Dear Diary – Back in charge

It has been a bit more busy for us lately. Besides slave Flo and Sklavin, we took slave Ashley (AshleyAnnLove.resident) and will collar or sell her. So far we keep the young slave naked, she quite needs no clothes and is an eye candy. Also Paige visited us several times. During one of her visits I took the picture below of her with slave Ashley. Aren’t they cute?

Paige and slave Ashley

Paige and slave Ashley

We still consider to collar our toy (Karen.Emms). So far RL and timezone are against us and we decided to postpone her collaring but to keep her as our toy nonetheless. It is fun to tease her and to see how she struggles and squirms as we add rules and form her more and more from a respectable housewife into our toy. Her diary will be continued ….

Dio and toy

Dio and toy

As I hinted before, Mistress granted a green light to me. It’s my turn to take her slowly deep into subspace. I enjoy her submission and devotion a lot. It feels very particular having her at my feet again as my Ehesklavin, although I should be used to it after all these years.

Dio and Ehesklavin Jenny at DaD

Dio and Ehesklavin Jenny at DaD

20160917 My Ehesklavin and me_003Jenny got a new armbinder from Marine’s Real Restraints. It’s called highbinder and and offers quite some possibilites to adjust it and to colour it. And it looks simply great, particularly when Jenny wears it. Nothing can describe how it feels to have your Mistress bound like this. I get an idea now how it feels for her having me *winks*.

Dio and Ehesklavin Jenny at home cuddling at Angel Falls

Dio and Ehesklavin Jenny at home cuddling at Angel Falls

But even tied up and obviously controlled and owned herself, Jenny still stays superior for our brats, slaves and subs. Slave Ashley experienced it even although it is very rare that we expose eachother that obviously in front of them. She had to clean her boots (and more) and she could sense Jenny’s natural supremacy as we discussed our further plans for her.

My Ehesklavin and me and slave Ashley

My Ehesklavin and me with slave Ashley

And after all it is also very helpful to delegate surveillance and leashing to Jenny. Not only that I can tend to other things, no, it also helps her to direct her domanince to someone else but me *winks*. A real win-win-win  situation.

Janny and slave Flo and sklavin at Mesmerize Dungeon

Janny and slave Flo and sklavin

That’s it for now.

 

Dear Diary

It’s about time for another “Dear Diary” entry. So what is going on? First of all, Mistress Jenny took me into a longer, very intensive red light in the last week of August. She pushed me very deep into subspace. It is not easy to express in words what did happen but for sure Mistress is confirming her dominion. I am owned, I am hers and she sets the rules.

August 23rd: Mistress Jenny takes Dio into a red light

August 23rd: Mistress Jenny takes Dio into a red light

During my red light there was still a lot going around us. Mii (miisiek89.tenk) became closer to us. Mii loves bondage in particular and did appear already in the blog particularly when we had our bondage nights. This time it was more than just bondage. Mii became a submissive friend of ours. We used her and we introduced her to some basic rules. She had moments where we took advantage and others where we simply enjoyed her presence kneeling next to us. As our online times do not really match, for right now at least Mii will stay a close submissive friend of ours, following our rules when she’s around but free to follow her other activities during her online times.

Mistress Jenny and Mii in the dojo

Mistress Jenny and Mii in the dojo

We descided to keep slave Flo and Sklavin a bit like twins. First we had them in similar restraints and catsuits. The more important change for them is that we enforced their rule to speak only when spoken to. We used a nice little tool (the STFU gag from Daisy Creations) for enforcing. That worked out nicely and we were envied for the obedience of our slaves. But even harder then being forced by a tool is to be forced by a simple command. This way we taught slave Flo to use emoting for describing what you can see and not for communication. Both slaves managed the assignment pretty well and were rewarded as we allowed them to enjoy eachother  one night.

slave Flo enjoying sklavin

slave Flo enjoying Sklavin

We finished August with a family night, just chatting and that night our toy (karen.emms) did show up. It was fun having her around. We still don’t know how things will develop for and with her but right now, it is fun to tease her and to enjoy her helplessness.

