21 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Enjoying bondage series
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Diomita Maurer, Kitty Maurer, Lily Bloodrose, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Sakura, slave Susan, susanblackrose
For September I made another collage from th little bondage session we had on September 15th at Psi’s realm. I added our Kitty from a picture taken on September 10th. I further added slave Sakura from a picture taken at club DeLust on September 6th. Finally I added Angelique and myself from a picture also taken at Psi’s realm on September 12th. In September I had all subs and slaves in a similar outfit consisting of chastity belt, ballet boots, and a top – yet each sub/slave had another colour. So here is the enjoying Bondage picture for this month:
Enjoying Bondage September 2022 – Maurer family and slaves at Psi’s realm (from left to right): Flo, slave Susan (susanblackrose), slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose), Kitty, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Diomita and Angelique
17 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Alisa Menna, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Baroness Capelo, Carnal Intentions, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Firefly Skydancer, Friday night party, Haly Shinn, Jayson Dakota, Kira Skytower, krysbia, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, shahniyah, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Sakura, slave Susan, Starbright Wingtips, susanblackrose, venereaisha, Virgo Babii
Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.
After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.
September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust
Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.
September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust
I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)
The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.
16 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Susan, susanblackrose
Tuesday, September 6th, I was inworld in the morning and I had a short chat with Kitty. she’s doing well and we met at home for a hug before Kitty went off to bed. I spent a short time at club Delust in the later afternoon and mit with Angelique. I had Susan (susanblackrose) kneeling at my feet (no picture)
At night I played a skipee with Angelique and Sarah Fhang and then as teams Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me, Maurer’s won it again. slave Sakura was present and watched obediently.
I took Angelique, Flo and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentios. slave Sakura was allowed to ride a dildp and to have an orgasm. I must have been in a generous mood.
September 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura
slave Holly came iworld and we had to fix what happened the night before. We don’t know why…. anyway, after the problems were solved and Flo had went off to bed, we moved to DeLust for the rest of the night. It was again a chatty night .. and a good and relaxing night too.
September 6th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura
Wednesday, September 7th, I was inworld in the earlier morning for half an hour and twice in the afternoon. Most of the time I was at club DeLust. I allowed Susan (susanblackrose) to kneel at my side. In the afternoon we had a longer talk about her desires and I made her focusing an me. I did not have in mind to expand the family in particular now, as I try to feel out into a Second Life without Jenny. But slowly taking control seems to be in my genes. Jenny would have grinned.
At night we played a skipee as teams first, Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. It became a close game in the end although it seemed one sided for a long time. Luck often changes during the game. Sarah Fhang and Flo won it by one card.
September 7th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Susan (susanblackrose) / Diomita, Angelique and Flo at club DeLust wiht slave Holly and slave Susan
I went to club DeLust with Angelique and Flo. slave Susan was there and joined us. And when slave Holly come inworld I summoned her to us. I had another quite enjoyable and chatty night within the family. I had told Holly about my failed attempts to find an outlet for my submissive side and she made me smile by teasing me that she would kidnap me one day. I will have to keep her locked *winks*.
Later, after Flo and Angelique had already left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Susan home with me and slave Holly got her fix while slave Susan had to watch the ritual. As I had an early start the next day, I went off at midnight.
September 7th: Diomita at club DeLust and at home with slave Holly and slave Susan
12 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Friday night party, Jammy Voxel, Jenny Maurer, laura00175, Lily Bloodrose, Mount Everest, Rhyn Nootan, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, SaraRandall, shahniyah, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, Starbright Wingtips, Steelyeye Blinker, susanblackrose, Virgo Babii
There’s really not much to report about Friday, September 2nd. When I was inworld, I hopped over the clubs, I had a chat here and there, but my Second Life still eflt empty, my roaming around aimlessly. Luckily we had we had our regular party at night again, although that will become also an emotional event for me. But I hope that with time passing I will smile more when looking back to the great time Jenny and I had together. I had selected a theme fitting to the sepember outfit of the slaves:
“It’s Friday again and we start into the weekend. This Summer is long, hence we enjoy another beach party. Wear not too much but let us be colourful and shiny or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us“
Besides our midnight song “Drei Tage wach” we now have another fixed song “When the lady smiles” for the love of my Second Life Jenny “But when the lady smiles, I can’t resist her call. As a matter of fact, I don’t resist at all”. Although I mess Jenny badly, it is good to keep on having the party … and after all we had fun starting our weekend.
