Dio’s 5th year in Second Life Feb 11th, 2013

11 Feb 2013 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in about Dio, about family members, anniversary blog entries, Uncategorized Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Incredible – I’m 5 years in Second Life! It has become sort of a tradition that I write an anniversary entry to look back and forward. And as always when I begin thinking about what happened during this last year in SL my first thought is that nothing has changed, my second thought is “ok….there have been some changes” and in the end I don’t know where to begin and end this anniversary entry as I notice that so much has happened.

On the first glance nothing has changed in the 5th year. We had the luck that we had not to move again and still live on our “Mount Everst”-Island. The Eurobrats as a family are still there and didn’t change that much. In my 5th year, we collared Angelique Teskat on Feb 21st, 2012. Angel is in several ways still our youngest. She became niece to Jenny and me. As good aunts we care for her living and support her education and we got a lot of love in return. Also in 2012 we released vanessa, who didn’t find the time to attend SL family life. We wish that she’s happy and healthy and that she returns one day. We also released tittia, who had some RL issues to tend to and restarted her SL slowly in autumn without any obligations. Just 2 weeks ago tittia returned to us after several experiences in SL. We locked the collar around her neck again and enslaved her. We took all control and will form her into a perfect slave, toy and servant for us. And we took her back officially – now as our slave “subtittia Maurer”. The Strict Ballet academy however, that is still at Mount Everest, has been closed at least temporarily as we don’t have enough instructors. And in addition we definitively need a larger dungeon *grins.

During the 5th year of “Dio in SL” Danii became a rubber hu-Mare, a very extreme experience for her that she nonetheless did also enjoy. Consequently we had some ponyplay and cart rides.  Dana also was a hu-Mare even before Danii. She wanted to experience SL in another skin in order to get new momentum into her SL. Dana is now a black slave and enjoys her new role and appearance. I feel blessed that Dana and I could celebrate our 2nd anniversary – a special anniversary if you consider that we live in different timezones and do not see eachother that often. Kitty is still Kitty, now sending signs of life when he’s not online for some time and always seeking relaxed fun when he is with us. Thank you, boy:-). I also shared the fun of hunting for the SLBI (Second Life Bureau of Investigation) for several weeks and I intend doing that again. I remember Delilah who had fun blaming me for drinking during the hours. That was a great roleplay and fun.  And Maurer’s It, qt? Still leashed and still nagging about her fate. Yes, I know you will run as fast and as soon as you can, qt. Don’t think we would leave you unattended or unleashed.

Also in 2012 we became closer to our dear neighbour, Sarah Fhang. Sarah makes great pictures from SL and has her own art gallery online. And more important – Sarah loves bondage and restraints and gags. No surprise that we were her victims every once in a while when she was up for it – or that we enjoyed the fun of decorating her patio with several eye-candies. Appropos bondage and restraints: Thanks to the creativity of people in SL we got new toys, ropes, animations, bondage and suspensions racks that added a lot to keep the variety of play and did help enjoying our nights here. Fridays are still a regular fun. We have our party at the beach disco club. Thank you Virgo for the great music and for the reliability spinning the discs every Friday for us. We have so much fun chatting and dancing and listening to good music! And for several months now we get new stuff to read provided by Tyra every Friday night who had this great idea of making interviews and publishing on her blog. And she’s continuing her interview series.

Something very personal also happened. The collar around my neck has been locked again. Locked by my slave, wife and now also owner, Jenny. I do feel arrived now in her collar and we enjoy being owned by eachother. Jenny still holds up the illusion for me that I’d be charge and I am thankful for that. I am thankful as well that I can let go and be not in charge at all when I have a “green light” at her feet. Over the years Jenny became the family head at my side and we would not have the strong family ties within the Eurobrats without her. Thank you, Mrs. Jenny Maurer. She and I are going to be 5 years together very soon. Even in real life that is an amazing lifespan that we lived together in our free time. It is full of memories that we take into our everyday life. Thank you so much, Jenny!

I met new people in my 5th year and learned from them as well as had a lot of fun with them. There is Argi Boa who lives with us with us after I caught her in a roleplay at DaD in November 2012. We had and have really a good time and she fits well to us. Another new closer friend, Zara Latour, is also someone I met at DaD. Again in a roleplay we both were watching a woman fumbling with a gun and it was quite dangerous (of course just in roleplay). Protecting Zara I took her to our home and introduced her to the family. Well I admit I restricted her a bit. She might join us eventually if our online times will fit better some day (they don’t as of right now). And then there is Kim Carson. We had a great kidnapping roleplay with Kim. Jenny and I enjoyed it very much. We finally had our vacation within SL embedded in a roleplay and Kim surprised us really. Thank you Kim for the great time we had together. There was a detailed report in this blog earlier.

