Diary 2022 (112) August 12th/13th Trying hard to keep going

26 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Friday, August 12th, I felt quite “empty” after I had informed the inner cicle of our family about Jenny’s death the night before. When I logged in I had an offline message from Kitty, who lacked words (like me). slave Holly had sent a picture of her kneeling next to the holographic statue of Jenny that I had rezzed on our sun terrace. Alessi was inworld when I came online and I found her sitting by Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue. We definitively will need a pace for our grieve. We hugged each other, then I retreated.
I was not satisfied with the holographic statue of Jenny. Hence i made another and better new one from a picture of Jenny taken on June 12, 2022. Then I returned inworld and knelt next to it and pictured Jenny watching me and us. I met Ebony at home for an hug. I also placed Jenny in our skybox. She will look at me there and I will see her every day when I log in and logout.

August 12th: slave Holly, slave Alessi and Diomita at our sun terrace with Mistress Jenny / Jenny at our skybox

I went visiting the exhibition “Noir Vibrations” by Noir Tater (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8sy) later. The visit and writing about it, to keep my routines, did distracted me for a while.
I had also decided to have our Friday night party as another fix date in our Second Life routine. Jenny would have demanded that we continue having fun together. I selected something about twins as a theme. Angelique and I would go as “Angelique” twins, slave Holly and slave Alessi were already twins:
“It’s Friday again and in good tradition we start into the weekend with a party. It’s still a hot and dry Summer, hence we’ll have a beach party. To add some fun think about coming as twins or dressed alike or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Angelique and I met in the later afternoon and checked our outfits. we did look quite “alike”.
At night I met Angelique again at the skipee table. Flo came by too, we diced to visit a club and to shock people with our twin outfit. We went to club DeLust. With slave Holly, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and Baroness joining us we had kind of a warming up party at club DeLust.

August 12th: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, Baroness Capelo, slave Holly and slave Lily

We returned home when our first guests turned up. Considering the circumstances we had a lovely party. During the party I informed all, who didn’t know yet about Jenny from me. I shed more tears in RL .. but I begin to realize what a great time Jenny and I had. And I asked Virgo to play “When the lady smiles” from Golden Earing. This was jenny’s and my favourite song from the time she began to take control over me “as a matter of fact I don’t resist at all”. By the end of this song she would lock my cuffs.
The support of my family and friends kept me going. And desipte all sadness it was a good start into the weekend once again.

August 12th – Friday night party: Angelique, Diomita, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Dely (Krysbia), Adumadan Biziou, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), DaY (daytimesleeper), Jayson Dakota, Tsuki Takeda, Laura (Laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, August 13th, I was online quiet a lot. I met Dely in the later morning at Lochme. And I met slave Alessi in the early afternoon and took advantage of her at our sun terrace. She licked me to a nice orgasm. Then I took her with me to club DeLust. She had my used panties in her mouth.

At night I met with Angelique. After a game of skipee, Angelique and I went to club DeLust. We talked, we watched the full club with all the silent people, and we had a little play, yet Angelique was not ready for it (yet).

August 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique

When Alessi came inworld we returned home and had a skipee with three, Angelique, Alessi and I. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and me with Argi there.
The whole day I felt a strange emptiness. I didn’t know how to go on. I just knew that I would have to take decisions. Not that day, not short term…. but I would have to take them.

Diary 2022 (111) August 10th/11th Sad Days

25 Aug 2022 2 Comments

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Wednesday, August 10th, I was inworld in the earlier morning and met Kitty. She was at a sailing yacht harbour where you can try out yachts and invited me on a sailing trip. Kitty steered the boat and had me trimming the sails following her commands. It was a nice trip, but it ended after 10 minutes when the boat derezzed itself and we both landed on the ground of the black sea. Nonetheless it was a nice start into the day. We both didn’t mention Jenny, but of course we both thought of her. Jenny and Kitty had always had a close relation to each other.

August 10th: Diomita and Kitty sailing

In the afternoon, I had a few chats, then met the dominant from the day before again. She insisted on a strict protocol and we got a bit moer known to eachother. She was trying to help me as I need an outlet for my sub side. That afternoon we just talked.
I returned home when Angelique came inworld but I missed her unfortunately. What I had in mind for her had to be postponed.

