Some Things Never Change

05 Jun 2010 1 Comment

by jennymaurer in anniversary blog entries

These past few days I have been doing a gentle re run of my trial for my Mistress Diomita Maurer.  I say Gentle as for the first trial I was locked away all of the time except for a mini whirl wind of buying and adding scripts to my restraints.

I felt at that time like I would never be quick enough or know as much as my Mistress to be, and at times I felt flooded by the amount of things I had to get right in no time at all.  Diomita was very forceful and impatient then and I did not wish to spoil my chances of passing that trial.

Looking to now,,,,

A lot has changed, my Mistress has more patience and I know a lot more than I did then, so this trial was to satisfy my desire to do something meaningful and special for my best friend. In Sl there have been a lot of changes recently. A lot of the pay for pick boards I used to visit have gone. They have been replaced by Midnight mania boards which have a mixture of tat, fun items and some even have quality things worth looking for on a regular basis. If you want a quick tour of a few Im me and I will be happy to show you mine if you show me yours 🙂

A lot of sims have come from out of the blue, set up and vanished just as quickly. It seems to be more difficult now to build a place that has a new slant on the BDSM theme. To be successful Sims need people and the right people at that.  We are lucky to have a lovely circle of family and friends, and sometimes when we spend some extra time with them and care to take a better look we realise just how special they are. Dio and I try not to take sides when things go wrong. We love you all as our friends and for that reason we can’t just let you go just like that. So even when family roles change our friendship need not.

Our home plot has recently changed a lot. We have been lucky that our friends have wanted to come and visit us. The new house looks cheerful and homely. The new play area promising and we have a better lay out for the beach and out buildings now. On the beach we have our itan dance ball with lots of dances in it. We have been saying to our family and friends to feel free to use the beach if you would like a quiet place to hide. We got a similar invite from Nic and JC which we will be taking up very soon.  (We know bring a clean set of bed linen).  We promise you will never know we have been there.

So today I start my third year wearing my collar given to me by my wonderful Mistress, Diomita Maurer. It is something I wear with pride. I will never hide it. It comes off only when it needs repairs and I feel lost when that is necessary. I have been allowed a new set of rules to mark my 2 years and these will become more evident as we develop into our new roles.

However, I am owned. I always will be as long as I come to SL and I belong to somebody who is very special to my RL as much as SL . That will never change.

I love you Mistress Diomita.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Laylady Lay – collared June 5th, 2008

05 Jun 2010 2 Comments

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries

Today it has been 2 years since I collared Laylay Lay, my slave, who is now my wife and partner in second life. There have been already several posts about Jenny in this blog and I have nothing to add but a heartful thank you for 2 years under my boot and at my side.

Jenny beared my moods and tolerated my faults in true devotion to me. There’s hardly no bigger compliment that I can make. I look forward very confidently having her as my collared slave and wife for many years to come. I love you, Ehesklavin.

Euro Brats HQ

30 May 2010 2 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about our homeplaces Tags: ,

Sometimes it’s time for a change. Since some time in 2008 we have a plot in Rivers Rock and the overall design didn’t change much. So now we felt it’s time for a change. We could enlarge our plot as our neighbors moved away. And after the idea was born we began looking for a new house. That kept us busy for the last days. In the end we decided for a beach house in a caribean Style and for a second house in an asian style that we’ll use for mostly for playing. The main constructions works are done now and we look forward enjoying our old new home. Friends and family are always welcome !

See you inworld … Dio

 

Friends beyond bdsm

24 May 2010 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags:

There are times you need a shoulder to lean on, times when you need an ear just to listen to you. Or times you simply enjoy SL with friends beyond any bdsm relationship. Tyra Sciarri is such a friend to me. She spent countless hours with me when I did my first trial. She always looks after me when I am alone. She is always there for me – and for Jenny.
We meet Tyra every Friday when we go to the Bratz Club to dance. Virgo Babii – another friend beyond collars – plays the best music in whole SL for us. We always have fun there.
Besides being one of our best friends Tyra is also someone who always shares when she finds a good shop. She shares freebies and landmarks. She’s one of those who think about friends.
So this post is for one of my oldest friends in SL, for one of our oldest friends.

We love you, Tyra

22nd May

21 May 2010 1 Comment

by jennymaurer in anniversary blog entries

22nd May 2010

It is two years to the day that I first met Diomita Maurer.

We have both written out story many times on this blog so I would like to do something different.

