Diary 2022 (109) August 6th/7th Missing Mistress Jenny (8)

23 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Saturday, August 6th, I was not inworld during the day. I came inworld at night and Angelique and Flo were present. We caught up with our news RL and SL and had a game of skipee. it was a close game, hence fun. And when Alessi came by later, we had a game as teams. slave Holly showed up while we were finishing the game. Flo and slave Alessi won it against Angelique and me.

After our game(s) we went to Carnal Intentions and I played with Flo’s tape dress (good that I had enough tape rolls with me) and with slave Alessi and slave Holly .. or is it slave Alolly and slave Holessi? I had my fun with the new pet Flo and with the twins.

August 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Later, Flo and Angelique had already left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to club DeLust for a bit before it was time to head home and to bed for us as well.

August 6th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi

Sunday morning, August 7th, I went on a simploring tour and visited Paradise Falls (read here). It was a nice tour and exploring and writing distracts me well. I miss Jenny terribly but I try to keep going for our family. I had Kitty in IM while I was simploring. She tries to have fun and finds trouble here and there. She gave me a landmark of a kinky place, something to explore another time.
After my tour and before Kitty had to log off as it was already late for her, I met Kitty at home for hug. Then I went over to Puerto Esclava, sat down there and began writing my simploring report.

August 7th: Diomita at home with Kitty / at Puerto Esclava / Diomita simploring

I was inworld during the afternoon twice for a short time. I met Angelique at Heavy Bondage Club, but other than that, nothing happened.
At night I played a skipee with Angelique and Flo first. While we played it filled, slave Sakura(sakuramatsumoto), slave Luci (Luci Glendale) and slave Holly came inworld. After our game Angelique went off to bed and we had another round, this time as teams. Flo and I won it by 2 cards only against slave Holly and slave Luci. I took the slaves to Psi’s realm that night. I literally had my hands full holding 5 leashes!

August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

I had to change something. Hence I locked up everyone at Psi’s realm. Flo became my pet, slave Luci amd seat and slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura were locked and leashed at the hanging chains. Then I poured a glass of wine and enjoyed my work.

August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

After Flo had left for bed we returned home, I had still some time left on my hand and unlocked slave Sakura’s belt. She was allowed to ride the sybian. slave Alessi was allowed to lick me to a lovely orgasm … and slave Holly and slave Luci had to watch my pleasure.
When i was satified and slave Sakura her her orgasm (actually she had two), I locked slave sakura’s belt again and took all with me as I had to pee. This way, slave Holly got also a treat that night. I was quite busy and hence didn’t take many pictures though.

August 7th: Diomita at home with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci

What a full Sunday night! With my hands full I have not much time to think. But without Jenny .. how shall I go on? I miss her so badly. I miss talking with her and sharing the fun.

Diary 2022 (108) August 4th/5th Missing Mistress Jenny (7)

22 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022

In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.

My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.

After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)

Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.

August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme

Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.“

My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.

August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Diary 2022 (107) August 2nd/3rd Missing Mistress Jenny (6)

20 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Tuesday, August 2nd, I was inworld in the later morning and spent some time at Puerto Esclava. slave Holly and Kitty had met in the earlier morning and were teasing eachother. Kitty proposed that I should get diapers for slave Holly: “Kitty bumped into Maya B today. Kitty didn’t know she makes diapers. So Kitty was thinking that it would be helpful choice for Holly”. And Holly wrote to me ” I was teasing Kitty about Flo’s outfit for the month *imagines a kitty with a ball of tape*”.
It made me smile how good the two get along although they see each other only shortly and just a few times a week (if at all).

I returned in the early afternoon and Kitty was inworld really early (it was before 5 AM for her). She was at Psi’s realm and I went there. There were just a few people but enough for some chatting and teasing. I had to remind our Kitty of her basic rules and after some exercises she hopefully reminds them now. She decorated me well at Psi’s realm and later at club Domme a Domme. We had almost 1 hour together, then I had to tend to my RL and Kitty had to get some breakfast.