Five years and tons of memories and some of them are revealed sometimes in a nice way. Yasmin rebuilt parts of good old Stonehaven in her homesim. Walking through the castle or sitting on the patio with these extraordinary colorful tiles brought back nice memories and conjured a big smile on my face. Thank you for this idea, Yas.
It became a good tradition that I document my style, my avatar here in the blog. So here am I how I look turning 5 years old in SL.

20130112 Dio in central park

Dear Jenny, dear family, dear friends, let me heartfully thank you all for your love and support. I wouldn’t be here without you. I wouldn’t be “Dio” without you. I couldn’t relax and enjoy SL without you. Thank you all for a great 5th year in Second Life. Many thanks!

21 Sep 2012 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in about Dio, about family members, Uncategorized Tags: , , , , ,

Tyra made a series of interviews that she publishes now. The link to her blog and thus to all the other interviews is in our links list. We enjoyed the interview a lot and it is a fine summary about our love for SL. Thank you Tyra!

tyralove's avatarTyralove's Blog

Introduction

This Q&A session is a face to face interview with Diomita Maurer and her partner Jenny Maurer.

The first one of its type posted.

So it should keep you lot happy till next week……..I hope!! ((All excluding Pet that is *winks*))

Dio was a former sister of mine to Yasmin.

The first notable memory of us meeting was when Dio was on her trial to Yas, locked in a capsule, stirring at a blank wall, for 2 weeks plus.

Not my idea of fun but there you go.

I tried to visit her when i could to help her through this and we became close friends as a result of this, and still are.

Jenny i met through Dio.

I have images in my head of her wearing a hooped black and white latex catsuit, prisoner style….locked in Dio cage at her Stonehaven home.

If you come to Mount Everest…

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Celebrations.

25 May 2012 2 Comments

by jennymaurer in about family members, anniversary blog entries, Uncategorized Tags: , , , , ,

As Diomita wrote in her last blog we are celebrating 4 years since we met and today is 4 years since Mistress Diomita invited me to enter her double cage knowing that I would be there until she alone decided.

When we had met a few days earlier there was a charge in the air that was not like anything else I had ever felt. During the tour of Diomita’s home she had shown me the cage and I remember I had said something along the lines of do you want me to go inside it. Diomita replied that I would, but on my next visit.  I knew it would happen and I knew I could not resist.

Before I did enter the cage I had some loose ends to attend to. I was being pursued by somebody else and the time zones were wrong and there was also the feeling that I was not welcome by her partner. I asked Diomita if I might explain in person that I had made up my mind as I do like to do things properly.

So on 25th May 2008 I made the steps to enter the cage. I felt a wide mixture of emotions. I had not done anything like this before and yet I already felt there was trust between us. I knew I would be isolated from everyone I knew and would not be able to wander around enjoying the RP’s at Stonehaven and the banter that went on there. I did not know for how long I would be caged or what else to expect so there was some apprehension but most of all I felt that it was something I had to do, Destiny was controlling me as much as my head or my heart.

Over the 12 days that I was locked up I was kept locked and leashed at all times. Diomta came to visit me every day and we sat and talked and got to know each other very well. My ‘Trial’ would have been over a couple of days earlier but Diomita was obliged to introduce me to Goddess first for her approval. Now this was something that scared me more than the first step into the cage. I really was new to this kind of family hierarchy and Goddess was very comfortable in her role as head. my nerves were on edge and I was worried that I might say the wrong thing and end my chances to wear the collar that made me the property of Mistress Diomita. Needless to say I passed inspection and I met Yar Sam and Tyra for the first time that day too.

So for everybody who knows us in SL, and who follows us in this blog, This time brings back a lot of very special memories to us both. We still like to celebrate this time with some back to the future play, as it brings back the raw feelings that we experienced when we met. We have developed a lot and our roles have evolved over time yet our relationship is strong because of one very firm rule that we both insist on. Mistress Diomita will always own me first and I will always be her slave no matter how you see us or what we are doing at the time this will always be true.

