength, but it is her decision to end them. If she feels for it she will put me into red lights and keep me there as long as she wants.

Mistress Jenny locking the collar around her "Owned Domme"'s neck.

Mistress Jenny locking the collar around her “Owned Domme”‘s neck.

For the family nothing will change. I’m heading the family with Mistress Jenny. I might become stricter to our slaves and subs as my domme side needs its satisfaction (so be prepared!!). And my new collar will remind me that I am an “Owned Domme” now. Somehow this change has emerged over time and is just consequent. It just feels right for me. I’m going to prepare my green lights in detail and will experience them as a reward, nothing earned but granted by Mistress Jenny.
We’re both excited about the change and will explore where it leads us to. But even if I turn tables back one day, we will have developed. Our journey continues together, dedicated to eachother.
I love you my wife, my world – I love you, Mistress Jenny.

1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. jennymaurer
    Nov 25, 2014 @ 21:17:23

    This explains it all perfectly, thank you my besitz for keeping our family diary, so we may treasure these moments when we look back

    Reply

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