I have listed some links to You Tube to play a few songs that mean a lot to us. I hope you enjoy them in the background while you browse the web.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GAPAvev-os

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5xcW0ZH_9k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tN_HVup9oOg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CL66n6icM2g

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5-XF_pnXX4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNNBXd0CPdk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yVXj7hmhBo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wy97lOwvECs

I could go on all night adding songs that mean something to either of us. What you should know by now is just how much that night 2 years ago means to me.

I love you Mrs Diomita Maurer my wonderful wife and Mistress.

Jen xxx

At times melancholy

17 May 2010 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags: , , , , ,

Now that I am 2 years collared by Goddess the family just changes a lot. Goddess took a short break of SL and shortly after her return she and Tey parted. While I never talked much to Tey I always appreciated her patient and calm ways. And I could always rely on her. Although I don’t know how things will develop it leaves me being melancholy. Tey was Goddess’ first brat and she companied me as a sister through nearly all my SL life.
At the same time, and I know it is just a coincidence, my sister Claire asked to be released from Goddess’ collar and consequently also gave up her submission to me. Claire simply wants to explore other things in SL and roam around free and independent. She will stay close to us and I am happy to know her. My other subsister Fae didn’t return really since Summer 2009 except for 3 or 4 short visits. We hope that she’s doing well and as far as we know she is doing well.
Rayn, who also was always sort of a family member, left SL. Luckily we know she’s doing fine and she has made this decision as she’s convinced that it is the best for her.
I read several other blogs who dealt with the subject of people suddenly leaving SL without any notice. I can only say that it hurts when close friends simply leave and cut all connections. Although this is a virtual world the relations that we build can be quite strong. And those that left, left a footprint in SL. They left people thinking of them and worrying what happened. My sub Siobhan is one of those who left and I look at the pictures that I have and ask myself whether she will ever come back, whether she’s doing well. Let’s hope the best.
Last but not least when Goddess took a break and used the word “hiatus”, I needed to look it up in my dictionary. I begin to doubt now – hiatus might be a SL virus.

When something is changing we tend to become melancholy as we know what we had and as we have a natural discomfort about the unknown future. Just writing this down helps me to overcome this discomfort. I look forward happy about what I had in SL and confident to be resistant to the hiatus virus.

2 Years collared

08 May 2010 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: ,

I was collared by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale on May 8th, 2008. Two years now! As everyone tells me that is nearly a lifetime in SL. Although I don’t agree to that statement it certainly is something very extraordinary that a D/s relation in SL lasts that long. I am very happy and thankful that Goddess and me achieved this anniversary and I hope to have many more anniversaries with her.

If you suppose that only the domme who collars a sub can release the sub then it only depends on the domme how long a collarship lasts. Those who know me know that I take my collar very seriously and that in principle I would agree to this statement. But nonetheless I ask myself how we managed to stay together that long. And I think the answer is quite simple and goes far beyond D/s – we both wanted it. We both invested a lot of ourselves in our relation and we both respect eachother and are willing to accept all our faults and willing to forgive if we’ve been not fair or not obedient (depends from which side you look at our relation).

Two years now. I will not bore you by renarrating these two years. But looking back I see so much that didn’t change and I see also many things that changed. Places changed. I remember the first family island where my trial for Goddess began as she leashed me in her office – Brat Pack Island in Mises West. Where I logged on and off in a cage even after my trial as a daily routine. I remember Stonehaven with Goddess’ place there and my place there. Places that are in my memory. The family changed. Some sisters and subs left and are still close friends – others simply left and we only hope that they’re doing well. The relation to Goddess is something like a backbone in my SL. It is one base for my SL – the second base is Jenny.

Goddess is one of the strictest dommes that I know. She rules her family. And I’ve learned a lot from her. But she’s at the same time a very very caring person. I can and I do rely on her. If I need her help, advise or anything else she always manages to lend me an ear. I trust her. I am her devoted brat and her property. I am proud to be her’s. I love you, Goddess !!

Doing my 2nd year revival trial for Goddess

01 May 2010 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: , , , , , , , , , , ,

For my upcoming 2nd year anniversary of being collared by Goddess I asked her to lock me down for a week. That might sound strange to those who know me particularly as I have had no idea how and where she might lock me. She just said that she grants my wish.
Since Tuesday I sit in a capsule. the same capsule as during my trial. Goddess has placed a cask with a wooden dildo just in front of the capsule and when Jenny is online she rides the dildo an comes unrealistic often. She counted every 4 minutes. I have to watch how she polishes the dildo with her pussy. Do I begin to develop a fetisch for wooden pussy polished dildos?

