Yas’ Enforcer

07 Aug 2011 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about Dio Tags:

May 8th, 2008 – August 7th, 2011

Today I asked Yasmin for my release and she granted it. Right now it hurts like hell and I’m crying. But the wound will heal and what will remain are the memories of the great time we had together. I am starting a new chapter of my SL and Yasmin will always have a place in my SL now as a close friend and sister of mine.
Thank you for owning me more than 3 years, Goddess!

We part in love and friendship and respect. The Eurobrats and Yasmin’s Brat Pack will stay connected by many ways. And our families will stay side by side as friended families. Hence, the Eurobrats will stay in Yasmin’s family and friends group, and Yasmin and her brats will stay in the Eurobrats group.

I love you, sister.
Diomita Maurer
August 7th, 2011

3 Years Yasmin’s Enforcer

08 May 2011 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags:

I was collared by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale on May 8th, 2008. Three years ago now! This is a really long time already in RL but even more in SL.
I am happy that Goddess and I could achieve this anniversary and I hope that there will be many more anniversaries with her.

Compared to three years ago my SL has changed a lot. From the moment that I was collared at good old Stonehaven, which is gone now, until today there have been several milestones. Yasmin’s Brat Pack has changed and now just Goddess, Yar and Jill are left over from my first months in the family.
But I enjoy to have some stability in my SL, I have rocks on which my SL is built so far. And one of these rocks is Goddess and her collar which I wear with pride. It protects me when I play outside. It embeds me and my subs in a larger family community. It has become a very big part of me.
Last but not least my owner is also my friend and advisor She has been there when I needed her – and she knows that I’m there for her not only as her sub but also as her friend and advisor.

I’m proud to be Yasmin’s Enforcer.
Thank you Goddess – Cheers
May 8th, 2011

Talking about ….. Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale

13 Apr 2011 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags: , , ,

Writing about Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale is difficult. Where shall I begin? What shall I write that hasn’t been written already? I met her during my time at Pandora’s box. I worked as a Mistress there in February/March 2008. I have only little memories to this first meeting. I was busy trying to control a riot when she showed up and according to her memory, ‘I treated her very arrogantly’, at least badly enough for her to remember me and my name.

I was also often at Stonehaven. Stonehaven was at this time the meeting point for the English speaking bdsm community. I looked for a place to settle and found a home at Stonehaven. What a coincidence, my home was next to her home. Just a short fly away. That’s where we met again. The first time we played she locked me into a cage and stripped me. Then she exposed me to her subs and friends obviously proud of her catch. I felt bad and humiliated and I told her in IM. She released me still in a playful way. I assume that was the moment where my trust began. I searched her nearness. We had some nice conversations. Then she and her family moved to Mises West. A whole sim for her family. A huge house. Several Areas to play. I was impressed and felt honored being welcomed there. It must have been during my first or second visit. Yasmin gave me a tour and we were up at a hill. A magic moment in my memories. She took my keys and I knelt in front of her. And it was the first time that I called her Goddess. That felt strange for me those days as much as it would feel strange not to call her Goddess now. Goddess leashed me at her office. What I didn’t know was that this marked the begin of my trial.

Goddess in 2008

I had a sub these days and I wasn’t sure how I should handle her but Goddess told me that would be no problem. I was moved several times during my trial. Most of it I spent in a tube cylinder cage at Goddess’ house in Stonehaven. The trial lasted over 3 weeks. I had another sister who was with me in trial but who was dismissed shortly after my collaring. My dear friend Tyra, who was sub of my sister to be Samatha, spent many hours at my cage. This was the base of our friendship that lasts today.
The weeks of my trial left a deep experience. I did something for myself. I submitted. I invested a lot of myself to become hers. And today I see this as the deeper sense behind a trial besides that you meet family and beside that you get the time to talk and to think and to adjust your position. Without having invested anything you’ll leave quicker. I see many people here with short relations who change their dominants and subs like others change their clothes. Having invested you’ll think twice, you’ll consider upsides and downsides.