A Family night August 31st: Mii, Mistress Jenny, Dio, slave Flo and toy

A Family night August 31st: Mii, Mistress Jenny, Dio, slave Flo and toy

While this was going on, Mistress Jenny kept me in deep submissiveness. And she exposed me in public when we had a quiet moment together. I could sense her pride as well as her strictness and power. As mentioned in the beginning of this post it was a very intense experience for me.

Dio at her place at Mistress Jenny's feet

Dio at her place at Mistress Jenny’s feet

We started September with a mini “Enjoying bondage” night as we took Mii and sklavin to Ropers playground and secured them nicely next to eachother. We ourselves were sitting comfortably on a couch and watched Paige (paige.umino) who danced for us on a dance pole. Paige is another submissive friend of ours who we lost contact with. She developed a lot in our opinion and we enjoyed her presence which is rare due to timezones. In the second picture you can see a young woman standing behind the couch near me. This is Ashley (AshleyAnneLove.resident). She was a stray slave, very willing and watched us quite a while. We took her home and claimed her. We might sell her or use her or simply have fun. We don’t know yet.

Sept 1st: Mii and sklavin tied up at Ropers playground

Sept 1st: Mii and sklavin tied up at Ropers playground

20150901 sklavin at Ropers (her view)_001

Sept 1st: At Ropers playground, sklavin’s view on Mistress Jenny, Dio and Paige (dancing)

By the end of the first September week Mistress Jenny released me of my red light. She intends to grant a green light to me soon but I need time to recover in order to get out of subspace. We continued to form twin slaves from slave Flo and sklavin. So one night we took sklavin to our dungeon and shaved her hair with a razor and cutted out the word “slave”. Now sklavin wears the same hair cut as slave Flo. But her hair can grow again as opposed to slave Flo’s hair that is not growing anymore because of a disease. After shaving her hair we dressed the slaves simliar but in different colours. Well you still can tell who is who but both please us as we have fun. If your take a closer look you might see that I wear my jewelery collar again :-).
20150905 Cutting sklavin's hair_003

Dio, slave Flo, Jenny and sklavin at DaD

Dio, slave Flo, Jenny and sklavin at DaD

Dio, Ashley, Jenny and sklavin at Gwen's slave storage

Dio, Ashley, Jenny and sklavin at Gwen’s slave storage

On September 6th we had a rare visit: Coco McGinnis. For us she’s still Dana (dana.drezelan), our former slave who we sold last year. Coco is still having fun exploring the more extreme sides of slavery in SL. She does look ..ehm.. extrem *winks*. I’m sure that just looking a her does scare our slaves.

Dio with Coco McGinnis (dana.drezelan)

Dio with Coco McGinnis (dana.drezelan)

I’ll end this post with a family picture that I took on Monday, September 7th. Funny but we really had our Sunday night on a Monday. Usually at a Sunday night everybody drops in and it isn’t possible to do anything else but chat. That Monday we had our Sunday night. And we enjoyed it! Jenny and I were cuddling at the decking and were surrounded by our slaves and subs and Argi added the spice and fun to our conversation not only with her very particular Argi-vocabular.

Sept. 7th: A Sunday night on a Monday. Jenny and Dio cuddling surrounded by Gero, Ashley, Flo, Paige and Argi (standing)

Sept. 7th: A Sunday night on a Monday. Jenny and Dio cuddling surrounded by Gero, Ashley, Flo, Paige and Argi (Standing)

Big-headed

Our slave Flo is very dedicated and truely enslaved. As she often was the only brat around lately, our play did focus on her. Could it be that slave Flo got a bit big-headed? Yes! And Jenny found the right way to cure it. You certainly saw those mesh horse heads that ponies wear lately. I admit that with the right gear the ponies do really look very “ponyish”. Well, Jenny had more in mind that these heads are really big. And they are available in all colours and in latex and leather. So you can guess, what we did ….

Mistress Jenny with big-headed slave Florence

Mistress Jenny with big-headed slave Florence

The big-headed slave Florence. Doesn't she look cute?

The big-headed slave Florence. Doesn’t she look cute?

Jenny and Dio with big-headed slave FLorence visiting The Secret House

Jenny and Dio with big-headed slave FLorence visiting The Secret House

Right now the cure did help. We just have to mention the big-head to slave Flo and she gives in immediately *winks*. I admit, we had fun in addition!

