Some Things Never Change

These past few days I have been doing a gentle re run of my trial for my Mistress Diomita Maurer.  I say Gentle as for the first trial I was locked away all of the time except for a mini whirl wind of buying and adding scripts to my restraints.

I felt at that time like I would never be quick enough or know as much as my Mistress to be, and at times I felt flooded by the amount of things I had to get right in no time at all.  Diomita was very forceful and impatient then and I did not wish to spoil my chances of passing that trial.

Looking to now,,,,

A lot has changed, my Mistress has more patience and I know a lot more than I did then, so this trial was to satisfy my desire to do something meaningful and special for my best friend. In Sl there have been a lot of changes recently. A lot of the pay for pick boards I used to visit have gone. They have been replaced by Midnight mania boards which have a mixture of tat, fun items and some even have quality things worth looking for on a regular basis. If you want a quick tour of a few Im me and I will be happy to show you mine if you show me yours 🙂

A lot of sims have come from out of the blue, set up and vanished just as quickly. It seems to be more difficult now to build a place that has a new slant on the BDSM theme. To be successful Sims need people and the right people at that.  We are lucky to have a lovely circle of family and friends, and sometimes when we spend some extra time with them and care to take a better look we realise just how special they are. Dio and I try not to take sides when things go wrong. We love you all as our friends and for that reason we can’t just let you go just like that. So even when family roles change our friendship need not.

Our home plot has recently changed a lot. We have been lucky that our friends have wanted to come and visit us. The new house looks cheerful and homely. The new play area promising and we have a better lay out for the beach and out buildings now. On the beach we have our itan dance ball with lots of dances in it. We have been saying to our family and friends to feel free to use the beach if you would like a quiet place to hide. We got a similar invite from Nic and JC which we will be taking up very soon.  (We know bring a clean set of bed linen).  We promise you will never know we have been there.

So today I start my third year wearing my collar given to me by my wonderful Mistress, Diomita Maurer. It is something I wear with pride. I will never hide it. It comes off only when it needs repairs and I feel lost when that is necessary. I have been allowed a new set of rules to mark my 2 years and these will become more evident as we develop into our new roles.

However, I am owned. I always will be as long as I come to SL and I belong to somebody who is very special to my RL as much as SL . That will never change.

I love you Mistress Diomita.

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Laylady Lay – collared June 5th, 2008

Today it has been 2 years since I collared Laylay Lay, my slave, who is now my wife and partner in second life. There have been already several posts about Jenny in this blog and I have nothing to add but a heartful thank you for 2 years under my boot and at my side.

Jenny beared my moods and tolerated my faults in true devotion to me. There’s hardly no bigger compliment that I can make. I look forward very confidently having her as my collared slave and wife for many years to come. I love you, Ehesklavin.

22nd May

22nd May 2010

It is two years to the day that I first met Diomita Maurer.

We have both written out story many times on this blog so I would like to do something different.

I have listed some links to You Tube to play a few songs that mean a lot to us. I hope you enjoy them in the background while you browse the web.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GAPAvev-os

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5xcW0ZH_9k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tN_HVup9oOg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CL66n6icM2g

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5-XF_pnXX4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNNBXd0CPdk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yVXj7hmhBo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wy97lOwvECs

I could go on all night adding songs that mean something to either of us. What you should know by now is just how much that night 2 years ago means to me.

I love you Mrs Diomita Maurer my wonderful wife and Mistress.

Jen xxx

2 Years collared

I was collared by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale on May 8th, 2008. Two years now! As everyone tells me that is nearly a lifetime in SL. Although I don’t agree to that statement it certainly is something very extraordinary that a D/s relation in SL lasts that long. I am very happy and thankful that Goddess and me achieved this anniversary and I hope to have many more anniversaries with her.

If you suppose that only the domme who collars a sub can release the sub then it only depends on the domme how long a collarship lasts. Those who know me know that I take my collar very seriously and that in principle I would agree to this statement. But nonetheless I ask myself how we managed to stay together that long. And I think the answer is quite simple and goes far beyond D/s – we both wanted it. We both invested a lot of ourselves in our relation and we both respect eachother and are willing to accept all our faults and willing to forgive if we’ve been not fair or not obedient (depends from which side you look at our relation).