good times in Rivers Rock

Oh, wasn’t this entry about Goddess? It seems that my thoughts and my writing are distracted in between again and again. Goddess’ family grew quickly and I saw a lot of changes. Up until today only my sister Yar and myself are left over from these days. Goddess collared and released subs. To some she made the impression of being a collector and I heard a lot of critic. The family moved to Rivers Rock, a sim operated by my former sister Samatha. As Sam and Goddess parted we had the first sharp change in Goddess’ family. In her grief Goddess wanted to release all of us except her former wife Teyonas and Yar. I felt really bad. My SL world broke down. I didn’t understand what was going on. And even now I can only speculate what I won’t do here. But I remember that I begged Goddess to keep me as some other sisters did, some sisters left. I stayed with Goddess. We had several moves in the following weeks and months in the search of  a new home. Goddess kept her core family together. During all these moves I stayed in Rivers Rock and Goddess allowed that although she herself did not visit Jenny and me there. For her RR was tabu for a long time.

Wasn’t I about to write something about Goddess? See, I have so many memories that I want to write down that I lose the subject again and again. But maybe all these episodes characterize Goddess.

Goddess is a very caring family head. When I needed her she was there for me. Her family is large and I could experience several attempts to treat us all equally, to distribute her limited time fair between us. And keeping in mind that we all live in different time zones around the world that is a hopeless task. We had “office hours” where she was in her home sim open to visit her and we had great hours together chitchatting. She tried to arrange fix appointments but too often was restricted to keep them herself or her brats couldn’t be there in time (as RL comes first it is sometimes hard to keep appointments). I know, that Goddess cares about each and everyone in her family. But nowadays she doesn’t try to be fair anymore. We know each other well enough and she cares about those who need her the most at that moment. And I think that’s the best way to share her.

Goddess can be very consequential and strict. When she’s upset, no one can really stop her. Then she insists of her position as our Goddess. You are for her or against her, you follow her or you leave. That was the case when she broke with Sam. She can rule harshly, although this happens on rare occasions, but I keep this in mind always. She can and she does rule.

Goddess is a kinky weired dominant. We all are weired and most of us a proud to be kinky. Her play likes reach from very sensitive loveplay over roleplay to hard and strict bondage. Goddess loves to see beautiful avatars and high quality realistic animations. She also has no reservation regarding science fiction, pony play, nekos, heavy rubber, fucking machines, dolls, unrealistic toys or endless arousal. She loves to restrict her subs and playmates totally by taking all their abilities, to make them depending her her. Until today, when Goddess locks me, she takes often everything – names, locations, inventory, tp … everything. Thus I am aware who owns me. And why? Because she can!

Goddess is spoiled and knows that she is. She’s spoiled by our love and our support of her. Yes she’s human, she certainly makes wrong decisions but there’s no difference between RL and SL in this relation. Our love and support is what she gets in return for her never ending care about her family.

Goddess is one base of my SL while my love Jenny being the other. Wearing her collar protects me. I built my own SL often similar to her, tried the same things, introduced similar rules for my subs. She allowed me doing that, she allowed me to grow, allowed independence and an own SL for me. I am proud to be hers and I hope that I can wear her collar many many years to come.

I love you Goddess
Diomita

At times melancholy

17 May 2010 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags: , , , , ,

Now that I am 2 years collared by Goddess the family just changes a lot. Goddess took a short break of SL and shortly after her return she and Tey parted. While I never talked much to Tey I always appreciated her patient and calm ways. And I could always rely on her. Although I don’t know how things will develop it leaves me being melancholy. Tey was Goddess’ first brat and she companied me as a sister through nearly all my SL life.
At the same time, and I know it is just a coincidence, my sister Claire asked to be released from Goddess’ collar and consequently also gave up her submission to me. Claire simply wants to explore other things in SL and roam around free and independent. She will stay close to us and I am happy to know her. My other subsister Fae didn’t return really since Summer 2009 except for 3 or 4 short visits. We hope that she’s doing well and as far as we know she is doing well.
Rayn, who also was always sort of a family member, left SL. Luckily we know she’s doing fine and she has made this decision as she’s convinced that it is the best for her.
I read several other blogs who dealt with the subject of people suddenly leaving SL without any notice. I can only say that it hurts when close friends simply leave and cut all connections. Although this is a virtual world the relations that we build can be quite strong. And those that left, left a footprint in SL. They left people thinking of them and worrying what happened. My sub Siobhan is one of those who left and I look at the pictures that I have and ask myself whether she will ever come back, whether she’s doing well. Let’s hope the best.
Last but not least when Goddess took a break and used the word “hiatus”, I needed to look it up in my dictionary. I begin to doubt now – hiatus might be a SL virus.