I love you Mistress Diomita

An unexpected event

13 May 2012 Leave a comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members, about our homeplaces, Uncategorized Tags: , , , , , , , ,

Last Wednesday my dear friend Tyra asked me to lock her and Virgo. She had a free wish from Virgo so she took the opportunity to get into trouble with her. How could I resist? But it shouldn’t be just locking … so where to put them? Sarah, our neighbor, has recently refurbished  her island from the scratch and added a nice house with a large porch where she installed a patio that reminded us a bit of the old Stonehaven patio. The right place to lock and store my victims. We had some fun watching them and stripping them, two real beauties …. these long legs! Jenny and I went shopping and found two nice latex discipline suits to encase both – and so we did. The wall still needed some more victims and we all had a lovely Thursday night chatting and having nice banter around various victims. Sarah seemed to be pleased having her patio and “the wall” filled.


Friday nights are party nights for the Eurobrats and Virgo is our disc jockey. So I had to move her to the dance floor in her latex bag. And thus the theme for the night was set – bondage gear or come as you are. That Friday Jenny felt in a domme mood and that fitted well with my mood so I took my cuffs on and granted a green light. Then Jenny decided to give my keys to Sarah …. Well, I had a restricted night as Sarah took advantage. But that wasn’t all. At the end of the party I had to take Virgo back to the patio and when she logged off ….. Sarah locked not only me but also Jenny at her wall.
This unexpected event isn’t over yet and was just the start of a great weekend.

Domme a Domme

10 Jan 2012 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in Exploring sims in Second Life Tags: , ,

I can not remember exactly how I found Domme a Domme (DaD), but as far as I remember it was a group that I joined as Yasmin has been a member and it was not free to join it. It was a small select group of Dommes that met to explore their secret side once in a while or just to escape from the pressures of being Domme. At first it was my  personal retreat and I didn’t take Jenny there for a long time. And I had some nice experiences with Leighrayne Ninetails and others. The first club house was a small house with a limited number of props. As the group developed it was time to get a bigger plot and the group moved to Long Lost Bay.

The plot there consisted of a landing zone next to a lounge and some small traps. There was a club house with private dancing and some other buildings that Mina kept on developing. Leigh provided the main attraction and a lot of friendships and banter was conducted in IM. DaD was a good place to visit then but people mainly stood around the landing area and did not explore. There were also a lot of Dommes looking to break anybody they saw and some of the stand offs and banter became humerous.

Quite recently a lot of work has been done to develop DaD into an urban area around a courtyard. There is a museum, a diner and some areas to RP in but the main meeting place is still in the main square.  More so than now you will encounter a mixture of Dommes and subs although subs are requested to not actively search for an owner there is more of a balance of people similar to the way Stonehaven used be when the patio was a great place to visit and watch the banter or make friends.

So although you may feel a little frustrated at first that nothing is happening, just say hello to everybody and very soon you will begin to make friends.  That’s how I met people there, people who got close to me or were close to me for a while – and three of them are collared members of the Eurobrats today.

Beware some of the traps are cruel so remain on ask unless you have a friend close by.

P.S.: This is the 100th post on this blog 🙂

August 8th, 2011, So I sit here in Yasminia

08 Aug 2011 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about Dio Tags: , , , , , , , ,

So I sit here in Yasminia on the small island with the yellow anchor, settings to sundown, listening to the music chanel that Yasmin as chosen and look at Yasmin’s house, the lighthouse, the tree with the pixies. I feel strange beyond all the support and love I expierenced yesterday and today. The collar around my neck is off. Strange my collar is off, Yasmin is wearing a collar now.

So I sit here in Yasminia at the edge of a different SL for me and my family. My view goes over to the house and memories come alive, pictures, scenes, beloved people who left. What did I do? Why? I had crying attacks today. Shall I really write about this? Is this my way to get it off my chest? Do I need to justify? My collar lays in Goddess’ lil skybox on the table. A piece of steel that companied me as a part of my avatar and my SL for 39 months.

I had a great time as Yas’ Enforcer. Goddess reputation, my sisters, her family, the innumerable friends were base of my SL and helped me to become what I am here. All gone now? ‘Life is a bitch’ is one of Goddess’ (now Yasmin for me) most favorite sayings. Moments can’t be held forever, people change, preferences change. Our yearning for new kinks, for progress, for fun and for love keeps us going and moving on. Life is a bitch, everything changes with time. Over the last couple of months I began to question my role in Yasmin’s family. My SL went well, hers went well as she said but they went parallel. Different timezone and RL did add to it. To make it very clear for everyone: It is not Yasmin’s fault, nor is it mine, nor anyone’s else!
My decision to ask for release was facing reality as it is and when I did ask Yasmin expected it. I felt that she was prepared for it. It might be our both fault not having talked earlier.

