Diary 2022 (115) August 19th – 21st We try to keep going

Friday, August 19th, I had another day seeking an aim for my second life. I was in world several times during the day. Once again I hopped over places. I saw a nice black outfit on a domme at club DeLust. It turned out to be a new relased outfit of XO, a favourite shop of Jenny and me. I got the new outfit, in particular as it fitted perfect for the theme that I had selected for our party at night:
It’s Friday again and we will continue having our party to start our weekend properly. Jenny loved shiny black clothes. So dress up in shiny black or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes.
You may want to stop by at Jenny’s memorial monument, it is right opposed to the house. Please leave a message – and include her into your prayers.
I had one play in public with another domme at club DeLust in the earlier afternoon. It was strange for me, yet I admit it was exciting nonetheless (no pictures here). When I returned in the later afternoon I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there with one eye (and there was entertainment). Again and again I get IMs even from people who I didn’t know, but who knew Jenny. She was respected by many.

When I returned at night to prepare for the party I had a nice surprise. Angelique moved back in at home. It is good to have her back and close to me, in particular these days. After a visit at Jenny’s memorial we went to club DeLust to kill some time and to watch people.

The party was very eomtional for me. Jenny loved our party. It was and still is the start of the weekend. Jenny loved it full – and it was full for her and for me, in who she will live on forever until I will see her on the other side. We had fun, we danced and we shared good memories. I was thankful for the support I experienced. It was good to keep up the traditional party. I enjoyed although I had some severe crying attacks.

August 19th – Friday night party: slave Holly, Diomita, Angelique, slave Alessi, Ebony Massey, Sarah Fhang, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Betina Sands, Dely (Krysbia), Liz Swann (lizswann), Perla S. Topaz (Perseo Topaz) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bastet Starchild, Filipa (Filip Huntsman), Kawaii Suki, Jayson Dakota, Adumadan Biziou, Haly Shinn, Virgo Babii, Virgo Babii (lower row)

August 19th – Friday night party – a picture taken by slave Holly

Saturday I started into my day with confidence that I will feel my way out. I made some decisions and I was inworld several times that day. I even had two shorter plays as a sub. Both dommes were quite understanding (and “nice”) but somehow it felt so wrong. I know it is me who is not ready for it. I have to give it more time. My confidence shrank and I knelt at Jenny’s memorial again with crying attacks. Somehow even a virtual place for my grief in RL and SL provides some solace.
I met slave Holly and Angelique in the later afternoon and we talked a bit until I had to leave for dinner. I took slave Holly to the lamp outside ot the house and locked her there. She made a nice picture of herself.

At night I played a skipee with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose). slave Holly, slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and slave Alessi came also inworld. We went to club DeLust that night. I literally had my hands full and I felt bad that I had not enough time to talk properly with all. I need to develop a strategy or plan to make enough time with all of them – and to have time for myself as well. My positive energy of the morning was gone. But I have to be thankful for what Jenny and I had together and that I am embedded in a loving family with many friends.

August 20th: slave Holly locked at the lamp at home / Diomita, Angelique, Flo, slave Alessi, slave Holly, slave Lily and slave Sakura at club DeLust

Sunday, I met with Kitty in the morning at Lochme and we hopped over a few empty places. In The Red Room we had fun watching a sub getting transformed into a ATM. Unfortunately we failed getting some money out.
slave Holly and I had planned to meet in the afternoon. I took her to club DeLust and we talked how we could find back the easiness we had before. I still know what which buttons I have to press and I used my knowledge. When I had her where I wanted her I took her to our (now mine) secret place and made her lick me. slave Holly and slave Alessi will get addicted to my sweet poison. I need that now.

August 21st: Diomita and Kitty at Lochme / Diomita and slave Holly at club DeLust and at the secret place (pictures by Holly)

At night I was early and I had a little roleplay at club DeLust. “Someone” grabbed my RLV, restricted me, tranquilized me and threatened me to become her sealed rubber object to be shown around:
Just imagine yourself totaly encased in rubber just a rubber anonymous thing. All 3 holes plugged and occupied, those pouty lips sucking a large rubber dildo gag so long and wide you’re kept silent unable to moan or make a noise, the other 2 holes plugged with shocking vibes always keeping you on edge and horny but never able to orgasm just melting your mind into being a horny rubber dolly, kept always totally encased with heavy restraints and strict restrictions, always showed off as a shiny rubber doll on a leash for the world to admire. I can coat the plugs for all 3 holes with ghost pepper sauce with all plugs filled with more sauce that they self lubricate with more sauce on timer.”
Jenny would have loved it! She always said that people in SL don’t dare using cuffs, keys and RLV as they did in the earlier years of SL. My “Someone” was not just evil. I explained that I am needed now and so she just teased me verbally – she was “An Individual” as I was restricted after being tranquilized by her. Most probably she will try again to capture me.
I returned home as I expected the family and spent some time at Jenny’s memorial, telling her about my little adventure – and had the first crying attack that day. It slowly becomes bearable. And it is good to speak with Jenny.