When something is changing we tend to become melancholy as we know what we had and as we have a natural discomfort about the unknown future. Just writing this down helps me to overcome this discomfort. I look forward happy about what I had in SL and confident to be resistant to the hiatus virus.

2 Years collared

08 May 2010 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: ,

I was collared by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale on May 8th, 2008. Two years now! As everyone tells me that is nearly a lifetime in SL. Although I don’t agree to that statement it certainly is something very extraordinary that a D/s relation in SL lasts that long. I am very happy and thankful that Goddess and me achieved this anniversary and I hope to have many more anniversaries with her.

If you suppose that only the domme who collars a sub can release the sub then it only depends on the domme how long a collarship lasts. Those who know me know that I take my collar very seriously and that in principle I would agree to this statement. But nonetheless I ask myself how we managed to stay together that long. And I think the answer is quite simple and goes far beyond D/s – we both wanted it. We both invested a lot of ourselves in our relation and we both respect eachother and are willing to accept all our faults and willing to forgive if we’ve been not fair or not obedient (depends from which side you look at our relation).

Two years now. I will not bore you by renarrating these two years. But looking back I see so much that didn’t change and I see also many things that changed. Places changed. I remember the first family island where my trial for Goddess began as she leashed me in her office – Brat Pack Island in Mises West. Where I logged on and off in a cage even after my trial as a daily routine. I remember Stonehaven with Goddess’ place there and my place there. Places that are in my memory. The family changed. Some sisters and subs left and are still close friends – others simply left and we only hope that they’re doing well. The relation to Goddess is something like a backbone in my SL. It is one base for my SL – the second base is Jenny.

Goddess is one of the strictest dommes that I know. She rules her family. And I’ve learned a lot from her. But she’s at the same time a very very caring person. I can and I do rely on her. If I need her help, advise or anything else she always manages to lend me an ear. I trust her. I am her devoted brat and her property. I am proud to be her’s. I love you, Goddess !!

Doing my 2nd year revival trial for Goddess

01 May 2010 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: , , , , , , , , , , ,

For my upcoming 2nd year anniversary of being collared by Goddess I asked her to lock me down for a week. That might sound strange to those who know me particularly as I have had no idea how and where she might lock me. She just said that she grants my wish.
Since Tuesday I sit in a capsule. the same capsule as during my trial. Goddess has placed a cask with a wooden dildo just in front of the capsule and when Jenny is online she rides the dildo an comes unrealistic often. She counted every 4 minutes. I have to watch how she polishes the dildo with her pussy. Do I begin to develop a fetisch for wooden pussy polished dildos?

Dio in her capsule surrounded by family and friends
Anyway as I kneel here tied tightly in my cosy capsule I have time to write.
I get a lots of visits. My family comes to me and I enjoy the attention that I get. Even my sister Yar has been here today*smiles. What a nice vist. My newest sub, vero Lacombe drops by whenever she’s online. My sister Valerie visited me a lot already. This morning I saw my only slaveboy Santana. Today also Danii, my cutie, was online. I had left her leashed and blindfolded, deaf and gagged with her armbinder on the terrace. Yar managed to move the leash pole down to my cell and cutie companied me for over an hour. She was so eager to see me but couldn’t. Later today Pike was here. She managed to escape from prison to see me. Awwww, I’m spoiled. My sister Tey who I hadn’t see for a long while was here. Goddess was here daily whenever she could. Claire was here. And many others dropped by. Tyra, who companied me during my trial spent several hours with me *muah. And of course Jenny companies me when she’s online. And yesterday Jenny and me listened to the stream of our regular Friday night party hosted by Virgo Babii. What a fun. So I can really have a good time.
My thoughts go 2 years back often. What a rare luck I had to meet Goddess and to enter this family. I feel loved … and love my family in return.