September 2nd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Susan Blackrose (susanblackrose) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, Shy (shahniyah), Rhyn Nootan, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)
Saturday, September 3rd, I spent some time at DeLust. slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) joined me there. And later I also allowed Susan (Susanblackrose) to kneel at my feet. I set up slave Mercy’s Anavision and added another rule for her. Slowly I make her mine. It is nice to know that she slaves’ eyes are focused on me only. Before I logged off I took slave Mercy with me to the naughty girls room and allowed her to lick me .. knowing that she could (should) become addicted.
September 3rd: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Mercy, slave Lily and slave Susan
When I came inworld at night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were playing skipee. I watched them untile they had finished. Sarah Fhang came by and we started another game with 5. While we played slave mercy and slave sakura joined us. we were quite a large group when we moved to Carnal Intentions. I had my hansd really full that night! And later slave Holly and slave Alessi joined as well. I chatted a lot and was distracted (which I appreciate these days). In the end just slave Alessi and slave Sakura were still with me and I took them to club DeLust.
September 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Sarah Fhang, Angelique, Flo, slave Lily, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, slave Holly and slave Alessi
10 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, Steelyeye Blinker
Tuesday, August 30th, I was inworld quite a lot in the afternoon. A sub approached me at club DeLust, she had approached me before already and was eager to get closer. I really don’t know if I can handle more subs and slaves, although it not only flatters me but also distracts me. I had already began to take control of slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker), although the timezones are against her and me. But I allowed her to kneel next to me. Other than that nothing happened. It was not my best day in SL as I missed Jenny badly. I miss talking with her. I stopped ny her memorial a few times.
At night I shortly met with Angelique who had to leave. Flo, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and Sarah Fhang were present. While I had slave Sakura at my leash Flo, Sarah Fhang and I played two rounds of skipee. After the games Sarah left us and I went to club DeLust with Flo and slave Sakura. slave Holly joined us there, just moments before Flo left to bed. And the sub, who I met in the afternoon also kneeled by me. And then also Alessi showed up … I had my hands full again.
August 30th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, and the potential new sub
Wednesday, August 31st, I went visiting Michiel Bechir’s Gallery again and spent quite some time writing the report (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8vN). It walys takes way longer than you might think when you see the result. Other than that I met with two dommes to get my sub side a bit satisfied. I have quite some onging plays and have yet to find out, with which I continue. I have to give it time and I have to stop comparing with Jenny which is the hardest part.
At night I played a round of skipee with Angelique and Sarah Fhang, later as Angelique went off to bed early, with Flo and Sarah Fhang. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) was present and slave Holly also came inworld. We went to Carnal Intentions. Luckily there was quite something going on so we had entertainment. The slaves were a bit too restricted to see much. A random slave was so jealous of Flo that she lieterally begged me to get encased in her tape dress …. I fulfilled her wish.
August 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura and a random slave
Thursday, September 1st, I had a quite uneventful time when I was inworld. In the morning I prepared the September outfits for the slave. They will wear their chastity belt, ballet boots and a top – each the same outfit, yet each in a different colour. I had Kitty in IM while I prepared the outfits. I had some chats in the course of the day, roamed aimlessly, Second Life seems so empty without Jenny. My purpose right now are the subs and slave, but I need something else. I will find it, hopefully, … but it takes time and I can’t force it.
My night started with a skipee together with Flo and Sarah Fhang. Sarah had to leave when we had finished, and slave Holly and slave Alessi came in-world. I first changed Flo and the slaves in their September outfit, then we went to Carnal Intentions. And after Flo had left, I took slaves Alessi and slave Holly to club Delust. I am quite satisfied with the September outfit.
September 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi
08 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Jenny Maurer, Kitty Maurer, Mount Everest, Psi's realm, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Mercy, Steelyeye Blinker
Sunday, August 30th, I further worked on my appearance. I was not satisfied with the lipstick because of some reason the lipstick did not perfectly fit. In the course of trying to find out the resaon, I destroyed my avatar complete once again. In the end it was just one switch that caused me to try again and again to repair my head. Finall I found this switch (after almos 2 hours!). I aslo found the reason why the lipstick didn’t work .. and I couldn’t use it unfortunately but had to choose another one, that doesn’t shine like the one that didn’t fit perfectly.
