Attending a concert

Tonight Jenny and I have been invited to attend a concert in SL  – The Doors. I have heard about concerts in SL before but never managed to attend one. This night we did. And it’s fun! It brings back memories. You watch good music, you chat, you have a good time. So… certainly we’ve found another way of having fun in SL with music beside our regular Friday nights at the Bratz Club with our friends. Here’s a pic of the performance.

Having Fun

During the last weeks we rebuilt our home plot at Rivers Rock. With the remodelling we gained some space on our beach. By accident we found a game, obviously not something new, that we installed at our beach – En Garde. Basically it is fencing based on luck and some strategy. For us it is just fun particularly as we  make little naughty side bets. So don’t be surprised when you see us fencing at our beach just for fun beside all bdsm playing.

As our friends know I love taking pictures. I store them into slideshows. We got an huge number of pics by now that document our Second Life and just watching it and remembering the good nights and all the fun we have had is very relaxing. Since yesterday we are now the proud owners of a little photostudio. Now we can make portraits and other pictures for us and for our family and friends. We still have a lot to explore with it but definitively had already fun with it and will have much more. Maybe we build a litte business around it – but in principle it will be our little hobby. Here’s one of our first takes….

 

Last but not least our little dungeon – Maurer’s Dojo – is developing and we installed a nice Shibari frame. Awww… you didn’t think that we’re not weired anymore, did you?

By the way for a limited time only if you have read our blog you may be entitled to one free Profile Picture taken in our new studio. IM us and use the phrase “Please Take me or my Picture” and we will see what we can do.

Laylady Lay – collared June 5th, 2008

Today it has been 2 years since I collared Laylay Lay, my slave, who is now my wife and partner in second life. There have been already several posts about Jenny in this blog and I have nothing to add but a heartful thank you for 2 years under my boot and at my side.

Jenny beared my moods and tolerated my faults in true devotion to me. There’s hardly no bigger compliment that I can make. I look forward very confidently having her as my collared slave and wife for many years to come. I love you, Ehesklavin.

Euro Brats HQ

Sometimes it’s time for a change. Since some time in 2008 we have a plot in Rivers Rock and the overall design didn’t change much. So now we felt it’s time for a change. We could enlarge our plot as our neighbors moved away. And after the idea was born we began looking for a new house. That kept us busy for the last days. In the end we decided for a beach house in a caribean Style and for a second house in an asian style that we’ll use for mostly for playing. The main constructions works are done now and we look forward enjoying our old new home. Friends and family are always welcome !

See you inworld … Dio

 

Friends beyond bdsm

There are times you need a shoulder to lean on, times when you need an ear just to listen to you. Or times you simply enjoy SL with friends beyond any bdsm relationship. Tyra Sciarri is such a friend to me. She spent countless hours with me when I did my first trial. She always looks after me when I am alone. She is always there for me – and for Jenny.
We meet Tyra every Friday when we go to the Bratz Club to dance. Virgo Babii – another friend beyond collars – plays the best music in whole SL for us. We always have fun there.
Besides being one of our best friends Tyra is also someone who always shares when she finds a good shop. She shares freebies and landmarks. She’s one of those who think about friends.
So this post is for one of my oldest friends in SL, for one of our oldest friends.

