18 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
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Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Kitty Maurer, krysbia, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura
Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.
Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.
July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home
I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).
When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.
After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.
July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”
Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.
August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home
At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.
I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.
August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll
After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.
August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.
16 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Carnal Intentions, Cica Ghost, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Domina Ansar, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Elenaslv Serenity, Friday night party, Jayson Dakota, krysbia, laura00175, littleshy97, Mistress Jenny, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, Starbright Wingtips, Tsuki Takeda, Virgo Babii
Friday, July 29th, I went inworld in the later morning to visit a gallery. The visit and writing about it did keep me busy in Second Life. Alessi was inworld and cleaning the house. We sat down shortly and talked. The support of our subs and slaves, our friends, does mean a lot for me these days.
In the afternoon I was back inworld and stayed a bit at club Domme a Domme. The day before I had removed my tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin” and I had removed slappers and cuffs. I’m not up to sub to anyone. I met Dely at the club and as she teased me about Jenny, I answered quite harshly. She didn’t mean it at all, as opposed to she’s very supportive as all others are. We hugged, then I went seeing Flo who was at home playing skipee. Flo had some time that day, hence I took her to DHB where I got her a tape dress. Mistress and I had selected that dress for August a few days before she was missing. We returned home and played two rounds of skipee. We were almost done and I had to leave to tend to my RL when Angelique showed up, just to hug me. Thank you all!
At night I was inworld early. I had got a message form Cica Ghost who had opened another sim. And I went there right away as I thought it might distract me – and it did. When I returned after writing my report, Flo was present playing skipee. We chatted a bit. Flo told me that she had tried out her new tap dress from DHB. But she was not sure how to wear it correctly, so she would need some more time. Cherry said hello in IM and as I knew that she has the tape dress, I asked her and with her help Flo could wear it correctly.
Angelique, Alessi and Ebony had joined us in the meanwhile. We all went to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd, chatted amoung us and Flo tried to liven up the silence. Ebony volunteered to dance for us and the other guests, so that we all had some entertainment. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, slave Sakura joined us at club DeLust. Unfortunately Ebony had several crashes.
July 29th: Diomita with Alessi at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony, slave Alessi and slave Sakura at club DeLust
It became quiet at club DeLust and as it was Friday night I took slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intention where they had a fetish party that night. So we had a little bit of Friday night party feeling.
July 29th: Diomita at Carnal Fetish party with slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Saturday, July 30th, I was online twice. In the morning I was at club Domme a Domme for about 20 minutes. But I was really no good company. I left again and distracted myself with RL. I returned in the late afternoon and changed for our party .. and logged off again.
We had postponed the Friday night party to Saturday: “Friday night party on a Saturday …. And Sunday is the final England vs. Germany and Monday is Switzerlands National Day. So either dress in the colours of England and the Swiss (red and white) … or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the Saturday tunes for us.”
I was running late myself, I had fallen asleep after a tour with my bicycle. But I was not too late. Flo and Virgo were present when I came inworld again, and soon after the dancefloor filled more and more. It was good to see all and helped me to keep going. The party is part of our weekends.
July 30th – Friday night party on a Saturday: Flo, Diomita, slave Alessi, Broness Capelo, Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Sapphire (littleshy97), Dely (krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tuski Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto), Virgo Babii (lower row)
I was missing Jenny terribly.
14 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Endless: Birdlings Flat, Mistress Jenny, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura
Wednesday, July 27th, I was inworld a few times during the day, but not for long. I checked messages, grabbed a group gift at XO, I visited a gallery and wrote the report … without Jenny my SL is quite different and I am very worried about what might have happened in RL. The uncertainty eats me up. One moment I see Jenny with me again and everything is fine again, the next moment I think about what if she doesn’t return. My family in SL, my friends, are very supportive and do their best to keep me busy – and yes they worry also about me. They know I’m not myself anymore. It is for them as well as for distracting myself and to avoid getting too much depressed that I go inworld and try to keep going. Now RL distracts me from SL. There is no second life, just one and SL is part of my real life, a joyful different world where we socialize and interact with people from around the world, where we live out our fantasies and dreams, no war, no climate change. And now? Without Jenny? Without knowing what happened? Without knowing if she’s doing well? I really don’t know!