At night I was running late due to my RL. Angelique, Flo and slave Luci were playing skipee. I watched them playing. When they had finished, slave Luci went off to bed. slave Alessi had joined us. As I was a bit tipsy RL I appreciated to play another round as teams to wind down. Angelique and I won it way too easily against Flo and slave Alessi. While we were playing slave Holly had also come in-world.
We all went to club DeLust that night. Angelique wore a lovely dress that revealed her kink perfectly and I ordered her to keep wearing it until further notice. There was not much going on, hence we talked amoung us most of the time. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions .. but it was quiet there as well and it was our bedtime as well, hence we didn’t stay long. I still missed Jenny terrible although everybody tries to distract me and to keep going, just like I did it myself.

August 10th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and and slave Alessi

Thursday, August 11th, someone of Jenny’s family in RL contacted me and told me that Jenny passed away unexpectedly in July. I have had a gloomy premonition already but still had hoped.
And now I had to tell our family and friends. How do I do that? Will I stay in Second Life? And if … how will I go on without Jenny?

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust

I know that Jenny is watching me and us. And whatever I am going to do she will be unforgotten and I am thankful for the great time we had together. Rest in peace my love, my world. I will always love you, Jenny!

I felt so strange and empty. I met slave Alessi at home, who was the first to get my sad news. I hopped around sims. I sat down. I tried to make plans – I couldn’t. I have had plans for Angelique, who stayed in her revealing outfit the whole day as I had ordered her to do. She sent 2 pictures from her doing her work at the Maid Manor in SL wearing the outfit.
I sat down on our sun terrace and began to make a hologram of Jenny – a picture of her with transparent background. I will make a better one some time soon. slave Sakura came by and knelt at my side. I waited to have Angelique and Flo with me. Flo came inworld and began to play skipee as she does it every day. I could have called her to me, but I waited. I had no plan.

August 11th: Diomita and slave Alessi at home / Angelique at work / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home

When Angelique returned home I had her and Flo at the sun terrace and I told them about Jenny. They lacked words, just like myself. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us and we had a skipee, Flo, Angelique, Luci and I. While we played slave Holly, slave Alessi and Ebony joined us.
I had a busy and empty night. I began to inform the closer family and friends. I did that personally and I decided that we would have the party the next day, as I thought it was in Jenny’s sense that we go on having fun and distraction of our RL. I would send out a group message over the weekend.

After the game Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly and I went to Psi’s realm. It was full there and we had something to watch. Later, when Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took Alessi and Holly to club DeLust.

August 11th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

We returned home to meet Argi, who I had talked to as well and who wanted to give me a hug. Then we went off to bed.

Diary 2022 (110) August 8th/9th Missing Mistress Jenny (9)

24 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Monday, August 8th, I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. Sometimes I stayed a bit and went away from the keybord. Nothing really happened. Without Jenny there’s a strange void for me. I still keep going as if nothing happened. I do it for our subs and slaves. They miss Jenny as well and a lot but they avoid talking about her in my presence, a taboo topic. So, there’s nothing to be kept for the diary about my time inworld during the day.

At night I was at club Domme a Domme first. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined me there. Whe Flo came inworld, I returned home with slave Luci to play a skipee with three. But as Angelique showed up as well just when we has sat down, we played a skipe as teams.
After the game we went to Carnal and watched the silent crowd while chatting amoung us …. and while I played with Flo’s tape dress and with slave Holly’s restrictions. Angelique looked quite tempting that night. She knows how to play with her assets.
After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Luci and slave Holly with me to club DeLust.

August 8th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Luci

Tuesday, August 9th, was another day I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. I met Dely (krysbia) at club Domme a Domme and chatted a while with her and went to her home with her to meet one of her subs.
In this blog that day my 2nd entry “Ehesklavin Diomita” had been published (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8om). Mistress Jenny had taken me deep into subspace, just one day before she vanished. Sweet memories on one hand, painful memories as I miss her so much.
I made some changes on Tuesday, August 8th. I revised my profile to express how much I miss Mistress Jenny and added a pick “Ehesklavin Diomita” to my profile. I went off RLV and removed the nosering. I couldn’t touch it nor could I change settings on it and the relay was still set to auto which got me caught by devices a few times already. Furthermore I replaced my slave collar with my partnering collar. It feels right considering the turmoil of emotions I am still going through. And I miss my partner much more than my Mistress.

