Diary 2022 (111) August 10th/11th Sad Days

Wednesday, August 10th, I was inworld in the earlier morning and met Kitty. She was at a sailing yacht harbour where you can try out yachts and invited me on a sailing trip. Kitty steered the boat and had me trimming the sails following her commands. It was a nice trip, but it ended after 10 minutes when the boat derezzed itself and we both landed on the ground of the black sea. Nonetheless it was a nice start into the day. We both didn’t mention Jenny, but of course we both thought of her. Jenny and Kitty had always had a close relation to each other.

August 10th: Diomita and Kitty sailing

In the afternoon, I had a few chats, then met the dominant from the day before again. She insisted on a strict protocol and we got a bit moer known to eachother. She was trying to help me as I need an outlet for my sub side. That afternoon we just talked.
I returned home when Angelique came inworld but I missed her unfortunately. What I had in mind for her had to be postponed.

At night I was running late due to my RL. Angelique, Flo and slave Luci were playing skipee. I watched them playing. When they had finished, slave Luci went off to bed. slave Alessi had joined us. As I was a bit tipsy RL I appreciated to play another round as teams to wind down. Angelique and I won it way too easily against Flo and slave Alessi. While we were playing slave Holly had also come in-world.
We all went to club DeLust that night. Angelique wore a lovely dress that revealed her kink perfectly and I ordered her to keep wearing it until further notice. There was not much going on, hence we talked amoung us most of the time. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Holly and slave Alessi to Carnal Intentions .. but it was quiet there as well and it was our bedtime as well, hence we didn’t stay long. I still missed Jenny terrible although everybody tries to distract me and to keep going, just like I did it myself.

August 10th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and and slave Alessi

Thursday, August 11th, someone of Jenny’s family in RL contacted me and told me that Jenny passed away unexpectedly in July. I have had a gloomy premonition already but still had hoped.
And now I had to tell our family and friends. How do I do that? Will I stay in Second Life? And if … how will I go on without Jenny?

July 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust

I know that Jenny is watching me and us. And whatever I am going to do she will be unforgotten and I am thankful for the great time we had together. Rest in peace my love, my world. I will always love you, Jenny!

I felt so strange and empty. I met slave Alessi at home, who was the first to get my sad news. I hopped around sims. I sat down. I tried to make plans – I couldn’t. I have had plans for Angelique, who stayed in her revealing outfit the whole day as I had ordered her to do. She sent 2 pictures from her doing her work at the Maid Manor in SL wearing the outfit.
I sat down on our sun terrace and began to make a hologram of Jenny – a picture of her with transparent background. I will make a better one some time soon. slave Sakura came by and knelt at my side. I waited to have Angelique and Flo with me. Flo came inworld and began to play skipee as she does it every day. I could have called her to me, but I waited. I had no plan.

August 11th: Diomita and slave Alessi at home / Angelique at work / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home

When Angelique returned home I had her and Flo at the sun terrace and I told them about Jenny. They lacked words, just like myself. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us and we had a skipee, Flo, Angelique, Luci and I. While we played slave Holly, slave Alessi and Ebony joined us.
I had a busy and empty night. I began to inform the closer family and friends. I did that personally and I decided that we would have the party the next day, as I thought it was in Jenny’s sense that we go on having fun and distraction of our RL. I would send out a group message over the weekend.

After the game Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly and I went to Psi’s realm. It was full there and we had something to watch. Later, when Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took Alessi and Holly to club DeLust.

August 11th: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Alessi

We returned home to meet Argi, who I had talked to as well and who wanted to give me a hug. Then we went off to bed.

Diary 2022 (110) August 8th/9th Missing Mistress Jenny (9)

Monday, August 8th, I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. Sometimes I stayed a bit and went away from the keybord. Nothing really happened. Without Jenny there’s a strange void for me. I still keep going as if nothing happened. I do it for our subs and slaves. They miss Jenny as well and a lot but they avoid talking about her in my presence, a taboo topic. So, there’s nothing to be kept for the diary about my time inworld during the day.