Two years now. I will not bore you by renarrating these two years. But looking back I see so much that didn’t change and I see also many things that changed. Places changed. I remember the first family island where my trial for Goddess began as she leashed me in her office – Brat Pack Island in Mises West. Where I logged on and off in a cage even after my trial as a daily routine. I remember Stonehaven with Goddess’ place there and my place there. Places that are in my memory. The family changed. Some sisters and subs left and are still close friends – others simply left and we only hope that they’re doing well. The relation to Goddess is something like a backbone in my SL. It is one base for my SL – the second base is Jenny.

Goddess is one of the strictest dommes that I know. She rules her family. And I’ve learned a lot from her. But she’s at the same time a very very caring person. I can and I do rely on her. If I need her help, advise or anything else she always manages to lend me an ear. I trust her. I am her devoted brat and her property. I am proud to be her’s. I love you, Goddess !!

Doing my 2nd year revival trial for Goddess

For my upcoming 2nd year anniversary of being collared by Goddess I asked her to lock me down for a week. That might sound strange to those who know me particularly as I have had no idea how and where she might lock me. She just said that she grants my wish.
Since Tuesday I sit in a capsule. the same capsule as during my trial. Goddess has placed a cask with a wooden dildo just in front of the capsule and when Jenny is online she rides the dildo an comes unrealistic often. She counted every 4 minutes. I have to watch how she polishes the dildo with her pussy. Do I begin to develop a fetisch for wooden pussy polished dildos?

Dio in her capsule surrounded by family and friends
Anyway as I kneel here tied tightly in my cosy capsule I have time to write.
I get a lots of visits. My family comes to me and I enjoy the attention that I get. Even my sister Yar has been here today*smiles. What a nice vist. My newest sub, vero Lacombe drops by whenever she’s online. My sister Valerie visited me a lot already. This morning I saw my only slaveboy Santana. Today also Danii, my cutie, was online. I had left her leashed and blindfolded, deaf and gagged with her armbinder on the terrace. Yar managed to move the leash pole down to my cell and cutie companied me for over an hour. She was so eager to see me but couldn’t. Later today Pike was here. She managed to escape from prison to see me. Awwww, I’m spoiled. My sister Tey who I hadn’t see for a long while was here. Goddess was here daily whenever she could. Claire was here. And many others dropped by. Tyra, who companied me during my trial spent several hours with me *muah. And of course Jenny companies me when she’s online. And yesterday Jenny and me listened to the stream of our regular Friday night party hosted by Virgo Babii. What a fun. So I can really have a good time.
My thoughts go 2 years back often. What a rare luck I had to meet Goddess and to enter this family. I feel loved … and love my family in return.

Come and visit me as long as I am here *smiles brightly

Two years old

Two Years Old

 

As I have been approaching my two year rez day celebrations I have been pondering what and who have helped me reach it.

Without any doubt the most important person has been Diomita my Mistress, partner and best friend. We complement each other very well and quite often know what the other is about to say. We support one another and share a lot of very good times together. I will always be grateful for knowing you. Anybody who knows us understands how important we are to each other. Thank you my love.

There are lots of times that we are not together and for those times there are 2 things that have contributed to my enjoyment:

I have to admit it was the ability to explore my fantasies with bondage that brought me to SL. Some of the toys and scripts are exquisite and really do fire up my imagination. I have learnt things in SL that I have been able to bring to my RL and also test some of my limits likes and dislikes in a safe environment.

But aside from my best friend and Mistress the thing that makes SL fresh interesting and welcoming are my family and friends. They say in that life you cannot choose your family, only your friends. It is somewhat true in SL too. With a family such as ours members introduce their own members to the family and they become part of the unit. We are blessed right now to have a wonderful family and lovely friends of the family. I know many places where I can go now and I will always get a very friendly welcome, somebody to talk to and help with anything should I need it.