August 9th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) / Diomita portrait

In the afternoon, while I was standing around at DeLust, I met a nice dominant and I had a short play with her. She was very understanding and I did enjoy the time with her (no pictures or name here). I try to slowly feel my way out and find a way to handle the current situation without Jenny.

At night I had a skipee with Flo and slave Luci first. When we had finished slave Luci went off the bed, and Angelique joined Flo and me. We went to Carnal Intentions. We chatted again amoung us while watching the crowd and lsiting to some main chat, which was party funny.
After Flo and Angelique had left to bed both, I went to club DeLust. slave Holly came inworld and I summoned her to me. We spent some time at DeLust together catching up with our days. Then, back home, slave Holly got her fix. It’s just right to keep up her addiction to me.

August 9th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo and Angelique / at club DeLust with slave Holly

Diary 2022 (109) August 6th/7th Missing Mistress Jenny (8)

23 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Saturday, August 6th, I was not inworld during the day. I came inworld at night and Angelique and Flo were present. We caught up with our news RL and SL and had a game of skipee. it was a close game, hence fun. And when Alessi came by later, we had a game as teams. slave Holly showed up while we were finishing the game. Flo and slave Alessi won it against Angelique and me.

After our game(s) we went to Carnal Intentions and I played with Flo’s tape dress (good that I had enough tape rolls with me) and with slave Alessi and slave Holly .. or is it slave Alolly and slave Holessi? I had my fun with the new pet Flo and with the twins.

August 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Later, Flo and Angelique had already left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to club DeLust for a bit before it was time to head home and to bed for us as well.

August 6th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi

Sunday morning, August 7th, I went on a simploring tour and visited Paradise Falls (read here). It was a nice tour and exploring and writing distracts me well. I miss Jenny terribly but I try to keep going for our family. I had Kitty in IM while I was simploring. She tries to have fun and finds trouble here and there. She gave me a landmark of a kinky place, something to explore another time.
After my tour and before Kitty had to log off as it was already late for her, I met Kitty at home for hug. Then I went over to Puerto Esclava, sat down there and began writing my simploring report.

August 7th: Diomita at home with Kitty / at Puerto Esclava / Diomita simploring

I was inworld during the afternoon twice for a short time. I met Angelique at Heavy Bondage Club, but other than that, nothing happened.
At night I played a skipee with Angelique and Flo first. While we played it filled, slave Sakura(sakuramatsumoto), slave Luci (Luci Glendale) and slave Holly came inworld. After our game Angelique went off to bed and we had another round, this time as teams. Flo and I won it by 2 cards only against slave Holly and slave Luci. I took the slaves to Psi’s realm that night. I literally had my hands full holding 5 leashes!

August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

I had to change something. Hence I locked up everyone at Psi’s realm. Flo became my pet, slave Luci amd seat and slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura were locked and leashed at the hanging chains. Then I poured a glass of wine and enjoyed my work.

August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

After Flo had left for bed we returned home, I had still some time left on my hand and unlocked slave Sakura’s belt. She was allowed to ride the sybian. slave Alessi was allowed to lick me to a lovely orgasm … and slave Holly and slave Luci had to watch my pleasure.
When i was satified and slave Sakura her her orgasm (actually she had two), I locked slave sakura’s belt again and took all with me as I had to pee. This way, slave Holly got also a treat that night. I was quite busy and hence didn’t take many pictures though.

August 7th: Diomita at home with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

What a full Sunday night! With my hands full I have not much time to think. But without Jenny .. how shall I go on? I miss her so badly. I miss talking with her and sharing the fun.

Diary 2022 (108) August 4th/5th Missing Mistress Jenny (7)

22 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022

In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.

My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.

After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)

Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.

August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme

Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.“

My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.

August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (107) August 2nd/3rd Missing Mistress Jenny (6)

20 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, August 2nd, I was inworld in the later morning and spent some time at Puerto Esclava. slave Holly and Kitty had met in the earlier morning and were teasing eachother. Kitty proposed that I should get diapers for slave Holly: “Kitty bumped into Maya B today. Kitty didn’t know she makes diapers. So Kitty was thinking that it would be helpful choice for Holly”. And Holly wrote to me ” I was teasing Kitty about Flo’s outfit for the month *imagines a kitty with a ball of tape*”.
It made me smile how good the two get along although they see each other only shortly and just a few times a week (if at all).