After I had restored myself, I took another selfie and I changed my profile picture. I added Jenny to my profile picture toexpress that she will always be with me and that a part of her is in me forever.
After all, this filled my whole morning.
August 28th: Diomita’s profile picture
In the afternoon I had some time in-world and I spent it a club DeLust first. Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) was there and we talked. Mistress Jenny had ordered me to submit to her a few month ago but the time difference between Mercy and me didn’t work out too well and Mistress Jenny stopped it. That afternoon I could sense that Mercy’s sub side was way stronger than her domme side and I allowed her to kneel at my feet. we continues talking and I began to lock her up and to take control. Then I took her home with me. I showed her our homesim, then I sat down at the decking to talk with Mercy while she worshipped my feet. I agreed to take her into trial knowing that the time difference of 6 hours is the worst it could be. But she was so eager – and it might work out. And she makes a nice addition.
August 28th: Diomita and slave Mercy
At night Flo was present and Sarah Fhang came by. We played a skipee togeter so that Sarah could learn it by playing. Angelique joined us at the table, later also slave Holly.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where slave Alessi, slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and a random other slave (who became my chair) joined us. Time went by quickly …. and after Sarah, Flo and Angelique had left I was alone and had my hands full with four. It was a relaxed night. I thought a lot of Jenny and pictured her watching us with a smile.
We returned home and slave Holly was allowed to lick me to a nice orgasm.
August 28th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Sarah Fhang, Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and a random slave as my chair
Monday, August 29th, I met Kitty in the morning while I was kneeling at Jenny’s memorial. I was shortly absent and when I returned she was kneeling silently next to me. She told me and Jenny about her weekend in RL and that she enjoyed some time off.
I went visiting Ambre Singh’s newest exhibtion “Post Masters” and wrote a blogpost about it (read here) in the later morning.
At night I first met Angelique and we played a skipee. When slave Holly came inworld we went to club DeLust together. And after angelique had left, slave Holly got her fix. Then I spent the rest of the night with slave Holly and slave Alessi.
August 29th: Diomita and Kitty at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita, Angelique and slave Holly at club Domme a Domme / Diomita and slave Holly / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi and slave Holly
07 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Carnal Intentions, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Domina Ansar, Elenaslv Serenity, Filip Huntsman, Friday night party, Jammy Voxel, Jayson Dakota, laura00175, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, Shrine of Remberance, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, Starbright Wingtips, Virgo Babii
Thursday, August 25th, I was inworld in the morning shortly and had a chat with our Kitty. She has fun at Fortress Mortice, one of the older places in SL in the meanwhile. In the afternoon, I met with slave Holly, who is sick at the moment and couldn’t stay long. But she decorated me well for half an hour at club DeLust.
At night I visited a place named “Shrine of Rememberance”. LL created it and you can plant flowers for loved ones you lost in SL. The place is full of flowers and I planted one for Jenny. I returned home and met with Sarah Fhang. I had given her a master key to my cuffs … and she took advantage of it. We had a little play and I look forward to more. Its been almost a decade that we played – and she didn’t forget anything, and intends to take me strictly. Another outlet for my sub side.
Flo and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) were online. Flo played skipee alone and I joined her when Madame Sarah released me from my misery. Flo and I played a round, slave Sakura watched us. And when we had finished playing, slave Alessi came by. I went to club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura.
August 25th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly / at the Shrine of Rememberance / Sarah Fhang with Diomita / Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Friday, August 26th, I visited the new exhibition of Milena Carbone, Metamorphoses (read here). It was and still is a very intriguing exhibition that shows how artificial intelligence (AI) could change the arts in RL and SL. Writing about it distracted me well. Other than that I had a few chats and I had a shorter session with a domme. I am trying to find the right balance for myself and check who could provide it for me (and has fun so that it is win/win) while staying domme and heading the family.
At night we had our Firday night party. I had fixed the theme to : “It’s Friday again, time to celebrate the weekend. We will have another beach party tonight, hence wear something for the beach, preferably in purple or violet or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
What some may know and others don’t, purple, plum and violet tones were some of Jenny’s favourite colours, and hence it was also another theme for my beloved wife.
August 26th – Friday night party: Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Diomita, Sarah Fhang, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Jayson Dakota, Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Laura (laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)
Saturday August 27th, I was inworld in the later afternoon. I went to a hypnosis place and I was curious and tried out a drink at the bar there. That turned out to be not a good idea. I got at new shape and my whole avatar got destroyed. Sh…..
