Rubber Mare Dana is back home

30 Jan 2012 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

One week ago my sub Dana was released from being a Rubber Mare. She had an intense experience being a total restricted mare for 4 weeks. I asked her to express her feelings in words. That’s seems to be difficult but she tired. Here is what Dana wrote:
“December 23 2011, Mistress decided that is was time for me to go deeper into being a slave.  I had been a little rebel lately as a ponygirl but it was decided as a Christmas gift i would become a humare at SNR.
When you first arrive at the barn, looks like any other ponygirl barn.  Nice stalls well kept with a nice excercise area. Miss Sinha was there to prep me and prepare me to be the ulitmate humare slave.  Oh let me explain, a humare is the ulitmate in transformation to ponygirl, but really not that priveleged.  They are more a latex slave that appears as a ponygirl shape.  They cannot speak, accept whinny, they cannot understand words, only humare speak and they can only see through the limited mask.  They have no ability to touch so when locked away in a stall there is no escape. The experience of the latex covering being bonded on, closing your body off to the world, the helplessness of the hooves attached.  Then the ultimate, the hood, the slid over and bonded to your head.  Two small eye holes allowing the only view.  This is all you see straight ahead and to add to that blinders block part of that view.  As the hood is sealed, you can smell the latex, and like that, you can no longer understand people.  Your hear only whinnys and other humares. 
Now you’re alone, and object for the trainers, with no control.  You now have one purpose, laps. Laps start in a square pen with fence to the outside.  You must walk those laps, 1.000 for each week as a mare.  The inside training wall teaching you to stay close to the outside wall.  With your restricted view all you can see is the fence slats going by, you are now just a transformed object with single purpose.”

Rubber Mare, aka Dana, began her time and soon was eager to end it but there would be no end before she’d fulfill her assigned time. So she logged in hoping to be taken to the court to do her laps. Her concern was that she would not be released after 4 weeks as the second condition doing 4.000 laps is much harder. And sometimes the humare ponies simply stay in their stall when no trainer takes them out. Reaching the last position on the board with about 2.000 laps finally gave her some indication about her lap count. I did watch that and smiled as I saw her name appearing the first time on the board after over 2 weeks. Her last week was the most effective having the goal so close … and she made it. Above is her lap count 4.012 laps. Congratulation Dana, ex Rubber Mare.

Finally we have her back home and you can see above the “old” Dana with me, her happy owner. Dana has become more submissive then ever and thankful for every granted little freedom. And there’s now this unspoken threat … of being sent back to do another week or more. Nonetheless Dana loves the Rubber Mare mask and would like to wear it sometimes inbetween – but if she wears it it is locked on her immediately and only a senior trainer can unlock it. We enjoy having Dana back and as she was a doll before becoming a pony, then a throroughbred pony, then a humare pony – she has been named “Puppe Maurer” (German for doll) until further notice while she enjoys her little freedom to recover.

We are so very proud of you, Puppe. I am so very proud of you.

Rubber Mare

26 Dec 2011 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about family members, Exploring sims in Second Life, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

Last Friday, December 23rd 2011, Dana has been transformed from a Thorough Bred Pony-girl into a Hu-Mare black latex mare. The transformation took place at of Stones N Rubber (sNr) at Kinky Magic. There’s an artcile about the Hu-Mares at Second Life Fetish Fashion (see link under blogroll) or directly here http://slfetishfashion.blogspot.com/2011/09/hu-mares-stable-at-stones-n-rubber.html

Coming back to Dana … or more precisely to “Rubber Mare”. From sNr I got the following definition for a Hu-Mare:
“In sNr we are practicing what many will surely call “ponyplay”. However, we are doing something really different from the rest of the ponyplay scene in SL, hence a new name: Hu-Mares. A Hu-Mare is first and foremost a slave. An adult woman whose owner chooses to train and use like an animal, more precisely a mare. Why not ponygirl? If someone visits the ponygirl places all over SL, it is easy to understand why. There are plenty of ponygirls who just dress sexy and like to play around, or others obsessed with sports who end up having an ego much larger than the allegiance to their owners.
Moreover, the word “pony” has some childish implications, and, well, girl means girl. Hu-mares are developed women, not little girls. Developed as they are, they are sexually mature. And they can have sexual needs indeed. Needs that maybe won’t be fulfilled. That said, the word “mare” describes such a creature much more faithfully than “pony”. To differentiate further from the “standard” ponyplay practiced in SL, we focus on the slavery aspect of it. The mares are broken and trained for obedience to their owners, and it doesn’t work as a D/s relationship in which an owner tries to fullfill the needs of a sub. Well, if a mare wants and needs to live this life, it will surely be great for her. But it might well turn out to be a hard lifestyle, maybe not pleasant at all. It doesn’t matter. This is a key point. Ponygirls usually do it for fun. Humares have the sole purpose of obeying, even when they might not enjoy it at all. Being a humare is a life, not a part-time role to have fun now and then. Humares live as humares in SL, and although they are obviosly women, they are treated and trained like animals.”