Flo, Angelique and slave Holly showed up and we played a skipee as teams. And Ebony came by and spread kisses everywhere.
After the game we went to Psi’s realm, where Alessi joined us, then to Carnal Intentions and finally, after Angelique and Flo had left for bed, I took slave Alessi and slave Holly to club DeLust where Argi joined us for a bit.

August 21st: Diomita at Psi’s realm, Carnal Intentions and at club Delust with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

For me Jenny seems to be everywhere, watching me … and smiling to me with a nod. And nonetheless I miss her so badly.

Diary 2022 (114) August 16th-18th In terrible grief for Jenny

Tuesday, August 16th, I spent some time inworld in the afternoon. I met Lily (Lily Bloodrose) at club Domme a Domme. I met Faye at Jenny’s memorial. I made some slight changes at Jenny’s memorial monument .. and I revised the orientation map at the landing point of our sim by adding the memoiral. Other that that, I had a few chats with friends …
At night I played a skipee with slave Lily and Angelique. Then we went to club DeLust where I stayed the rest of the night. Flo joined us there shortly before Angelique left to bed.

August 16th: Diomita and slave Lily at club Domme a Domme / Diomita at home at Jenny’s memorial / Diomita and slave Lily at the landing point / Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo and slave Lily

Later slave Alessi also joined us and after Flo had left as well to get some sleep, Argi came by.

August 16th: Diomita at club DeLust with Flo, slave Lily, slave Alessi and Argi

That day was not really a good one for me, though I had less crying attacks missing the love of my Second Life. I missed Jenny badly and was not the best company. Nonetheless Flo and later also Argi succeeded to make me smile. Thank you.

Wednesday, August 17th, I went on a simploring tour in the later morning and early afternoon. I visited Florence, a lovely sim with lots of great views to take pictures and with countless places to sit and watch the world and time flow by (read more about it here).
I spent the rest of my free time in the afternoon quite aimlessly again. I hopped over sims, checked landmarks, I sorted my inventory, I picked up useless prims at home, I met Dely (krysbia) and slave Luci (Luci Glendale) at club Domme a Domme, and finally I spent some time sitting at Jenny’s tree trunk and looking at her memorial. I was still in a turmoil of emotions.

August 17th: Diomita simploring Florence / Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Luci / Diomita at home

There’s not much to report about my night. I ran late due to my RL. Flo was inworld and playing skipee. Flo had left a candle at Jenny’s memorial. Thank you, Flo. It breaks my heart to see the pain that our family is going through.
slave Alessi came by, We played a round of skipee, then Flo had to leave for bed. I took slave Alessi to club DeLust for some time, then I returned home with her. I had in mind to visit a gallery, but it was not ready installed yet. I met Dely (krybia) at club Domme a Domme. She comforted me. And I had a longer IM with Yasmin Heartsdale, who also tried to comfort me in my grief …. no pictures of that night.

I knew I was not easy to handle these days, my grief was still too intense and my crying attacks became worse again.

Thursday, August 18th, I roamed over places again quite a lot. I had IMs and chats, I saw Ebony and Dely (krybia) and I re-visited “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here) as there were 3D art objects by Kerupa Flow added to the exhibition. I revised and finished the blogpost.

At night I first played two round of skipee, one with Angelique and Flo, and one as a team with Angelique against Flo and slave Alessi. slave Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) joined us and watched.
We went to club DeLust but didn’t stay long there. Flo couldn’t enter as it was too full. Hence we moved to Carnal Intentions. Later, Angelique was already off to bed, Argi joined us – and she was quite entertaining again. A good distraction!

August 18th: Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Flo, Argi, slave Alessi and slave Sakura

I knew that time heals wounds and that some day I would remember the good times Jenny and I had together without crying but with a smile. But I was far from that point although I cried less. My family supported me, they tried hard to make me smile (and succeeded a few times). I was there for them. When I was alone …. Second Life felt empty for me. I missed Jenny terribly.

Diary 2022 (113) August 14th/15th A monument for Jenny Maurer

Sunday, August 14th, I spent again quite some time in Second Life, roaming over sims aimlessly. I had a few IMs, I talked with Del (Krysbia). I met Kitty and later Flo shortly for a game of skipee.
I made another holographic statue of Jenny and placed it at our skybox. And I placed one in the house. Jenny will always be with me in my mind. While I was standing around I searched the marketplace and finally found what I was looking for. A big obelisk with full perm rights. I bought it and looked at home for a central place for it. I placed it near to Jenny’s tree trunk, then I added my 2 favourite pictures of Jenny and me to it making the obelisk a monument for Jenny, a place for my and our grief. I added some candles and a condolence book to leave messages. Finally I added a pond, knowing that Jenny loved the pond in her garden.
I also sent out an announcement to the family and friends group about Jenny’s unexspected death. That Sunday I cried a lot as the finality sinks in more and more. There is only one life.