August 2nd: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Diomita at Psi’s realm and at club Domme a Domme with Kitty

At night I spent some time at club Domme a Domme. It was quite full and some main chat was going on. Baroness Capelo livened up the space and was talking about my butt while I was shortly afk *laughs*. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) decorated me as well as slave Luci (Luci Glendale) (I forgt to take a picture). I returned home with slave Sakura and began a skipee with slave Luci. We stopped it when slave Alessi joined us and started a game with three. slave Sakura watch kneeling next do me.
I had an IM with Angelique. She sent me a picture of the maids ranking board at the Maid Manor. I didn’t see the ranking board when I visited myself. I shall look at it when I visit again. It didn’t surprise me that Angelique leads the ranking by far. Good girl!
Flo joined us late. She had had a good night in RL. After the game slave Luci left us going to bed.

August 2nd: Angelique at the Maid Manor / Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I took Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a little bondage night. It was comparably full there with some main chat. I tried out the next variation of Flo’s tape dress and added a tape hood. The slaves were all tied up equally. I got quite some nice pictures.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

And after Flo left, I went to Carnal Intentions with the slaves.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I had my hands full again that night, the best distraction I could get.

Wednesday, August 3rd, I spent about half an hour at club Domme a Domme in the later morning, nothing happened, just watching and reading profiles and doing my chores in RL. I moved on to Puerto Esclava and sat down there. slave “A” showed up there. “A” is a good submissive girl and after hesitating she relinquished control to me. I could sense her excitement. I left her with timers when I had to tend to my RL.

August 3rd: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava with slave A

I was inworld again in the later afternoon for almost an hour. I spent it at club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. slave Anita was present und she decorated me. Particularly in the afternoons, I miss Mistress Jenny. It was the time we met to enjoy togetherness. Now it’s empty in my SL. I will have to decide how my SL shall look like if Mistress doesn’t return soon, a situation I hoped I would never be in.

At night I was running late. Flo and slave Sakura were present. I started a skipee with Flo .. and it worked … slave Alessi and slave Holly showed up. Hence we had a game as teams. It was just relaxing, a nice and close game. After the game Flo went off to bed. I was about to take the slaves to Carnal Intentions when slave A showed up at our sim.
I gagged and blindfolded all slaves and took them to Carnal Intentions, enjoyed my control and chatted with each of them. If Mistress Jenny doesn’t return soon then I will need a second leash holder *winks*

August 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave sakura and slave A

Another day with no information and with worries. I try hard to stay strong and to keep going.

Diary 2022 (106) July 31st / August 1st Missing Mistress Jenny (5)

18 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.

Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.

July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home

I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).

When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.

July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”

Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.

August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home

At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.

I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll

After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.

August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.

Diary 2022 (104) July 27th/28th Missing Mistress Jenny (3)

14 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Wednesday, July 27th, I was inworld a few times during the day, but not for long. I checked messages, grabbed a group gift at XO, I visited a gallery and wrote the report … without Jenny my SL is quite different and I am very worried about what might have happened in RL. The uncertainty eats me up. One moment I see Jenny with me again and everything is fine again, the next moment I think about what if she doesn’t return. My family in SL, my friends, are very supportive and do their best to keep me busy – and yes they worry also about me. They know I’m not myself anymore. It is for them as well as for distracting myself and to avoid getting too much depressed that I go inworld and try to keep going. Now RL distracts me from SL. There is no second life, just one and SL is part of my real life, a joyful different world where we socialize and interact with people from around the world, where we live out our fantasies and dreams, no war, no climate change. And now? Without Jenny? Without knowing what happened? Without knowing if she’s doing well? I really don’t know!

