Diary 2022 (160) December 30th 22 – Jan 1st 2023

Friday, December 30th, I was inworld in the later afternoon. As none of the family was present I went to Puerto Esclava to have a look around. I met K*** there. The last times I spoke to her she was either the domme I know or was desperately looking for someone to dominate her, like that afternoon. I offered her a place at my feet to the fallen goddess. slave K*** tried to direct from the buttom and to some extent I fulfilled her wishes. I took her to club Domme a Domme later knowing that it would humiliate her being naked at my feet. Finally, when I had to log off to tend to my RL I leashed her by the dancefloor for later, set she didn’t show up again that Friday.

December 30th: Diomita at Puerto Esclava and at club Domme a Domme with slave K***

At night I met with Flo and Argi by the games table. Argi had just come by for a New Year hug and left again after the hug. I intended to play a skipee with Flo before our party started but Mistress Cherry came to our skybox and I wanted to say hello to her. And that took way longer than I thought. We talked and time passed by too quickly.
I had picked a simple theme for our party: “The last Friday in this year and it’s party Friday of course. Let us end the year with hope for the next and wear something colourful or come as you are (even naked of course). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
Mistress and I changed into something colourful, of course Mistress picked her favourite colour pink *winks*, then we went down to the dancefloor right in time for the party.

December 30th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita at home

The party was fun as always and we had quite a good turn-out. There was also a lot of main chat, in particular later at night. We’re ready for 2023 and our first party in the new year.

December 30th – Friday night party: Mistress Cherry, Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, Sarah Fhang, Janina Foxdale, Shay Silva (shaysilva), Lenora Lynn (lenaredbe), Dr. Mara Lynn (Maralyn Corleone), Motoko Lynn (Tsuki Saphed), Morgie Darkstone, Kira Skytower (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Mo Deezul, Domina Ansar, sapphire (littleshy97), Laura (laura00175), Claven Albatros, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Unfortunately I was a bit sick on New Year Eve and New Year Day. I was inworld Saturday, 31st, in the afternoon and spend some time alone at Puerto Esclava. Sunday, January 1st, I played a long skipee. slave Alessi and Flo against Angelique and me. That was fun firstly as we hadn’t played team for a while and secondly because it was jsut the right thing to do for me with my cold.
Mistress made fun of my cold and protected herself when I said good night to her after the game.

December 31st: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Misterss Cherry and Diomita at home

Diary 2022 (152) December 9th/10th Mistress Cherry taking control

Friday, December 9th, I met Mistress Cherry shortly in the afternoon. She was busy with her shop, and I had to tend to my RL anyway.
At night I finally could open the Christmas gazebo, as Mistress Cherry and I had the first dance of the season in it.

December 9th: Mistress Cherry and Diomita dancing in the Christmas gazebo

For our party at night I had selected a theme together with slave Holly: “It’s Friday again, just 22 days to go this year. Of course we’re having our party as every Friday. Today is International Anti-Corruption Day, so come as a bandit, a police officer, a politician, an estate agents, a judge or a corrupted slave or just come as you are (even naked) and celebrate the start of the weekend with us. DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.

December 9th – Friday night party: Mistress Cherry, Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, sapphire (littleShy97), Domina Ansar, Sarah Fhang, Janina Foxdale (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bacon Amore, Bastet Starchild, Mo Deezul, Claven Albatros, Morgie Darkstone, Kira Syktower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

We had a great start into our weekend.

Saturday, December 10th, I met Mistress Cherry on board of a ailing boat. She was working on some details of it for her store. We caught up with our news, we talked and we cuddled. I teased Mistress about tieing her up one day, her reaction was quick and unexpected. She first locked my wrists together, then locked my collar, she gagged me and restricted me. Then she took me to club Domme a Domme. It was full and of course I knew some of the other people at the club. Mistress sat down on a seat and teased me publicly. I had to worship her feet. Mistress Cherry clearly enjoyed her power and clontrol and I entered a tunnel leading into deeper submission to her.