August 14th: Diomita at Jenny’s monument at home / Diomita kneeling next to Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue in our skybox

At night I played a skipee with slave Alessi and Angelique. slave Holly came in-world while we played. It was a close game (Angelique won it). We went to Carnal Intentions. Argi joined us there later. We just talked amoung us and watched the world go by.

August 14th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions with Angelique, Argi, slave Holly and slave Alessi

Monday, August 15th, I visited an exhibition that opened Friday, August 19 – “New Day” by Bamboo Barnes (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8t6). What a coincidence. A new day has always something mystical if you think about it. It is a start, it is embracing what it has on stock for us. Not that I can ever forget the love of my Second Life. The last 14 years were a great journey together with Jenny. But with every new day, I think about what to do now. Some decisions that I have to take are starting to crystallize. They are becoming a little clearer from day to day.

I changed my home point at our sim. Mistress Jenny and I just had moved it to the sun terrace of our house. Now I moved it to Jenny’s monument. So that I can send an hello to her in heaven every time I return home. I miss her terribly.
Angelique came by and added a rose to Jenny’s monument.

August 15th: Diomita and Angelique at Jenny’s monument

At night I met Angelique at Jenny’s memorial monument. She was dressed really tempting and was wearing cuffs. I locked her hands and took her with me to club DeLust. Actually she got some attention being leashed to her aunt. When Flo came inworld we returned home to see her. She had issues to wear her tape dress again. We helped Flo to get back into her latex dress which was quite some work .. When we finally had fixed it we played a game of skipee, then we went to Carnal Intentions and watched. I put Flo in a full tape encasement, and I dared to have Angelique leashed to me again.
Flo left for bed and slave Alessi joined us. We stayed a bit longer at Carnal Intentions, then we moved on to club DeLust where we spent the rest of the night.

August 15th: Diomita at Carnal Intentions and at club DeLust with Flo, Angelique and slave Alessi

SL feels so different for me. I miss Jenny a lot. I miss talking with her about others, about plans, even about the weather. Everything is so different now. I feel the support of my family and friends though. They worry about me – and they need me (I think).

Diary 2022 (112) August 12th/13th Trying hard to keep going

Friday, August 12th, I felt quite “empty” after I had informed the inner cicle of our family about Jenny’s death the night before. When I logged in I had an offline message from Kitty, who lacked words (like me). slave Holly had sent a picture of her kneeling next to the holographic statue of Jenny that I had rezzed on our sun terrace. Alessi was inworld when I came online and I found her sitting by Mistress Jenny’s holographic statue. We definitively will need a pace for our grieve. We hugged each other, then I retreated.
I was not satisfied with the holographic statue of Jenny. Hence i made another and better new one from a picture of Jenny taken on June 12, 2022. Then I returned inworld and knelt next to it and pictured Jenny watching me and us. I met Ebony at home for an hug. I also placed Jenny in our skybox. She will look at me there and I will see her every day when I log in and logout.

August 12th: slave Holly, slave Alessi and Diomita at our sun terrace with Mistress Jenny / Jenny at our skybox

I went visiting the exhibition “Noir Vibrations” by Noir Tater (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8sy) later. The visit and writing about it, to keep my routines, did distracted me for a while.
I had also decided to have our Friday night party as another fix date in our Second Life routine. Jenny would have demanded that we continue having fun together. I selected something about twins as a theme. Angelique and I would go as “Angelique” twins, slave Holly and slave Alessi were already twins:
“It’s Friday again and in good tradition we start into the weekend with a party. It’s still a hot and dry Summer, hence we’ll have a beach party. To add some fun think about coming as twins or dressed alike or come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

Angelique and I met in the later afternoon and checked our outfits. we did look quite “alike”.
At night I met Angelique again at the skipee table. Flo came by too, we diced to visit a club and to shock people with our twin outfit. We went to club DeLust. With slave Holly, slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) and Baroness joining us we had kind of a warming up party at club DeLust.

August 12th: Diomita at home and at club DeLust with Angelique, Flo, Baroness Capelo, slave Holly and slave Lily

We returned home when our first guests turned up. Considering the circumstances we had a lovely party. During the party I informed all, who didn’t know yet about Jenny from me. I shed more tears in RL .. but I begin to realize what a great time Jenny and I had. And I asked Virgo to play “When the lady smiles” from Golden Earing. This was jenny’s and my favourite song from the time she began to take control over me “as a matter of fact I don’t resist at all”. By the end of this song she would lock my cuffs.
The support of my family and friends kept me going. And desipte all sadness it was a good start into the weekend once again.