July 27th: Missing Mistress Jenny (Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust Thursday, July 21st)
As mentioned above RL distracts me from SL now. I had a night out with friends and came inworld a bit later than usual. Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) were present. We chatted a bit, then began playing skipee as teams, slave Sakura watched silently kneeling leashed next to me. slave Holly and I were following the womens football game between Germany and France at the same time. Germany won and we looked forward to the final of the European Women Football Championships England vs Germany. YAY. We played two rounds and it ended literally tied up as each team won once by the same amount. It was already way after Flo’s bedtime when we finished playing. I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions where we spent the rest of the night. The sub who I met a few days ago at DeLust and who I introduced with “A” into this blog showed up there too and knelt by my feet as well. slave Holly made me smile as she remarked, that by the time Jenny returns there might be a larger family. In my first years in Second Life, when Jenny was my married slave, Jenny used to ask about new sisters when she was not present due to RL work or other obligations. Sweet memories.
July 27th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and “A”
Thursday, July 28th, I was inworld again several times during the day. I was at club Domme a Domme for maybe 20 minutes. But I couldn’t get my mind free and sadness overwhelmed me. In the later afternoon I changed into my simploring clothes and visited Endless: Birdlings Flat (read here). That was a welcomed distraction and writing about it brought me to other thoughts.
July 28th: Diomita simploring Endless: Birdlings Flat
When I came inworld at night, none of the family was present yet. I went to club DeLust and after I finally had rezzed there and had sat down in one of the chairs, Flo came inworld. I decided to let her have a game of skipee alone first and to watch the world go by at the club for a few minutes before I returned home. slave Holly had come inworld as well just in time, so that we could play a game with three. While we played I prepared a theme for the upcoming Friday night party the next day and was just about to finish it when Virgo came inworld and told me that she wouldn’t make it to the party. We decided to postpone the party to Saturday instead.
After the game I took Flo and slave Holly to club DeLust where we stayed about half an hour and chatted amoung us while we watched the silent crowd. Flo left at her usual time and I stayed at the club with slave Holly.
July 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly
I returned home with slave Holly. slave Sakura was there and I grabbed her leash and took her with us to the toilet box. slave Holly got her treat. She was eager for it as she hadn’t had one for a while. slave Sakura also got a little treat as I stuffed her mouth with my used panties. I was up to get spoiled myself and allowed slave Holly not only to clean me but also to lick me to an orgasm.
After this little session we chilled for 15 minutes at Carnal Intentions before we went to bed.
July 28th: Diomita at home at at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Sakura
I miss Mistress Jenny terribly! Ending my night without her is just horrible. I can’t really put in words my worries and thoughts.
13 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Blackwood Dreams, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Heavy Bondage Club, Lily Bloodrose, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura
Monday, July 25th, I was inworld several times throughout the day. I roamed around aimlessly, from one place to the other, looking for distraction. I spoke with a domme at club DeLust .. not that I like her .. but probably I needed it. At Heavy Bondage Club slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) apporached me and decorated me shortly … and at night after dinner I even had a play with a “cute” domme. She was nice, took me to her home, tied me up and fucked me with her strapon. I really tried hard to distract me and to have fun. I hoped, that I was just silly, that Mistress would return and that my worries were all without any reason.
July 25th: Diomita with another domme at club DeLust / at Heavy Bondage Club with slave Lily / with a “cute” domme at club DeLust
After the play with the cute Domme, I detached my slappers and the cuffs and added a thigh whip. Time to head the family and to be strong.
slave Alessi was at home and sitting at Mistress’ favourite spot on our sim, a trunk with a sitting animation. You have a view on the house and on the sea from there. slave Holly came inworld soon after. I made a picture of us. I think we all were worried about Mistress now.