At night I was at club Domme a Domme first. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined me there. Whe Flo came inworld, I returned home with slave Luci to play a skipee with three. But as Angelique showed up as well just when we has sat down, we played a skipe as teams.
After the game we went to Carnal and watched the silent crowd while chatting amoung us …. and while I played with Flo’s tape dress and with slave Holly’s restrictions. Angelique looked quite tempting that night. She knows how to play with her assets.
After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, I took slave Luci and slave Holly with me to club DeLust.

August 8th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme, at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Luci

Tuesday, August 9th, was another day I was inworld during the day several times, hopping over places, without any plan or intention. I met Dely (krysbia) at club Domme a Domme and chatted a while with her and went to her home with her to meet one of her subs.
In this blog that day my 2nd entry “Ehesklavin Diomita” had been published (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8om). Mistress Jenny had taken me deep into subspace, just one day before she vanished. Sweet memories on one hand, painful memories as I miss her so much.
I made some changes on Tuesday, August 8th. I revised my profile to express how much I miss Mistress Jenny and added a pick “Ehesklavin Diomita” to my profile. I went off RLV and removed the nosering. I couldn’t touch it nor could I change settings on it and the relay was still set to auto which got me caught by devices a few times already. Furthermore I replaced my slave collar with my partnering collar. It feels right considering the turmoil of emotions I am still going through. And I miss my partner much more than my Mistress.

August 9th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) / Diomita portrait

In the afternoon, while I was standing around at DeLust, I met a nice dominant and I had a short play with her. She was very understanding and I did enjoy the time with her (no pictures or name here). I try to slowly feel my way out and find a way to handle the current situation without Jenny.

At night I had a skipee with Flo and slave Luci first. When we had finished slave Luci went off the bed, and Angelique joined Flo and me. We went to Carnal Intentions. We chatted again amoung us while watching the crowd and lsiting to some main chat, which was party funny.
After Flo and Angelique had left to bed both, I went to club DeLust. slave Holly came inworld and I summoned her to me. We spent some time at DeLust together catching up with our days. Then, back home, slave Holly got her fix. It’s just right to keep up her addiction to me.

August 9th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo and Angelique / at club DeLust with slave Holly

Diary 2022 (108) August 4th/5th Missing Mistress Jenny (7)

Thursday, August 4th, I had quite some time inworld as it was hot outside in RL and hence I had better stay inside. But again I was in and offline. First I spend some time at club Domme a Domme, then at club DeLust. I had a few IMs but nothing important. And of course I get IMs again and again asking me about Mistress Jenny.
In the later morning I visited Puerto Esclava and met a friend of Mistress and me there. She’s a domme and she invited me over to her. We talked a bit and I allowed her to dominate me. Being in charge of our slaves, keeping up the relationships within our family and friends, all the worries about Mistress, made me want to let control go for a moment. And our friend provided that to me. I won’t share pictures, nor details, nor her name. RL and SL are quite interwoven for me these days.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust / Diomita visiting Cherishville in Summer 2022

In the afternoon I decided to go on a simploring tour instead of hopping from one sim to the other. I visited Cherishville in Summer 2022 (read about it here). It was an enjoyable visit. I got nice pictures and it distracted me well.

My night begans with a skipee with Flo. slave Sakura watched us. When we had ended our game and were thinking about what to do next, slave Luci (Luci Glendale), then slave Alessi and finally slave Holly dropped in. Hence we played another skipee with 5. And I had time to talk with all while we played.

After the game Flo and Luci left for bed and I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to club DeLust for the rest of the night. And slowly I began to put slave Sakura in the twin outfit of slave Holly and slave Alessi. The three look nice and I got some praises about the slaves. It was already way after our normal bedtime when I took the slaves home.

August 4th: Diomita at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (find the changes between the two pictures)

Friday, August 5th, I was again on and off during the day. I was not up for a simploring tour. I hopped over the clubs. slave Luci decorated me at club Domme a Domme and I locked her up so that I looked good. I also was at Puerto Esclava for a bit. In the early afternoon I met Kitty at Psi’s realm and spent an hour with her there, chatting and watching what was going on there. In the later afternoon I met Dely (krybia) at Lochme, we cuddled and Dely tried to comfort me. Second Life feels very different, sometimes empty, without Jenny. After Dely had left to tend to her RL, I spent some time alone at club Domme a Domme. I got some offers but I was not a very good company that day.