August 12th – Friday night party: Angelique, Diomita, Flo, slave Holly, slave Alessi, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Dely (Krysbia), Adumadan Biziou, Baroness Capelo (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, Bast (Bastet Starchild), DaY (daytimesleeper), Jayson Dakota, Tsuki Takeda, Laura (Laura00175), Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, August 13th, I was online quiet a lot. I met Dely in the later morning at Lochme. And I met slave Alessi in the early afternoon and took advantage of her at our sun terrace. She licked me to a nice orgasm. Then I took her with me to club DeLust. She had my used panties in her mouth.

At night I met with Angelique. After a game of skipee, Angelique and I went to club DeLust. We talked, we watched the full club with all the silent people, and we had a little play, yet Angelique was not ready for it (yet).

August 13th: Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique

When Alessi came inworld we returned home and had a skipee with three, Angelique, Alessi and I. We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and me with Argi there.
The whole day I felt a strange emptiness. I didn’t know how to go on. I just knew that I would have to take decisions. Not that day, not short term…. but I would have to take them.

Backflash July 2022 “Two days in control” (Diary 2021 (89) July 4th/5th)

In the “Backflash” series I select an old entry once a month and present it here. This way I force myself to browse in the archive and to fresh up a few of the many memories. For our readers the new series shall provide an insight into our Second Life without reading back the many posts and it might also give reason to browse through the archives.
For July 2022 I selected a post from July 2021 – this time just one year ago. It is a diary post about a green light that Mistress granted to me one year ago. A lot has happened since but I still enjoy the green lights to the fullest and as my domme side could recover a bit while Mistress was on vacation, I thought it fits well to remember how good it feels to be in full control.
Enjoy reading…


Diary 2021 (89) July 4th/5th Two days in control

Sunday, July 4th, I met with Jenny in the afternoon for 1 1/2 hours. She was still wearing her full vixen cuff set and I gagged her first thing, then I took her to club Domme a Domme to expose her at my feet while we caught up with our mutual news.
The day before I had the opportunity to see the basement of a loose friend of mine, with who I had played years before once. During that visit we had another play or more precisely she had her way with me *winks*. Anyway, she allowed me to use her basement in case of her absence, an opportunity to take Jenny to an unknow place. I made sure that she can’t see locations and took her to the basement. And I used the torture rack I was fixed on the day before – yet this time not as the victim. And torture and the unlimited power can be satisfying!

July 4th: Diomita and Jenny and club Domme a Domme and in “the basement”

I had fun teasing my property and I even forced her to accept a slight change of the rules that she had set for me. I won’t adress her properly anymore during my green lights but will call her as I see fit, as mine, as my Eheslut, as Jenny…. Well, I did neglect the adressing rule before already before sometimes during my green lights, but now it is no transgressing anymore. A little bit of torture can cause wonders *winks*.

July 4th: Diomita and Jenny in “the basement” and at club Domme a Domme

Of course I did not only torture Jenny, I also had my way with her twice. And time flies when you’re having fun. When I was done with my Eheslut, I returned with her to club Domme a Domme just for a few minutes, then our time was up and we both had to tend to our RL again.

At night I noticed that I had to pee. As slave Holly was already inworld, I went to our house, unlocked her cell where she stays overnight, I gagged her with a ringgag, added a blindfold and took her to the bathroom where I fixed her in the toilet box. Jenny came inworld just when I had fixed slave Holly. I left her helplessly and blindfolded at the bathroom and said hello to Jenny first. Then I returned to relieve my bladder. It is good to have a toilet slave *winks*.
We started our night with a skipee as teams. It was the first team game for slave Holyl who played with me. Jenny and Flo won, but slave Holly did well for her first team play.
We spent the rest of the night at Carnal Intentions with Flo and slave Holly. Elena, Faye and Argi joined us there. Argi is always entertaining and hence we had a good time.

July 4th: Diomita and slave Holly at home / Diomita and Jenny at Carnal Intentions with Flo, Faye, Elena, Argi and slave Holly

Monday, July 5th, Jenny and I met in the afternoon. I took my property to club Domme a Domme and to club DeLust to expose her as mine while we talked, caught up with our news, watched people and read profiles.

July 5th: Diomita and Jenny at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

After one hour we went to our loft skybox. I wanted to take advantage of my green light. I rezzed a horse, a toy that I saw at an other place. The sub’s face vanishes in the saddle and the rider gets the pleasure. Unfortunately the animation is not really perfect and it looked more as if Jenny’s head was cut off be the saddle. Hence I stopped my ride – it was fun to try it out nonetheless.
Instead I went to the wall and had Jenny lick me. And she did not only well – she knows very well how to tease and arouse me – she provided 2 hard orgasms to me. Good girl!