We love you, Tyra

At times melancholy

Now that I am 2 years collared by Goddess the family just changes a lot. Goddess took a short break of SL and shortly after her return she and Tey parted. While I never talked much to Tey I always appreciated her patient and calm ways. And I could always rely on her. Although I don’t know how things will develop it leaves me being melancholy. Tey was Goddess’ first brat and she companied me as a sister through nearly all my SL life.
At the same time, and I know it is just a coincidence, my sister Claire asked to be released from Goddess’ collar and consequently also gave up her submission to me. Claire simply wants to explore other things in SL and roam around free and independent. She will stay close to us and I am happy to know her. My other subsister Fae didn’t return really since Summer 2009 except for 3 or 4 short visits. We hope that she’s doing well and as far as we know she is doing well.
Rayn, who also was always sort of a family member, left SL. Luckily we know she’s doing fine and she has made this decision as she’s convinced that it is the best for her.
I read several other blogs who dealt with the subject of people suddenly leaving SL without any notice. I can only say that it hurts when close friends simply leave and cut all connections. Although this is a virtual world the relations that we build can be quite strong. And those that left, left a footprint in SL. They left people thinking of them and worrying what happened. My sub Siobhan is one of those who left and I look at the pictures that I have and ask myself whether she will ever come back, whether she’s doing well. Let’s hope the best.
Last but not least when Goddess took a break and used the word “hiatus”, I needed to look it up in my dictionary. I begin to doubt now – hiatus might be a SL virus.

When something is changing we tend to become melancholy as we know what we had and as we have a natural discomfort about the unknown future. Just writing this down helps me to overcome this discomfort. I look forward happy about what I had in SL and confident to be resistant to the hiatus virus.

2 Years collared

I was collared by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale on May 8th, 2008. Two years now! As everyone tells me that is nearly a lifetime in SL. Although I don’t agree to that statement it certainly is something very extraordinary that a D/s relation in SL lasts that long. I am very happy and thankful that Goddess and me achieved this anniversary and I hope to have many more anniversaries with her.

If you suppose that only the domme who collars a sub can release the sub then it only depends on the domme how long a collarship lasts. Those who know me know that I take my collar very seriously and that in principle I would agree to this statement. But nonetheless I ask myself how we managed to stay together that long. And I think the answer is quite simple and goes far beyond D/s – we both wanted it. We both invested a lot of ourselves in our relation and we both respect eachother and are willing to accept all our faults and willing to forgive if we’ve been not fair or not obedient (depends from which side you look at our relation).

Two years now. I will not bore you by renarrating these two years. But looking back I see so much that didn’t change and I see also many things that changed. Places changed. I remember the first family island where my trial for Goddess began as she leashed me in her office – Brat Pack Island in Mises West. Where I logged on and off in a cage even after my trial as a daily routine. I remember Stonehaven with Goddess’ place there and my place there. Places that are in my memory. The family changed. Some sisters and subs left and are still close friends – others simply left and we only hope that they’re doing well. The relation to Goddess is something like a backbone in my SL. It is one base for my SL – the second base is Jenny.

Goddess is one of the strictest dommes that I know. She rules her family. And I’ve learned a lot from her. But she’s at the same time a very very caring person. I can and I do rely on her. If I need her help, advise or anything else she always manages to lend me an ear. I trust her. I am her devoted brat and her property. I am proud to be her’s. I love you, Goddess !!

Doing my 2nd year revival trial for Goddess

For my upcoming 2nd year anniversary of being collared by Goddess I asked her to lock me down for a week. That might sound strange to those who know me particularly as I have had no idea how and where she might lock me. She just said that she grants my wish.
Since Tuesday I sit in a capsule. the same capsule as during my trial. Goddess has placed a cask with a wooden dildo just in front of the capsule and when Jenny is online she rides the dildo an comes unrealistic often. She counted every 4 minutes. I have to watch how she polishes the dildo with her pussy. Do I begin to develop a fetisch for wooden pussy polished dildos?

Dio in her capsule surrounded by family and friends
Anyway as I kneel here tied tightly in my cosy capsule I have time to write.
I get a lots of visits. My family comes to me and I enjoy the attention that I get. Even my sister Yar has been here today*smiles. What a nice vist. My newest sub, vero Lacombe drops by whenever she’s online. My sister Valerie visited me a lot already. This morning I saw my only slaveboy Santana. Today also Danii, my cutie, was online. I had left her leashed and blindfolded, deaf and gagged with her armbinder on the terrace. Yar managed to move the leash pole down to my cell and cutie companied me for over an hour. She was so eager to see me but couldn’t. Later today Pike was here. She managed to escape from prison to see me. Awwww, I’m spoiled. My sister Tey who I hadn’t see for a long while was here. Goddess was here daily whenever she could. Claire was here. And many others dropped by. Tyra, who companied me during my trial spent several hours with me *muah. And of course Jenny companies me when she’s online. And yesterday Jenny and me listened to the stream of our regular Friday night party hosted by Virgo Babii. What a fun. So I can really have a good time.
My thoughts go 2 years back often. What a rare luck I had to meet Goddess and to enter this family. I feel loved … and love my family in return.