December 10th: Mistress Cherry taking control at her place and at club Domme a Domme

Saturday night was relaxed. I spent some time with Mistress and a friend of her on Mistress’ boat, I played two rpunds of skipee with Flo and visited Carnal Intentions with her later. And I spent again time with Mistress on her boat just chatting with her, Domina Ansar, sapphire (littleShy97) and the friend of before.

December 10th: Mistress Cherry, Diomita, Domina Ansar, sapphire and another friend on Mistress’ boat / Diomita and Flo at Carnal Intentions

Diary 2022 (137) October 26th – 28th Early Halloween party

Wednesday, Ocotber 26th, Flo and I played again a longer round of skipee, that I won by one card. When we had finished slave Holly and slave Alessi came inworld and we played another round as teams – Flo and slave Holly against slave Alessi and me.
After the game Flo left for bed and I took slave Holly and slave Alesse to Carnal Intentions. Aya (ayahnah) joined us again. She had bought the AnAVision HUD. We stayed a while at Carnal, then we returned home as slave Holly had to leave for bed early. I helped Aya to make the necessary adjustments in the setting of the AaVision HUD, then we went to club DeLust for a while. I had fun demonstrating the power of the AnAVision HUD to Aya.

October 26th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and Aya (ayahnah)

Thursday, October 27th, I played one round of skipee with Flo and one round with Flo and slave Holly. Flo left us after the games, slave Alessi and slave Aya (ayahnah) joined us. I took the slaves to Carnal Intentions for the rest of the night. We chatted amoung us and I had fun teasing the slaves and restrictig them. Vani (Vanilla Meili) joined the hogtied slaves for a few minutes. It was a short but enjoyable night.

October 27th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Aya

I also sent out a “save the date” group message for the Halloween party the next day:
Tomorrow will be Friday and Halloween is coming. We will celebrate our Halloween party this Friday. Of course you can come as you are (even naked) – but we will have a contest for the best Halloween outfit. Some Lindens are in stock for the best outfit. DJ Virgo will spin the tunes for us.
Save the date: Tomorrow 1 PM SLT / 10 PM CET

The Halloween party on Friday, October 28th, was great fun once again. Jenny would have loved it! We could admire some great outfits and the contest was another highlight. Baroness Capelo won it – congratulations! I missed taking pictures of Aya (Ayahnah) and of slave Holly – sorry.

October 28th – Halloween Friday night party: Diomita, Sarah Fhang, Ebony Massey, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Kira Skytower, Morgie Darkstone, Janina Foxdale, Jeanette Darkstone (arandomjeanette), Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Mo Deezul, Bastet Starchild, Jayson Dakota, Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), sapphire (littleshy97), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (133) Ocotber 11th -14th Fat Bear week

I had a busy but good day on Tuesday, October 11th. I even was inworld in the later morning and visited club DeLust for half an hour (no picture). I returned at night and just played skipee with Flo and later with Flo and slave Holly. After the games, Flo went off to bed I went to Carnal Intentions with slave Holly for a few minutes before it was time for bed for slave Holly and me too.
Wednesday, October 12th, was quite the same. A busy but nice and sunny day in RL – and a lot of skipee at night. I played 3 rounds with Flo and had incredible good and fitting in all three games – sorry Flo.
After the game I took Flo to club DeLust where slave Holly joined us. I stayed there with Holly after Flo had left for bed until it was time for our bed too.

