01 Sep 2022
by diomitamaurer
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Tags: Adumadan Biziou, Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Betina Sands, Carnal Intentions, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Ebony Massey, Filip Huntsman, Friday night party, Haly Shinn, Jayson Dakota, Kawaii Suki, Kitty Maurer, krysbia, Lily Bloodrose, Lizswann, Lochme, Mount Everest, Perseo Topaz, Psi's realm, sakuramatsumoto, Sarah Fhang, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Sakura, Starbright Wingtips, Virgo Babii
Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
“It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.”
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.
When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.
The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.
August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)
August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly
Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.
At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.
August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust
Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.
August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)
At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
“Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.
Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.
August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi
For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.
30 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: "New Day" by Bamboo Barnes, Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Bamboo Barnes, Big Sky Over Florence, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Faye, Jenny Maurer, Kerupa Flow, krysbia, Lily Bloodrose, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Lily, slave Luci, slave Sakura, Yasmin Heartsdale
Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.
August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily
Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.
August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi
That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.
Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.
August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home
There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.
I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.
Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.
At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!
August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.
27 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Mistress Jenny, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly
Sunday, August 14th, I spent again quite some time in Second Life, roaming over sims aimlessly. I had a few IMs, I talked with Del (Krysbia). I met Kitty and later Flo shortly for a game of skipee.
I made another holographic statue of Jenny and placed it at our skybox. And I placed one in the house. Jenny will always be with me in my mind. While I was standing around I searched the marketplace and finally found what I was looking for. A big obelisk with full perm rights. I bought it and looked at home for a central place for it. I placed it near to Jenny’s tree trunk, then I added my 2 favourite pictures of Jenny and me to it making the obelisk a monument for Jenny, a place for my and our grief. I added some candles and a condolence book to leave messages. Finally I added a pond, knowing that Jenny loved the pond in her garden.
I also sent out an announcement to the family and friends group about Jenny’s unexspected death. That Sunday I cried a lot as the finality sinks in more and more. There is only one life.
August 14th: Diomita at Jenny’s monument at home / Diomita kneeling next to Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue in our skybox
At night I played a skipee with slave Alessi and Angelique. slave Holly came in-world while we played. It was a close game (Angelique won it). We went to Carnal Intentions. Argi joined us there later. We just talked amoung us and watched the world go by.
August 14th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi
Monday, August 15th, I visited an exhibition that opened Friday, August 19 – “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8t6). What a coincidence. A new day has always something mystical if you think about it. It is a start, it is embracing what it has on stock for us. Not that I can ever forget the love of my Second Life. The last 14 years were a great journey together with Jenny. But with every new day, I think about what to do now. Some decisions that I have to take are starting to crystallize. They are becoming a little clearer from day to day.
I changed my home point at our sim. Mistress Jenny and I just had moved it to the sun terrace of our house. Now I moved it to Jenny’s monument. So that I can send an hello to her in heaven every time I return home. I miss her terribly.
Angelique came by and added a rose to Jenny’s monument.
August 15th: Diomita and Angelique at Jenny’s monument
At night I met Angelique at Jenny’s memorial monument. She was dressed really tempting and was wearing cuffs. I locked her hands and took her with me to club DeLust. Actually she got some attention being leashed to her aunt. When Flo came inworld we returned home to see her. She had issues to wear her tape dress again. We helped Flo to get back into her latex dress which was quite some work .. When we finally had fixed it we played a game of skipee, then we went to Carnal Intentions and watched. I put Flo in a full tape encasement, and I dared to have Angelique leashed to me again.
Flo left for bed and slave Alessi joined us. We stayed a bit longer at Carnal Intentions, then we moved on to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night.
August 15th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, Angelique and slave Alessi
SL feels so different for me. I miss Jenny a lot. I miss talking with her about others, about plans, even about the weather. Everything is so different now. I feel the support of my family and friends though. They worry about me – and they need me (I think).