We played a skipee first. That distracted me well.
After the game we went to Carnal Intentions and watched the world go by for a while. We talked about the August outfit, Mistress and I had a twin look for Holly and Alessi in mind. Therefore we needed to get Holly’s hair for Alessi. We left the club and got all we needed for that, then we returned to Carnal Intentions. It was almost bedtime when we moved on to club DeLust for a bit. A sub, who I had seen before during the last days roaming around joined us at DeLust. Let us call her A for right now *winks*.
We had a nice chat with A, then we returned as it was time for bed.
July 25th: Diomita at home with slave Holly and slave Alessi / at Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with A
Monday, July 26th, I spent some time alone in the afternoon. I was at club Domme a Domme most of the time. I had a few chats there, one was promising for an adventure for Mistress Jenny and me. But first Mistress Jenny had to return. I still had no sign of life from her and of course I was worrying. Second Life was kind of strange without Jenny for me. But I tried hard to have some fun nonetheless. Finally I went on a simploring tour and visited Blackwood Dreams (read here). As it is an adult sim, I even found places for some kinky fun pictures there.
July 26th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and simploring Blackwood Dreams
At night I was running late as writing the simploring post took a bit longer than I expected. Flo was present and playing skipee and slave Sakura was at home. I played a round of skipee with Flo and slave Sakura watched us kneeling obediently at my side. slave Holly came also inworld while we played.
After the game I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura out to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night. I had quite some IMs, not only with Flo and Holly and everybody was asking me about Mistress Jenny and where she was. And it caused a lump in my throat when I told what happened and that I don’t know. I tried my best to keep on as if nothing happened but more and more I began to struggle with it.
Nonetheless we had a comparably relaxed night at club Delust. After Flo left I sat down in a chair and had slave Holly at my feet and watched slave sakura dancing. It was way after bedtime when we returned home to go to bed.
July 26th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura
12 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Heavy Bondage Club, Kitty Maurer, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, Peaceful Moments - It's a Wonderful Day, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly
Saturday, july 23rd, I found an offline message from slave Holly in my messages. She had been inworld and enjoyed just being in her personal room and watching the slideshow that we had installed there on the occasion of her first collaring anniversary.
slave Holly wrote: “My addiction, the sign, the bells, everyday my place as Maurer’s slave is re-affirmed. I love it, I need it, I cannot imagine life any other way.”
Thank you slave Holly!
Our Kitty was inworld as well but had to leave. She reported that she’s doing well and that she is (once again) in a prison. It seemed to me that she’s having fun.
July 23rd: slave Holly at home
I had a strange time in Second Life on Saturday. I was inworld quite a lot roaming from one place to the other and tried to distract myself. Mistress Jenny had left no message and didn’t show up all day long. I knew there would be a simple explanation, but nontheless I worried.
At night Flo was present and I spend 2 hours with her playing skipee. Then we went to Carnal Intentions and slave Alessi and slave Sakura joined us. All of them distracted me a bit. Finally I spent some time with Alessi at club DeLust .. before I roamed again until I was too tired to stay inworld anymore.
July 23rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Sunday, July 24th, was a bit alike. I went on a nice simploring tour in the morning visiting a lovely place with a lovely name “Peaceful Moments – It’s a Wonderful Day” (read here). The tour and writing did distract me. In the afternoon I spent some time roaming again … and I also went shopping, which is always good to get to other thoughts too. I spent my time mostly at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust.
July 24th: Diomita simploring visiting “Peaceful Moments – It’s a Wonderful Day” / Diomita at club Domme a Domme
At night I met Angelique at Heavy Bondage Club and chatted shortly with her. Flo came inworld and I returned home to play skipee with her. That is always nicely distracting. While we played, a domme and her sub were exploring our homeplace in details, trying out cages and furniture and traps. I had some fun watching them with my cam while I played with Flo.