October 11th/12th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

Thursday, Ocotber 13th, I ran late at night. Flo had already played quite some rounds of skipee alone. slave Holly was cleaning the house. We played one round of skipee together and chatted. I had not yet fixed a theme for our Friday night party. slave Holly had told me about the “fat bear week” the day before. The fat bear week is a contest in Alaska: “Choose the fattest bear of the year! Some of the largest brown bears on Earth make their home at Brooks River in Katmai National Park, Alaska. Brown bears get fat to survive and Fat Bear Week is an annual tournament celebrating their success in preparation for winter hibernation.” You can read more about it here. There’s also a nice video about the contest and it’s history here.
slave Holly proposed to make the fat bear week the theme for Friday: “It’s Friday and time to celebrate the start of the weekend. Last week was fat bear week – hence bear bear (bare) necessities – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

After the game Flo went off to bed and I took slave Holly to Carnal Intentions. We chatted a bit. slave Holly complained that she hadn’t got a fix for quite a while. Hence, before going to bed, we returned home and slave Holly got her fix.

October 13th: Diomita and slave Holly at Carnal Intentions and at home

Friday, Ocotober 14th, I had some time inworld during the day and went simhopping. Nothing to report for the blog though. And at night we had our party. It was full that Friday – and we had fun with the “bear”-theme and with puns about bare bears. A perfect start into the weekend.

Friday, October 14th, Friday night party: slave Alessi, Diomita, Flo, Angelique, Ebony Massey, Claven Albatros, Laura (Laura00175), Baroness Capelo, Kiki Melson (kikimiyama), nylon doll (nylonencased) (upper row), LaLuna Starchild, Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Dely (Krysbia), Jayson Dakota, Bastet Starchild, Dalaen Starchild, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Sarah Fhang, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (127) September 19th – 23rd RL first

My busy times in RL continued preventing me to get in-world as much as usual. Monday, September 19th, I just peeked in in the afternoon for 5 minutes to pay tier and to check messages. When I came inworld late at night, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Susan were present and we played a round a skipee – just perfect for me to wind down after a full day. After the game Angelique, slave Lily and slave Susan went off to bed and I visited club DeLust with slave Holly for a bit. Then we returned home as I had to pee before going to bed.

September 19th: Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at home

Tuesday, September 20th, I was inworld late night. My family and slaves were all gone (to bed?) … hence I just checked messages and went off again. And Wednesday, September 21st, I was inworld in the later morning to check messages. At night I found the time to play a round of skipee as teams with Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly. It was a close game and did distract me perfectly. Flo and slave Holly won it. Then I went off to bed.
Thursday I was not inworld during the day at all. At night I informed Virgo to have a Friday night party without any theme: “It’s Friday again and that means that we celebrate the start of our weekend. There’s no theme tonight – surprise the other guests, or just come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.” I had a round of skipee with Angelique, Flo, slave Lily (Lily Bloodroes) and Luci Glendale. Then I had to tend to my RL again.

Friday, September 23rd, I made it for the party and was inworld just when it began. Virgo had troubles to stream her music, hence we had to switch to radio. Just in time for the midnight song, Virgo could reinstall her stream, hence we had a proper start into our weekend. I put in on my stressful week in Rl that I forgot to take a picture of Baroness Capelo … I just found her in the background of another picture. Sorry BC!

September 23rd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony Massey Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Laura (Laura00175), Morgie Darstone, Shy (shahniyah) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, LaLuna Starchild, Jayson Dakota, Luci Glendale, JeannineDocile, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (120) September 2nd/3rd Full hands

There’s really not much to report about Friday, September 2nd. When I was inworld, I hopped over the clubs, I had a chat here and there, but my Second Life still eflt empty, my roaming around aimlessly. Luckily we had we had our regular party at night again, although that will become also an emotional event for me. But I hope that with time passing I will smile more when looking back to the great time Jenny and I had together. I had selected a theme fitting to the sepember outfit of the slaves:
It’s Friday again and we start into the weekend. This Summer is long, hence we enjoy another beach party. Wear not too much but let us be colourful and shiny or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us

Besides our midnight song “Drei Tage wach” we now have another fixed song “When the lady smiles” for the love of my Second Life Jenny “But when the lady smiles, I can’t resist her call. As a matter of fact, I don’t resist at all”. Although I mess Jenny badly, it is good to keep on having the party … and after all we had fun starting our weekend.