July 5th: Diomita and Jenny at our loft skybox

Our night started a bit surprising. None of the family was present and I roamed with Jenny through the clubs, starting at Puerto Esclava, then Heavy Bondage Club and finally club Domme a Domme.

July 5th: Diomita and Jenny at Puerto Esclava, Heavy Bondage Club and club Domme a Domme

When slave Holly came inworld we summoned her to us and teased her. The club was quite well filled and offered something to look and read while we chatted. I had to pee once again and hence we returned home so that I could use slave Holly. And as it was comparably late already again, I retreated with Jenny to take advantage of being in control a last time. Well this time is was quite fitting to the end of my green light, as I licked my Mistress wife to get my fix, quite a transition back into my position *winks* – yet enjoyable!

July 5th: Diomita and Jenny with slave Holly at club Domme a Domme and at home


Link to the original post
https://themaurers.me/2021/07/20/diary-2021-89-july-4th-5th-two-days-in-control/

Diary 2022 (94) July 8th/9th When Mistress is back …

Friday, July 8th, Mistress Jenny came back home and we met in the afternoon to catch up with our news. Mistress had a lot to read *winks* and I just enjoyed looking at her while she was reading. We chatted and talked for over an hour. I was happy to have my Mistress wife back.
I told Mistress about the theme for the party at night: “It’s Friday once again. Tonight we’ll have a cruise party, so that Mistress Jenny can extend her vacation. Wear something daring, nothing at all or something joyful sunny and celebrate with us. slave Holly is serving the cocktails and DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

July 8th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at home

We went to the dance floor and changed so that we both were ready for the party. Then Mistress and I went off to tend to our RL again.

At night I was preparing the lights for the party when Mistress came inworld early. We had kind of a standing welcome reception for Mistress Jenny. slave Holly served cocktails as a warm-up. Angelique came early as well as Angelique and Dely (Krysbia). And the party itself was just great.

July 8th – Friday night party: Mistress Jenny, Diomita and slave Holly / slave Alessi at the bar / Angelique, Mistress Jenny, slave Holly and Diomita at the standing reception (upper pictures) / our party crowd (lower pictures)

We had fun and of course Mistress had many chats. I feel complete again now that my Mistress wife is back. What a great start into our weekend!

July 8th – Friday night party: Flo, Mistress Jenny, Diomita, Angelique, Dely (Krysbia), slave Alessi, slave Holly, Ebony Massey, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity) (upper row), Della Randt, Starbright Wingtips, TrippleBaconCheeseburger, Jayson Dakota, Sakura (sakuramatsumoto), Zillzie, Claven Albatros, Virgo Babii dressed and topless (lower row)

Saturday, July 9th, I was inworld in the later morning and went on a sim hopping. I had a few chats, but nothing happened so I tended to my RL again after half an hour.
I returned in the later afternoon and went to club DeLust. Angelique came inworld and I offered her to join me – and she did. We had a quite long chat. Angelique had some health issues and is recovering slowly. We talked about that and about her SL. She doesn’t know where it does take her, she has a base at home though anytime. To my surprise Mistress Jenny came in-world as well and she joined us at club DeLust. Now it was her turn to catch up with Angelique and we had tme to catch up amoung us as well before it was time for me to leave for dinner.

July 9th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club DeLust with Angelique

At night I was alone first. I went to club Domme a Domme and watched what was going on there, and there was quite some activity. I saw slave Alessi being in-world and summoned her to me and began to tease her in public. I placed her into a tiny small cage and sat on the cage. Dely (Krysbia) was also present and joined us and add to slave Alessi’s teasing. And when slave Holly came inworld, I summoned her to us as well.

July 9th: Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Alessi, slave Holly and Dely (Krysbia)

I had my hands full when I summoned also Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) to me. And then Mistress Jenny came inworld and joined us too …

July 9th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with with slave Alessi, slave Holly and Sakura (sakuramatsumoto)

We just had decided to return home as Mistress was experiencing quite some lag, when Argi and Faye (Boy Serenity) showed also up. slave Holly had to use her wide lense to take a picture of us all!

July 9th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with with Argi, slave Alessi, slave Holly, Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) and Faye

we returned home nonetheless to wind down a bit and to play a skipee as teams with slave Holly and slave Alessi. Sakura (sakuramatsumoto) watched us playing. Mistress Jenny and slave Holly won it. That was a nice end of a night with full hands.

Diary 2022 (85) June 20th/21st The end of the short green light

Monday, June 20th, I had a bit more than an hour with my property Jenny. I took her to club Domme a Domme to catch up with our news. As I had expected she didn’t find any trouble when she had been in-world in the morning. I had got a message from someone who told me that our Kitty can’t send any messages to us as her IM is blocked. At least she had found trouble *winks*. And Jenny needs me to let go control *winks*.