I returned in the early afternoon and Kitty was inworld really early (it was before 5 AM for her). She was at Psi’s realm and I went there. There were just a few people but enough for some chatting and teasing. I had to remind our Kitty of her basic rules and after some exercises she hopefully reminds them now. She decorated me well at Psi’s realm and later at club Domme a Domme. We had almost 1 hour together, then I had to tend to my RL and Kitty had to get some breakfast.

August 2nd: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Diomita at Psi’s realm and at club Domme a Domme with Kitty

At night I spent some time at club Domme a Domme. It was quite full and some main chat was going on. Baroness Capelo livened up the space and was talking about my butt while I was shortly afk *laughs*. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) decorated me as well as slave Luci (Luci Glendale) (I forgt to take a picture). I returned home with slave Sakura and began a skipee with slave Luci. We stopped it when slave Alessi joined us and started a game with three. slave Sakura watch kneeling next do me.
I had an IM with Angelique. She sent me a picture of the maids ranking board at the Maid Manor. I didn’t see the ranking board when I visited myself. I shall look at it when I visit again. It didn’t surprise me that Angelique leads the ranking by far. Good girl!
Flo joined us late. She had had a good night in RL. After the game slave Luci left us going to bed.

August 2nd: Angelique at the Maid Manor / Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I took Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a little bondage night. It was comparably full there with some main chat. I tried out the next variation of Flo’s tape dress and added a tape hood. The slaves were all tied up equally. I got quite some nice pictures.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

And after Flo left, I went to Carnal Intentions with the slaves.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I had my hands full again that night, the best distraction I could get.

Wednesday, August 3rd, I spent about half an hour at club Domme a Domme in the later morning, nothing happened, just watching and reading profiles and doing my chores in RL. I moved on to Puerto Esclava and sat down there. slave “A” showed up there. “A” is a good submissive girl and after hesitating she relinquished control to me. I could sense her excitement. I left her with timers when I had to tend to my RL.

August 3rd: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava with slave A

I was inworld again in the later afternoon for almost an hour. I spent it at club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. slave Anita was present und she decorated me. Particularly in the afternoons, I miss Mistress Jenny. It was the time we met to enjoy togetherness. Now it’s empty in my SL. I will have to decide how my SL shall look like if Mistress doesn’t return soon, a situation I hoped I would never be in.

At night I was running late. Flo and slave Sakura were present. I started a skipee with Flo .. and it worked … slave Alessi and slave Holly showed up. Hence we had a game as teams. It was just relaxing, a nice and close game. After the game Flo went off to bed. I was about to take the slaves to Carnal Intentions when slave A showed up at our sim.
I gagged and blindfolded all slaves and took them to Carnal Intentions, enjoyed my control and chatted with each of them. If Mistress Jenny doesn’t return soon then I will need a second leash holder *winks*

August 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave sakura and slave A

Another day with no information and with worries. I try hard to stay strong and to keep going.

Diary 2022 (106) July 31st / August 1st Missing Mistress Jenny (5)

18 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.

Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.

July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home

I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).

When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.

July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”

Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.

August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home

At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.

I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll

After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.

August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.

Diary 2022 (105) July 29th/30th Missing Mistress Jenny (4)

16 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Friday, July 29th, I went inworld in the later morning to visit a gallery. The visit and writing about it did keep me busy in Second Life. Alessi was inworld and cleaning the house. We sat down shortly and talked. The support of our subs and slaves, our friends, does mean a lot for me these days.

In the afternoon I was back inworld and stayed a bit at club Domme a Domme. The day before I had removed my tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin” and I had removed slappers and cuffs. I’m not up to sub to anyone. I met Dely at the club and as she teased me about Jenny, I answered quite harshly. She didn’t mean it at all, as opposed to she’s very supportive as all others are. We hugged, then I went seeing Flo who was at home playing skipee. Flo had some time that day, hence I took her to DHB where I got her a tape dress. Mistress and I had selected that dress for August a few days before she was missing. We returned home and played two rounds of skipee. We were almost done and I had to leave to tend to my RL when Angelique showed up, just to hug me. Thank you all!