26 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
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Tags: Adumadan Biziou, Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Argi Boa, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Carnal Intentions, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, daytimesleeper, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Elenaslv Serenity, Friday night party, Jayson Dakota, krysbia, laura00175, Lily Bloodrose, Mount Everest, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, Starbright Wingtips, Tsuki Takeda, Virgo Babii
Friday, August 12th, I felt quite “empty” after I had informed the inner cicle of our family about Jenny’s death the night before. When I logged in I had an offline message from Kitty, who lacked words (like me). slave Holly had sent a picture of her kneeling next to the holographic statue of Jenny that I had rezzed on our sun terrace. Alessi was inworld when I came online and I found her sitting by Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue. We definitively will need a pace for our grieve. We hugged each other, then I retreated.
I was not satisfied with the holographic statue of Jenny. Hence i made another and better new one from a picture of Jenny taken on June 12, 2022. Then I returned inworld and knelt next to it and pictured Jenny watching me and us. I met Ebony at home for an hug. I also placed Jenny in our skybox. She will look at me there and I will see her every day when I log in and logout.
August 12th: slave Holly, slave Alessi and Diomita at our sun terrace with Mistress Jenny / Jenny at our skybox
I went visiting the exhibition “Noir Vibrations” by Noir Tater (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8sy) later. The visit and writing about it, to keep my routines, did distracted me for a while.
I had also decided to have our Friday night party as another fix date in our Second Life routine. Jenny would have demanded that we continue having fun together. I selected something about twins as a theme. Angelique and I would go as “Angelique” twins, slave Holly and slave Alessi were already twins:
“It’s Friday again and in good tradition we start into the weekend with a party. It’s still a hot and dry Summer, hence we’ll have a beach party. To add some fun think about coming as twins or dressed alike or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”
Angelique and I met in the later afternoon and checked our outfits. we did look quite “alike”.
At night I met Angelique again at the skipee table. Flo came by too, we diced to visit a club and to shock people with our twin outfit. We went to club DeLust. With slave Holly, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and Baroness joining us we had kind of a warming up party at club DeLust.
August 12th: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, Baroness Capelo, slave Holly and slave Lily
We returned home when our first guests turned up. Considering the circumstances we had a lovely party. During the party I informed all, who didn’t know yet about Jenny from me. I shed more tears in RL .. but I begin to realize what a great time Jenny and I had. And I asked Virgo to play “When the lady smiles” from Golden Earing. This was jenny’s and my favourite song from the time she began to take control over me “as a matter of fact I don’t resist at all”. By the end of this song she would lock my cuffs.
The support of my family and friends kept me going. And desipte all sadness it was a good start into the weekend once again.
August 12th – Friday night party: Angelique, Diomita, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Dely (Krysbia), Adumadan Biziou, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), DaY (daytimesleeper), Jayson Dakota, Tsuki Takeda, Laura (Laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii (lower row)
Saturday, August 13th, I was online quiet a lot. I met Dely in the later morning at Lochme. And I met slave Alessi in the early afternoon and took advantage of her at our sun terrace. She licked me to a nice orgasm. Then I took her with me to club DeLust. She had my used panties in her mouth.
At night I met with Angelique. After a game of skipee, Angelique and I went to club DeLust. We talked, we watched the full club with all the silent people, and we had a little play, yet Angelique was not ready for it (yet).
August 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique
When Alessi came inworld we returned home and had a skipee with three, Angelique, Alessi and I. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and me with Argi there.
The whole day I felt a strange emptiness. I didn’t know how to go on. I just knew that I would have to take decisions. Not that day, not short term…. but I would have to take them.
25 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Kitty Maurer, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci
Wednesday, August 10th, I was inworld in the earlier morning and met Kitty. She was at a sailing yacht harbour where you can try out yachts and invited me on a sailing trip. Kitty steered the boat and had me trimming the sails following her commands. It was a nice trip, but it ended after 10 minutes when the boat derezzed itself and we both landed on the ground of the black sea. Nonetheless it was a nice start into the day. We both didn’t mention Jenny, but of course we both thought of her. Jenny and Kitty had always had a close relation to each other.
August 10th: Diomita and Kitty sailing
In the afternoon, I had a few chats, then met the dominant from the day before again. She insisted on a strict protocol and we got a bit moer known to eachother. She was trying to help me as I need an outlet for my sub side. That afternoon we just talked.
I returned home when Angelique came inworld but I missed her unfortunately. What I had in mind for her had to be postponed.