When slave Holly came inworld and we had finished our game, we went seeing our visitors and chatted a bit with them. Then we returned to the skipee table and had a game with three (Flo, slave Holly and I). slave Alessi came to us right in time for visiting a club .. and Flo left us going to bed. We went to Carnal Intentions. We had “lost” slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) there the night before and she was present. Hence I got nicely decorated by three slaves.
Finally I took them all to club DeLust for 20 minutes before it was time to head home and to prepare for the night.
July 24th: Diomita at home with Flo and slave Holly meeting our visitors / Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
It is really strange without Mistress Jenny not knowing what is going on. *sighs*
07 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Dee's Cage Room, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Ehesklavin, Kitty Maurer, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, Psi's realm, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly
Sunday, July 17th, I came inworld in the later morning. Mistress Jenny had left a message for me. She had met our Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room (DCR) and shared a few pictures with me as well as a short conversation she had there with one of the other people at DCR. Kitty is a little cuddly teddy bear now! And …. some seem not to know her tendency to cause mischief (in a good sense of course).
XXX: just wanted to say its lovely to meet you Miss Jenny
Mistress Jenny: thank you loki
Mistress Jenny: you too
XXX smiles
XXX: oh and if i can just add, i see Kitty around quite often, she is polite, respectful and a real credit to You Miss Jenny…… now i will get outta your way…. enjoy your day and maybe see you again
Mistress Jenny: Kitty?
Mistress Jenny: the Kitty next to me?
XXX: yes
Mistress Jenny: Oh she can be real trouble
Mistress Jenny: you must be one of the lucky ones
Mistress Jenny winks
XXX: haha
July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room
I roamed around a bit visiting the usual clubs and tended to my RL again.
In the afternoon, I roamed again through the clubs, then I retreated to our skybox and waited for mistress Jenny, who came online at the time we had agreed on. We went to club DeLust and caught up with our mutual news there. And again we also talked about the day before, Saturday July 16th (read here), a day that might become important in Mistress and my relation. We also planned already something for the slaves in August. A productive afternoon!
We went to club Domme a Domme for a short time, then Mistress ordered me to wear my full elegance cuff set. She locked everything and parked me in her skybox at home.
July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust, club Domme a Domme and at home
When I returned at night I was not alone. Mistress Jenny had leashed slave Holly in her skybox as she had compassion with slave Holly, who was suffering of being not with me. slave Holly was also nicely restrained but had enough freedom to come closer to me and to lick my sweat, to lick my drool, to rub her face into my crotch and to feel me close … and that way to get her fix. After a while Mistress Jenny showed up and unlocked me and released my restrictions. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.
We went seeing Flo at the skipee table. We had a full house: Mistress Jenny, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey and Angelique … they all were at the skipee table. We said hello to everyone, chatted a bit, then Angelique and soon after also Ebony had to leave.
Mistress, slave Holly, Flo and I played a skipee as teams while slave Alessi watched us (she had some RL to take care of). It was a great game, very close and hence fun.
After the game we took Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions fo the rest of the night.
July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita and slave Holly at home / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi
At Carnal Intentions I focused on slave Alessi that night. I took of her chastity belt, blindfolded and gagged her and led her to a dildo cushion. She rode the dildo in public – and she did well. I think it was the first time that we exposed her this way publicly. I had fun – and slave Alessi had an orgasm.
slave Sakura (Sakuramatsumoto) joined us at Carnal …
We returned home at bedtime. That night I wanted slave Alessi to stay overnight with slave Holly … of course Alessi obeyed.