Come and visit me as long as I am here *smiles brightly

The “Mistress”

For all of you who like a good laugh… here’s a IM dialogue from Jenny of today. She was at a crowded site and got this in her IM….

X          : Greetings little one
Laylady Lay: Hi
X          : you are a slave and just say hi  to a Mistress
Laylady Lay: I am owned by one wonderful lady not all and sundry
X          : and your Mistress name girl
Laylady Lay: try reading Profiles girl
X          : i see her name now
Laylady Lay: maybe you would like to kneel before her
X          : she as not brought you up well girl
X          : i will be im-ing her with your rudeness
Laylady Lay: and you base that judgment on what evidence?
X          : as i said i will be im-ing her with your rudeness
Laylady Lay: so you know nothing and you think you can judge others
X          : i know enough
X          : on how you talk to another Mistress
Laylady Lay: and you are a Mistress because what?
Laylady Lay: you are quite funny really
Laylady Lay: 🙂
Laylady Lay: you are more than welcome to kneel before us both
Laylady Lay: just IM us any time
Laylady Lay: we will send a chariot
X          : ha ha ha
Laylady Lay: thank you for the laugh

You made our day, X !!

RL & SL – Happiness, Emotions, Composure

Inspired by Goddess’ ranting I want to write also something to get that off of my chest.

In many profiles you read that SL is SL and RL is RL. Many people want to keep their SL separate from their RL. Why? We try things out in SL, we explore ourselfs. We want to be young again, we want to be slim and attractive. We live fantasies that we wouldn’t live in RL. We’re actors. There’re many motivations. I am not different! I try to keep my RL separate from my SL. It could destroy my SL world if i would see or hear my SL friends in RL and if that picture does not fit with the one that I buildt in my mind. Thus it is also a form of protection of my SL to keep it separate from RL as much as possible. As much as possible … I can’t separate everthing. I can’t switch off my thoughts when I log off.  And thus when i had an argument or a bad expierence the thoughts about it follow me through my RL day. As well as many positve thoughts follow me into my RL. You would see me smile when i think about my lovely wife in SL, when i think about my SL family. My SL is part of my RL and not an unimportant part of it as i spent most of my free time online in SL. I don’t deny that SL is a part of my RL….. and consequently RL also is part of my SL.

And as in RL we do love and hate. We have emotions, we feel, we cry, we love, we build families, we build networks, we talk, there’re rumors and badmouthing like in RL. It is like this. And I am very aware of it. In additions in our bdsm community we try out relations that can’t be lived that way in RL and that might imply other difficulties in SL – but in my personal opinion provide even more joy (just by the way).

Why do I write this? Why do I want to spread these thoughts? I observe that some people loose their manners in SL. They don’t consider that people can be hurt badly in SL and take bad feelings it their RL. I want to appeal for tolerance. Simply accept that some people don’t love eachother. Accept that in SL relations can be as complicated as in RL. Please be always aware that we all have emotions. Please be aware that we can’t blind out SL in our RL and vice versa. Please keep SL a place to be happy. Accept the weired behavior of others who try something different in their SL. Also accept banning. In RL you would not give the keys to your house to someone you don’t like or with who you had a serious fight. You would keep your door locked. And in SL you have the wonderful function to mute those you don’t like (unfortunately this isn’t invented yet in RL).

I love my SL. As said above it is an important part of my RL. I love my wife and and my family in SL. I love my Goddess and owner. I am devoted to both. I enjoy.

Just…. let’s keep things in perspective.

Do I feel better now …. yes !!

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