So I sit here in Yasmina very thankful for what the Eurobrats and I had. Thankful for the respect and dignity with which we ended one chapter and began a new one for both of us, for both families which are and will stay connected. No bad word, no reproaches but sort of mutual understanding that Life is a bitch.

So I sit here in Yasminia my thoughts go back over these 39 months…. Stonehaven, Samatha, Mises West, Rivers Rock, Bratz Club, Teyonas, rabea, Yasminia, Caer Heartsdale, the patio in SH.. the deck at Yasminia, Hotel California, my wedding, Chez Maurer, Yar, Jill, Valerie, the new Yasminia, the pool area, Greedy, the clock with the falling numbers….hundreds, thousands of pictures spring alive. Innumerable family charts still on my harddrive – and now a families chart with 2 families on it.
Thank you for our path together, Yasmin. Thank you for all you provided for me and Jenny and for our subs. I hope and I am confident that our way is not finished but just got a new direction .. and moving on as sisters.

I’ve once been told that my loyality and devotion to Yasmin is undyable. And so I sit here in Yasminia and realize that it is still there, maybe the emphasis has changed. My thankfullness, my love and my trust in my sister is undyable.

I love you Yasmin
Diomita
August 8th, 2011

Talking about ….. Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale

13 Apr 2011 1 Comment

by diomitamaurer in about family members Tags: , , ,

Writing about Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale is difficult. Where shall I begin? What shall I write that hasn’t been written already? I met her during my time at Pandora’s box. I worked as a Mistress there in February/March 2008. I have only little memories to this first meeting. I was busy trying to control a riot when she showed up and according to her memory, ‘I treated her very arrogantly’, at least badly enough for her to remember me and my name.

I was also often at Stonehaven. Stonehaven was at this time the meeting point for the English speaking bdsm community. I looked for a place to settle and found a home at Stonehaven. What a coincidence, my home was next to her home. Just a short fly away. That’s where we met again. The first time we played she locked me into a cage and stripped me. Then she exposed me to her subs and friends obviously proud of her catch. I felt bad and humiliated and I told her in IM. She released me still in a playful way. I assume that was the moment where my trust began. I searched her nearness. We had some nice conversations. Then she and her family moved to Mises West. A whole sim for her family. A huge house. Several Areas to play. I was impressed and felt honored being welcomed there. It must have been during my first or second visit. Yasmin gave me a tour and we were up at a hill. A magic moment in my memories. She took my keys and I knelt in front of her. And it was the first time that I called her Goddess. That felt strange for me those days as much as it would feel strange not to call her Goddess now. Goddess leashed me at her office. What I didn’t know was that this marked the begin of my trial.

Goddess in 2008

I had a sub these days and I wasn’t sure how I should handle her but Goddess told me that would be no problem. I was moved several times during my trial. Most of it I spent in a tube cylinder cage at Goddess’ house in Stonehaven. The trial lasted over 3 weeks. I had another sister who was with me in trial but who was dismissed shortly after my collaring. My dear friend Tyra, who was sub of my sister to be Samatha, spent many hours at my cage. This was the base of our friendship that lasts today.
The weeks of my trial left a deep experience. I did something for myself. I submitted. I invested a lot of myself to become hers. And today I see this as the deeper sense behind a trial besides that you meet family and beside that you get the time to talk and to think and to adjust your position. Without having invested anything you’ll leave quicker. I see many people here with short relations who change their dominants and subs like others change their clothes. Having invested you’ll think twice, you’ll consider upsides and downsides.

good times in Rivers Rock

Oh, wasn’t this entry about Goddess? It seems that my thoughts and my writing are distracted in between again and again. Goddess’ family grew quickly and I saw a lot of changes. Up until today only my sister Yar and myself are left over from these days. Goddess collared and released subs. To some she made the impression of being a collector and I heard a lot of critic. The family moved to Rivers Rock, a sim operated by my former sister Samatha. As Sam and Goddess parted we had the first sharp change in Goddess’ family. In her grief Goddess wanted to release all of us except her former wife Teyonas and Yar. I felt really bad. My SL world broke down. I didn’t understand what was going on. And even now I can only speculate what I won’t do here. But I remember that I begged Goddess to keep me as some other sisters did, some sisters left. I stayed with Goddess. We had several moves in the following weeks and months in the search of  a new home. Goddess kept her core family together. During all these moves I stayed in Rivers Rock and Goddess allowed that although she herself did not visit Jenny and me there. For her RR was tabu for a long time.