Having my Mistress at my feet I had quite some IMs while we were at club Domme a Domme and as I had to make the most of my time in control we left and went to Psi’s realm first, where I warmed up Jenny’s butt in public. Then I took her to our secret place. I fixed Jenny on the BDSM horse, fingered her a bit and then fucked her hard demonstrating my control on ownership.

Mistress Jenny had just granted a short green light. I had to return control before she left that afternoon. Knowing that I changed her position on the rack and began to lick her. Of course her sweet poison had the expected effect on me and with tasting and licking up her juices my control vanished almost by magic. Thank you for my short green light, Mistress Jenny. I look forward to the next.

June 20th: Diomita and Mistress Jenny at Psi’s realm exposing her divine butt / Mistress Jenny getting fucked and licked by Diomita at our secret place

We had a comparably relaxed and quiet night. First Mistress Jenny and I went to Heavy Bondage Club where I was in my rightful place again. Mistress allowed me to stand when slave Luci (Luci Glendale) joined us there.

June 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Heavy Bondage Club with slave Luci

We returned home when slave Holly came inworld and played a round of skipee. Mistress Jenny and slave Luci won it easily while slave Holly and I looked great holding our cards – we didn’t drop any *winks*. slave Alessi joined us and watched for a while.
We went to Carnal Intentions after the game and enjoyed a quiet night with chatting and looking around.

June 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Alessi and slave Luci

Tuesday, June 21st, Mistress was busy in the afternoon. I was inworld around lunch time and visited Cica Ghost’s newest installation “coloured images” (read here https://wp.me/psPPu-8ii).
Mistress and I met at night and we had quite something to catch up RL and SL. After we filled eachother in, we went to club Domme a Domme and later to club DeLust. I was in my rightful place at Mistress’ feet.

June 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home, at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

When slave Holly came inowrld we returned home and played a round of skipee with slave Holly and slave Luci. This time slave Holly and I were lucky having the better cards. After our game we went to club Domme a Domme. It was full there and there was also a bit of main chat going on, hence we had some entertainment. slave Alessi joined us there and Argi came there as well. Argi almost always succeeds to get main chat running, hence we had a nice night.

June 21st: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at club Domme a Domme with slave Holly, slaev Alessi and slave Luci

And that’s it about these two days in Second Life.

Diary 2022 (83) June 15th/16th The Hobble Dress

Wednesday, June 15th, slave Holly sent me a message with some pictures of her (restricted view). I had kept her with a blindfold, that allowed her just to see her nearest environment for quite a while. The day before I changed her restriction to “Venus Hood”, leaving two large holdes to look through. This view also makes you focus. For slave Holly it brought new views, in particular quite great moments. She saw Mistress Jenny in her early days in Second Life trough one of the holes. And while she was sweeping she saw a picture from “horseriding” and her own portrait picture. Thank you slave Holly.

June 15th: slave Holly restricted view snapshots

I met with Mistress for one hour in the afternoon. Mistress allowed me to take off my “Ehesklavin” tag and the ballet boots. I had worn the tag for 5 consecutive days. For me it felt as a long punishment and I hope that I learned my lesson. Mistress Jenny herself just enjoyed exposing me as her slave wife and she likes me in ballet boots. Everything is a matter of perspective. Anyway, I was really grateful. Thank you, Mistress Jenny.
We went to Puerto Esclava to catch up with our news. I offered Mistress jenny my leash and she took it. I spent almost an hour in my rightful place at Mistress feet. To crown the afternoon, I was allowed to kiss my owners buttocks, when she had to leave and to tend to her RL – I left myself to make the most of the lovely weather we had in RL.

June 15th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Puerto Esclava and at home

We had an almost full skipee night. We played two rounds with Flo and it was already quite late. slave Holly came inworld just when we had finished the 2nd game. As slave Holly had had a full and busy day in RL we decided to play a round as teams so that she could wind down.
After the game it was already way beyond Flotime and Flo logged off. slave Alessi hahd joined us, hence we spent the (short) rest of the night at Carnal Intentions with the slaves. And we had fun there! Mistress Jenny was in top form and initiates some banter and main chat. We got entertained. But time flew by too quickly again….

June 15th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with salve Holly and slave Alessi

Mistress Jenny and I came together again Thursday afternoon, June 16th, for an hour. We went to club Domme a Domme. I knlet at Mistress’ feet and after we had caught up with our news, I asked Mistress if she had already an idea or had decided about the theme for our Friday night party. Mistress had an idea and I liked it a lot. More about that in the next diary entry.