July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi, slave Holly and slave Sakura / and at home
And that’s it about Sunday…
Monday, July 18th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) was at home and we went seeing her. Mistress wanted some time with me alone and hence we brought slave Sakura to Psi’s realm and I tied her up there and leashed her at the wall. She will had some entertainment there. Mistress and I went to club Domme a Domme for a while. Then we met with Dely (krysbia) and talked with her….. and then our time was already up again…
July 18th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave Sakura / at club Domme a Domme
At night Mistress and I were alone first. We went to club DeLust. Angelique showed up there and stand next to us. When slave Holly came inworld we returned home and had a skipee as teams, Mistress and Angelique against slave Holly and me. It had been quite a while since we played cards the last time with Angelique. It was a close game and hence it was fun. After the game Angelique left for bed.
We picked up slave Sakura at Psi’s realm and took her and Holly to Carnal Intentions. slave Sakura had some issues, crashing and returning several times. Anything else? Mistress teased me telling me that she will soon continue with what she began Saturday, July 18th (read here) … a deep going experience for me. I realized more and more that is is going to have a longterm effect on me.
July 18th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique at club DeLust / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions sith slave Holly and slave Sakura
05 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ehesklavin, Mistress Jenny, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Sakura
Saturday, July 16th, I had 90 very intense and exciting minutes with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. When I came inworld Mistress was just changing her outfit. She changed the colour of her outfit from the Friday night party the day before to a shiny black. I myself was still dressed in red. We caught up with our news, then Mistress took me to club DeLust. She leashed me, which is for me at the same time her order to kneel by her feet. The club was not very full. I knelt at Mistress feet and simply enjoyed her nearness for a while. After some time I noticed how I long for her, how I desire her and I looked up to her and let out a silent moan. Mistress smiled, turned her back to me and ordered me to kiss her butt. I placed several kisses on her rubber covered butt. Mistress seemed to enjoy it. She went to a chair and sat down, lifting her butt up and ordered me publicly to kiss and to lick it. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” to which I am to respond “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Of course I followed her orders although I could feel the humiliation worshiping Mistress’ butt in public. Mistress on the other side enjoyed it. Finally Mistress sat down and I sat at her feet.
July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust
Mistress was up for more and for more audience. We left club DeLust and Mistress summoned me to club Domme a Domme. There she sat down in one of the chairs. She rarely sits down at club Domme a Domme. Mistress choose a standing pose with my head on her thigh. I kissed her thigh and I could literally smell her scent and got more and more craving for her. Mistress grab my head, pulled it into my neck and spit into my opend mouth. I swallowed her gift thankfully. Then she took ot a ringgag, gagged me with it and pulled the straps extra tight so that I couldn’t talk in main chat anymore. She also restricted my IM so that I could focus on her only, which I did anyway. I can’t even tell how many people were at the club. She continued humiliating me letting her spit drool into my mouth. The gag was tight and I began to drool uncontrollably. And I drooled on Mistress thigh. Out of the blue and fully unexpectedly for me Mistress slapped my face for this impudence. It took a while until I calmed a bit and could control my trembling.
July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme
Next place we went to was Carnal Intentions. I hadn’t noticed before that they have a chair with the same animation as the chairs at club Domme a Domme. Mistress used that chair and continued having my head on her thigh. She asked me if I wanted more of her spit and that I shall nod if so. I nodded and Mistress donated more of her spit. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” again in main chat and as I couldn’t answer due to the gag she ordered me to answer in IM instead, which I did.
She continued teasing and humiliating me while I got more and more excited and craving for her. I was lost in my thoughts obviously because I didn’t hear her using the trigger word again in main chat. Mistress even tried to help me but I didn’t realize it. What I did realize painfully was another hard slap in my face. Oh my goad! Mistress was a bit upset and asked me to find out what I made wrong. It took a while until I realized it and answered her in IM “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Acutally it took too long, I made her wait too long – and got the third slap.
