Sunday, April 15th, our Kitty returned to SL after more than 3 months being missed. Just the night before Jenny and I had talked about our slaveboy aka. Kitty and that we’re going to remove him as our owned sub. We didn’t hear anything from him during his absence and every attempt to get a sign of life failed. By strange coincidence Kitty returned just a few hours later. Kitty has been very occupied by her RL and needed to protect herself from the addiction that SL provides to us, as a permanent temptation to escape from our real life problems. I always say and confirm that RL has priority for all of us in SL. And Kitty’s RL took all of her attention as she told us. We do really understand that.
But I personally also believe that it is a question of respect, to let those who care for you, know what is going on. I can’t accept that there’s no time within weeks and months to send a short email or to go online 5 minutes to send an offline IM. Thus a return like Kitty’s causes ambivalent feelings for me. There’s the joy and happiness that a good friend and submissive is back, the relief that he’s healthy and there’s also the feeling of abuse and of disrespect. I feel abused as being someone not important enough to inform but good enough to be here in SL to have fun when my sub decides to contact me again: “Hello, I’m back, let’s have fun together”. And I know that I sound harsh and hurt – and I am. Anyway this blog is our diary for SL and in this sense this entry had to be written. Kitty is not the first who left us without a word then returned and no doubt she won’t be the last. But Kitty/Santana is the first who has been so close over years that I really need time to get over this experience and to decide how to go on with her.
Kitty’s back to SL
16 Apr 2012 Leave a comment
in about Dio, about family members, Uncategorized Tags: Diomita Maurer, Jenny Maurer, Maurers' kitty, Santana Thibedeau
Danii’s back home
11 Apr 2012 Leave a comment
in about family members, Exploring sims in Second Life, Uncategorized Tags: Danii Szydlowska, Hu-Mare, pony play, pony training, Stones 'N Rubber (sNr)
Last night our Danii finished her humare challenge – after 50 days, close to 2 months. She had to fight with lag, with her keyboard, with her submissiveness, with her RL that didn’t give enough opportunity to run. But her strong will succeeded. She did it! And on her last day she finally found a way how to fix her forward key which enabled her to concentrate on turns, thus she made close to 300 laps within her last day alone. By the way I’m asking myself if Dana used the same technique for running. Anway – we are very proud of Danii. Those who have done this challenge know what she did and what I’m talking about. Those who haven’t done it should read her blog for a better understanding ( http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.de/ ). There’s not much more that I can add but my pride of Danii and my happiness that she’s back home. Welcome back home, cutie!!
Well done, we love you Danii 🙂
About my collar
09 Apr 2012 3 Comments
in about Dio, about family members, Uncategorized Tags: Diomita Maurer, Jenny Maurer
Those who are close to me in SL might have noticed that I wear a new piece of jewelery for a few weeks. In fact after my release from Yasmin I missed the animations that were hidden in my collar. So I bought a new collar and hid it in my body so that I could use the scripts. Knowing my wife, there couldn’t be any other owner of this collar than her, and she got her wish fulfilled. I began to wear the collar visible around my neck during a green light phase. I never made a secret about my sub side. It is there, not as strong as my Domme side but also not to be neglected. I personally think it gives me the opportunity to recharge when I sub. And I learn from own experiences. The collar around a sub’s neck is a strong symbol. At least that’s how I see it and my subs do know that too well. It is a sign of being owned and devoted. It is a sign of being controlled and no longer self determined. That is how I saw the collar of Yasmin around my neck. That is how I see the collar around Jenny’s neck and around the necks of my subs. So when I’m wearing a collar myself now again, what does it symbolize for me but being owned and not self determined? In fact it does exactly mean that I’m owned and not totally self determined. Owned by my wife and Ehesklavin Jenny. Not self determined as she has a say in all family affairs and does co-own my subs. Owned in particular when I grant a green light and give control to her. But then it is also different as I determine the duration of a green light, it is different as Jenny will always be my slave first, it is different as the family hierarchie isn’t changed at all (despite green lights). Wearing the collar in public now reflects my deep trust in my wife and that our subs do understand the little difference between the collar around my neck and around theirs. Wearing it in public does also mean that I am proud of it, proud not to hide my sub side and proud about who does own this side of me first.
The picture above is a collage from my recent trip to NYC. I want to thank Jenny for her patience with me regarding my collar.
“My Viewer” page updated
22 Mar 2012 Leave a comment
in about Dio, Uncategorized Tags: Firestorm settings, Firestorm Viewer, Second Life, SL viewers
There’s a new Firestorm-Release out with the version number 4.0.1.27000. As there were some major changes I updated not only my viewer but also the “my viewer” page. I recommend that you watch the tutorial video http://youtu.be/QYaf2NZZmIE which is really helful. If you have any hint what I should change in my settings, please let me know. I’ll appreciate that. If you update – good luck!