June 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at club DeLust

I also asked Mistress if I would be allowed to change my outfit for the party. Mistress had asked me to stay in my outfit after the last Friday night party. Mistress jenny allowed me to change. Actually she thought that she had already allowed it with removing my “Ehesklavin” tag. Good that I asked *winks*,
We went to club DeLust next. For a change Mistress leashed me to a hook at the wall and made herself comfortable on a bar stool. We saw another guest wearing a long latex skirt and a corset. Mistress asked her to move around and she hobbled, makeing really small steps, quite realistic. Mistress had bought such a long skirt for me at NGW two days before and she wanted me to show it to her. Hence I changed. The skirt looks good and restrictive with the corset and Mistress locked my corset. Mistress unleashed me and I walked around, but I did not hobble. It turned out that the other guest had a custom made hobble animation – shame. I tried several alternatives but none did convince me nor Mistress.
Mistress had to return to her RL again and after she had left I further tried to get a hobble animation. I found one on the marketplace and installed it, yet the result was not satisfying. The best I could realize was combining this animation with RR ankle cuffs in position “taut”. That might do ….
To please Mistress I tied up myself afterwards, added gag and blindfold and set a timer. I was wearing ballet ankle boots and the “Ehesklavin” tag. I might have overdone it, it really was quite uncomfortable!

June 16th: Ehesklavin Diomita in self-bondage at home

Mistress was pleased with her present *smiles*
Nonetheless she unleashed me when she came inworld at night. Then I had to show her the hobble walk. Mistress was satisfied with it and unlocked my cuffs, then I was allowed to change. We went seeing Flo, who was plaiyngin skippe and we joine dher for two round. slave Holly and slave Luci joined in later for another round with 5 people. After the games, Flo had to leave for bed. She was going on a vvacation so we had quite some hugs, even more as Argi joined us.
We went to Carnal Intentions with slave Holly and slave Luci and Argi and stayed there for the rest of the night, although it was not as entertaining as the night before. Oh.. and I tied up an approaching sub, a vampire maid *winks*

June 16th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at home / Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Carnal Intentions with slave Holly, slave Luci and vampire maid “Blake”

And that’s it for this diary entry.

Diary 2022 (70) May 20th/21st World Bee Day

Friday, May 20th, Mistress Jenny took me to club Domme a Domme in the afternoon. We stayed there more than an hour until Mistress had to leave again. We watched the crowd, had some fun watching someone particular, we call her BC (Baroness Capelo)’s friend and we both got some private IM’s too. I stayed at Mistress’ feet all the time and I made no mistake this time, hence Mistress did not further restrict or lock me. We also talked about the party at night again and finalized the theme: “It Friday once again and we’ll have our party. After the thunderstorms wear something sunny and bright. It is also World Bee Day, hence black and Yellow is also an option. Or surprise us and come as you are (even naked). DJ Virgo is spinning the tunes for us.”

After we had returned home, Mistress locked my arms behind my back and leashed me at home. I did not ask, nor did she make any comment. I assume she did it because she can….

May 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club Domme a Domme and at home

At night Mistress, Flo and I played a round of skipee again before our party started. Although Virgo had some issues getting her music stream running we had lots of fun again starting our weekend with our traditional party. We had quite some banter. And just before Mistress and I retreated, Mistress teased me badly, she had fun demonstrating her full control over me in front of all *sighs*…. because she can.

May 20th – Friday night party: Mistress Jenny, Diomita, Flo, Janina Foxdale, Sarah Fhang, Cherry (Elenaslv Serenity), Domina Ansar, Dely (krybia) (upper row), Della randt, Starbright Wingtips, Sara (SaraRandall), jayson Dakota, Baroness Capelo, Claven Albatros, Laura (laura00175), Virgo Babii (lower row)

Saturday, May 21st, Mistress and I had a quiet hour together in the early afternoon. We spent it at Puerto Esclava and at club Domme a Domme. We talked about the night before and about Mistress’ increasing dominance. Mistress told me that she enjoys it to the fullest. And as I did behave well, Mistress allwed me to stand next to her at club Domme a Domme for 5 minutes. We returned home as I had to leave to tend for my RL.

May 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at Puerto esclava and at club Domme a Domme

I was running late at night and Mistress Jenny was playing skipee with Flo, Ebony was kneeling next to the tables. Mistress and FLo stopped their game, they had just begun it a few minutes before. Mistress told me that Flo and herself had been also late. After an hello and a short exchange of news, Ebony had to leave and Mistress, Flo and I played a round of skipee. It was a close game and it was way after Flo’s bedtime when we ended it. Mistress and I went to club Domme a Domme where we met Argi and Baroness Capelo and initiated some main chat. We spent half an hour there before we went off to bed ourselves.