Come and visit me as long as I am here *smiles brightly

Dio’s 2nd year in Second Life Feb 11th 2010

10 Feb 2010 4 Comments

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: , , , , , , , ,

My second year in SL is over today and I’ll start my third. It seems to me like yesterday when I remember my first days in SL. And it also seems like yesterday reading what I wrote in my letter to my family and friends on the occasion of my 1st rezz day. And now the 2nd year is already over.
I am happy that I can say that the base of my SL hasn’t changed in this 2nd year:

– I am still owned by Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale
– I am still spoiled by the love and devotion of my partner and Ehesklavin Jenny
– I am still part of a lovely large family
– I am still running my own family branch
– I am still exploring SL and myself
– I am still happy to be here

Now let’s have a look back to this 2nd year – just a short one. What did happen beside having fun together? What are the events that I want to remember when I’ll read these lines again after my third year.
There have been some changes in my family branch of Yasmin’s brat pack.

– My sister Fae vanished suddently and didn’t return a long while. She had been in hospital being seriously ill but she returned after several months. She left again very quickly as she fell in love in RL. That is a happy reason to leave and we’re glad for her. She’ll be back and explore herself on her own now. Well, at least I hope that she will be back as she told us.

– My sister Claire who is living in the Euro Brat timezone became closer to me and with permission of Goddess she submitted to me like Fae did before. Claire is a lovely sweet girl as her permanent tag expresses “Goddess’ sweet girl”. She is always smiling and I feel spoiled by her. Her happiness and mostly good mood is infectious.

– Pike and her wife Danii were my subs for about 3 months and they are still close friends of us. Unfortunately our focus in SL and some play preferences didn’t fit and Pike and Danii left us again consensually and friendly. And we see eachother from time to time. I still love you both and will not stop feeling close to both of you .

– During this 2nd year Goddess collared rabea – a new sister for me. Rabea is from Germany. We had a bad start as sisters and some arguments but later we became close as sisters and very close friends. And rabea is now a permanent part of my family branch. Jenny and myself are often together with rab and we enjoying playing together, shopping or sometimes just talking.

– rabea suddently left and we didn’t know what happened to her. Siobhan, her sub, spent a lot of time with Jenny and me and became part of my little family. Finally and without knowing about rabea’s return I collared Siobhan October 4th 2009. On rabea’s return – she has had a serious accident and spent several months in hospital – we didn’t turn time back and Sio stayed mine. Welcome to me and welcome to us, Sio. We love you.

– vanessa companied us during my 2nd year in SL. She is a very loyal sub and always a reason to smile. We don’t see her often enough unfortunately. But when she’s online her ways, her devotion and her constant demand for love and play is a very special expierience. Thank you, vanessa … Maurer’s Joy!

– Recently Goddess approved that Allana Mikadze may join our family. End of November 2009 Jenny and me found Alla helplessly at “Love hurts” and took control of her. Allana is a slave, owned and forced. Now she’s also officially our sub. Welcome to the Eurobrat family, Alla (who is from the US btw.). Welcome to Yasmin’s Brat Pack as a grandbrat.

– Last but as everyone know definitively not least, Jenny. Jenny was with me all the time in this 2nd year. No day where we didn’t talk or had contact per other media. I can’t imagine my SL without her and there’s no reason to imagine that. Thank you so much my dear wife and Ehesklavin.
So my part family did grow a little bit. It was one major part of my SL in this 2nd year and has become very important for me.

There have been some changes to Goddess’ family which I call my greater family. Besides rabea, who is from Germany, I got 2 other new sisters. Anna form the US and Valerie from Germany. Valerie was Goddess’ slave before. She was the observant of the decking in Yasminia and she grew until Goddess collared her has her brat. It is still simply great to be part of such a great family. Thank you, Goddess. I do love you and I would submit to you immediately again if I weren’t owned already.

Goddess and her brats

Some of my friendships have cooled down a little bit unfortunately, some became more intensive and I made some new friends. Any list might not be complete so I better don’t mention you all by name here.

What else is new and related to this 2nd year in SL? Maybe it is my life in two home sims. There is our beach house and our retreat Chez Maurer in Rivers Rock. And there is Yasmina. My sister Yar gave that sim to Goddess who establish our family sim there. I was permitted to build Hotel California in Yasminia. The hotel has provided some nice hours for play and we go there regularly for playing or visiting guests or introducing guests.

I could fulfill my intention to get back to Pandora’s box. Over several weeks I was there again quite often but then I couldn’t anymore …. and now I’ll intend take a next try.
Jenny and me got very close in this 2nd year. We had some nice adventures together. Particulary we love to do quests.

