Saturday, April 16th, was not my best day in SL: I was online in the morning. Mistress Cherry was present and at CM … and Zana was present as well sitting on a bench at home with her currend owner. Seeing the two broke my heart. I went seeing Cherry. Long story short, I had a drama morning. I asked Cherry to release me but to stay close to me as a friend and she consented. And literally at the same time Zana told me that she’s not ready to be collared by me. And as of now I see no solution to solve the conflict. It is only her who can decide that.
Thank you Cherry for your dedication to me and for bearing with me! I do cherish your company and your care. And I’m sure that we will stay close, I hope for it at least.
I will not lay out all of my feelings in this blog. Just that it was a very emotional morning for me. And this morning was not easy for me at all. I quit SL quite quickly and tended to my RL instead.
At night Zana was present. I was hurt! Nonetheless I went seeing her and too her to club Domme a Domme where she was a fine seat for me. Later I took her home with me. We talked for about 2 hours. I simply can’t get away from her. She’s a lovely pet and I desire to be close to her.
The rest of my Saturday was mixed. I roamed around, I talked with Cherry, I had some IMs. I had a longer chat with Katie (katielouisse) and finally I spent an hour with slave Alessi at club DeLust.
April 15th: Diomita with Zana at club Domme a Domme and at home / Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi
Well, days like that are part of SL, to no spurprise it is not that different from RL with regard to relations and emotions.
Sunday, April 16th, I was online early in the morning, roamed a round a bit again and finally went to club Domme a Domme. slave Alessi was inworld and joined me there and when Zana came inworld she joined me there as well. Quite soon after also another guest kneeled by me. I get used to it again *winks*. When Zana had to leave I took Alessi and her back home and retreated with Zana to the sun terrace of the house. I had promised Zana a treat and she got it – and no, it was just a treat and I managed to hold back before it become more…
April 16th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Alessi and Zana / Diomita at home with Zana
In the afternoon I visited another gallery and new exhibtion.
When I came inworld at night slave Holly was already online early. I went seeing her and took her to the decking to talk with her. And while we were there chatting about the weekend, Flo came in-world and began playing cards and Zana came inworld and began to gather others around her.
I went to Zana’s glass cage with Holly and we all gathered there: Zana, Maid Monique (MoniqueDefoe), slave Red (newlifeloading), Flo, slave Holly and I. We had quite some chit chat and fun. slave Holly left us to tend to her RL for a bit. I decided to have some fun, hence I told Zana that we will go to club Domme a Domme and that she had the assignment to make everyone kneel there for me while I relax.
It became a fun night! First Zana did very well but could just convince the subs, who we control anyway, to kneel. With the exception of Baroness Capelo, who really knelt for me (or Zana, just how you interpret it). But her kneeling was not perfect, hence BC was Zana’s seat later. I summoned slave Alessi to us. But too many people came and left .. and most of them were reluctant to talk at all! Anyway, Zana failed *tuts*.
Zana had to leave quite suddenly and left us. But slave Holly returned und thus we had a core group consisting of Baroness Capelo (now my seat), slave Holly and slave Alessi. In the course of the night I could convince quite some people to kneel for me – and I have a witness that I did better than Zana. I quote “You have done much better than Zana, yes” *laughs*. But to stay honest I failed as well *winks*
April 16th at home and at club Domme a Domme: Zana, Maid Monique (MoniqueDefoe), slave Red (newlifeloading), Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Baroness Capelo, Faye … and some other subs
A fun night!
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