Diary 2022 (56) April 20th/21st Diomita’s 9th collaring anniversary

I often wrote that times flies. It might be that writing a diary makes you even more aware of it. Anyway, when I met Mistress Jenny on Wednesday, April 20th, in the afternoon she took me to club Delust and she talked with me about my collaring anniversary the next day. Mistress asked me about my wishes – and I really have none. I’m happy as it is. Well, I don’t like wearing ballet boots as I can’t walk at all in them in RL and hence it is a bit unrealistic but that’s no reason to complain. I proposed to see a tattoist to change our tattoos according to our position within our relation and Mistress agreed to that in general but not as a present.
Mistress took me to Marine Kelley’s shop and to Sensations and we looked around there but we both got no convincing idea. Mistress is also happy as it is now. Finally we visited Carnal Intentions and Faye came by for a few minutes. But then Mistress Jenny had to leave and to turn to her RL. Also the time in this afternoon flew by way to quickly again.

April 20th: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita at club DeLust and at Carnal Intentions with Faye

We had a relaxed night with a full house. When i came inworld, Mistress Jenny, Flo and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) were already present and Mistress Jenny summoned me to the game tables. Flo was playing skipee with slave Lily. Mistress had made progresses regarding Holly’s room and told me about them. We are almost set for slave Holly’s 10th rezzday / 1st collaring anniversary.
When Flo and slave Lily had ended their game, we played a skipee as teams and while we were playing slave Luci (Luci Glendale) and slave Holly came inworld. We played another game with 3 teams. It became a very close game with each team having one long run. In the end slave Holly and I won it unexpectedly.

We went to Mesmerize Dungeon for a change but is was more or less empty, at least there was none talking. Hence we moved on to Psi’s realm for the rest of the night. After Flo had left, slave Z (Zado Ninetails) came inworld. We chatted quite a lot among us as not much was going on at Psi’s realm either.

April 20th: Mistress Jenny and Diomita at Mesmerize Dungeon and at Psi’s realm with Flo, slave Holly, slave Luci, slave Lily and slave Z

Thursday, April 21st, marked my 9th collaring day. Mistress Jenny and I had picked the day randomly after we were wearing collars of each other since 2012. It was just fair that I got a collaring day like Mistress Jenny has her’s. Nowadays my collaring day has gained more importance for both of us. When I came inworld in the afternoon I found a nice present from slave Holly in my messages. slave Holly has a talent to present pictures in a different way and to pick the right picture (from our blog). Thank you slave Holly!

April 21st: slave Holly’s present for Diomita’s 9th collaring anniversary

The other present I got was a blog entry that Mistress Jenny wrote on the occasaion of my 9th collaring day. If you haven’t read it yet, the link to it is here. Thank you, Mistress Jenny!

Mistress Jenny locked my arms behind and leashed me after she had got a subhug from me. We went down to the games area to meet Flo there. slave Luci (Luci Glendale) and slave Lily (Lily Bloodrose) joined as there soon after. And even slave Alessi came by shortly. As Mistress had added a hoover text above my head “collared for 9 years today”, I got the attentions that Mistress wanted to achieve. slave Alessi had to tend to her RL again, Mistress Jenny, Flo, Luci and slave Lily and I played a round of greedy. After the game Flo left us and Mistress Jenny took me and the slaves to Psi’s realm where she leashed all of us at the wall of shame. I could sense that Mistress did enjoy demonstrating her power. We didn’t stay long, maybe 15 or 20 minutes, then we returned home and Mistress retreated with me to our skybox, where I got my next collaring anniversary present. I was allowed to lick Mistress and to get my fix – and she allowed me to rub myself at her feet (I had to clean it afterwards of course). Finally before we left to tend to our RL, Mistress changed into a black catsuit that perfectly expresses her position. it was an intense and varied afternoon for me.

April 21st: Mistress Jenny with Ehesklavin Diomita at home and with her Ehesklavin Diomita, slave Luci and slave Lily at Psi’s realm

At night Mistress Jenny took me shopping first thing. We went to Avec Toi and I saw a brand new catsuit there, that was sold at a fetish fashion fair. We went there and Mistress got the fatpack for me. Thank you Mistress Jenny!
Then we returned home and had a skipee with Flo, slave Lily and slave Holly. I didn’t get out any card until the last round when I got rid of just 3 cards before slave Lily won that game. But I did look great holding the cards.
We went to Carnal Intentions after the game … slave Z (Zado Ninetails) and Argi joined us there later. And Argi did once again entertain us very well!
slave Holly: “can’t help smile at Argi’s use of language – it’s very engaging!”
Mistress Jenny: “she has her own dictionary, more colourful than any rainbow”
A full family night to celebrate. Well it was more kind of a “Spoil Diomita” day than a collaring day *winks*

April 21st: Mistress Jenny and Ehesklavin Diomita with Flo, slave Holly, slave Lily, slave Z and Argi

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