At night I was inworld early. I had got a message form Cica Ghost who had opened another sim. And I went there right away as I thought it might distract me – and it did. When I returned after writing my report, Flo was present playing skipee. We chatted a bit. Flo told me that she had tried out her new tap dress from DHB. But she was not sure how to wear it correctly, so she would need some more time. Cherry said hello in IM and as I knew that she has the tape dress, I asked her and with her help Flo could wear it correctly.
Angelique, Alessi and Ebony had joined us in the meanwhile. We all went to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd, chatted amoung us and Flo tried to liven up the silence. Ebony volunteered to dance for us and the other guests, so that we all had some entertainment. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, slave Sakura joined us at club DeLust. Unfortunately Ebony had several crashes.

July 29th: Diomita with Alessi at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony, slave Alessi and slave Sakura at club DeLust

It became quiet at club DeLust and as it was Friday night I took slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intention where they had a fetish party that night. So we had a little bit of Friday night party feeling.

July 29th: Diomita at Carnal Fetish party with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Saturday, July 30th, I was online twice. In the morning I was at club Domme a Domme for about 20 minutes. But I was really no good company. I left again and distracted myself with RL. I returned in the late afternoon and changed for our party .. and logged off again.
We had postponed the Friday night party to Saturday: “Friday night party on a Saturday …. And Sunday is the final England vs. Germany and Monday is Switzerlands National Day. So either dress in the colours of England and the Swiss (red and white) … or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the Saturday tunes for us.”
I was running late myself, I had fallen asleep after a tour with my bicycle. But I was not too late. Flo and Virgo were present when I came inworld again, and soon after the dancefloor filled more and more. It was good to see all and helped me to keep going. The party is part of our weekends.

July 30th – Friday night party on a Saturday: Flo, Diomita, slave Alessi, Broness Capelo, Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Sapphire (littleshy97), Dely (krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tuski Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto), Virgo Babii (lower row)

I was missing Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (102) July 23rd/24th Missing Mistress Jenny (1)

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Saturday, july 23rd, I found an offline message from slave Holly in my messages. She had been inworld and enjoyed just being in her personal room and watching the slideshow that we had installed there on the occasion of her first collaring anniversary.
slave Holly wrote: “My addiction, the sign, the bells, everyday my place as Maurer’s slave is re-affirmed. I love it, I need it, I cannot imagine life any other way.”
Thank you slave Holly!
Our Kitty was inworld as well but had to leave. She reported that she’s doing well and that she is (once again) in a prison. It seemed to me that she’s having fun.

July 23rd: slave Holly at home

I had a strange time in Second Life on Saturday. I was inworld quite a lot roaming from one place to the other and tried to distract myself. Mistress Jenny had left no message and didn’t show up all day long. I knew there would be a simple explanation, but nontheless I worried.
At night Flo was present and I spend 2 hours with her playing skipee. Then we went to Carnal Intentions and slave Alessi and slave Sakura joined us. All of them distracted me a bit. Finally I spent some time with Alessi at club DeLust .. before I roamed again until I was too tired to stay inworld anymore.

July 23rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Sunday, July 24th, was a bit alike. I went on a nice simploring tour in the morning visiting a lovely place with a lovely name “Peaceful Moments – It’s a Wonderful Day” (read here). The tour and writing did distract me. In the afternoon I spent some time roaming again … and I also went shopping, which is always good to get to other thoughts too. I spent my time mostly at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust.

July 24th: Diomita simploring visiting “Peaceful Moments – It’s a Wonderful Day” / Diomita at club Domme a Domme

At night I met Angelique at Heavy Bondage Club and chatted shortly with her. Flo came inworld and I returned home to play skipee with her. That is always nicely distracting. While we played, a domme and her sub were exploring our homeplace in details, trying out cages and furniture and traps. I had some fun watching them with my cam while I played with Flo.
When slave Holly came inworld and we had finished our game, we went seeing our visitors and chatted a bit with them. Then we returned to the skipee table and had a game with three (Flo, slave Holly and I). slave Alessi came to us right in time for visiting a club .. and Flo left us going to bed. We went to Carnal Intentions. We had “lost” slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) there the night before and she was present. Hence I got nicely decorated by three slaves.
Finally I took them all to club DeLust for 20 minutes before it was time to head home and to prepare for the night.