4 years 19th March 2012
18 Mar 2012 3 Comments
in about family members, anniversary blog entries, Exploring sims in Second Life, Uncategorized Tags: Diomita Maurer, Jenny Maurer, Laylady Lay
Has it been four years already?
I want to do something a little different for my 4th year since my rez day celebrations.
Anybody reading this blog regularly can predict what I would normally say so I will keep that short and later on.
What makes SL the place to spend a lot of our waking moments?
Of course you have to say the people and the escape from RL, but to make it work there has to be something that keeps it fresh, different and even new.
I have spoken before about how a lot of places have disappeared in the past and for a time it felt that SL was shrinking especially in the BDSM world. So it came as a big surprise when I found a gateway to new worlds. I found it with one of my hobbies which is looking through profiles. Some are very entertaining. An example of this is one person I came across just recently at Domme a Domme. Her avatar was 24 days old, she had no payment info and was a member of the group which costs to join. Her words in her profile? “ Stop asking me if I am an ALT”.,,,, If you don’t want to be asked then stop making it obvious. ( Smiles)
Anyway, I was looking through random picks and found a place I have not visited before. I didn’t expect much but I was in for a pleasant surprise.
Here is the LM
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Denholme%20Field/115/152/66
There may be a landing point so I took a picture to help describe what you will find there.
Inside the store to my right is a shop. You will see glass doorways. If you are wearing a relay one of the doors will take you to a very good demonstration of how RLV works. There are some example traps on short timers and it will explain how RLV can make SL very exciting for those who like traps or transformations.
You will need an #RLV folder so if you need help with that then Marine Kelley describes it in her blog ( Marine is one of the main developers of RLV and her restraints are by far the best)
http://realrestraint.blogspot.co.uk/2008/10/shared-outfits-tutorial-part-2.html?zx=26a4ca6cdf8bff90
Once you are familiar with RLV, and wear a relay then to my left is garden that is filled with the same glass doors. They are gateways to many sims that use RLV to enhance the experience and for me a lot of new places to visit in the future.
But SL can be a lonely place on your own, especially with traps about. The life we live here is enhanced a 1,000 fold when you share it with good friends.
I have the best friend I could ever wish for in my Mistress, owner and partner Diomita. Together we have a varied collection of family and friends who we enjoy to the full and they make our life in SL very rich. They have helped to keep SL fresh and exciting as we can hardly plan the night ahead let alone the week. However we have some things we would like to plan and one of those is a short SL break together on a personal adventure. If we are off map or not in contact then be assured it is something we have wished for, for a long time.
Before I finish this entry I have something else to share. I have finally found something that has given me a special power. The outfit I wear in the first picture is from XTC. I have found that when I wear it my hands suddenly become full with keys, (winks). So you may see me wearing it a lot, but not too much to wear it out.
Yes even after 4 years I still find SL has everything to keep me here for a long time to come.
Love to you all
Jenny Maurer.
xxxxxxxxxxx
Life is great
09 Mar 2012 Leave a comment
in about Dio Tags: Euro Brats, Jenny Maurer, Second Life, Virgo Babii
This is a post without a particular theme. It is just to give an impression how I enjoy our second life. Our nights and weekends on SL are always enjoyable (at least in my honest opinion); they are rarely planned and never can be planned exactly. The reason is that you never know who’s online and how long, there are interruptions for RL (which always has priority without saying). Of course we have our regular online times and of course we make some appointments. Nonetheless you can’t really plan and in any case we plan only within the inner circle of the family. My only fixed date is the Friday night dancing event with Virgo as the dj at our beach disco (Thank you for the great music you provide for us, Virgo!). In addition my time with Jenny before we go to bed is a sanctum. But everything else is spontaneous.
It might be shopping, or exploring a sim.
It might be playing greedy or yahtzee.
It might be using one of our subs or teasing.
It might me simply chitchatting or going to meet friends elsewhere.
It might be testing new devices and toys or simply watching slide shows.
It might be fencing or fulfilling a side bet resulting from it.
It might be simply enjoying a nice bondage of a sub or of someone else we meet.
It might be having a green or a red light.
It might be standing around at Domme a Domme and read profiles or simply watching.
If I find a few quiet minutes, I spend it building or sorting inventory or even playing Zyngo alone in our weekly family internal contest. Or improving our home with little items, updating the slide shows, or decorating. And much faster as I expect it another night is over again.