At night I was running late due to my RL. Angelique, Flo and slave Luci were playing skipee. I watched them playing. When they had finished, slave Luci went off to bed. slave Alessi had joined us. As I was a bit tipsy RL I appreciated to play another round as teams to wind down. Angelique and I won it way too easily against Flo and slave Alessi. While we were playing slave Holly had also come in-world.
We all went to club DeLust that night. Angelique wore a lovely dress that revealed her kink perfectly and I ordered her to keep wearing it until further notice. There was not much going on, hence we talked amoung us most of the time. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions .. but it was quiet there as well and it was our bedtime as well, hence we didn’t stay long. I still missed Jenny terrible although everybody tries to distract me and to keep going, just like I did it myself.
August 10th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and and slave Alessi
Thursday, August 11th, someone of Jenny’s family in RL contacted me and told me that Jenny passed away unexpectedly in July. I have had a gloomy premonition already but still had hoped.
And now I had to tell our family and friends. How do I do that? Will I stay in Second Life? And if … how will I go on without Jenny?
July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust
I know that Jenny is watching me and us. And whatever I am going to do she will be unforgotten and I am thankful for the great time we had together. Rest in peace my love, my world. I will always love you, Jenny!
I felt so strange and empty. I met slave Alessi at home, who was the first to get my sad news. I hopped around sims. I sat down. I tried to make plans – I couldn’t. I have had plans for Angelique, who stayed in her revealing outfit the whole day as I had ordered her to do. She sent 2 pictures from her doing her work at the Maid Manor in SL wearing the outfit.
I sat down on our sun terrace and began to make a hologram of Jenny – a picture of her with transparent background. I will make a better one some time soon. slave Sakura came by and knelt at my side. I waited to have Angelique and Flo with me. Flo came inworld and began to play skipee as she does it every day. I could have called her to me, but I waited. I had no plan.
August 11th: Diomita and slave Alessi at home / Angelique at work / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home
When Angelique returned home I had her and Flo at the sun terrace and I told them about Jenny. They lacked words, just like myself. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us and we had a skipee, Flo, Angelique, Luci and I. While we played slave Holly, slave Alessi and Ebony joined us.
I had a busy and empty night. I began to inform the closer family and friends. I did that personally and I decided that we would have the party the next day, as I thought it was in Jenny’s sense that we go on having fun and distraction of our RL. I would send out a group message over the weekend.
After the game Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly and I went to Psi’s realm. It was full there and we had something to watch. Later, when Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took Alessi and Holly to club DeLust.
August 11th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi
We returned home to meet Argi, who I had talked to as well and who wanted to give me a hug. Then we went off to bed.
24 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, krysbia, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci
Monday, August 8th, I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. Sometimes I stayed a bit and went away from the keybord. Nothing really happened. Without Jenny there’s a strange void for me. I still keep going as if nothing happened. I do it for our subs and slaves. They miss Jenny as well and a lot but they avoid talking about her in my presence, a taboo topic. So, there’s nothing to be kept for the diary about my time inworld during the day.
At night I was at club Domme a Domme first. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined me there. Whe Flo came inworld, I returned home with slave Luci to play a skipee with three. But as Angelique showed up as well just when we has sat down, we played a skipe as teams.
After the game we went to Carnal and watched the silent crowd while chatting amoung us …. and while I played with Flo’s tape dress and with slave Holly’s restrictions. Angelique looked quite tempting that night. She knows how to play with her assets.
After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Luci and slave Holly with me to club DeLust.
August 8th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Luci
Tuesday, August 9th, was another day I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. I met Dely (krysbia) at club Domme a Domme and chatted a while with her and went to her home with her to meet one of her subs.
In this blog that day my 2nd entry “Ehesklavin Diomita” had been published (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8om). Mistress Jenny had taken me deep into subspace, just one day before she vanished. Sweet memories on one hand, painful memories as I miss her so much.
I made some changes on Tuesday, August 8th. I revised my profile to express how much I miss Mistress Jenny and added a pick “Ehesklavin Diomita” to my profile. I went off RLV and removed the nosering. I couldn’t touch it nor could I change settings on it and the relay was still set to auto which got me caught by devices a few times already. Furthermore I replaced my slave collar with my partnering collar. It feels right considering the turmoil of emotions I am still going through. And I miss my partner much more than my Mistress.