July 24th: Diomita at home with Flo and slave Holly meeting our visitors / Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

It is really strange without Mistress Jenny not knowing what is going on. *sighs*

Diary 2022 (99) July 17th/18th – Diomita recovering (a bit)

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Sunday, July 17th, I came inworld in the later morning. Mistress Jenny had left a message for me. She had met our Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room (DCR) and shared a few pictures with me as well as a short conversation she had there with one of the other people at DCR. Kitty is a little cuddly teddy bear now! And …. some seem not to know her tendency to cause mischief (in a good sense of course).

XXX: just wanted to say its lovely to meet you Miss Jenny
Mistress Jenny: thank you loki
Mistress Jenny: you too
XXX smiles
XXX: oh and if i can just add, i see Kitty around quite often, she is polite, respectful and a real credit to You Miss Jenny…… now i will get outta your way…. enjoy your day and maybe see you again
Mistress Jenny: Kitty?
Mistress Jenny: the Kitty next to me?
XXX: yes
Mistress Jenny: Oh she can be real trouble
Mistress Jenny: you must be one of the lucky ones
Mistress Jenny winks
XXX: haha

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Kitty at Dee’s Cage Room

I roamed around a bit visiting the usual clubs and tended to my RL again.

In the afternoon, I roamed again through the clubs, then I retreated to our skybox and waited for mistress Jenny, who came online at the time we had agreed on. We went to club DeLust and caught up with our mutual news there. And again we also talked about the day before, Saturday July 16th (read here), a day that might become important in Mistress and my relation. We also planned already something for the slaves in August. A productive afternoon!
We went to club Domme a Domme for a short time, then Mistress ordered me to wear my full elegance cuff set. She locked everything and parked me in her skybox at home.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust, club Domme a Domme and at home

When I returned at night I was not alone. Mistress Jenny had leashed slave Holly in her skybox as she had compassion with slave Holly, who was suffering of being not with me. slave Holly was also nicely restrained but had enough freedom to come closer to me and to lick my sweat, to lick my drool, to rub her face into my crotch and to feel me close … and that way to get her fix. After a while Mistress Jenny showed up and unlocked me and released my restrictions. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.

We went seeing Flo at the skipee table. We had a full house: Mistress Jenny, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey and Angelique … they all were at the skipee table. We said hello to everyone, chatted a bit, then Angelique and soon after also Ebony had to leave.
Mistress, slave Holly, Flo and I played a skipee as teams while slave Alessi watched us (she had some RL to take care of). It was a great game, very close and hence fun.
After the game we took Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions fo the rest of the night.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita and slave Holly at home / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

At Carnal Intentions I focused on slave Alessi that night. I took of her chastity belt, blindfolded and gagged her and led her to a dildo cushion. She rode the dildo in public – and she did well. I think it was the first time that we exposed her this way publicly. I had fun – and slave Alessi had an orgasm.
slave Sakura (Sakuramatsumoto) joined us at Carnal …

We returned home at bedtime. That night I wanted slave Alessi to stay overnight with slave Holly … of course Alessi obeyed.

July 17th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Alessi, slave Holly and slave Sakura / and at home

And that’s it about Sunday…

Monday, July 18th, I met with Mistress in the afternoon. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) was at home and we went seeing her. Mistress wanted some time with me alone and hence we brought slave Sakura to Psi’s realm and I tied her up there and leashed her at the wall. She will had some entertainment there. Mistress and I went to club Domme a Domme for a while. Then we met with Dely (krysbia) and talked with her….. and then our time was already up again…

July 18th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Psi’s realm with slave Sakura / at club Domme a Domme

At night Mistress and I were alone first. We went to club DeLust. Angelique showed up there and stand next to us. When slave Holly came inworld we returned home and had a skipee as teams, Mistress and Angelique against slave Holly and me. It had been quite a while since we played cards the last time with Angelique. It was a close game and hence it was fun. After the game Angelique left for bed.
We picked up slave Sakura at Psi’s realm and took her and Holly to Carnal Intentions. slave Sakura had some issues, crashing and returning several times. Anything else? Mistress teased me telling me that she will soon continue with what she began Saturday, July 18th (read here) … a deep going experience for me. I realized more and more that is is going to have a longterm effect on me.

July 18th: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and Angelique at club DeLust / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions sith slave Holly and slave Sakura

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