To me SL is a social place with the bonus of bondage play, without the all of the fantastic people I have met over the past 2 years, I could not be sure that I would still be here now.

So to everybody I know Thank you for tolerating the lag and making SL a place I hope to be for many years to come.

Love

Jenny Maurer (Laylady Lay)

Dio’s 2nd year in Second Life Feb 11th 2010

My second year in SL is over today and I’ll start my third. It seems to me like yesterday when I remember my first days in SL. And it also seems like yesterday reading what I wrote in my letter to my family and friends on the occasion of my 1st rezz day. And now the 2nd year is already over.
I am happy that I can say that the base of my SL hasn’t changed in this 2nd year:

– I am still owned by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale
– I am still spoiled by the love and devotion of my partner and Ehesklavin Jenny
– I am still part of a lovely large family
– I am still running my own family branch
– I am still exploring SL and myself
– I am still happy to be here

Now let’s have a look back to this 2nd year – just a short one. What did happen beside having fun together? What are the events that I want to remember when I’ll read these lines again after my third year.
There have been some changes in my family branch of Yasmin’s brat pack.

– My sister Fae vanished suddently and didn’t return a long while. She had been in hospital being seriously ill but she returned after several months. She left again very quickly as she fell in love in RL. That is a happy reason to leave and we’re glad for her. She’ll be back and explore herself on her own now. Well, at least I hope that she will be back as she told us.

– My sister Claire who is living in the Euro Brat timezone became closer to me and with permission of Goddess she submitted to me like Fae did before. Claire is a lovely sweet girl as her permanent tag expresses “Goddess’ sweet girl”. She is always smiling and I feel spoiled by her. Her happiness and mostly good mood is infectious.

– Pike and her wife Danii were my subs for about 3 months and they are still close friends of us. Unfortunately our focus in SL and some play preferences didn’t fit and Pike and Danii left us again consensually and friendly. And we see eachother from time to time. I still love you both and will not stop feeling close to both of you .

– During this 2nd year Goddess collared rabea – a new sister for me. Rabea is from Germany. We had a bad start as sisters and some arguments but later we became close as sisters and very close friends. And rabea is now a permanent part of my family branch. Jenny and myself are often together with rab and we enjoying playing together, shopping or sometimes just talking.

– rabea suddently left and we didn’t know what happened to her. Siobhan, her sub, spent a lot of time with Jenny and me and became part of my little family. Finally and without knowing about rabea’s return I collared Siobhan October 4th 2009. On rabea’s return – she has had a serious accident and spent several months in hospital – we didn’t turn time back and Sio stayed mine. Welcome to me and welcome to us, Sio. We love you.

– vanessa companied us during my 2nd year in SL. She is a very loyal sub and always a reason to smile. We don’t see her often enough unfortunately. But when she’s online her ways, her devotion and her constant demand for love and play is a very special expierience. Thank you, vanessa … Maurer’s Joy!

– Recently Goddess approved that Allana Mikadze may join our family. End of November 2009 Jenny and me found Alla helplessly at “Love hurts” and took control of her. Allana is a slave, owned and forced. Now she’s also officially our sub. Welcome to the Eurobrat family, Alla (who is from the US btw.). Welcome to Yasmin’s Brat Pack as a grandbrat.

– Last but as everyone know definitively not least, Jenny. Jenny was with me all the time in this 2nd year. No day where we didn’t talk or had contact per other media. I can’t imagine my SL without her and there’s no reason to imagine that. Thank you so much my dear wife and Ehesklavin.
So my part family did grow a little bit. It was one major part of my SL in this 2nd year and has become very important for me.

There have been some changes to Goddess’ family which I call my greater family. Besides rabea, who is from Germany, I got 2 other new sisters. Anna form the US and Valerie from Germany. Valerie was Goddess’ slave before. She was the observant of the decking in Yasminia and she grew until Goddess collared her has her brat. It is still simply great to be part of such a great family. Thank you, Goddess. I do love you and I would submit to you immediately again if I weren’t owned already.