From the other side of the leash

Diomita writes and posts most of our blogs. While many of them are all her own work I contribute to some of them and make the odd correction if needed. Diomita knows the English language better than most Brits now so that isn’t very often.

However there are occasions when I should add a few words myself just to remind you of life from the other side of the leash.

At the start of 2014 I made a resolution to have full control of Diomita before the end of 2015 including making her wear a thick and heavy collar in place of the vixen collar we had been using for what we call green lights. (The occasions I was allowed to take control for a short period of time.) Through out the first few months of 2014  I took little steps purposely, sowing seeds, nurturing them and developing new ideas so that eventually the day came when Diomita chose her new collar with me and I locked it in place for what turned out to be the rest of 2014.

Snapshot _ Eurobrats HQ, Mount Everest (66, 97, 4002) - Moderat

That was not to say that I was in control for the second half of the year, Oh no Diomita still held on to the last small bit of control and I really wanted to help her to let that go. My green lights became longer and more intense. I had to think hard for new ideas and ways to re enforce Diomita’s new experiences and finally, shortly after September I noticed that Diomita took that final step and released the last tiny grip she had of control. For those of you who know the feeling it can be like a very big high. The release is like becoming very free and that is why it can sometimes take some time to come back to normality afterwards.

Snapshot _ Eurobrats HQ, Mount Everest (60, 99, 4003) - Moderat

Over November and December our relationship has changed again. before we may have switched but now we truly do own each other just as any Mistress owns a sub. By the end of December we both new it was time to sit and talk about how we should manage our new relationship and we have done that leaving a lot of room to develop and  explore over 2015.

The only way relationships like this can work is if one person has the deciding vote should an occasion ever arise that needs it. Diomita owned me first and will always be my number 1. I know she should never have to use that vote and we both share a trust that will bind us together  for a long time to come.

So for now enjoy the posts from Diomita, her messages come from both of us and be prepared for anything if you meet us in world.

Lots of love

Jenny Maurer.

xxxxx

 

 

Owned Domme

Diomita "Owned Domme"

Diomita “Owned Domme”

In my last post about Mistress Jenny (posted November 9th) I reported about my last period where Jenny dommed me. It lasted more than 3 weeks and was a particular expierence for me. I learned to let control go not just for a few days. During this year I accepted more and more that Jenny owns my sub side and I enjoyed the days where I granted her to domme me more and more. Shortly after I published the post, Jenny released me from subbing to her. It felt good being at her side again and we had some nice nights together. But still something had changed. So we agreed that I might get her keys again to domme her, but not as long as she had mine before – turning the colour scheme. She will grant green lights (where I am in control) but will take me into longer red lights (where she is in control).

Then I had my green light and it was really enjoyable to have Jenny at my feet again. She relaxed, I relaxed. The green light was just a couple of days and ended last Sunday, with a small bondage night. I ended the post about this “Enjoying bondage” night with a P.S.: “The green light ended just after this small spontaneous bondage night and a just a few days later Mistress Jenny restored her position”. And Jenny added a comment “I enjoyed my short break back into bondage, thank you Diomita. It is now back to the serious business of taking the last bit of control away from you. XXXXX”

The following days, Mistress Jenny took control again. I was confused and perturbed about it. Jenny was my collared slave, my enslaved wife “Ehesklavin” for far over 6 years. We developed into a domme couple. But it felt right to give up control. I love her to bits and trust her. She’s my world, my friend far beyond SL. We talked a lot. We both value what we have in SL together as a couple and don’t put it at risk ever. Finally we decided to go on exploring about us and D/s. Jenny calls it our journey together and we let it flow wherever it will take us in mutual trust.
Last Friday Mistress Jenny removed my jewelery collar and replaced it with a thicker leather and steel collar. Thus she took away my status of being equal to her. Tables are turned now not just for a week. She is Mistress Jenny for me. She will grant green lights for me as she sees fit to enjoy bondage or to recover her strength, but it is her decision to end them. If she feels for it she will put me into red lights and keep me there as long as she wants.

Mistress Jenny locking the collar around her "Owned Domme"'s neck.

Mistress Jenny locking the collar around her “Owned Domme”‘s neck.