August 5th: Diomita with Luci at club Domme a Domme, at Puerto Esclava, at Psi’s realm with Kitty, at Lochme with Dely and alone at club Domme a Domme

Before I logged out I changed for the party at night. I had selected an easy theme: “It’s Friday again and it’s vacation time. Wear something casual, something fitting to the hot weather, something for the beach disco, or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.

My night began as usual – with a game of skipee with Flo. We were done quite in time for the party. The party was fun, though I missed dancing with Jenny and in particular talking with her while we were dancing. But that set apart, another good start into the weekend. And it was nicely full too.

August 5th – Friday night party: Diomita, slave Alessi, Angelique, Flo, Dely (krybia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Ebony Massey, Vishii (Vaishyaa), Baroness Capelo, Rhyn Nootan (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Winngtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Simploring 2022 (20) Big Sky Over Florence

For my simploring tour on August 17th I picked “Big Sky Over Florence” fom scoop.it SL Destinations. My last visit to Florence was in February 2020 (read here)

Florence is a moderate homestead owned by Gnaaah Xeltentat and Tomaso Franizzi. The sim was designed by Elvira Kytori. Some of the islands and home decoration on the sim is from Ines Lauria (Ines Shelby).

Impressions of “Big Sky Over Florence (1)

Where you land you can grab a notecard with a well fitting description of what to expect when you visit Florence:
Thank you for visiting Big Sky Over Florence. It’s a much smaller and very different version then I’ve shown previously on game. I wanted Big Sky to have a “simpler” feel with an emphasis on relaxation, exploring, and taking photographs (if so inclined). I hope you’ll enjoy…
There is a lot of water, and small islands interspersed with beaches and homes you can spend time/relax in. All houses are for public use. Feel free to wander inside them all.. There is a boat rezzer at the main landing area for traveling about (Easier perhaps as there are no paths connecting islands!) Of course, flying is always an option.
Not a huge sim, but one where hopefully you’ll find a quiet spot to enjoy a bit of SL nature with friends, or by yourself.

“Smell the sea and feel the sky, Let your soul and spirit fly.” – Van Morrison
Warmest Regards! Gnaaah 🙂

Impressions of “Big Sky Over Florence (2)

There’s not much to add to Gnaaah’s text. Florence in it’s newest Summer 2022 iteration is once again a lovely place, that invites to explore, take pictures and to sit down and watch the world and the time go by. And that is what I did. I made no orientation map this time as it would just read “island, beach, lovely spot, outlook, house, lovely spot, island”.

Impressions of “Big Sky Over Florence (3)

I tried a lot of the lovely spots, had the music on (chill-out music channel is preset at Florence) and just enjoyed and calmed. So this report is short and just provides some pictures of this lovely sim.

There’s a flickr page for Florence here.

Impressions of “Big Sky Over Florence (4)

Thank you Elvira Kytori for the sim design, thank you Gnaaah and Tomaso for sharing your place publicly including all houses.
I enjoyed my visit.

Landmark to Florence or “Big Sky Over Florence”
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Florence/215/47/24
Flickr page for Florence
https://www.flickr.com/groups/florenceatlowtide/

Diary 2022 (107) August 2nd/3rd Missing Mistress Jenny (6)

Tuesday, August 2nd, I was inworld in the later morning and spent some time at Puerto Esclava. slave Holly and Kitty had met in the earlier morning and were teasing eachother. Kitty proposed that I should get diapers for slave Holly: “Kitty bumped into Maya B today. Kitty didn’t know she makes diapers. So Kitty was thinking that it would be helpful choice for Holly”. And Holly wrote to me ” I was teasing Kitty about Flo’s outfit for the month *imagines a kitty with a ball of tape*”.
It made me smile how good the two get along although they see each other only shortly and just a few times a week (if at all).