Mistress tied my arms on my back, then I had to lick her boots and worship her and show my thankfulness. Mistress Jenny provided quite a show for the other guests at Carnal Intentions. She decided to take me back home. When we left Carnal Intentions she remarked “Time for your punishment, Ehesklavin”…. “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”
Back home, Mistress took off her rubber hotpants and sat down in her queening seat. She ordered me to lick her to an orgasm – and not for my pleasure or my fix, but only because she desired it. Hence to make it harder for me, I stayed gagged. It is strange how something like that triggers the mind. I worked hard and I felt used. And my own pleasure and desire was really surpressed. I licked Mistress, for her pleasure only, to satisfy her desire and needs – and yes, I got my fix and the effect was there nonetheless.
July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at home
After Mistress was satisfied and had her orgasm, she stood up and ordered me to lick and clean her ass. I licked her crack and her ass and cleaned it. I meant to taste something partly sweet, but my mind might have tricked me again. After that Mistress had to leave and to tend to her RL. I was very aware of the mistakes and my unattivenesses. After Mistress had released my cuffs and taken off my gag, I asked her for another slap because of my mistakes. Mistress didn’t hesitate a second and slapped me .. the forth time within these 90 minutes we had together. Before she left she ordered that I may not change clothing. I would not dare!
It was a very intense afternoon for me (and for Mistress Jenny)!
At night we first spoke with slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and exercised with her the collar commands and how to greet us with her. Flo came inworld and we started a skipee with her. We played two rounds. And while we played I continued exercising with slave Sakura, who was kneeling between me and Mistress at the game table. What took most of my attention during the game was talking with Mistress Jenny. Mistress confirmed that she had fun and she asked about my feelings. She had planned that afternoon with me – not in detail, not that day, but in general. Since my collaring in 2013, since my full submission to her back in 2016, she is expanding her control, slowly and persistently. It is part of her journey with me. And that afternoon was just another puzzle piece added in her longterm plans. And it is going on. In her opinion my devotion and submission has still room to grow. There’s no way back – as opposed to, Mistress has way more on stock for me and she prepared me for it in our conversation.
Talking and feedback are important in every D/s relation – and I was very thankful that Mistress took the time to talk with me about that afternoon. This way the two rounds of skipee went by very quickly. In the meantime slave Alessi had joined us.
We went to Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Sakura and slave Alessi. It became a relaxed night for me, a night to wind down from what had happened during the day. While we were at Carnal Intentions I began to restrict slave Sakura and slave Alessi. I teased them and enjoyed.
July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
After Flo had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and sat down in two chairs there. Mistress had slave Sakura and I had slave Alessi at our feet. I continued teasing Alessi, who had to lick my boots publicly. I am quite satisfied with her progresses. It was already a bit after bedtime when we returned home, said good night to the slaves and retreated to our skybox.
July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Mistress Jenny had played with my three collars, the partnering collar, my sub collar and my slave collar for years. She had changed them to express her expectations. And she had slowly extended the duration in my slave collar over the years. That must have been a part of her longterm plans for me. I am wearing the thick leather and steel slave collar without any break since January. Mistress had offered me wearing the sub collar when she went on vacation, but I wanted to please her and offered to keep wearing the slave collar even during her longer absence.
Before we said good night, Mistress Jenny predicted that I would beg her to keep me wearing the slave collar for more than one year by the end of the year. I might remember July 16th as another big step in our relation….
03 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Domina Ansar, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Ehesklavin, Elenaslv Serenity, Friday night party, Jayson Dakota, Kira Skytower, laura00175, MissLucyWales, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, Starbright Wingtips, Tsuki Takeda, Virgo Babii, Zillzie
Thursday, July 14th, I was not inworld during the day. When I came inworld at night I first caught up with Mistress Jenny before we went seeing Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto). We first played a round of skipee as teams. It was a close game and slave Holly and I won it by just one card. In the meanwhile slave Alessi had joined us as well.
I noticed that club DeLust was comparably empty and we decided to fill it. We spent the rest of the night in the back part of the club overlooking the scene.
July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
We chatted amoung us and I teased the slaves byrestricting their vision and a bit more. With a slap every once in a while Ichecked their attention. I had no reason to complain. Mistress and I talked about the theme for our Friday night. That was fun as I had mentioned to Mistress that July 14th was the French National Day. That’s nothing a Brit would even consider to take notice of. That led to some silliness.