For me the addicting factor is the surprise, is the spontaneity. It is meeting new people and talking (yes about BSDM often). It’s sharing and exchanging experiences. It is a role-play that never can be planned or predicted. Does it repeat like everyday RL does – yes, to some extent but much less and there’s no laundry, no cleaning, no food shopping, no tax declaration, no taxi service, no cooking … and no necessities and a lot variety.
I’m here to enjoy.
Rubber Mare Danii’s reflections
01 Mar 2012 1 Comment
in about family members, Exploring sims in Second Life, Uncategorized Tags: Danii Szydlowska, Hu-Mare, pony play, pony training, Second Life, Stones 'N Rubber (sNr)
“If you want to know what a huMare looks like, you can look at the pictures on the Maurer’s Blog, or you can come visit Stones’n’Rubber, where you can find some Rubber Mares most of the time. What you can’t see from the outside however, is how it looks and feels from the inside.”
“My up key is going to be totally worn out after this adventure ….. I will have to be careful not to push it too far. Should I try to tape the key so I don’t have to push it myself? But then you hear 2 claps of the whip, meaning stop… “
These are just two little quotes of Rubber Mare. Since Feb 20th, 2012, Danii is a Rubber Mare. Although she was eager for this experience, she also was scared about it. She will be a Rubber Mare either for 4 weeks or at least as long as it takes her to do 4,000 laps around the training court. Most probably the later will define her time as a Rubber Mare. Danii has her own blog (see also under links) http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.com/ and she agreed to write about her time and experiences there.
I strongly recommend to have a look at her blog. She describes lively how it feels to be a Rubber Mare. Enjoy reading and support her. We are very proud of you, Danii!
Second Life Fetish Fashion Blog
29 Feb 2012 2 Comments
in Uncategorized Tags: Fetish Fashion Blog, Second Life
In my link list you find the url of the Second Life Fetish Fashion Blog (http://slfetishfashion.blogspot.com/). According to the authors deirdre young and lelo Recreant they are “Just two girls who want to have fun in a Barbie Girl Second Life world of fetish and fashion!”. We enjoy their blog a lot and read it regularly as it puts our attention to new outfits and to new fetish stores in SL. That’s why we added their url.
Last Friday I got an IM from deirdre telling me that they returned the favor and pointed our blog. We got about 500 extra clicks just by this recommendation. This little post is just for saying “Thank you deirdre and lelo”.
And for those not knowing their blog. Have a look at it!
Talking about….. Angelique Teskat
22 Feb 2012 1 Comment
in about family members, Uncategorized Tags: Angelique Teskat, Maurer's Nichte
I first saw Angelique Teskat at our strict ballet academy while I watched a lesson being given to her. She made such a sweet and innocent impression yet did her very best to please. I won’t go into embarrassing details but she had a little accident that was a lot of fun for those watching. During the weeks and even months following this lesson Angelique entered our world quietly. She stayed in the background watching, not talking that much. She began to follow us on our excursions and waited patiently for us. She never demanded anything. Thus we began to explore her and noticed her weakness for older women and some other secrets which we used to trap her more and more until she was helpless in our hands.
Angelique Teskat - Maurer's Nichte
Angel has a lot of friends already in the places that she has shown to us. All of them tell us how nice she is, how special her needs are and some of them would like to own her for themselves. Angel did not like the idea of being forced into a cell for a long period however she is very obedient and followed our orders without question. As her trial progressed we discovered more about her likes and desires and she began to understand the true meaning of our trial. Consequently we decided to weld a collar around her cute neck that will remind her that she’s ours and that she had better stay obedient.
Collared February 21st, 2012 as “Maurer’s Nichte”.
Welcome to the family!
Reflections
21 Feb 2012 Leave a comment
in about family members, Uncategorized Tags: Euro Brats, Second Life
The start to 2012 has been a very busy time for us all and we have a lot of things about to happen and more news to share very soon. However we often have quiet moments when we sit down and talk about our lives in SL. This involves looking forward and planning ahead, and also reflecting back on the good times we have had.
Whenever we look back we always think about our friends and family that we have not seen for a while. Often we have been forewarned about a RL break and we understand as RL always comes first. It is one of our steadfast rules. It is the longer breaks and disappearances without warning that concern us most. We do care about our family and friends and we would hate to think that someone we love has problems that we do not know about.
So for all our friends from the past that follow our blog please keep in touch with a short comment. SL has enriched our lives because of the friends we have made from all walks of life all over the world.
We both look forwards to many new and exciting adventures with our family and friends in SL .
Diomita Maurer’s Blog 