Diary 2022 (123) September 8th/9th – Friday night party for the queen

Thursday, September 8th, I finally went visiting an art installation again and saw “Limitations Are Self-Imposed” by Regi Yifu (read here). I spent some time with slave Susan (susanblackrose) in the later afternoon.
My night began as usual with a skipee. Sarah Fhang and Flo against Angelique and me. Sarah Fhand and Flo won it by 2 cards that night.
slave Susan was in-world and I had her add the master key script to her RR gear, then I summoned her to us and she watch us playing while I welded a nosering to her septum. I took full control of her that night.

After the game Sarah Fhang left us for bed. Angelique, Flo, slave Susan and I went to Carnal Intentions for a bit. I had to tend to my RL for 20 minutes and when I returned slave Susan had left for bed and Angelique also went off to bed. Flo and I want over to club DeLust for a short time until she had to leave also. As slave Holly announced that she wouln’t be in-world that night …. I did not have my hands full. But it was nice to chat with Flo. Argi joined us there just before Flo had to leave to bed too.

September 8th: Diomita, Angelique, Flo and slave Susan at Carnal Intentions / Diomita, Flo and Argi at club DeLust

Friday, September 9th, I spent some time inworld and met Katie (Katielouisse) at club Domme a Domme. As she once was one of those Mistress Jenny had selected to contribute ot my education I knelt at her feet for a while. It felt not bad to be honest.
Later that day I met slave Susan (susanblackrose) again and I took full control of her. I locked a chastity belt on her and I put her into the slaves outfit for September. I had some time with her at club Domme a Domme at the earlier night before we headed home for a skipee with Flo and for preparing the party at night.

September 9th: Diomita with slave Susan at home, at Dark Whishes and at club DeLust

I had set the theme for the party spontaneously to “British”: “It’s Friday again, the start into our weekend. Yesterday an era ended with the death of Queen Elizabeth II. We pay a tribute to her and wear something British, or the colours of England or of the Union Jack or whatever you think is British – or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

September 9th – Friday night party: Flo, Diomita, Angelique, slave Susan, slave Alessi, slave Sakura, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Claven Albatros, Haly Shinn, Dely (Krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Firefly Skydancer, Jayson Dakota, Shy (shahniyah), Venere (venereaisha), Lacy (Alisa Menna), Kira Skytower, Baroness Capelo, Virgo Babii (lower row)

The Friday night party is still a perfect start into the weekend. And when Virgo played “When the Lady smiles” for Jenny I smiled instead of crying.

Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.