Diary 2022 (98) July 16th – Ehesklavin Diomita

Saturday, July 16th, I had 90 very intense and exciting minutes with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. When I came inworld Mistress was just changing her outfit. She changed the colour of her outfit from the Friday night party the day before to a shiny black. I myself was still dressed in red. We caught up with our news, then Mistress took me to club DeLust. She leashed me, which is for me at the same time her order to kneel by her feet. The club was not very full. I knelt at Mistress feet and simply enjoyed her nearness for a while. After some time I noticed how I long for her, how I desire her and I looked up to her and let out a silent moan. Mistress smiled, turned her back to me and ordered me to kiss her butt. I placed several kisses on her rubber covered butt. Mistress seemed to enjoy it. She went to a chair and sat down, lifting her butt up and ordered me publicly to kiss and to lick it. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” to which I am to respond “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Of course I followed her orders although I could feel the humiliation worshiping Mistress’ butt in public. Mistress on the other side enjoyed it. Finally Mistress sat down and I sat at her feet.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust

Mistress was up for more and for more audience. We left club DeLust and Mistress summoned me to club Domme a Domme. There she sat down in one of the chairs. She rarely sits down at club Domme a Domme. Mistress choose a standing pose with my head on her thigh. I kissed her thigh and I could literally smell her scent and got more and more craving for her. Mistress grab my head, pulled it into my neck and spit into my opend mouth. I swallowed her gift thankfully. Then she took ot a ringgag, gagged me with it and pulled the straps extra tight so that I couldn’t talk in main chat anymore. She also restricted my IM so that I could focus on her only, which I did anyway. I can’t even tell how many people were at the club. She continued humiliating me letting her spit drool into my mouth. The gag was tight and I began to drool uncontrollably. And I drooled on Mistress thigh. Out of the blue and fully unexpectedly for me Mistress slapped my face for this impudence. It took a while until I calmed a bit and could control my trembling.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

Next place we went to was Carnal Intentions. I hadn’t noticed before that they have a chair with the same animation as the chairs at club Domme a Domme. Mistress used that chair and continued having my head on her thigh. She asked me if I wanted more of her spit and that I shall nod if so. I nodded and Mistress donated more of her spit. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” again in main chat and as I couldn’t answer due to the gag she ordered me to answer in IM instead, which I did.
She continued teasing and humiliating me while I got more and more excited and craving for her. I was lost in my thoughts obviously because I didn’t hear her using the trigger word again in main chat. Mistress even tried to help me but I didn’t realize it. What I did realize painfully was another hard slap in my face. Oh my goad! Mistress was a bit upset and asked me to find out what I made wrong. It took a while until I realized it and answered her in IM “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Acutally it took too long, I made her wait too long – and got the third slap.
Mistress tied my arms on my back, then I had to lick her boots and worship her and show my thankfulness. Mistress Jenny provided quite a show for the other guests at Carnal Intentions. She decided to take me back home. When we left Carnal Intentions she remarked “Time for your punishment, Ehesklavin”…. “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”

Back home, Mistress took off her rubber hotpants and sat down in her queening seat. She ordered me to lick her to an orgasm – and not for my pleasure or my fix, but only because she desired it. Hence to make it harder for me, I stayed gagged. It is strange how something like that triggers the mind. I worked hard and I felt used. And my own pleasure and desire was really surpressed. I licked Mistress, for her pleasure only, to satisfy her desire and needs – and yes, I got my fix and the effect was there nonetheless.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at home

After Mistress was satisfied and had her orgasm, she stood up and ordered me to lick and clean her ass. I licked her crack and her ass and cleaned it. I meant to taste something partly sweet, but my mind might have tricked me again. After that Mistress had to leave and to tend to her RL. I was very aware of the mistakes and my unattivenesses. After Mistress had released my cuffs and taken off my gag, I asked her for another slap because of my mistakes. Mistress didn’t hesitate a second and slapped me .. the forth time within these 90 minutes we had together. Before she left she ordered that I may not change clothing. I would not dare!
It was a very intense afternoon for me (and for Mistress Jenny)!

At night we first spoke with slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and exercised with her the collar commands and how to greet us with her. Flo came inworld and we started a skipee with her. We played two rounds. And while we played I continued exercising with slave Sakura, who was kneeling between me and Mistress at the game table. What took most of my attention during the game was talking with Mistress Jenny. Mistress confirmed that she had fun and she asked about my feelings. She had planned that afternoon with me – not in detail, not that day, but in general. Since my collaring in 2013, since my full submission to her back in 2016, she is expanding her control, slowly and persistently. It is part of her journey with me. And that afternoon was just another puzzle piece added in her longterm plans. And it is going on. In her opinion my devotion and submission has still room to grow. There’s no way back – as opposed to, Mistress has way more on stock for me and she prepared me for it in our conversation.
Talking and feedback are important in every D/s relation – and I was very thankful that Mistress took the time to talk with me about that afternoon. This way the two rounds of skipee went by very quickly. In the meantime slave Alessi had joined us.

We went to Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Sakura and slave Alessi. It became a relaxed night for me, a night to wind down from what had happened during the day. While we were at Carnal Intentions I began to restrict slave Sakura and slave Alessi. I teased them and enjoyed.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

After Flo had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and sat down in two chairs there. Mistress had slave Sakura and I had slave Alessi at our feet. I continued teasing Alessi, who had to lick my boots publicly. I am quite satisfied with her progresses. It was already a bit after bedtime when we returned home, said good night to the slaves and retreated to our skybox.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Mistress Jenny had played with my three collars, the partnering collar, my sub collar and my slave collar for years. She had changed them to express her expectations. And she had slowly extended the duration in my slave collar over the years. That must have been a part of her longterm plans for me. I am wearing the thick leather and steel slave collar without any break since January. Mistress had offered me wearing the sub collar when she went on vacation, but I wanted to please her and offered to keep wearing the slave collar even during her longer absence.
Before we said good night, Mistress Jenny predicted that I would beg her to keep me wearing the slave collar for more than one year by the end of the year. I might remember July 16th as another big step in our relation….