I returned in the early afternoon and Kitty was inworld really early (it was before 5 AM for her). She was at Psi’s realm and I went there. There were just a few people but enough for some chatting and teasing. I had to remind our Kitty of her basic rules and after some exercises she hopefully reminds them now. She decorated me well at Psi’s realm and later at club Domme a Domme. We had almost 1 hour together, then I had to tend to my RL and Kitty had to get some breakfast.

August 2nd: Diomita at Puerto Esclava / Diomita at Psi’s realm and at club Domme a Domme with Kitty

At night I spent some time at club Domme a Domme. It was quite full and some main chat was going on. Baroness Capelo livened up the space and was talking about my butt while I was shortly afk *laughs*. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) decorated me as well as slave Luci (Luci Glendale) (I forgt to take a picture). I returned home with slave Sakura and began a skipee with slave Luci. We stopped it when slave Alessi joined us and started a game with three. slave Sakura watch kneeling next do me.
I had an IM with Angelique. She sent me a picture of the maids ranking board at the Maid Manor. I didn’t see the ranking board when I visited myself. I shall look at it when I visit again. It didn’t surprise me that Angelique leads the ranking by far. Good girl!
Flo joined us late. She had had a good night in RL. After the game slave Luci left us going to bed.

August 2nd: Angelique at the Maid Manor / Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I took Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Psi’s realm for a little bondage night. It was comparably full there with some main chat. I tried out the next variation of Flo’s tape dress and added a tape hood. The slaves were all tied up equally. I got quite some nice pictures.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

And after Flo left, I went to Carnal Intentions with the slaves.

August 2nd: Diomita at Psi’s realm and at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I had my hands full again that night, the best distraction I could get.

Wednesday, August 3rd, I spent about half an hour at club Domme a Domme in the later morning, nothing happened, just watching and reading profiles and doing my chores in RL. I moved on to Puerto Esclava and sat down there. slave “A” showed up there. “A” is a good submissive girl and after hesitating she relinquished control to me. I could sense her excitement. I left her with timers when I had to tend to my RL.

August 3rd: Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at Puerto Esclava with slave A

I was inworld again in the later afternoon for almost an hour. I spent it at club DeLust and club Domme a Domme. slave Anita was present und she decorated me. Particularly in the afternoons, I miss Mistress Jenny. It was the time we met to enjoy togetherness. Now it’s empty in my SL. I will have to decide how my SL shall look like if Mistress doesn’t return soon, a situation I hoped I would never be in.

At night I was running late. Flo and slave Sakura were present. I started a skipee with Flo .. and it worked … slave Alessi and slave Holly showed up. Hence we had a game as teams. It was just relaxing, a nice and close game. After the game Flo went off to bed. I was about to take the slaves to Carnal Intentions when slave A showed up at our sim.
I gagged and blindfolded all slaves and took them to Carnal Intentions, enjoyed my control and chatted with each of them. If Mistress Jenny doesn’t return soon then I will need a second leash holder *winks*

August 3rd: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave sakura and slave A

Another day with no information and with worries. I try hard to stay strong and to keep going.

Art in Second Life 2022 (73) “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes

Bamboo Barnes is going to open a new exhibition at The Hannington Arts Foundation today, on August 19th, 12 pm slt (9 pm CET).

I visited on August 15th. Bamboo added these thoughts to her exhibition called “New Day“:

A slithering, damp darkness.
A blood stained rainbow, shed by a stagnant sky.
When was the last time you cried,
covering the scars that linger in your heart.
Yesterday’s tears and a new day’s embrace
on outstretched fingers.

When I think of Bamboo Barnes, I immediately think of colours, of colourful pictures, of a feast of colours. All exhibitions that I saw from her were colourful – and so is “New Day”

All of the exhibited pictures show females, mostly female faces. But the faces are often blurry and other elements cover them, layers of colour, simple lines, geometric patterns. You have to focus to see the face clearly itself, if you can at all. There are two pictures where Bamboo just choose a different set of colours for the same picture – and of course it looks different.

Some pictures express pain, misery and worries. The colour red is often used to express that – as are bright and happy colours like yellow express a new beginning, a new day. A new day is always positive. It has the mystery of a new beginning, a fresh start, leaving yesterday behind us – not to make it forgotten but to embrace the mystic that is in all beginnings.