Goddess and her brats

Some of my friendships have cooled down a little bit unfortunately, some became more intensive and I made some new friends. Any list might not be complete so I better don’t mention you all by name here.

What else is new and related to this 2nd year in SL? Maybe it is my life in two home sims. There is our beach house and our retreat Chez Maurer in Rivers Rock. And there is Yasmina. My sister Yar gave that sim to Goddess who establish our family sim there. I was permitted to build Hotel California in Yasminia. The hotel has provided some nice hours for play and we go there regularly for playing or visiting guests or introducing guests.

I could fulfill my intention to get back to Pandora’s box. Over several weeks I was there again quite often but then I couldn’t anymore …. and now I’ll intend take a next try.
Jenny and me got very close in this 2nd year. We had some nice adventures together. Particulary we love to do quests.

Jenny knows me very well and she now gets green lights. During a green light I switch and submit to her. She has always a new treat in stock for me. And together with rab or any other sister or friend …. well, it can be hard but also very exciting once I’m fully caught by roleplaying and switching to the sub role. As a sub Jenny brought me over some limits that I had before. Thank you, my love. Nonetheless once the green light is off Jenny is again my beloved slave.

I continued to collect pictures and my slideshows have quite a lot pictures in the meanwhile, several hundred and sometimes when it is quiet in SL.. well it is rarely… then I am content just to sit and watch the sildeshow. With the date and a short text displayed with each picture, that is really a journey into nice memories.
Friday nights are your Club nights. We spent them at the Bratz Club in RR. Virgo, a former sis and close friend, makes a perfect party of it each time.
Dancing leads me to intan. I replaced all dances that we had on the roof of “Chez Maurer” with on intan controller and now we can dance everywhere on our plot and choose the dance from the controller. A great invention !

During my 2nd year in SL I could celebrate a lot of anniversaries beginning with my 1st collaring day with Goddess, my one year collaring of Jenny and vanessa and my 1st wedding anniversary.

I am curious of my third year. Before all I wish that my little family stays together and I wish that I can celebrate 2nd anniversaries with my owner Goddess Yasmin, with my Ehesklavin, with vanessa and some 1st anniversaries. I am looking forward to further explore SL, to meet new friends, to intensify old friendships, to having exciting play sessions, to adventures, to enhance my bdsm expierence, to nice talks. There will be changes as life goes on in RL and SL. I just hope that I can avoid any drama as far as possible – let us always remember that we are here to enjoy and to live beyond the possibilities of our RL and that we are humans with emotions. I just hope that the base of my SL will stay like a solid rock.

Dear Jenny, Dear Goddess, dear family, dear friends, let me heartfully thank you all for your love and support. I wouldn’t be here without you. I wouldn’t be “Dio” without you. I couldn’t relax and enjoy SL without you. Thank you all for a great 2nd year in 2nd life. Many thanks!

Love
Diomita

One year wedding anniversary

Really one year? Time flies particulary when you’re having a good time. One year ago was our day. We married at Rivers Rock. Goddess held the speech and said our vows. After the wedding we had a one week honeymoon. The family had build a skybox for us and furnished it. Most of it was done by Fae. Thank you Fae. We had a great week. It was such a good time that we decided to keep the skybox. We bought the furniture, we added a detail here and a detail there. We added a dance floor on the roof of it. And we gave it a name “Chez Maurer”. CM is still our place when we retreat and it is located in the skies above our plot at Rivers Rock.

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One year with Jenny, my Ehesklavin, my partner, my wife, my fucktoy, my slut. Can you imagine such an all-in-one person? I can because she’s mine.
Jenny – she’s a quiet and patient sub, she’s obedient, she’s following my rules, she accepted to be controlled and I do control her.
Jenny – she’s demanding, she’s mean, she’s makes evil plans, she’s adventurous.
Jenny – she’s my partner, my wife, my friend, the one at my side.
Jenny – she’s my slut, my fucktoy, my horny slave.
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We have experienced a lot together, we developed together and we’re still desiring eachother. From being just my slave Jenny began to become more and more confident. Self-confident and knowing that I would do everything for her, she defined her place within our relation. She developed her domme side also. She will always be MY property, my collared Ehesklavin but …. I have also sub needs and Jenny knows about them and she plays with them and during what we call a “green light” she takes over. And sometimes she devolpes evil plans how to treat me. It’s all about trust. I can relax, can let things happen as she planed them. I know in advance about her deep love and devotion and that she won’t hurt me. It adds another dimension of bdsm playing for me.