Wasn’t I about to write something about Goddess? See, I have so many memories that I want to write down that I lose the subject again and again. But maybe all these episodes characterize Goddess.

Goddess is a very caring family head. When I needed her she was there for me. Her family is large and I could experience several attempts to treat us all equally, to distribute her limited time fair between us. And keeping in mind that we all live in different time zones around the world that is a hopeless task. We had “office hours” where she was in her home sim open to visit her and we had great hours together chitchatting. She tried to arrange fix appointments but too often was restricted to keep them herself or her brats couldn’t be there in time (as RL comes first it is sometimes hard to keep appointments). I know, that Goddess cares about each and everyone in her family. But nowadays she doesn’t try to be fair anymore. We know each other well enough and she cares about those who need her the most at that moment. And I think that’s the best way to share her.

Goddess can be very consequential and strict. When she’s upset, no one can really stop her. Then she insists of her position as our Goddess. You are for her or against her, you follow her or you leave. That was the case when she broke with Sam. She can rule harshly, although this happens on rare occasions, but I keep this in mind always. She can and she does rule.

Goddess is a kinky weired dominant. We all are weired and most of us a proud to be kinky. Her play likes reach from very sensitive loveplay over roleplay to hard and strict bondage. Goddess loves to see beautiful avatars and high quality realistic animations. She also has no reservation regarding science fiction, pony play, nekos, heavy rubber, fucking machines, dolls, unrealistic toys or endless arousal. She loves to restrict her subs and playmates totally by taking all their abilities, to make them depending her her. Until today, when Goddess locks me, she takes often everything – names, locations, inventory, tp … everything. Thus I am aware who owns me. And why? Because she can!

Goddess is spoiled and knows that she is. She’s spoiled by our love and our support of her. Yes she’s human, she certainly makes wrong decisions but there’s no difference between RL and SL in this relation. Our love and support is what she gets in return for her never ending care about her family.

Goddess is one base of my SL while my love Jenny being the other. Wearing her collar protects me. I built my own SL often similar to her, tried the same things, introduced similar rules for my subs. She allowed me doing that, she allowed me to grow, allowed independence and an own SL for me. I am proud to be hers and I hope that I can wear her collar many many years to come.

I love you Goddess
Diomita

Loyality and Happiness

06 Nov 2009 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in Uncategorized Tags: ,

This will be my first blog which is not filled only with happiness. But it will nonetheless end happily.

Stonehaven has been my and our place since my early days in SL.
It’s the place where I met my owner, Goddess Yasmin Heartsdale.
It’s the place where I had my first house in SL.
It’s the place I met my slave who is now also my wife and partner, Laylady Lay – Jenny:-)
It’s the place where I met so many friends of mine.
It’s the place where I spent uncountable hours of fun, happiness and talks.
You can read what Stonehaven means to me also in our former blogs. It is at least a place to which I am emotional strongly conected.

A few days ago I got a message from Goddess in which she banned me and her family from going there. Honestly, I was shocked and irritated. What I was told later by others was that the reason for the edict was that Goddess couldn’t bear the fact of being eliminated form the Warden list of Stonehaven – a list I personally wanted to be on a very long time but never was.
Is it possible that I am owned by a domme who acts thus stubborn about such a minor item? And if so – what should I do? Should I argue? Should I flout the clear command? Should I try to mediate? Should I break my friendship with Dirk who owns Stonehaven? Well, Goddess didn’t demand that and she never did demand to break relations, she never forbids going  anywhere.
There is one simple answer: I will obey. I will not go there unless the edict is withdrawn.

Why is the answer that simple although I am emotionally hit by Goddess’ edict?
Because I would expect exactly the same of my subs. I would allow them to ask me about reasons, I would try to explain but I would expect my subs to accept my decision.
Because I trust in my owner. I trust in her love. I don’t say that she’s perfect – who is? I willingly submitted to her and would do it again. I get plenty of room and freedom to develop to what I am. And even if she’s wrong with her decision and edict – and I am not saying that she is wrong – I will obey.
And my friends that still go to Stonehaven will understand that I will not company them there as they know me and they wouldn’t expect anything else from me. And those who understand or accept that stay friends.
My place is with her. Point. Loyality.

Will I miss Stonehaven? Yes.
But I know that it is not only the place what makes it mystic to me. The people there made it to what it is for me. I feel spoiled and happy that I belong to Goddess’ family. Happiness is where my family is around. Without them Stonehaven will loose it’s magic for me. Thus I’ll keep it in my memories as the environment I had during a very good time. It is on many pictures that I saved. It is in my mind.
I will go on in SL with Jenny, with my family branch, with Goddess’ family with her friends as I have found – Happiness.