I see this positive energy in the yellow picture, that is right where you land next to the notecard giver. The picture is called “Too long 2022” and shows a female face bathed in yellow on the left very blurred with several several layers and on the right more clearer, as if the sun had cleared it up.
The picture used for the exhibition poster is called “Solace 2”. Solace is what you need when you grieve. Solace shall help you to gather the energy to start a new day. Hence this picture is kind of both considering Bamboo’s thoughts about “New Day“.

Bamboo is in Second Life for over 15 years already, painting software & photoshop are her best friends. Bamboo had many exhibtions and appearances in the Second Life art scene and in 2018 she had her first exhibition in real life: “I create what I see but maybe you won’t, they are about people’s reality and  mind.
Bamboo’s art is a mixture of abstract forms, of people and photographs. Most pictures are colourful and it is in the eye of the beholder what we see in her pictures.
I myself saw her work the first time at La Maison d’Aneli during the Holiday season 2019/2020 (read here). I also saw her exhibition “Marginal Mannerism” at DixMixGallery in April 2021 (read here), the exhibition “Meant to be” at Itakos Art Gallery last year (read here), I saw “Conjure” at FOCUS Magazine F.A.I.R Gallery in August 2021 (read here), “Mindstorm” at IMAGO Land (read here) and “Drawer” at Hannington Arts Foundation (read here). Last December I saw her exhibition “The path” at Art care gallery (read here) and this year “Metaphysics” at the Kondar Art Center, (read here) and Colores Primarios (read here) – wow, quite a list in the meanwhile!
Look also at Bamboo’s flickr page.

When I visited “New Day” on August 15th the exhibition space was not yet finished. I visited again, Thursday, August 18th. Kerupa Flow added 3D art objects to the exbibition, that fit well into the theme. They are named “Birth place”, “Fetal Movement” and “I’ll be sure to find you” – so the theme “New Day” is accompanied by “New Life”. The 3D objects are not completely static. In “Fetal Movement” one part is appearing and vanishing, “Birth place” and “I’ll be sure to find you” look different from every angle and have light effects to liven up the objects.

Kerupa Flow’s 3D art objects at “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes

Kerupa Flow is a 2D&3D artist from Japan and in Second Life since 2007: “After all, there live the same person both SL and outside SL, so even if the tools changed, you can have the same scent.“.
Kerupa has a permanet place “Kerupa’s World” at Akimori. For more information and current exhibitions look up Kerupa’s profile or grab a notecard.

At the opening event hEIN (heinrichmader) will be the dj. hEIN is from Austria. He had over 500 online DJ sets in SL between 2010 and 2022. He’s also a DJ in RL and got several awards. hEIN! publishes electronic music that he calls “Art Techno” because of the voice processing he does. If you want more information about him, read the interview about his RL and SL activities that he gave in March 2022 here. hEIN! has also an own website.

I enjoyed my visit.

Hannington Arts Foundation (HAF) is owned by Hannington Xeltentat. Thank you Hannington for providing the space for the art and for enabling “New Day” by Bamnoo Barnes. Thank you for your art, Bamboo.

Landmark to “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes at Hannington Arts Foundation (HAF)
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Xeltentat%20Enterprises/121/127/3427
Bamboo Barnes’ flickr page
https://www.flickr.com/photos/bamboobarnes/
hEIN! RL/SL Interview 3/2022:
https://www.cityflyer.at/heinrich-mader-aka-hein-tanzen-im-metaversum/
nHEIN! website:
www.hein.vision
Kerupa Flow’s World at Akimori
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Akimori/55/129/4000

Diary 2022 (106) July 31st / August 1st Missing Mistress Jenny (5)

Sunday, July 31st, I was inworld in the morning for about half an hour. I was at club Domme a Domme and chatted a bit with Dely, who is very supportive. I saw Kitty coming inworld and had her in IM. I returned home and sat down at Jenny’s trunk, so that I could focus on the IM with Kitty.