August 9th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) / Diomita portrait
In the afternoon, while I was standing around at DeLust, I met a nice dominant and I had a short play with her. She was very understanding and I did enjoy the time with her (no pictures or name here). I try to slowly feel my way out and find a way to handle the current situation without Jenny.
At night I had a skipee with Flo and slave Luci first. When we had finished slave Luci went off the bed, and Angelique joined Flo and me. We went to Carnal Intentions. We chatted again amoung us while watching the crowd and lsiting to some main chat, which was party funny.
After Flo and Angelique had left to bed both, I went to club DeLust. slave Holly came inworld and I summoned her to me. We spent some time at DeLust together catching up with our days. Then, back home, slave Holly got her fix. It’s just right to keep up her addiction to me.
August 9th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo and Angelique / at club DeLust with slave Holly
23 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
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Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Kitty Maurer, Luci Glendale, Mount Everest, Paradise Falls, Psi's realm, Puerto Esclava, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci, slave Sakura
Saturday, August 6th, I was not inworld during the day. I came inworld at night and Angelique and Flo were present. We caught up with our news RL and SL and had a game of skipee. it was a close game, hence fun. And when Alessi came by later, we had a game as teams. slave Holly showed up while we were finishing the game. Flo and slave Alessi won it against Angelique and me.
After our game(s) we went to Carnal Intentions and I played with Flo’s tape dress (good that I had enough tape rolls with me) and with slave Alessi and slave Holly .. or is it slave Alolly and slave Holessi? I had my fun with the new pet Flo and with the twins.
August 6th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi
Later, Flo and Angelique had already left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to club DeLust for a bit before it was time to head home and to bed for us as well.
August 6th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly and slave Alessi
Sunday morning, August 7th, I went on a simploring tour and visited Paradise Falls (read here). It was a nice tour and exploring and writing distracts me well. I miss Jenny terribly but I try to keep going for our family. I had Kitty in IM while I was simploring. She tries to have fun and finds trouble here and there. She gave me a landmark of a kinky place, something to explore another time.
After my tour and before Kitty had to log off as it was already late for her, I met Kitty at home for hug. Then I went over to Puerto Esclava, sat down there and began writing my simploring report.
August 7th: Diomita at home with Kitty / at Puerto Esclava / Diomita simploring
I was inworld during the afternoon twice for a short time. I met Angelique at Heavy Bondage Club, but other than that, nothing happened.
At night I played a skipee with Angelique and Flo first. While we played it filled, slave Sakura(sakuramatsumoto), slave Luci (Luci Glendale) and slave Holly came inworld. After our game Angelique went off to bed and we had another round, this time as teams. Flo and I won it by 2 cards only against slave Holly and slave Luci. I took the slaves to Psi’s realm that night. I literally had my hands full holding 5 leashes!
August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci
I had to change something. Hence I locked up everyone at Psi’s realm. Flo became my pet, slave Luci amd seat and slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura were locked and leashed at the hanging chains. Then I poured a glass of wine and enjoyed my work.
August 7th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci
After Flo had left for bed we returned home, I had still some time left on my hand and unlocked slave Sakura’s belt. She was allowed to ride the sybian. slave Alessi was allowed to lick me to a lovely orgasm … and slave Holly and slave Luci had to watch my pleasure.
When i was satified and slave Sakura her her orgasm (actually she had two), I locked slave sakura’s belt again and took all with me as I had to pee. This way, slave Holly got also a treat that night. I was quite busy and hence didn’t take many pictures though.
August 7th: Diomita at home with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and slave Luci
What a full Sunday night! With my hands full I have not much time to think. But without Jenny .. how shall I go on? I miss her so badly. I miss talking with her and sharing the fun.
22 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Bastet Starchild, Cherishville Summer 2022, Claven Albatros, Club DeLust, Della Randt, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Ebony Massey, Friday night party, Jayson Dakota, Kawaii Suki, Kitty Maurer, krysbia, laura00175, Lizswann, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, Psi's realm, Puerto Esclava, Rhyn Nootan, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, Starbright Wingtips, Vaishyaa, Virgo Babii
Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.
August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022
In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.