Jenny knows me very well and she now gets green lights. During a green light I switch and submit to her. She has always a new treat in stock for me. And together with rab or any other sister or friend …. well, it can be hard but also very exciting once I’m fully caught by roleplaying and switching to the sub role. As a sub Jenny brought me over some limits that I had before. Thank you, my love. Nonetheless once the green light is off Jenny is again my beloved slave.

I continued to collect pictures and my slideshows have quite a lot pictures in the meanwhile, several hundred and sometimes when it is quiet in SL.. well it is rarely… then I am content just to sit and watch the sildeshow. With the date and a short text displayed with each picture, that is really a journey into nice memories.
Friday nights are your Club nights. We spent them at the Bratz Club in RR. Virgo, a former sis and close friend, makes a perfect party of it each time.
Dancing leads me to intan. I replaced all dances that we had on the roof of “Chez Maurer” with on intan controller and now we can dance everywhere on our plot and choose the dance from the controller. A great invention !

During my 2nd year in SL I could celebrate a lot of anniversaries beginning with my 1st collaring day with Goddess, my one year collaring of Jenny and vanessa and my 1st wedding anniversary.

I am curious of my third year. Before all I wish that my little family stays together and I wish that I can celebrate 2nd anniversaries with my owner Goddess Yasmin, with my Ehesklavin, with vanessa and some 1st anniversaries. I am looking forward to further explore SL, to meet new friends, to intensify old friendships, to having exciting play sessions, to adventures, to enhance my bdsm expierence, to nice talks. There will be changes as life goes on in RL and SL. I just hope that I can avoid any drama as far as possible – let us always remember that we are here to enjoy and to live beyond the possibilities of our RL and that we are humans with emotions. I just hope that the base of my SL will stay like a solid rock.

Dear Jenny, Dear Goddess, dear family, dear friends, let me heartfully thank you all for your love and support. I wouldn’t be here without you. I wouldn’t be “Dio” without you. I couldn’t relax and enjoy SL without you. Thank you all for a great 2nd year in 2nd life. Many thanks!

Love
Diomita

Loyality and Happiness

06 Nov 2009 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized Tags: ,

This will be my first blog which is not filled only with happiness. But it will nonetheless end happily.

Stonehaven has been my and our place since my early days in SL.
It’s the place where I met my owner, Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale.
It’s the place where I had my first house in SL.
It’s the place I met my slave who is now also my wife and partner, Laylady Lay – Jenny:-)
It’s the place where I met so many friends of mine.
It’s the place where I spent uncountable hours of fun, happiness and talks.
You can read what Stonehaven means to me also in our former blogs. It is at least a place to which I am emotional strongly conected.

A few days ago I got a message from Goddess in which she banned me and her family from going there. Honestly, I was shocked and irritated. What I was told later by others was that the reason for the edict was that Goddess couldn’t bear the fact of being eliminated form the Warden list of Stonehaven – a list I personally wanted to be on a very long time but never was.
Is it possible that I am owned by a domme who acts thus stubborn about such a minor item? And if so – what should I do? Should I argue? Should I flout the clear command? Should I try to mediate? Should I break my friendship with Dirk who owns Stonehaven? Well, Goddess didn’t demand that and she never did demand to break relations, she never forbids going  anywhere.
There is one simple answer: I will obey. I will not go there unless the edict is withdrawn.

Why is the answer that simple although I am emotionally hit by Goddess’ edict?
Because I would expect exactly the same of my subs. I would allow them to ask me about reasons, I would try to explain but I would expect my subs to accept my decision.
Because I trust in my owner. I trust in her love. I don’t say that she’s perfect – who is? I willingly submitted to her and would do it again. I get plenty of room and freedom to develop to what I am. And even if she’s wrong with her decision and edict – and I am not saying that she is wrong – I will obey.
And my friends that still go to Stonehaven will understand that I will not company them there as they know me and they wouldn’t expect anything else from me. And those who understand or accept that stay friends.
My place is with her. Point. Loyality.

Will I miss Stonehaven? Yes.
But I know that it is not only the place what makes it mystic to me. The people there made it to what it is for me. I feel spoiled and happy that I belong to Goddess’ family. Happiness is where my family is around. Without them Stonehaven will loose it’s magic for me. Thus I’ll keep it in my memories as the environment I had during a very good time. It is on many pictures that I saved. It is in my mind.
I will go on in SL with Jenny, with my family branch, with Goddess’ family with her friends as I have found – Happiness.