Kitty has had some days of time out in the nature in RL and in SL she just started a new adventure and reported about it to me.
I told her about Jenny and that I miss her badly. I had to tell her, it wouldn’t be right to keep it for myself, although I knew that it pulls our subs and slaves and friends down.
Alessi came by and hugged me, then I returned to my RL.

July 31st: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with Dely (krysbia) and at home

I was inworld again in the afternoon for another half hour. I had to send out messages regarding the blog. I went to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust. Many pictures came into my mind being there alone amoung all the others. It felt strange, so terribly empty. I got unsolicitated IMs asking me about Jenny, seeing me alone again and again.
I left again for some distraction in RL, and later watched the European football women championships final Englad vs. Germany (England won it).

When I came inworld at night, Flo was present playing skipee, Angelique and Alessi joined us and we began a game of teams. slave Holly also returned from her weekend and watched us playing. There’s a strange sadness amoung us.

After the game we went to Carnal Intentions. After Angelique had left for bed we moved on to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd there. We chatted amoug us again. I still have to get Alssi and Holly in their August outfit, Flo is already wearing hers but I refrained from playing with her dress. And “A” joined us too there.

July 31st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and “A”

Monday, August 1st, I met our Kitty in the morning. She had been released from her latest adventure and we just caught up with our news (but it weren’t that much). Kitty had met with slave Holly at home before I came inworld. I spent some time at club Domme a Domme after Kitty had left, I met Dely there and had a few chats, then I tended to my RL again.
I returned in the afternoon and visited the Maid Manor where Angelique is working now. I can tell, there’s a lot to clean! I also visited some other places that were on my list … and I got a guided tour on another sim, a sim where Jenny and I had been a few years ago and where we had a longer play over several days with the owner of the sim. I hadn’t reported details in the diary though. Anyway, the tour I got from the owner was .. ehm … exciting, scary and dangerous and it distracted me very well. I stayed inworld way longer than I had planned.

August 1st: Diomita with Kitty at home / Diomita kinkploring / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura at home

At night I met Flo at the skipee table and we had one game together. While we played, Angelique, slave Holly and slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) came by. We chatted while Flo and I played. After the game, Angelique went off to bed.

I took Flo, slave Holly and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions and began playing with Flo’s tape dress. slave Holly had again the best views. When slave Alessi joined us I began to make slave Holly and slave Alessi twins. As slave Alessi couldn’t yet get the hairbase of Holly working, slave Holly got Alessi’s hair first. Then I got Holly’s nipple rings for Alessi and I coloured her vixen year like Holly’s. We attracted quite some views and I got sevearl praising IMs. One slave doll asked to kneel by us and I allowed it. Of course she desired to be leashed as well, but I had my hands full literally – and I was busy with slave Holly and slave Alessi.

August 1st: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Flo, slave Holly, slave Sakura, slave Alessi and a random slave doll

After Flo had left for bed, I went shopping with the slaves at DHB. slave Alessi got the same chastity belt as slave Holly there. We returned home to get it adjusted. I am very satisfied with the result. slave Holly and slave Alessi are still easily to recognize but they look like twins, sisters at least. And August can begin, the theme is Flo in tape and Holly/Alessi as twins. I should find something for Kitty to join the fun.

August 1st: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Finally I took the slaves to club DeLust for 10 minutes, but then it was really bedtime for all of us. I try to keep going, to find distraction, and to be present for our subs/slaves/family and friends. I miss Jenny terribly. There are no words to express it.

Simploring 2022 (19) Paradise Falls

Just recently I noticed that Annie Brightstar (anniebrightstar) has restarted her scoop.it SL Destinations page. For my simploring tour on Sunday, August 7th, I picked “Paradise Falls” form her page as the pictures and the landmark description looked promising.

“Please feel free to explore our sim, all types of photography allowed including nudes, please join our group above for rez rights and be mindful to remove your objects.. No sex allowed! Please be respectful and enjoy :)”

Bird eye views on Paradise Falls

Paradise Falls is an adult homestead owned by Damien Bates and Asteeri. They own a couple of rental places, Paradise Falls is public though.