I went to our loft skybox and slowly began to rebuild my avatar. Too bad that I hadn’t made a security copy lately. It was quite some work to get to myself again (and I had to cheat out RLV in addition). In the course of getting back to myself, I bought new hair and I got new makeup and in the end I was very satisfied with the result!
August 27th: Diomita’s new appearance
At night I met with Angelique and we went to club DeLust. Sarah Fhang joined us there and later slave Holly. When slave Alessi came inworld and Sarah had to leave we returned home for a skipee. Angelique and I won it against slave Holly and slave Alessi, but it was a close game (and hence fun). After the game we spent some time at Carnal Intentions.
August 27th: Diomita, Angelique, Sarah Fhang and slave Holly at club DeLust / Diomita, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Alessi at Carnal Intentions
05 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Lily Bloodrose, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Sakura
Monday, August 22nd, I spent some time inworld in the later morning visiting a gallery, La Maison d’Aneli (read here). I the afternoon I sat down at club DeLust and watched the time go by while writing the report about my visit.
At night Angelique was present. We went to club DeLust together and when slave Holly came inworld I summoned her to us. slave Holly had met up with Kitty in the morning. It still makes me happy that the two get along well. I spent the night at club Delust with Angelique and slave Holly and later when Angelique had left with slave Holly. We just talked while slave Holly was forced to stare at my crotch to remember her addiction that I am going to nuture. Before it was time for bed, I took slave Holly home with me as I had to pee.
August 22nd: slave Holly and Kitty at home / slave Holly’s view on me / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique and slave Holly
Tuesday, August 23rd, I was inworld a few times during the day. I bought new sinful high heels, something I couldn’t walk in in RL and seeing me walk in them in SL makes me shiver. Lucikly I can’t fall here and even if, it would not hurt. I wanted them as many avatars are really tall in this virtual world, so now I can reach at least the chin of some tall avatars. I spent some time at club DeLust. And that’s it. I tended to my RL most of the time.
At night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were at home and we played a skipee as teams – Flo and slave Lily won it. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) watched us playing. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and I had my hands full again literally. slave Holly also came inworld and I summoned her to us. She wasn’t feeling well that night and after Angelique and Flo had left for bed we returned home and brought her to her room.
And afterwards I went to Lochme with slave Alessi and slave Sakura for a bit.
August 23rd: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Lily and slave Sakura
Wednesday, August 24th, I was inworld a lot, yet often I was just standing a club DeLust and doing other things in RL. In the afternoon I had a play with a domme. No nothing really happened yet it was exciting and distracted me. I got new hair in the course of that afternoon. I clearly need to feel out of my current situation and find my own way.
At night I found a message from slave Holly, that she feels sick and might not come inworld. She had been feeling not that good the night before already. And Flo annonuced she would run late as well. Angelique was inworld and we met at club DeLust, we chatted and watched the world go by. Angelique liked my new hair style, though it makes me look older and more mature. I knew that but I like the effect, as I am not 20 anymore, not even 40 anymore. After Angelique left, I went to Avec Toi and spoiled myself with another outfit, an oufit that I saw at club DeLust.
slave Alessi joined me later that night and decorated me well at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust, where Argi joined us.
August 24th: Diomita at club DeLust / at club Domme a Domme / at club DeLust with Angelique / new hair style / at club Domme a Domme with slave Alessi
Those days just went by.
01 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Adumadan Biziou, Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Betina Sands, Carnal Intentions, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Ebony Massey, Filip Huntsman, Friday night party, Haly Shinn, Jayson Dakota, Kawaii Suki, Kitty Maurer, krysbia, Lily Bloodrose, Lizswann, Lochme, Mount Everest, Perseo Topaz, Psi's realm, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Sakura, Starbright Wingtips, Virgo Babii
Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
“It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.”
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.
When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.
The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.
August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)
August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly
Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.
At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.
August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust
Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.
August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)
At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
“Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.
Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.
August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi
For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.
30 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: "New Day" by Bamboo Barnes, Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Bamboo Barnes, Big Sky Over Florence, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Faye, Jenny Maurer, Kerupa Flow, krysbia, Lily Bloodrose, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Lily, slave Luci, slave Sakura, Yasmin Heartsdale
Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.
August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily
Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.
August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi
That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.
Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.
August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home
There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.
I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.
Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.
At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!
August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.
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