July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Of course we agreed on a theme. It will be: “We expect a heat wave and it is already Hot Hot Hot. Wear something Red or some Hot Pants or come as you are (even naked) and dance the night away while Virgo plays the tunes.“
Anything else? Not really. slave Holly and I just made quite some pictures…
July 14th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Thursday, July 15th, I went inworld in the late morning to visit a gallery. Mistress Jenny was in-world and we caught up with our news. Mistress has priority in Second Life and she decided to take her property (me) with her to club Domme a Domme. She leashed me and locked my cuffs on my back. Instinctively in knelt by her feet. Mistress was pleased as she had in mind to shorten my leash. She re-enacted all rules for me and ordered me to wear the tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin”. My time as her side had ended. Luckily I didn’t have to wear the tag “Ehesklavin” as that would have meant wearing ballet boots or no shoes. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.
Mistress Jenny left and I went visiting the gallery.
I returned in the afternoon. Mistress was at our sun terrace with slave Sakura. After saying hello and getting my subhug from slave Sakura, Mistress and I went to club DeLust and made slave Sakura decorate us. Lucy (MissLucyWales) joined us for a short time.
July 15th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Sakura and Lucy
We stayed close to an hour, then we returned home and put slave Sakura in the small cage by the dance floor. She would make a nice decoration for the party. Then we changed for our party later that night und logged off.
July 15th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Sakura and at home
And at night we had our party again … the perfect start into the weekend!
July 15th – Friday night party – Red Hot: Diomita, Mistress Jenny, Flo, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, slave Sakura, Cherry (Elenaslv Serentiy), Domina Ansar (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tsuki Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Zillzie, Kira Skytower, Virgo Babii (lower row)
02 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Boy Serenity, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Faye, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci, Steelyeye Blinker
Sunday, July 10th, I had a day with quite some time inworld and I was not in the mood for a simploring tour of for visiting a gallery. Instead I hopped from one sim to the other, I had a chat here and there, I talked a bit longer with Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker), I saw a nice dress and went getting it and I talked with our Kitty, who had just come free from a 4 day kidnapping. She had fun. Although I spent quite some time inworld, I did miss Mistress Jenny, who happened to be inworld when I wasn’t. Besides that she also talked with our Kitty, she saw Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto), who was at home. She gave her one of her noserings.
Mistress and I we saw each other at night. We played two rounds of skipee with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi while we caught up with our news. Mistress had fun teasing slave Holly and me. I won’t go into details though. Flo went to bed after the two rounds and Angelique joined us.
We went to Carnal Intentions with Angelique, slave Holly and slave Alessi. Mistress kept teasing slave Holly and me. I had a nice chat with Angelique, who told me that she had joined a group of maids and hopes to have fun with them. She knows many of the group members from former times. Time went by with chatting amoung us and we returned home at around midnight.
July 10th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Alessi
Mistress and I retreated to our skybox and Mistress outlined her plans for the next days to me. I won’t spoil anything though. As Sakura came inworld again we went seeing her and Mistress added me to her nosering, then she welded it on. And I installed our script to her RR stuff so that Jenny and I have access to her RR gear.
And that’s it about Sunday, July 10th.
Monday, July 11th, I went in-world in the later morning to visit a gallery and for a simploring tour. To my surprise Mistress Jenny was online, yet she was on her way out. Hence we just hugged, then she went offline. I visited the gallery and did my simploring tour, then I had to tend to my RL.
I returned in the afternoon to meet with Mistress. We caught up with our news and went to club Domme a Domme for about one hour. We watched what was going on, we chatted amoung us and Mistress succeeded not to leash me and not to exercise her power. She has her plans and she follows them quite strictly – also against her spontaneous desires.
Anyway we had a good time at the club and in the end Faye joined us there for a few minutes before Jenny and I had to leave.