Impressions of Paradise Falls (1)

Paradise Falls looks like being located somewhere in the Mediterrean. It is an island with steep white rocks and sandy beaches. It has a harbour, a light house, lots of cafés and offers much to explore as well as many opportunities to take pictures.

Impressions of Paradise Falls (2)

If you walk up to the chapel, that is located on the top of one of the white rocks, you can enjoy a great view from up there. The town is embedded into the rocky landscape, hence you have to walk some steeper roads and stairs. There are several courts as well as countless places to sit and enjoy in the town and around the harbour, as well as in the gardens or at pools of residential homes.

Impressions of Paradise Falls (3)

Paradise Falls is surprisingly detailed considering how large it is and that it is built on a homestead. You can’t go inside of the house though, but the outside is nicer anyway. I enjoyed the beaches as well as the views. I liked in particular the fisherman’s memorial at the harbour. It seems to belong to a town like this, that might once have lived from fishing and is a tourist magnet nowadays.

Impressions of Paradise Falls (4)

I tried out some of the places to sit and watch the world go by and as it is an adult sim, I even spent time naked in a pool *winks*

Impressions of Paradies Falls (5)

Paradise Falls is just a picturesque, well built place to relax and wind down in a nice environment where you feel like being on vacation. Thank you Damien Bates and Asteeri for sharing the place publicly. I enjoyed my visit.

Landmark to Paradise Falls
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Bella%20Luna/139/140/22
Paradies Falls flickr
https://www.flickr.com/groups/14828681@N22/

Diary 2022 (105) July 29th/30th Missing Mistress Jenny (4)

Friday, July 29th, I went inworld in the later morning to visit a gallery. The visit and writing about it did keep me busy in Second Life. Alessi was inworld and cleaning the house. We sat down shortly and talked. The support of our subs and slaves, our friends, does mean a lot for me these days.

In the afternoon I was back inworld and stayed a bit at club Domme a Domme. The day before I had removed my tag “Jenny’s Ehesklavin” and I had removed slappers and cuffs. I’m not up to sub to anyone. I met Dely at the club and as she teased me about Jenny, I answered quite harshly. She didn’t mean it at all, as opposed to she’s very supportive as all others are. We hugged, then I went seeing Flo who was at home playing skipee. Flo had some time that day, hence I took her to DHB where I got her a tape dress. Mistress and I had selected that dress for August a few days before she was missing. We returned home and played two rounds of skipee. We were almost done and I had to leave to tend to my RL when Angelique showed up, just to hug me. Thank you all!

At night I was inworld early. I had got a message form Cica Ghost who had opened another sim. And I went there right away as I thought it might distract me – and it did. When I returned after writing my report, Flo was present playing skipee. We chatted a bit. Flo told me that she had tried out her new tap dress from DHB. But she was not sure how to wear it correctly, so she would need some more time. Cherry said hello in IM and as I knew that she has the tape dress, I asked her and with her help Flo could wear it correctly.
Angelique, Alessi and Ebony had joined us in the meanwhile. We all went to club DeLust and watched the silent crowd, chatted amoung us and Flo tried to liven up the silence. Ebony volunteered to dance for us and the other guests, so that we all had some entertainment. After Flo and Angelique had left for bed, slave Sakura joined us at club DeLust. Unfortunately Ebony had several crashes.

July 29th: Diomita with Alessi at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, Ebony, slave Alessi and slave Sakura at club DeLust

It became quiet at club DeLust and as it was Friday night I took slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intention where they had a fetish party that night. So we had a little bit of Friday night party feeling.

July 29th: Diomita at Carnal Fetish party with slave Alessi and slave Sakura

Saturday, July 30th, I was online twice. In the morning I was at club Domme a Domme for about 20 minutes. But I was really no good company. I left again and distracted myself with RL. I returned in the late afternoon and changed for our party .. and logged off again.
We had postponed the Friday night party to Saturday: “Friday night party on a Saturday …. And Sunday is the final England vs. Germany and Monday is Switzerlands National Day. So either dress in the colours of England and the Swiss (red and white) … or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the Saturday tunes for us.”
I was running late myself, I had fallen asleep after a tour with my bicycle. But I was not too late. Flo and Virgo were present when I came inworld again, and soon after the dancefloor filled more and more. It was good to see all and helped me to keep going. The party is part of our weekends.