For the family nothing will change. I’m heading the family with Mistress Jenny. I might become stricter to our slaves and subs as my domme side needs its satisfaction (so be prepared!!). And my new collar will remind me that I am an “Owned Domme” now. Somehow this change has emerged over time and is just consequent. It just feels right for me. I’m going to prepare my green lights in detail and will experience them as a reward, nothing earned but granted by Mistress Jenny.
We’re both excited about the change and will explore where it leads us to. But even if I turn tables back one day, we will have developed. Our journey continues together, dedicated to eachother.
I love you my wife, my world – I love you, Mistress Jenny.

Enjoying bondage November: Turning the tables back

After my red light it was about time to turn the tables back with Mistress Jenny. It took a while until she permitted a green light letting me back into control. So I wanted something particular for her to enjoy. What I came up with was a halterneck dress combined with RF mittens and a RF stealth gag (RF=Restraint freedom, our second favourite brand for gear). We presented this nice bondage outfit already in the enjoying bondage series of February (https://themaurers.wordpress.com/2014/02/27/enjoying-bondage-series-february-various/). I was sure that it will look great on my Ehesklavin Jenny, a nice dress with just a small but effective bondage consisting of mittens and sleeves and a gag that looks a bit like a larger turtle neck. And yes it looks great on her. None would guess that I tied up a domme, Jenny looks so innocent and helpless in this gear. And she didn’t complain or at least I didn’t hear any complaints (that’s why I gagged her tightly). We visited several sims where I exposed her proving that I’m in control again (at least for a while *grins).

Tables turned back - Jenny tied at DaD (Domme a Domme)

Tables turned back – Jenny tied at DaD (Domme a Domme)

Clara and Dio with my Ehesklavin at DaD

Clara and Dio with my Ehesklavin at DaD

As I thought that Jenny enjoyed her bondage a lot (and I’m pretty sure that this dress will become one of her favs), I arranged a small spontaneous bondage night at Sarah’s Patio. Rona and slave slave Flo were around to help decorating. Rona is already wearing the same bondage gear and we’re looking now for another dress to go with it. Taking thes pictures was pure fun for me.

Enjoying bondage November: rona, slave Flo and Jenny

Enjoying bondage November: rona, slave Flo and Jenny

Ehesklavin: "m mmfm mmm" Diomita: "I love you too, Ehesklavin"

Ehesklavin: “m mmfm mmm”
Diomita: “I love you too, Ehesklavin”

I enjoyed that weekend a lot. Thank you rona, slave Flo, Clara – and thank you, Jenny, my Ehesklavin.
P.S.: The green light ended just after this small spontaneous bondage night and a just a few days later Mistress Jenny restored her position

News from flo – Chapter 15: Becoming a drone

Some days ago, Tyra told us of a free drone suit that she and Virgo tried out and she was excited about it. And as we know about our slave Flo’s kinks it was obvious that we decided to put her in this drone suit (we can provide information and the landmark if you’re interested). Slave Flo (or better: L.A. Drone 171) is a drone now for some days already and provided this next chapter for you to read and enjoy. As always, i only revised typos and added the pictures. Here’s slave Flo’s chapter 15:

Woahhhhh….. that wasn’t expected ……
Lately my Mistresses offered me a trip for shopping. If they do… they are purchasing …. They don’t much window shopping. So we arrived a very special store. Not much items just one big sign – get your free suit. Mistress Jenny was short in ordering – “get this slave” – wear!!!
As Flo know – this tune doesn’t promise playful mood – she did was she had been told ……. and seconds later she has been sealed inside a very special latex suit. It was comfortable to wear, only the fingers couldn’t be spread anymore due the very compressing mittens. I had become a “Drone”!!! I appeared in a shiny latex suit, and Mistress Jenny told me that this is sealed with a special glue that very rarely come off. As soon I had read the note delivered with the suit I knew why. The wearer is fully dependent on public. Anyone can play with drones – they just have to follow what is decided.
One thing made me shivering – the charger – an oral charger that charges the drones energy by a big moving thing … entering her mouth. A very humiliating position that drone can’t impede. The feeling inside was wonderful – like be saved from outside of the world. I was overwhelmed and thanked my owners for that very special change. Drones view of her Situation:
Drones are friendly and helpful. They don’t know about time, duration and numbers. They don’t fight against her fate.
Drones are depending her charge level, able to see or at low level become a blurred vision up to blind.
Drone has useful openings on her suit. Drones meet at the Drone station to get charged if the oral charger isn’t of use due public.
Drones take her fate with much excitement and can’t negate they are most time sexually aroused.
Drones can be switched off – as a pleasurable game for her owners.

