Danii’s back home

Last night our Danii finished her humare challenge – after 50 days, close to 2 months. She had to fight with lag, with her keyboard, with her submissiveness, with her RL that didn’t give enough opportunity to run. But her strong will succeeded. She did it! And on her last day she finally found a way how to fix her forward key which enabled her to concentrate on turns, thus she made close to 300 laps within her last day alone. By the way I’m asking myself if Dana used the same technique for running. Anway – we are very proud of Danii. Those who have done this challenge know what she did and what I’m talking about. Those who haven’t done it should read her blog for a better understanding ( http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.de/ ). There’s not much more that I can add but my pride of Danii and my happiness that she’s back home. Welcome back home, cutie!!

Well done, we love you Danii 🙂

Rubber Mare Danii’s reflections

“If you want to know what a huMare looks like, you can look at the pictures on the Maurer’s Blog, or you can come visit Stones’n’Rubber, where you can find some Rubber Mares most of the time.  What you can’t see from the outside however, is how it looks and feels from the inside.”

“My up key is going to be totally worn out after this adventure ….. I will have to be careful not to push it too far. Should I try to tape the key so I don’t have to push it myself? But then you hear 2 claps of the whip, meaning stop… “

These are just two little quotes of Rubber Mare. Since Feb 20th, 2012, Danii is a Rubber Mare. Although she was eager for this experience, she also was scared about it.  She will be a Rubber Mare either for 4 weeks or at least as long as it takes her to do 4,000 laps around the training court. Most probably the later will define her time as a Rubber Mare. Danii has her own blog (see also under links) http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.com/ and she agreed to write about her time and experiences there.
I strongly recommend to have a look at her blog. She describes lively how it feels to be a Rubber Mare. Enjoy reading and support her. We are very proud of you, Danii!

Danii becomes a Rubber Mare

Tonight our Fosterbrat Danii Syzdlowska began another experience in her SL. Danii has been a pony before and has explored games and programs aorund rlv-restrictions, so when she read about the Hu-Mare program at Stones ‘N Rubber (sNr) the desire in her was seeded. But since she watched her sister Dana becoming a Hu-Mare she was even more eager to get this experience herself. Some issues kept her from beginning but tonight she entered. And again I watched the transformation procedure with mixed feelings of loosing some control for a limited time, happiness for her wish being fulfilled and with pride as I know how hard it will become for her.
The transformation takes about one hour and starts with getting the appropriate scripts (Mare hearing) and the right pony gestures. Then the livestock-to-be is stripped and has to take off all HUD’s, scripts, gear and is even shaved bald. Danii had to change her profile indicating that she’s just livestock owned by sNr and lost her name. She’s “Rubber Mare” now. The next step is installing the scripts and gestures. Yes, and then the shape is turned into a Rubber Mare and her body is sealed into latex. Finally the head is encased into the Hu-Mare head mask…… Welcome to your new life as a Rubber Mare.


In the picture above you see the three major steps of Danii’s transformation. It was conducted by sinha. I still smile here looking at the picture as you can easily combine the date (Feb 20th, 2012) and sinha’s costume. Today was the most important day of German carnival, Rosenmontag. sinha wears the “Funkenmariechen”-costume which is quite famous over here.
Back to Rubber Mare. If you take a detailed look at it you’ll she the Danii’s tatoos under the latex. Mare will serve for 4 weeks and for 4.000 laps minmum (depending what is reached first). I don’t get tired repeating how proud I am that Danii takes the challenge exploring this extreme experience. We’ll try to see you as often as we can and I look forward cracking the whip while you’ll do your work.  Good luck, Rubber Mare.