Goodbye to an old friend

01 Jul 2009 1 Comment

by jennymaurer in Exploring sims in Second Life Tags:

This week week we said goodbye to an old friend. Not a person but our first home together in Stonehaven. True Mistress Diomita owned it before I met her but it quickly became the centre of our life together and it holds a great deal of memories unfortunately the lag in Stonehaven became prohibitive and made even the simplest of scenes painful.

It was about this time that we exchanged vows and partnered. Our present from Goddess was to lock us up in a sky home in Rivers Rock. It was kitted out as a honeymoon suite and we both had such a good time there that we decided to rent it and the land it is on and the rest is history. As our family grew and developed our memories began to form in our new home and slowly the cobwebs began to form in our old home.

We kept the house in Stonehaven for 8 months after we moved out. Not wanting to say goodbye and cherrishing the memories we had. Until Dirk and the Lindens decided it was time to update and move the old homes. This was time now to cut our ties as we would not have any memories in the new place nor have reason to use it. So we cleared our belongings and said our goodbyes.

We have a lot of slide shows and pictures to remind us of our time there and to keep a place in our hearts for the old place. Anybody who knows us will be in a slide show somewhere and we have hundreds of pictures every one of them special.

The old place at stonehaven was just like a real friend for us both. It was there when we needed it, It gave us a place to go when we wanted and it did not complain if we had other things to do. Diomita and I have said to each other often that we have all the time in the world. We are comfortable with our relationship and know that if we do not have time for something today we will fit it in next time we meet.  We are both happy to be with the other or comfortable on our own and our partnership is based on friendship and not just the BDSM time we share.

A sign of true friendship is how comfortable you are when it goes quiet. How long does it take before you feel compelled to break the silence or are you happy to be a part of the scene around you even if your part is in the background. Just like the house in Stonehaven, a good friend will be there when you need them and I have the best.

Thank you Diomita.

June, 1st So I sit here in Stonehaven….

02 Jun 2009 3 Comments

by diomitamaurer in anniversary blog entries Tags: , ,

So I sit here in Stonehaven at our house up in the sky and try to write something about my wife and slave Jenny. This place hasn’t lost it’s special meaning to me, its magic somehow. I can see Jenny kneeling in front of me the day we met. I brought her up here and we talked. I was owned just a couple of weeks myself and began to get used to my new life in collared freedom (strange expression?). Her immediate devotion, her strong will and her whole way attracted me immediately. I was close to lock her away immediately that night to get her – but I didn’t. I let her go, I wanted her to decide free, willingly, without me around. She had to clear her own ownership to someone else who couldn’t care for her really. She came back. I locked her away. I got Goddess’ approval to take her. I collared her and this last year changed both of us.

So I sit here in Sotnehaven thinking of her. There’s no day not thinking of her, not being with her in one or another way. Life in SL is slow with all the lag – but quick, very quick on the other side. I can’t write down all the  adventures and expierences we made. Even loved places are gone in the meanwhile like the first family island. We used to go to our cages there before we logged off. There was a timer of 30 minutes for the cages. Thus when we got online again we had time to answer IMs, to sort stuff, to make plans what to do. Not the baddest way to start a night in SL. We do have other rituals nowadays. No goodnight without a big hug and little “xxx”. We discoverd dancing to the music of slowradio.com for us. We built our own little world where we live now with our small part family which is embedded in Goddess brat pack. We have other rituals, like Jen’s and mine weekly Zyngo competition.
And we still have this house up here in Stonehaven.

So I sit here in Stonehaven knowing that Jenny is in her cage again. Her back is covered with the marks of the whipping she got last night. She provoked it. She wanted to feel that I still force her to follow my rules. I keep promises – so I proved that I’m still prepared to force her. These last two weeks she lived totally as my sub again, restrained mostly and chastited. And she showed and proved once again her devotion to me. I threathened her to keep her there for weeks again. She certainly knows I can and she would not complain. But she certainly knows as well, that I will not – not now at least. I’ll take her out later tonight, will hold her in my arms. And I will unlock her chasbelt tomorrow night to celebrate her first year as my collared sub. RL will keep us from celebrating the exact date but we don’t care.
So I sit here in Stonehaven thankfully for the time we had and looking forward to the future thinking what to write about my wife and slave Jenny……

I love you.

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