My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.
After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.
August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)
Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.
August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme
Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.“
My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.
August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)
20 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Baroness Capelo, Carnal Intentions, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Kitty Maurer, Luci Glendale, Mistress Jenny, Psi's realm, Puerto Esclava, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura
Tuesday, August 2nd, I was inworld in the later morning and spent some time at Puerto Esclava. slave Holly and Kitty had met in the earlier morning and were teasing eachother. Kitty proposed that I should get diapers for slave Holly: “Kitty bumped into Maya B today. Kitty didn’t know she makes diapers. So Kitty was thinking that it would be helpful choice for Holly”. And Holly wrote to me ” I was teasing Kitty about Flo’s outfit for the month *imagines a kitty with a ball of tape*”.
It made me smile how good the two get along although they see each other only shortly and just a few times a week (if at all).
I returned in the early afternoon and Kitty was inworld really early (it was before 5 AM for her). She was at Psi’s realm and I went there. There were just a few people but enough for some chatting and teasing. I had to remind our Kitty of her basic rules and after some exercises she hopefully reminds them now. She decorated me well at Psi’s realm and later at club Domme a Domme. We had almost 1 hour together, then I had to tend to my RL and Kitty had to get some breakfast.
August 2nd: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Diomita at Psi’s realm and at club Domme a Domme with Kitty
At night I spent some time at club Domme a Domme. It was quite full and some main chat was going on. Baroness Capelo livened up the space and was talking about my butt while I was shortly afk *laughs*. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) decorated me as well as slave Luci (Luci Glendale) (I forgt to take a picture). I returned home with slave Sakura and began a skipee with slave Luci. We stopped it when slave Alessi joined us and started a game with three. slave Sakura watch kneeling next do me.
I had an IM with Angelique. She sent me a picture of the maids ranking board at the Maid Manor. I didn’t see the ranking board when I visited myself. I shall look at it when I visit again. It didn’t surprise me that Angelique leads the ranking by far. Good girl!
Flo joined us late. She had had a good night in RL. After the game slave Luci left us going to bed.
August 2nd: Angelique at the Maid Manor / Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
I took Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a little bondage night. It was comparably full there with some main chat. I tried out the next variation of Flo’s tape dress and added a tape hood. The slaves were all tied up equally. I got quite some nice pictures.
August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
And after Flo left, I went to Carnal Intentions with the slaves.
August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
I had my hands full again that night, the best distraction I could get.
Wednesday, August 3rd, I spent about half an hour at club Domme a Domme in the later morning, nothing happened, just watching and reading profiles and doing my chores in RL. I moved on to Puerto Esclava and sat down there. slave “A” showed up there. “A” is a good submissive girl and after hesitating she relinquished control to me. I could sense her excitement. I left her with timers when I had to tend to my RL.
August 3rd: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava with slave A
I was inworld again in the later afternoon for almost an hour. I spent it at club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. slave Anita was present und she decorated me. Particularly in the afternoons, I miss Mistress Jenny. It was the time we met to enjoy togetherness. Now it’s empty in my SL. I will have to decide how my SL shall look like if Mistress doesn’t return soon, a situation I hoped I would never be in.
At night I was running late. Flo and slave Sakura were present. I started a skipee with Flo .. and it worked … slave Alessi and slave Holly showed up. Hence we had a game as teams. It was just relaxing, a nice and close game. After the game Flo went off to bed. I was about to take the slaves to Carnal Intentions when slave A showed up at our sim.
I gagged and blindfolded all slaves and took them to Carnal Intentions, enjoyed my control and chatted with each of them. If Mistress Jenny doesn’t return soon then I will need a second leash holder *winks*
August 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave sakura and slave A
Another day with no information and with worries. I try hard to stay strong and to keep going.
18 Aug 2022
by diomitamaurer
in Diary
Tags: Alessi20, Angelique Maurer, Carnal Intentions, Club DeLust, Diomita Maurer, Domme a Domme, Kitty Maurer, krysbia, Mistress Jenny, Mount Everest, sakuramatsumoto, slave Alessi, slave Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura
Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.
Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.
July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home
I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).
When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.
After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.
July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”
Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.
August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home
At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.
I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.
August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll
After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.
August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura
Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.
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