July 30th – Friday night party on a Saturday: Flo, Diomita, slave Alessi, Broness Capelo, Domina Ansar, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Sapphire (littleshy97), Dely (krysbia) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Tuski Takeda, Jayson Dakota, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto), Virgo Babii (lower row)

I was missing Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (104) July 27th/28th Missing Mistress Jenny (3)

Wednesday, July 27th, I was inworld a few times during the day, but not for long. I checked messages, grabbed a group gift at XO, I visited a gallery and wrote the report … without Jenny my SL is quite different and I am very worried about what might have happened in RL. The uncertainty eats me up. One moment I see Jenny with me again and everything is fine again, the next moment I think about what if she doesn’t return. My family in SL, my friends, are very supportive and do their best to keep me busy – and yes they worry also about me. They know I’m not myself anymore. It is for them as well as for distracting myself and to avoid getting too much depressed that I go inworld and try to keep going. Now RL distracts me from SL. There is no second life, just one and SL is part of my real life, a joyful different world where we socialize and interact with people from around the world, where we live out our fantasies and dreams, no war, no climate change. And now? Without Jenny? Without knowing what happened? Without knowing if she’s doing well? I really don’t know!

July 27th: Missing Mistress Jenny (Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust Thursday, July 21st)

As mentioned above RL distracts me from SL now. I had a night out with friends and came inworld a bit later than usual. Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura (SakuraMatsumoto) were present. We chatted a bit, then began playing skipee as teams, slave Sakura watched silently kneeling leashed next to me. slave Holly and I were following the womens football game between Germany and France at the same time. Germany won and we looked forward to the final of the European Women Football Championships England vs Germany. YAY. We played two rounds and it ended literally tied up as each team won once by the same amount. It was already way after Flo’s bedtime when we finished playing. I took slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Sakura to Carnal Intentions where we spent the rest of the night. The sub who I met a few days ago at DeLust and who I introduced with “A” into this blog showed up there too and knelt by my feet as well. slave Holly made me smile as she remarked, that by the time Jenny returns there might be a larger family. In my first years in Second Life, when Jenny was my married slave, Jenny used to ask about new sisters when she was not present due to RL work or other obligations. Sweet memories.

July 27th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi, slave Sakura and “A”

Thursday, July 28th, I was inworld again several times during the day. I was at club Domme a Domme for maybe 20 minutes. But I couldn’t get my mind free and sadness overwhelmed me. In the later afternoon I changed into my simploring clothes and visited Endless: Birdlings Flat (read here). That was a welcomed distraction and writing about it brought me to other thoughts.

July 28th: Diomita simploring Endless: Birdlings Flat

When I came inworld at night, none of the family was present yet. I went to club DeLust and after I finally had rezzed there and had sat down in one of the chairs, Flo came inworld. I decided to let her have a game of skipee alone first and to watch the world go by at the club for a few minutes before I returned home. slave Holly had come inworld as well just in time, so that we could play a game with three. While we played I prepared a theme for the upcoming Friday night party the next day and was just about to finish it when Virgo came inworld and told me that she wouldn’t make it to the party. We decided to postpone the party to Saturday instead.

After the game I took Flo and slave Holly to club DeLust where we stayed about half an hour and chatted amoung us while we watched the silent crowd. Flo left at her usual time and I stayed at the club with slave Holly.

July 28th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo and slave Holly

I returned home with slave Holly. slave Sakura was there and I grabbed her leash and took her with us to the toilet box. slave Holly got her treat. She was eager for it as she hadn’t had one for a while. slave Sakura also got a little treat as I stuffed her mouth with my used panties. I was up to get spoiled myself and allowed slave Holly not only to clean me but also to lick me to an orgasm.
After this little session we chilled for 15 minutes at Carnal Intentions before we went to bed.

July 28th: Diomita at home at at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Sakura

I miss Mistress Jenny terribly! Ending my night without her is just horrible. I can’t really put in words my worries and thoughts.

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