The livestock in it's stall

Rubber Mare Dana is back home

One week ago my sub Dana was released from being a Rubber Mare. She had an intense experience being a total restricted mare for 4 weeks. I asked her to express her feelings in words. That’s seems to be difficult but she tired. Here is what Dana wrote:
“December 23 2011, Mistress decided that is was time for me to go deeper into being a slave.  I had been a little rebel lately as a ponygirl but it was decided as a Christmas gift i would become a humare at SNR.
When you first arrive at the barn, looks like any other ponygirl barn.  Nice stalls well kept with a nice excercise area. Miss Sinha was there to prep me and prepare me to be the ulitmate humare slave.  Oh let me explain, a humare is the ulitmate in transformation to ponygirl, but really not that priveleged.  They are more a latex slave that appears as a ponygirl shape.  They cannot speak, accept whinny, they cannot understand words, only humare speak and they can only see through the limited mask.  They have no ability to touch so when locked away in a stall there is no escape. The experience of the latex covering being bonded on, closing your body off to the world, the helplessness of the hooves attached.  Then the ultimate, the hood, the slid over and bonded to your head.  Two small eye holes allowing the only view.  This is all you see straight ahead and to add to that blinders block part of that view.  As the hood is sealed, you can smell the latex, and like that, you can no longer understand people.  Your hear only whinnys and other humares. 
Now you’re alone, and object for the trainers, with no control.  You now have one purpose, laps. Laps start in a square pen with fence to the outside.  You must walk those laps, 1.000 for each week as a mare.  The inside training wall teaching you to stay close to the outside wall.  With your restricted view all you can see is the fence slats going by, you are now just a transformed object with single purpose.”

Rubber Mare, aka Dana, began her time and soon was eager to end it but there would be no end before she’d fulfill her assigned time. So she logged in hoping to be taken to the court to do her laps. Her concern was that she would not be released after 4 weeks as the second condition doing 4.000 laps is much harder. And sometimes the humare ponies simply stay in their stall when no trainer takes them out. Reaching the last position on the board with about 2.000 laps finally gave her some indication about her lap count. I did watch that and smiled as I saw her name appearing the first time on the board after over 2 weeks. Her last week was the most effective having the goal so close … and she made it. Above is her lap count 4.012 laps. Congratulation Dana, ex Rubber Mare.

Finally we have her back home and you can see above the “old” Dana with me, her happy owner. Dana has become more submissive then ever and thankful for every granted little freedom. And there’s now this unspoken threat … of being sent back to do another week or more. Nonetheless Dana loves the Rubber Mare mask and would like to wear it sometimes inbetween – but if she wears it it is locked on her immediately and only a senior trainer can unlock it. We enjoy having Dana back and as she was a doll before becoming a pony, then a throroughbred pony, then a humare pony – she has been named “Puppe Maurer” (German for doll) until further notice while she enjoys her little freedom to recover.

We are so very proud of you, Puppe. I am so very proud of you.

Rubber Mare

Last Friday, December 23rd 2011, Dana has been transformed from a Thorough Bred Pony-girl into a Hu-Mare black latex mare. The transformation took place at of Stones N Rubber (sNr) at Kinky Magic. There’s an artcile about the Hu-Mares at Second Life Fetish Fashion (see link under blogroll) or directly here http://slfetishfashion.blogspot.com/2011/09/hu-mares-stable-at-stones-n-rubber.html

Coming back to Dana … or more precisely to “Rubber Mare”. From sNr I got the following definition for a Hu-Mare:
“In sNr we are practicing what many will surely call “ponyplay”. However, we are doing something really different from the rest of the ponyplay scene in SL, hence a new name: Hu-Mares. A Hu-Mare is first and foremost a slave. An adult woman whose owner chooses to train and use like an animal, more precisely a mare. Why not ponygirl? If someone visits the ponygirl places all over SL, it is easy to understand why. There are plenty of ponygirls who just dress sexy and like to play around, or others obsessed with sports who end up having an ego much larger than the allegiance to their owners.
Moreover, the word “pony” has some childish implications, and, well, girl means girl. Hu-mares are developed women, not little girls. Developed as they are, they are sexually mature. And they can have sexual needs indeed. Needs that maybe won’t be fulfilled. That said, the word “mare” describes such a creature much more faithfully than “pony”. To differentiate further from the “standard” ponyplay practiced in SL, we focus on the slavery aspect of it. The mares are broken and trained for obedience to their owners, and it doesn’t work as a D/s relationship in which an owner tries to fullfill the needs of a sub. Well, if a mare wants and needs to live this life, it will surely be great for her. But it might well turn out to be a hard lifestyle, maybe not pleasant at all. It doesn’t matter. This is a key point. Ponygirls usually do it for fun. Humares have the sole purpose of obeying, even when they might not enjoy it at all. Being a humare is a life, not a part-time role to have fun now and then. Humares live as humares in SL, and although they are obviosly women, they are treated and trained like animals.”