September 2nd – Friday night party: Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Susan Blackrose (susanblackrose) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), Bastet Starchild, Shy (shahniyah), Rhyn Nootan, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, September 3rd, I spent some time at DeLust. slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and slave Mercy (Steelyeye Blinker) joined me there. And later I also allowed Susan (Susanblackrose) to kneel at my feet. I set up slave Mercy’s Anavision and added another rule for her. Slowly I make her mine. It is nice to know that she slaves’ eyes are focused on me only. Before I logged off I took slave Mercy with me to the naughty girls room and allowed her to lick me .. knowing that she could (should) become addicted.

September 3rd: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Mercy, slave Lily and slave Susan

When I came inworld at night Flo, Angelique and slave Lily were playing skipee. I watched them untile they had finished. Sarah Fhang came by and we started another game with 5. While we played slave mercy and slave sakura joined us. we were quite a large group when we moved to Carnal Intentions. I had my hansd really full that night! And later slave Holly and slave Alessi joined as well. I chatted a lot and was distracted (which I appreciate these days). In the end just slave Alessi and slave Sakura were still with me and I took them to club DeLust.

September 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Sarah Fhang, Angelique, Flo, slave Lily, slave Mercy, slave Sakura, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Diary 2022 (117) August 25th – 27th slowly returning to everyday life

Thursday, August 25th, I was inworld in the morning shortly and had a chat with our Kitty. She has fun at Fortress Mortice, one of the older places in SL in the meanwhile. In the afternoon, I met with slave Holly, who is sick at the moment and couldn’t stay long. But she decorated me well for half an hour at club DeLust.
At night I visited a place named “Shrine of Rememberance”. LL created it and you can plant flowers for loved ones you lost in SL. The place is full of flowers and I planted one for Jenny. I returned home and met with Sarah Fhang. I had given her a master key to my cuffs … and she took advantage of it. We had a little play and I look forward to more. Its been almost a decade that we played – and she didn’t forget anything, and intends to take me strictly. Another outlet for my sub side.
Flo and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) were online. Flo played skipee alone and I joined her when Madame Sarah released me from my misery. Flo and I played a round, slave Sakura watched us. And when we had finished playing, slave Alessi came by. I went to club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura.

August 25th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly / at the Shrine of Rememberance / Sarah Fhang with Diomita / Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Friday, August 26th, I visited the new exhibition of Milena Carbone, Metamorphoses (read here). It was and still is a very intriguing exhibition that shows how artificial intelligence (AI) could change the arts in RL and SL. Writing about it distracted me well. Other than that I had a few chats and I had a shorter session with a domme. I am trying to find the right balance for myself and check who could provide it for me (and has fun so that it is win/win) while staying domme and heading the family.
At night we had our Firday night party. I had fixed the theme to : “It’s Friday again, time to celebrate the weekend. We will have another beach party tonight, hence wear something for the beach, preferably in purple or violet or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.
What some may know and others don’t, purple, plum and violet tones were some of Jenny’s favourite colours, and hence it was also another theme for my beloved wife.

August 26th – Friday night party: Flo, Angelique, slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Diomita, Sarah Fhang, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Jayson Dakota, Jammy Serendipity (Jammy Voxel), Laura (laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday August 27th, I was inworld in the later afternoon. I went to a hypnosis place and I was curious and tried out a drink at the bar there. That turned out to be not a good idea. I got at new shape and my whole avatar got destroyed. Sh…..
I went to our loft skybox and slowly began to rebuild my avatar. Too bad that I hadn’t made a security copy lately. It was quite some work to get to myself again (and I had to cheat out RLV in addition). In the course of getting back to myself, I bought new hair and I got new makeup and in the end I was very satisfied with the result!