July 27th: Missing Mistress Jenny (Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust Thursday, July 21st)

As mentioned above RL distracts me from SL now. I had a night out with friends and came inworld a bit later than usual. Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) were present. We chatted a bit, then began playing skipee as teams, slave Sakura watched silently kneeling leashed next to me. slave Holly and I were following the womens football game between Germany and France at the same time. Germany won and we looked forward to the final of the European Women Football Championships England vs Germany. YAY. We played two rounds and it ended literally tied up as each team won once by the same amount. It was already way after Flo’s bedtime when we finished playing. I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions where we spent the rest of the night. The sub who I met a few days ago at DeLust and who I introduced with “A” into this blog showed up there too and knelt by my feet as well. slave Holly made me smile as she remarked, that by the time Jenny returns there might be a larger family. In my first years in Second Life, when Jenny was my married slave, Jenny used to ask about new sisters when she was not present due to RL work or other obligations. Sweet memories.

July 27th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and “A”

Thursday, July 28th, I was inworld again several times during the day. I was at club Domme a Domme for maybe 20 minutes. But I couldn’t get my mind free and sadness overwhelmed me. In the later afternoon I changed into my simploring clothes and visited Endless: Birdlings Flat (read here). That was a welcomed distraction and writing about it brought me to other thoughts.

July 28th: Diomita simploring Endless: Birdlings Flat

When I came inworld at night, none of the family was present yet. I went to club DeLust and after I finally had rezzed there and had sat down in one of the chairs, Flo came inworld. I decided to let her have a game of skipee alone first and to watch the world go by at the club for a few minutes before I returned home. slave Holly had come inworld as well just in time, so that we could play a game with three. While we played I prepared a theme for the upcoming Friday night party the next day and was just about to finish it when Virgo came inworld and told me that she wouldn’t make it to the party. We decided to postpone the party to Saturday instead.

After the game I took Flo and slave Holly to club DeLust where we stayed about half an hour and chatted amoung us while we watched the silent crowd. Flo left at her usual time and I stayed at the club with slave Holly.

July 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

I returned home with slave Holly. slave Sakura was there and I grabbed her leash and took her with us to the toilet box. slave Holly got her treat. She was eager for it as she hadn’t had one for a while. slave Sakura also got a little treat as I stuffed her mouth with my used panties. I was up to get spoiled myself and allowed slave Holly not only to clean me but also to lick me to an orgasm.
After this little session we chilled for 15 minutes at Carnal Intentions before we went to bed.

July 28th: Diomita at home at at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Sakura

I miss Mistress Jenny terribly! Ending my night without her is just horrible. I can’t really put in words my worries and thoughts.

Diary 2022 (103) July 25th/26th Missing Mistress Jenny (2)

13 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Monday, July 25th, I was inworld several times throughout the day. I roamed around aimlessly, from one place to the other, looking for distraction. I spoke with a domme at club DeLust .. not that I like her .. but probably I needed it. At Heavy Bondage Club slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) apporached me and decorated me shortly … and at night after dinner I even had a play with a “cute” domme. She was nice, took me to her home, tied me up and fucked me with her strapon. I really tried hard to distract me and to have fun. I hoped, that I was just silly, that Mistress would return and that my worries were all without any reason.

July 25th: Diomita with another domme at club DeLust / at Heavy Bondage Club with slave Lily / with a “cute” domme at club DeLust

After the play with the cute Domme, I detached my slappers and the cuffs and added a thigh whip. Time to head the family and to be strong.
slave Alessi was at home and sitting at Mistress’ favourite spot on our sim, a trunk with a sitting animation. You have a view on the house and on the sea from there. slave Holly came inworld soon after. I made a picture of us. I think we all were worried about Mistress now.
We played a skipee first. That distracted me well.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions and watched the world go by for a while. We talked about the August outfit, Mistress and I had a twin look for Holly and Alessi in mind. Therefore we needed to get Holly’s hair for Alessi. We left the club and got all we needed for that, then we returned to Carnal Intentions. It was almost bedtime when we moved on to club DeLust for a bit. A sub, who I had seen before during the last days roaming around joined us at DeLust. Let us call her A for right now *winks*.
We had a nice chat with A, then we returned as it was time for bed.