Dio in her capsule surrounded by family and friends
Anyway as I kneel here tied tightly in my cosy capsule I have time to write.
I get a lots of visits. My family comes to me and I enjoy the attention that I get. Even my sister Yar has been here today*smiles. What a nice vist. My newest sub, vero Lacombe drops by whenever she’s online. My sister Valerie visited me a lot already. This morning I saw my only slaveboy Santana. Today also Danii, my cutie, was online. I had left her leashed and blindfolded, deaf and gagged with her armbinder on the terrace. Yar managed to move the leash pole down to my cell and cutie companied me for over an hour. She was so eager to see me but couldn’t. Later today Pike was here. She managed to escape from prison to see me. Awwww, I’m spoiled. My sister Tey who I hadn’t see for a long while was here. Goddess was here daily whenever she could. Claire was here. And many others dropped by. Tyra, who companied me during my trial spent several hours with me *muah. And of course Jenny companies me when she’s online. And yesterday Jenny and me listened to the stream of our regular Friday night party hosted by Virgo Babii. What a fun. So I can really have a good time.
My thoughts go 2 years back often. What a rare luck I had to meet Goddess and to enter this family. I feel loved … and love my family in return.

Come and visit me as long as I am here *smiles brightly

The “Mistress”

20 Apr 2010 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized

For all of you who like a good laugh… here’s a IM dialogue from Jenny of today. She was at a crowded site and got this in her IM….

X          : Greetings little one
Laylady Lay: Hi
X          : you are a slave and just say hi  to a Mistress
Laylady Lay: I am owned by one wonderful lady not all and sundry
X          : and your Mistress name girl
Laylady Lay: try reading Profiles girl
X          : i see her name now
Laylady Lay: maybe you would like to kneel before her
X          : she as not brought you up well girl
X          : i will be im-ing her with your rudeness
Laylady Lay: and you base that judgment on what evidence?
X          : as i said i will be im-ing her with your rudeness
Laylady Lay: so you know nothing and you think you can judge others
X          : i know enough
X          : on how you talk to another Mistress
Laylady Lay: and you are a Mistress because what?
Laylady Lay: you are quite funny really
Laylady Lay: 🙂
Laylady Lay: you are more than welcome to kneel before us both
Laylady Lay: just IM us any time
Laylady Lay: we will send a chariot
X          : ha ha ha
Laylady Lay: thank you for the laugh

You made our day, X !!

RL & SL – Happiness, Emotions, Composure

25 Mar 2010 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized

Inspired by Goddess’ ranting I want to write also something to get that off of my chest.

In many profiles you read that SL is SL and RL is RL. Many people want to keep their SL separate from their RL. Why? We try things out in SL, we explore ourselfs. We want to be young again, we want to be slim and attractive. We live fantasies that we wouldn’t live in RL. We’re actors. There’re many motivations. I am not different! I try to keep my RL separate from my SL. It could destroy my SL world if i would see or hear my SL friends in RL and if that picture does not fit with the one that I buildt in my mind. Thus it is also a form of protection of my SL to keep it separate from RL as much as possible. As much as possible … I can’t separate everthing. I can’t switch off my thoughts when I log off.  And thus when i had an argument or a bad expierence the thoughts about it follow me through my RL day. As well as many positve thoughts follow me into my RL. You would see me smile when i think about my lovely wife in SL, when i think about my SL family. My SL is part of my RL and not an unimportant part of it as i spent most of my free time online in SL. I don’t deny that SL is a part of my RL….. and consequently RL also is part of my SL.

And as in RL we do love and hate. We have emotions, we feel, we cry, we love, we build families, we build networks, we talk, there’re rumors and badmouthing like in RL. It is like this. And I am very aware of it. In additions in our bdsm community we try out relations that can’t be lived that way in RL and that might imply other difficulties in SL – but in my personal opinion provide even more joy (just by the way).

Why do I write this? Why do I want to spread these thoughts? I observe that some people loose their manners in SL. They don’t consider that people can be hurt badly in SL and take bad feelings it their RL. I want to appeal for tolerance. Simply accept that some people don’t love eachother. Accept that in SL relations can be as complicated as in RL. Please be always aware that we all have emotions. Please be aware that we can’t blind out SL in our RL and vice versa. Please keep SL a place to be happy. Accept the weired behavior of others who try something different in their SL. Also accept banning. In RL you would not give the keys to your house to someone you don’t like or with who you had a serious fight. You would keep your door locked. And in SL you have the wonderful function to mute those you don’t like (unfortunately this isn’t invented yet in RL).

I love my SL. As said above it is an important part of my RL. I love my wife and and my family in SL. I love my Goddess and owner. I am devoted to both. I enjoy.

Just…. let’s keep things in perspective.

Do I feel better now …. yes !!

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