For our one year anniversary we decided to spoil ourselves and made some pictures of us. We’re happy about them. We love memories like this.

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I look forward to every night that I can spent with you, my Ehesklavin.

I look forward to our second year as a couple in SL, my love.

I look forward to all the adventures we will expierence togehter.

Thank you for this year, Mrs. Jenny Maurer. I love you.

Almost a year.

I know Diomita has her own words to mark this special occasion.

I think that reaching a year as partners in SL takes some doing and more than that to reach a year and feel that you are still like newly weds takes something special.

This blog is not about looking back but about looking forward,,,, On the 24th of  October Diomita and I will have been partners for a year. We are blessed to belong to yasmin’s Brat pack and to have our own Euro Brat pack sub division. Our family is quite complete and very well balanced. We are fortunate to have many good people as our friends and we are never short of things to do.

That is why for the year ahead I hope we do not just continue to enjoy all the things we had,

but we make the most of  all the things we have and that we see more of our family and friends.

With Diomita I have my best friend by my side and we will look forward to lots of new friends challenges and fun together.

Thank you not just for the past year but the hope we have for many more to come.

I love you Diomita Maurer

by jenny your married slave

June, 1st So I sit here in Stonehaven….

So I sit here in Stonehaven at our house up in the sky and try to write something about my wife and slave Jenny. This place hasn’t lost it’s special meaning to me, its magic somehow. I can see Jenny kneeling in front of me the day we met. I brought her up here and we talked. I was owned just a couple of weeks myself and began to get used to my new life in collared freedom (strange expression?). Her immediate devotion, her strong will and her whole way attracted me immediately. I was close to lock her away immediately that night to get her – but I didn’t. I let her go, I wanted her to decide free, willingly, without me around. She had to clear her own ownership to someone else who couldn’t care for her really. She came back. I locked her away. I got Goddess’ approval to take her. I collared her and this last year changed both of us.

So I sit here in Sotnehaven thinking of her. There’s no day not thinking of her, not being with her in one or another way. Life in SL is slow with all the lag – but quick, very quick on the other side. I can’t write down all the  adventures and expierences we made. Even loved places are gone in the meanwhile like the first family island. We used to go to our cages there before we logged off. There was a timer of 30 minutes for the cages. Thus when we got online again we had time to answer IMs, to sort stuff, to make plans what to do. Not the baddest way to start a night in SL. We do have other rituals nowadays. No goodnight without a big hug and little “xxx”. We discoverd dancing to the music of slowradio.com for us. We built our own little world where we live now with our small part family which is embedded in Goddess brat pack. We have other rituals, like Jen’s and mine weekly Zyngo competition.
And we still have this house up here in Stonehaven.

So I sit here in Stonehaven knowing that Jenny is in her cage again. Her back is covered with the marks of the whipping she got last night. She provoked it. She wanted to feel that I still force her to follow my rules. I keep promises – so I proved that I’m still prepared to force her. These last two weeks she lived totally as my sub again, restrained mostly and chastited. And she showed and proved once again her devotion to me. I threathened her to keep her there for weeks again. She certainly knows I can and she would not complain. But she certainly knows as well, that I will not – not now at least. I’ll take her out later tonight, will hold her in my arms. And I will unlock her chasbelt tomorrow night to celebrate her first year as my collared sub. RL will keep us from celebrating the exact date but we don’t care.
So I sit here in Stonehaven thankfully for the time we had and looking forward to the future thinking what to write about my wife and slave Jenny……

I love you.

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