Now Dana has become a Hu-Mare. I attended her transformation. This means that she lives as a stable animal from now on. She’s a woman, of course, but has lost all her human rights to be used now like an animal. Sometimes she will be trained to exhaustion, used for transportation and races, whatever happens is the sole decision of the trainers. There is no social interaction between the mares or the trainers, save an occasional nuzzle, whinnys, etc. IMs are banned and the trainers at sNr assume that the livestock cannot understand them anyway, except maybe recognize certain words just like a dog would. The trainers’ goal is to create a herd of obedient livestock ready to be used. They don’t care about the pleasure or the fun of the livestock. Livestock is trained to become obedient animals, and the trainers work very hard on the dehumanization aspects. Moreover there are no options in the regime.

Rubber Mare is fully restricted and has just pet hearing (no chat or IM). Her communication is reduced to mare gestures. She exists as a mare. She has to exercise – 1000 laps runing in mouselook every week. She depends on the trainers at sNr … and on me. Because of the holidays I was able to visit her regardless of the timezone. And I could watch and observe her training and could conduct it myself. I admit I enjoyed that. Cracking the whip to make her stop or turn, to make her run, to keep her attention up, while I myself could relax, chat a bit here and there, observe the mare for distraction inbetween – just enjoybale. That’s how life of a domme has to be. She’s going to be nothing else but be a mare, to obey to the whip, to exercise, pull carts … and to exist – that’s what lays ahead for the Rubber Mare.

And I am very proud of the Rubber Mare!! :-).

Dana 1st collaring day Dec, 18th, 2011

One year ago during the season Dana did her trial for us. Dana’s timezone is 6 hours apart from us and thus our online time together is very limited, mostly restricted to weekends and sometimes weekends are taken for our RL obligations. In addition to the timezone restriction Dana is partnered in SL and thus has a second family from her partners side. Considering these circumstance, we weren’t sure if it would work for both of us. Dana did her trial at the pool in Yasminia. Somehow it was a “classic” trial (in our family) as she spent time in a tiny tube cell, naked and gaged. Thus all of us knew where to find her and were able to met her. As far as I remember Dana stayed one week until I opened the door and locked the collar around her neck. During the year she wears my collar now Dana managed to stay in contact, to fulfill her assignments, to see us once in a while and to show her dedication and submission. Thank you, Dana!

Dana is very adventurous. She has been a guard at RR prison, a hostess at RR prison, a doll and lately she turned to be a human pony. She had her own subs (not now anymore). After a few months she introduced Asfor Cooperstone to us and asked to collar her what was granted happily. Her relation to Asfor is very special and living in the same timezone she meets her more often than us. By now they switched and Asfor is co-owning Dana now. Thus Dana can enjoy her subside from different points of view. As a pony Dana worked hard to become a thoroughbred (a pony fulfilling testified minimum standards). I tried one of her tasks and I can tell you it is really not easy. Just a few weeks ago my sister Jill F., who was a pony trainer before in her SL, did become herself a thoroughbred. So we do have an experienced witness how hard it was for Dana. I sit here and smile proudly while I’m writing this. Being such a varied personality and at the same time such a kinky and open woman, Dana is a beloved member of our family who I don’t want to miss at all – and if it is only once in a while that we see her.

Pony Dana pregnant

Before I forget – Dana is enjoying the RP of being a pregnant human pony. Look at her lovely belly .. and it is going to become larger.

Congratulation, Dana … my sub, my doll, my slut, my pony. We look forward to your 2nd year.
Love from Dio and Jenny and the whole family
xoxoxox

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