Thoughts about being locked, about locking, about family, about my loyal beloved wife

26 Jul 2009 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized Tags:

Those who know me know about my time as a guard at pandora’s box. I have an affinity to prisons. I even built my own prison which we call hotel California.
I just spent a week in one of the cells myself up there. What  happened?

Last week I met Goddess while I was online a few minutes in the morning. And she decided that she wanted to play with me later. So she took me and locked me up in the hotel. As I was about to go 2 days offline into RL that was no big story.
When I came back online on the weekend I realized that I had no inventory and no IM. Jenny was off at work. I could do nothing. I couldn’t sort my inventory nor could I talk to my family.

What do you do in SL when you’re isolated? Just run SL in the background of your pc and work on something else? Not my thing. Just stare at yourself in a cell? Not my thing. I never understood and will never understand why people like isolation in SL. But then, I don’t have to understand it. Everyone has their own kicks and that is the best of SL. But I know for sure – that isolation is definitively not my thing.

When I lock and tie people I really rarely prevent IM’ing as I don’t like that myself. I do it as a means of punishment for a limited time and I try to make sure that my victim is ok. Just a few days before Jenny and I released a girl after a few days as our timezones didn’t fit. I don’t like to do things with my subs and slaves that I don’t like myself, or that I can’t bear myself. Does that makes sense?

Well, anyway…I am who I am.
 
When Goddess and myself were online again a few days later, she realized my unhappiness and she gave me my inventory back and IM. I was happy and thought that now I could stay in the cell and talk to my family and friends and sort my inventory. The same day later in the evening the rare moment did come finally. Jenny was in my cell in the meanwhile and Goddess came online. Goddess came, opened the door to take us out and to start playing .. but RL caught me and I had to tell Goddess that I had no time. She locked the door of our cell again – and as the door implies some restrictions I lost my inventory and IM again.

What did follow were several days just talking with Jenny. We talked about everthing, we even played virtually in a virtual world (silly, I know). Some of my family came and played in front of the cell to entertain me – and me being in bad mood did not show my thankfulness but treated them bad with my anger. Some of them even entered the cell to give me a hug or to see me naked or to simply company me or us.
After 24 online hours Goddess’ and our timetable finally fitted and she came to us and freed us. No play – that is postponed.

Why do I write this blog? Mostly to send out some messages to those who read this blog:
1. I don’t blame Goddess at all. Plans in SL sometimes are disturbed by our RL and RL comes first. I am an owned girl. I will stay hers. And whatever happens the collar around my neck is welded on me.
2. I blame myself for being rude towards my family and friends. As soon as I realised i contacted them to apologise.
3. I am spoiled. Jenny did spend so much time with me. She even cancelled an RL meeting just to be with me and to hear my anger and to calm me. I love you so much, my wife !
4. I learned about family, about those who care and took time to visit us when we needed it.

Enough messages.

Dio

Dio’s 1st year in Second Life Feb 11th 2009

08 Mar 2009 4 Comments

by themaurers in anniversary blog entries Tags: , ,

This text was written about my second life. My journey into a many fantasies, real friendships, a wonderful love and may hours where I forgot and will forget the worries of all day life. For my one year Rezz Day I wrote the following note to my friends in 2nd life. This note might tell you a little it about me and how my first year in SL has been.

During the last days I began to look back on this year in SL. And it has been a year of many adventures, expiriences, good converstations, fun and happiness. I thank you all for your support, your friendship, your care or simply that you shared some of my time here with me. Thank you !!

There were some really basic events for me which coined my SL. During my first weeks I came to pandora’s box. I had the luck that I met Mechelle Oceanlane and that night I became a guard in her prison. Pandora’s box is a great place and I want to thank Mechelle for providing it and particulary that she gave me the opportunity to expirience a real great time at her place. I look back to this time in the box with joy and I often plan to get back to the box more often and I am sure I will show up there again.

The second really basic event was that I discoverd Stonehaven. There’s something magic about SH. The community in SH is simply wonderful. Thank you Dirk Massiel for giving us all such a place to come together and to have fun. The patio is a great place to meet people, new members and old friends. I hope that Dirk continues to provide this place to meet for us all.
It was in SH that I met Chriss Rosca and Moss Hastings and Chriss invited me to see her place. And I was impressed! Probably she doesn’t know how much she and Moss influenced my further SL. Her place, her creations and the way she lived her SL seeded something in me. Thank you, Chriss for the good talks we had and for all the technical support you gave to me!