L.A. Drone 171 slave Flo

L.A. Drone 171 slave Flo

Since sealed and transformed Flo is the happiest one aside her Mistresses. She don’t feel the punishment – raising her restriction level as what it is. She know that its the only purpose for her to make her Mistresses happy. To be her vulnerable toy or pet. At the last Friday night dance party was the Drone the center of attraction for her Mistresses friends. The sometimes close impertinent up to naughty comments of the drone resulted in raising her restriction level to 9, which resultet in being tightly gagged and deaf – just be at the mercy of her so loved Mistresses. Miss Capello, you know the red haired, and Miss Claven, both enjoyed for once to play with the drones restrictions while Flo herself was in seventh heaven, knowing her owners chooses this transformation for her.
It’s only one way out of this suit…. to reach the level 0 – and that would be really hard as anyone in this world can at any time prevent that. Drone 171 is meanwhile a happy pet watching and see her Mistresses eyes in bright shine while they think about to choose higher or lower level. Drone 171 is grateful to her loved Mistresses to be chosen to walk into this adventure.

Thank you my wonderful Mistresses

Thank you, slave Flo for this report.

Dio and Jenny with L.A. Drone 171 slave Flo

Dio and Jenny with L.A. Drone 171 slave Flo

Mistress Jenny

As this blog is still also a diary to save our memories I have to write about Mistress Jenny.
On New Years Day this year, Jenny announced that she will take more control over me. She didn’t reveal any details. So far we had green and red lights. Red light means, that Jenny is treated as my slave, my Ehesklavin, that she has to kneel, to address me properly, simply that she has to take the place at my feet until I release her of it. As we both wear our jewelery collar all the time, we began to use the RR vixen leather collar to indicate a red light as the leather collar looks quite strict. During a red light the leather collar is locked in place around her neck.
Same goes for green lights. So far I granted green lights by offering my keys to Jenny. And she locked a leather collar around my neck. Green lights were shorter and way more discret. Rarely Jenny took me out to a club and in front of our subs she allowed me to command and act as usual. As I said .. so far.

Diomita's first red light

Diomita’s first red light (1)

While our subs have to address Jenny with Mistress for quite a long while, Jenny first introduced that I have to call her Mistress Jenny during green lights as a rule for me too. And slowly I got used to it. Jenny experimented with me, tested my limits but still was discreet and kept most of the green light time in private. With time it was more me who began to address Mistress Jenny also in public and in front of our subs as Mistress and it felt good to let go. I enjoyed, relaxed and recovered my strength during green lights.

Diomita's first red light (2)

Diomita’s first red light (2)

Coming back to the beginning of this entry. Those who know Mistress Jenny know about her persistance. She’s amazing. Shortly after our 6th wedding day, Mistress took control or to be more precisely, I couldn’t resist to kneel for her as she radiated a lot of will, strength and dominance. In addition, Mistress can take what she owns without asking. This was 3 weeks ago now. And this time the word green light doesn’t fit anymore. I’m under a red light. Mistress Jenny took full control and it is her to decide when she’ll end it. Three weeks! I can hardly remember a green light with more than 3 days. And Mistress did stretch my limits. She did not only expose me as her property in the clubs, she demands that I address her properly always, also in front of our subs. She selects the gear I have to wear, she even put me into a strict hood. And I won’t report even here, what else she does. It is a fully turn of tables. And the longer it lasts, the more I get addicted to Mistress Jenny. I want to please her and I admit, that it feels just right. She owns me and I submit to her.

Owned domme Diomita (1)

Owned domme Diomita (1)

Owned domme Diomita (2)

Owned domme Diomita (2)

And my red light isn’t ended yet. Could go on forever? It could but it will not. When ever it ends it changed me in a positive way:
I learned to let control go for longer.
I know my place at Mistress Jenny’s feet if she demands it.
I am proud to be owned by Mistress and happy to show it.
I will be even more proud showing that I own such an amazing domme like Mistress Jenny.
I learned last but not least variations in play that will be useful in future.

Thank you for owning me, beloved Mistress Jenny.

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