July 11th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Faye
We started Monday night with a skipee. slave Luci and I won it against Mistress Jenny and slave Holly. After the game we went to club DeLust, where we chatted and watched what was going on.
July 11th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Luci
We moved on to Carnal intentions where Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) joined us. I had prepared a treat for slave Holly .. she got a pill from me that will make her even more addicted to me. I’m curious how that will work out.
Other than that we had a relaxed night.
July 11th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Luci and Sakura
26 Jul 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Boy Serenity, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Faye, Luci Glendale, Mount Everest, Psi's realm, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci
Wednesday, July 6th, I was inworld in the afternoon. As none of the family was around, I went to club Delust, but that was restarted the moment I entered, hence I moved on to club Domme a Domme where I met Faye. She was wearing her hobble dress. She greeted me accordingly, but then failed to kneel in an acceptable time. I locked her completely and I can tell she enjoyed her helplessness.
Later also Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined me for a bit, but I had to tend to my RL again.
July 6th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Faye and Sakura
I was running late at night. Flo was back and playing skipee. I went seeing her and slave Holly came inworld just that very moment too. Flo was happy to be back but still has issues with her RL … we will see and hope the best.
I called Alessi to join us and slave Luci joined us as well. We played a skipee while continuing our chats. And Sakura came by too and knelt between slave Holly and me. After the game, that slave Holly won, Flo and slave Luci went off to bed.
I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and Sakura to Carnal Intentions first. Mistress Jenny had ordered me to deliver some spanks from her for slave Holly and slave Alessi and of course they get their spanks *winks. As it was quiet at Carnal Intentions we moved on to club DeLust after a while. At club DeLust I made sakura dance for us and the other guests. I had quite some IMS, which is nice, but also distracted me from our (my) slaves.
Sakura vansihed all of a sudden, maybe due to a crash. I sat doan on a chair, rested my feet on slave Holly’s back and had slave Alessi care about my feet. I was not surprised that Alssie did that very well.
July 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and Sakura
We retuned home to our sun terrace, winded down a bit, then it was time for us to go to bed, well it was way over bedtime already.
Thursday, July 7th, I was inworld early afternoon to visit Cica Ghost’s newest installation and to write about it. I also made a simhopping twice, had a few chats, but overall it was quiet and I didn’t stay too long.
When I came inworld at night, Flo was playing skipee with herself and Sakura was at in our sim, craving to see me like the days before. I went seeing Flo first. After catching up with Flo I played a round of skipee with Flo and when slave Holly came inworld I started another one with Flo and slave Holly. Just after the first cards, slave Alessi joined us and hence we restarted to play a game as teams. It became a night with interruptions. Just as we had started again…. our home was being restarted. We stopped and I took Flo and the slaves to Psi’s realm.
At psi’s realm we had fun .. at least I had. There was a gril, Samantha, who was leashed naked at the podest there. She asked for help but a minutes later her timers opened and she was released. I asked her to come closer …. and protected her, locking her cuffs again and as she didn’t thank me properly I locked more until we understood each other. And then Psi’s realm was restarted as well!
Hence we went home and I took Sam with us. She could be a nice decoration for the dance floor for the Friday night party. But then Sam had to leave all of a sudden and I couldn’t even set timers. We would see if she appears the next day.
As we were already at the dance floor we prepared the party. I had fixed the theme to: “It’s Friday once again. Tonight we’ll have a cruise party, so that Mistress Jenny can extend her vacation. Wear something daring, nothing at all or something joyful sunny and celebrate with us. slave Holly is serving the cocktails and DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
We rezzed a few lifebuoys and a bar and Holly tried out her outfit for serving cocktails … it looked perfect! Everything was prepared for Jenny’s return.
July 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm, at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi, Flo and Samantha
Finally we went to club DeLust to wind down a bit. SL had played some tricks on us that night. But nonetheless it was a varied and very enjoyable evening again.
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