These two places led me to meet Yasmin Heartsdale. I met her first at pandora’s and I didn’t give much attention to this event. It happened one night that I met her and her brats at the patio and I noticed that we were neighbors up in the sky of SH. Yas teached me to step over several limits. And she did that not forcing me, it simply happened. We had some convos about dominance and submission and I wanted to expirience her way. Thus I ended locked up in a cage. She exposed me to her girls and I do remember very well how badly I felt. What impressed me the most was that she released me as she realized that I couldn’t bear it. But she didn’t stepped out of my SL, she talked with me about my feelings and became a friend. Only a short time later when she and myself were at the former brat island I called her Goddess the first time and I do remember this moment as it was yesterday. I ended leashed in her office that night and was released three weeks later as her brat. The collar she locked on me May 8th, 2008 hasn’t be unlocked one day except for technical reasons. Thank you, Goddess. I belong to you. I love you. And I hope to be still yours when I’ll celebrate my 2nd Rezzday.

The brat pack family is home for me. This includes the many friends and former brats and sisters and grandbrats I met beeing in the family. If I list them all I might forget one – hey, I’m not the youngest any more *grins. So, let me just say: Brat or grandbart, former or actual member or just friend of the family …. I love you all. And I hope that I can keep off any drama that do happen in families unfortunately.

Tyra was the one who companied me during my three weeks in trial with Goddess (the attentive reader may notice how this trial coined me) is one of my closet friends in SL. It’s a joy beeing with you and to have someone I can talk with when I need to talk. Or simply to go shopping with!

The third basic event was meeting Jenny. Right now I say it was “the” basic event. What began as a playfull session led quickly to cage her like I was caged by Goddess. She became my sub June 8th, 2008. She’s my slave, my sub, my best friend, my fucktoy, my slut, my pet. we developed a close relation and I am the most spoiled person in SL that I got her total devotion. Consequently we first partnered and then we married Oct, 24th 2008. The happiest and most important day so far in SL for me. Those knowing us know what we mean for eachother. More or less we’re one. Jenny, my wife, I love you to bits !!

Last year I also met Claven Albatros, who was shortly close to the brats and is still close to some and I am one of these. I like her ways and we have good convos and also fun together and there’s always something thrilling between us. She’s an impressive personality and I always take something with me when I meet her, may it be an advice or a technical hint or simply a the memory of a nice time. Thanks Claven.

With Jenny I began to form my own little family within the brat pack. I call it the Eurobrats. Nicola Micheline was my sub for a much too short time and I miss her but we needed to part, Nonetheless I still feel close and the best thing in life is that humans forget bad expierences and remember the good things. So I do remember my time with her as a wonderful expierience. Thank you, Nic .
And there’s vanessa Rendelstein, my slutty sub, my hure – better spoken our sub and hure as she’s also owned by Jenny. Although she’s not online as often as I would like and despite she’s a technical newbie and can be hard work if you need to get her update or edit something she’s a present. Met her and you will find a playful sub who is willing to learn to her way at the feet of her dommes..and you would know why we love her. As we are quite possesive you may not have the chance to expierence that as she’s used by us when she’s online. Thank you for your submission, van.

Last but definitively not least let me say something about Fae Howlett, my lil. Fae is my sister and a full brat like me. Due to time zones I met her more often than other family members and she became close to me more and more. And since Christmas 2008 and with Goddess’ permission she’s my sub sister and sister to Jenny (Don’t try to really examine these relations in comparison to RL*smiles). We simply enjoy eachother and the development in our SL. I love you my lil and I am so proud that you became part of our little family. Thank you for your love and submission.

Unfortunately I am not able to celebrate this occasion with all my friends due to other RL activities. Nonetheless I wanted to write down what I expirenced this last year and to express that I am gratefull to all of you. And if you’re not listed personally here it doesn’t mean that I don’t care, it simply means that I could write books about positive things and wonderful friends I met here and didn’t had the time to write it down … or it means that I simply didn’t open all the cells in my brain where you’re in.

Thank you all for a great year.
Diomita Maurer

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