Now Dana has become a Hu-Mare. I attended her transformation. This means that she lives as a stable animal from now on. She’s a woman, of course, but has lost all her human rights to be used now like an animal. Sometimes she will be trained to exhaustion, used for transportation and races, whatever happens is the sole decision of the trainers. There is no social interaction between the mares or the trainers, save an occasional nuzzle, whinnys, etc. IMs are banned and the trainers at sNr assume that the livestock cannot understand them anyway, except maybe recognize certain words just like a dog would. The trainers’ goal is to create a herd of obedient livestock ready to be used. They don’t care about the pleasure or the fun of the livestock. Livestock is trained to become obedient animals, and the trainers work very hard on the dehumanization aspects. Moreover there are no options in the regime.

Rubber Mare is fully restricted and has just pet hearing (no chat or IM). Her communication is reduced to mare gestures. She exists as a mare. She has to exercise – 1000 laps runing in mouselook every week. She depends on the trainers at sNr … and on me. Because of the holidays I was able to visit her regardless of the timezone. And I could watch and observe her training and could conduct it myself. I admit I enjoyed that. Cracking the whip to make her stop or turn, to make her run, to keep her attention up, while I myself could relax, chat a bit here and there, observe the mare for distraction inbetween – just enjoybale. That’s how life of a domme has to be. She’s going to be nothing else but be a mare, to obey to the whip, to exercise, pull carts … and to exist – that’s what lays ahead for the Rubber Mare.

And I am very proud of the Rubber Mare!! :-).

Dana 1st collaring day Dec, 18th, 2011

18 Dec 2011 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members, anniversary blog entries, Uncategorized Tags: , , ,

One year ago during the season Dana did her trial for us. Dana’s timezone is 6 hours apart from us and thus our online time together is very limited, mostly restricted to weekends and sometimes weekends are taken for our RL obligations. In addition to the timezone restriction Dana is partnered in SL and thus has a second family from her partners side. Considering these circumstance, we weren’t sure if it would work for both of us. Dana did her trial at the pool in Yasminia. Somehow it was a “classic” trial (in our family) as she spent time in a tiny tube cell, naked and gaged. Thus all of us knew where to find her and were able to met her. As far as I remember Dana stayed one week until I opened the door and locked the collar around her neck. During the year she wears my collar now Dana managed to stay in contact, to fulfill her assignments, to see us once in a while and to show her dedication and submission. Thank you, Dana!

Dana is very adventurous. She has been a guard at RR prison, a hostess at RR prison, a doll and lately she turned to be a human pony. She had her own subs (not now anymore). After a few months she introduced Asfor Cooperstone to us and asked to collar her what was granted happily. Her relation to Asfor is very special and living in the same timezone she meets her more often than us. By now they switched and Asfor is co-owning Dana now. Thus Dana can enjoy her subside from different points of view. As a pony Dana worked hard to become a thoroughbred (a pony fulfilling testified minimum standards). I tried one of her tasks and I can tell you it is really not easy. Just a few weeks ago my sister Jill F., who was a pony trainer before in her SL, did become herself a thoroughbred. So we do have an experienced witness how hard it was for Dana. I sit here and smile proudly while I’m writing this. Being such a varied personality and at the same time such a kinky and open woman, Dana is a beloved member of our family who I don’t want to miss at all – and if it is only once in a while that we see her.

Pony Dana pregnant

Before I forget – Dana is enjoying the RP of being a pregnant human pony. Look at her lovely belly .. and it is going to become larger.

Congratulation, Dana … my sub, my doll, my slut, my pony. We look forward to your 2nd year.
Love from Dio and Jenny and the whole family
xoxoxox

My pony FFF Thoroughbred Dana

17 Sep 2011 2 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about family members, Exploring sims in Second Life, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

My sub Dana experienced the life of a pony and has trained to become a thoroughbred at Frilly Filly Farm (FFF). Jenny and I have some very little experience at being ponies and I admit that it wasn’t my kink at all. Nonetheless I allowed Dana to enter the training at FFF to become a thoroughbred. Her former sub, now co-owner and half-sister Asfor, recommended persistently that Dana should get into the training course. Several weeks ago Dana started and I could watch her progresses every time I saw her mainly at weekends. She got better and better every day and improved a lot. When we told my sister Jill Freenote, who is a well-known pony trainer, about the training she entered more or less immediately herself. Thus Jenny and I could have a lovely ride over the FFF sim in a cart pulled by Jill and Dana.