August 27th: Diomita’s new appearance

At night I met with Angelique and we went to club DeLust. Sarah Fhang joined us there and later slave Holly. When slave Alessi came inworld and Sarah had to leave we returned home for a skipee. Angelique and I won it against slave Holly and slave Alessi, but it was a close game (and hence fun). After the game we spent some time at Carnal Intentions.

August 27th: Diomita, Angelique, Sarah Fhang and slave Holly at club DeLust / Diomita, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Alessi at Carnal Intentions

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

Diary 2022 (112) August 12th/13th Trying hard to keep going

Friday, August 12th, I felt quite “empty” after I had informed the inner cicle of our family about Jenny’s death the night before. When I logged in I had an offline message from Kitty, who lacked words (like me). slave Holly had sent a picture of her kneeling next to the holographic statue of Jenny that I had rezzed on our sun terrace. Alessi was inworld when I came online and I found her sitting by Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue. We definitively will need a pace for our grieve. We hugged each other, then I retreated.
I was not satisfied with the holographic statue of Jenny. Hence i made another and better new one from a picture of Jenny taken on June 12, 2022. Then I returned inworld and knelt next to it and pictured Jenny watching me and us. I met Ebony at home for an hug. I also placed Jenny in our skybox. She will look at me there and I will see her every day when I log in and logout.

August 12th: slave Holly, slave Alessi and Diomita at our sun terrace with Mistress Jenny / Jenny at our skybox

I went visiting the exhibition “Noir Vibrations” by Noir Tater (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8sy) later. The visit and writing about it, to keep my routines, did distracted me for a while.
I had also decided to have our Friday night party as another fix date in our Second Life routine. Jenny would have demanded that we continue having fun together. I selected something about twins as a theme. Angelique and I would go as “Angelique” twins, slave Holly and slave Alessi were already twins:
“It’s Friday again and in good tradition we start into the weekend with a party. It’s still a hot and dry Summer, hence we’ll have a beach party. To add some fun think about coming as twins or dressed alike or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Angelique and I met in the later afternoon and checked our outfits. we did look quite “alike”.
At night I met Angelique again at the skipee table. Flo came by too, we diced to visit a club and to shock people with our twin outfit. We went to club DeLust. With slave Holly, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and Baroness joining us we had kind of a warming up party at club DeLust.

August 12th: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, Baroness Capelo, slave Holly and slave Lily

We returned home when our first guests turned up. Considering the circumstances we had a lovely party. During the party I informed all, who didn’t know yet about Jenny from me. I shed more tears in RL .. but I begin to realize what a great time Jenny and I had. And I asked Virgo to play “When the lady smiles” from Golden Earing. This was jenny’s and my favourite song from the time she began to take control over me “as a matter of fact I don’t resist at all”. By the end of this song she would lock my cuffs.
The support of my family and friends kept me going. And desipte all sadness it was a good start into the weekend once again.

August 12th – Friday night party: Angelique, Diomita, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Dely (Krysbia), Adumadan Biziou, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), DaY (daytimesleeper), Jayson Dakota, Tsuki Takeda, Laura (Laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, August 13th, I was online quiet a lot. I met Dely in the later morning at Lochme. And I met slave Alessi in the early afternoon and took advantage of her at our sun terrace. She licked me to a nice orgasm. Then I took her with me to club DeLust. She had my used panties in her mouth.

At night I met with Angelique. After a game of skipee, Angelique and I went to club DeLust. We talked, we watched the full club with all the silent people, and we had a little play, yet Angelique was not ready for it (yet).

August 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique

When Alessi came inworld we returned home and had a skipee with three, Angelique, Alessi and I. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and me with Argi there.
The whole day I felt a strange emptiness. I didn’t know how to go on. I just knew that I would have to take decisions. Not that day, not short term…. but I would have to take them.

Diary 2022 (108) August 4th/5th Missing Mistress Jenny (7)

Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022

In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.

My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.

After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)

Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.

August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme

Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.

August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)