July 25th: Diomita at home with slave Holly and slave Alessi / at Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with A

Monday, July 26th, I spent some time alone in the afternoon. I was at club Domme a Domme most of the time. I had a few chats there, one was promising for an adventure for Mistress Jenny and me. But first Mistress Jenny had to return. I still had no sign of life from her and of course I was worrying. Second Life was kind of strange without Jenny for me. But I tried hard to have some fun nonetheless. Finally I went on a simploring tour and visited Blackwood Dreams (read here). As it is an adult sim, I even found places for some kinky fun pictures there.

July 26th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and simploring Blackwood Dreams

At night I was running late as writing the simploring post took a bit longer than I expected. Flo was present and playing skipee and slave Sakura was at home. I played a round of skipee with Flo and slave Sakura watched us kneeling obediently at my side. slave Holly came also inworld while we played.
After the game I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura out to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night. I had quite some IMs, not only with Flo and Holly and everybody was asking me about Mistress Jenny and where she was. And it caused a lump in my throat when I told what happened and that I don’t know. I tried my best to keep on as if nothing happened but more and more I began to struggle with it.
Nonetheless we had a comparably relaxed night at club Delust. After Flo left I sat down in a chair and had slave Holly at my feet and watched slave sakura dancing. It was way after bedtime when we returned home to go to bed.

July 26th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura

Diary 2022 (98) July 16th – Ehesklavin Diomita

05 Aug 2022 Leave a comment

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Saturday, July 16th, I had 90 very intense and exciting minutes with Mistress Jenny in the afternoon. When I came inworld Mistress was just changing her outfit. She changed the colour of her outfit from the Friday night party the day before to a shiny black. I myself was still dressed in red. We caught up with our news, then Mistress took me to club DeLust. She leashed me, which is for me at the same time her order to kneel by her feet. The club was not very full. I knelt at Mistress feet and simply enjoyed her nearness for a while. After some time I noticed how I long for her, how I desire her and I looked up to her and let out a silent moan. Mistress smiled, turned her back to me and ordered me to kiss her butt. I placed several kisses on her rubber covered butt. Mistress seemed to enjoy it. She went to a chair and sat down, lifting her butt up and ordered me publicly to kiss and to lick it. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” to which I am to respond “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Of course I followed her orders although I could feel the humiliation worshiping Mistress’ butt in public. Mistress on the other side enjoyed it. Finally Mistress sat down and I sat at her feet.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust

Mistress was up for more and for more audience. We left club DeLust and Mistress summoned me to club Domme a Domme. There she sat down in one of the chairs. She rarely sits down at club Domme a Domme. Mistress choose a standing pose with my head on her thigh. I kissed her thigh and I could literally smell her scent and got more and more craving for her. Mistress grab my head, pulled it into my neck and spit into my opend mouth. I swallowed her gift thankfully. Then she took ot a ringgag, gagged me with it and pulled the straps extra tight so that I couldn’t talk in main chat anymore. She also restricted my IM so that I could focus on her only, which I did anyway. I can’t even tell how many people were at the club. She continued humiliating me letting her spit drool into my mouth. The gag was tight and I began to drool uncontrollably. And I drooled on Mistress thigh. Out of the blue and fully unexpectedly for me Mistress slapped my face for this impudence. It took a while until I calmed a bit and could control my trembling.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme

Next place we went to was Carnal Intentions. I hadn’t noticed before that they have a chair with the same animation as the chairs at club Domme a Domme. Mistress used that chair and continued having my head on her thigh. She asked me if I wanted more of her spit and that I shall nod if so. I nodded and Mistress donated more of her spit. She used the trigger word “Ehesklavin” again in main chat and as I couldn’t answer due to the gag she ordered me to answer in IM instead, which I did.
She continued teasing and humiliating me while I got more and more excited and craving for her. I was lost in my thoughts obviously because I didn’t hear her using the trigger word again in main chat. Mistress even tried to help me but I didn’t realize it. What I did realize painfully was another hard slap in my face. Oh my goad! Mistress was a bit upset and asked me to find out what I made wrong. It took a while until I realized it and answered her in IM “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”. Acutally it took too long, I made her wait too long – and got the third slap.
Mistress tied my arms on my back, then I had to lick her boots and worship her and show my thankfulness. Mistress Jenny provided quite a show for the other guests at Carnal Intentions. She decided to take me back home. When we left Carnal Intentions she remarked “Time for your punishment, Ehesklavin”…. “I am your perfect slave, Mistress”

Back home, Mistress took off her rubber hotpants and sat down in her queening seat. She ordered me to lick her to an orgasm – and not for my pleasure or my fix, but only because she desired it. Hence to make it harder for me, I stayed gagged. It is strange how something like that triggers the mind. I worked hard and I felt used. And my own pleasure and desire was really surpressed. I licked Mistress, for her pleasure only, to satisfy her desire and needs – and yes, I got my fix and the effect was there nonetheless.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at home

After Mistress was satisfied and had her orgasm, she stood up and ordered me to lick and clean her ass. I licked her crack and her ass and cleaned it. I meant to taste something partly sweet, but my mind might have tricked me again. After that Mistress had to leave and to tend to her RL. I was very aware of the mistakes and my unattivenesses. After Mistress had released my cuffs and taken off my gag, I asked her for another slap because of my mistakes. Mistress didn’t hesitate a second and slapped me .. the forth time within these 90 minutes we had together. Before she left she ordered that I may not change clothing. I would not dare!
It was a very intense afternoon for me (and for Mistress Jenny)!

At night we first spoke with slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) and exercised with her the collar commands and how to greet us with her. Flo came inworld and we started a skipee with her. We played two rounds. And while we played I continued exercising with slave Sakura, who was kneeling between me and Mistress at the game table. What took most of my attention during the game was talking with Mistress Jenny. Mistress confirmed that she had fun and she asked about my feelings. She had planned that afternoon with me – not in detail, not that day, but in general. Since my collaring in 2013, since my full submission to her back in 2016, she is expanding her control, slowly and persistently. It is part of her journey with me. And that afternoon was just another puzzle piece added in her longterm plans. And it is going on. In her opinion my devotion and submission has still room to grow. There’s no way back – as opposed to, Mistress has way more on stock for me and she prepared me for it in our conversation.
Talking and feedback are important in every D/s relation – and I was very thankful that Mistress took the time to talk with me about that afternoon. This way the two rounds of skipee went by very quickly. In the meantime slave Alessi had joined us.

We went to Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Sakura and slave Alessi. It became a relaxed night for me, a night to wind down from what had happened during the day. While we were at Carnal Intentions I began to restrict slave Sakura and slave Alessi. I teased them and enjoyed.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

After Flo had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and sat down in two chairs there. Mistress had slave Sakura and I had slave Alessi at our feet. I continued teasing Alessi, who had to lick my boots publicly. I am quite satisfied with her progresses. It was already a bit after bedtime when we returned home, said good night to the slaves and retreated to our skybox.

July 16th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Mistress Jenny had played with my three collars, the partnering collar, my sub collar and my slave collar for years. She had changed them to express her expectations. And she had slowly extended the duration in my slave collar over the years. That must have been a part of her longterm plans for me. I am wearing the thick leather and steel slave collar without any break since January. Mistress had offered me wearing the sub collar when she went on vacation, but I wanted to please her and offered to keep wearing the slave collar even during her longer absence.
Before we said good night, Mistress Jenny predicted that I would beg her to keep me wearing the slave collar for more than one year by the end of the year. I might remember July 16th as another big step in our relation….

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