Dana and Jill providing a cart tour for Jenny and Dio at FFF

Today I got the notice that Dana has been promoted to a thoroughbred. Congratulations, Dana! we are very proud of you!
The training is hard and it needs a lot of patience. I even tried one parcour myself, it is not easy at all and needs a lot of training particularly if you have some lag in the sim. Being so proud of my sub and thoroughbred Dana here is her registration card listing her achievements:

Pony-girl Registration Card of Dana Drezelan

The pony belongs to: Diomita Maurer
Is in the care of Miss Asfor Cooperstone

It has been/is being trained by Miss Keri Clowes & Miss Jo Gallindo

10  Requirements to Graduate from Frilly Filly Farm

1. Physical Exam:   8 -5-2011 Miss Jo Galindo
2. Cart the Farm Trails displaying knowledge of Whip Commands: Jo Gallindo FFF Stable Mistress: ” Dana  shows excellent carting skills. I am very impressed!”
3. Slalom : 16.37 Trainer Keri Clowes
4. Barrel Race: Score 29 or less with no faults. Dana did a great job with barrels.  5 clean runs in a row with runs in the mid 26 second range. I am honored to sign off this event Senior Trainer Elandrel Moonwing 9/3/201
5. Large Steeplechase: 1100 Score or better with no faults. Jo Gallindo: “I watched Dana do 2 clean runs and score 1123 and 1118 in consecutive runs”.
6. Dressage: without fault approved by trainer Jo Gallindo FFF Stable Mistress. “I approve  Dana she is excellent at dressage with me and other Stable Mistresses”
7. Cross Country Carting on both paved & unpaved roads: Dana is good at carting on both paved and unpaved surfaces – Button Wright
8. Play and Score in Pony Polo: 8-14-2011 Cherry Rexie I, Cherry Rexie, certify that this pony played well and scored in pony polo. 2011-08-14 17:40
9. Recommendations of 3 trainers: Recommended by Mistress Button Wright and by Trainer Sabrina Baddingham 9/11/2011. I recommend this pony to be allowed to test for her thoroughbred final exam. She has proven to be very talented – Pricilla Slade (Trainer) 9/11/2011
10. Final Exam with a Stable Mistress: Completed by Mistress Jo Gallindo 9/15/2011

Upon completion, the pony has been given membership in the FFF Thoroughbreds group and is allowed to wear the FFF Thoroughbred tag

Well Done Dana.

Talking about……Dana Drezelan

27 Mar 2011 Leave a comment

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I met Dana at “Domme a Domme” (DaD). DaD is a place where Dommes and subs gather to chat or play. I was in a rare submissive mood and searching for some play. Dana was the one who took the opportunity, grabbed my keys and locked me at the entry point of the sim with the order to greet all incoming people. Her way of play and her beauty attracted me to know more of her and I wanted to see her at my feet in return for our first meeting.

Shortly after our first meeting Dana visited me at our home. She willingly knelt at my feet and we began to explore each other. During the following days and weeks Jenny and I met her more often. She showed us her home, introduced us to her wife JennAnn Dubrovna (aka. Jenny Dubrovna) and spent time at our place.
As Dana’s timezone doesn’t fit with ours and as she has a partner in SL and her own SL family life I refrained from the thought of collaring her first. My concerns were not right. Over 4 months we enjoyed getting to know to a very adventurous and kinky woman who made us smile every time we met her. And she became more and more devoted to me and to Jenny and she also became part of our family. And consequently her collar was locked by me on December 18, making her my doll, Dio’s doll.

our sub Dana

Dana is a lovely role player, a passionate lover, a loyal sub and a real gem for us. She needs to be strictly controlled and to be educated nonetheless (she enjoys that). She’s active at RR prison as a district attorney, also as a guard and lately as hostess. Her SL is embedded in two families now – not that I even began to understand her other family yet to be honest.

Dana is a switch, a loyal sub to us but she still can be a strict domme to others. Just recently Dana has asked for our permission to take back one of her former subs ‘Asfor’. So we became “grand-dommes” for the first time too.

We love you, Dana
Diomita & Jenny

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