Puppy Puppe

Our sub Puppe Maurer (dana.drezelan) has recovered from her humare adventure and is seeking new adventures. She explored the possibilities of becoming a puppy and discussed with me about it and showed me a sim for training – RubberTopia. She watched and got in contact with the some trainers there (Nikita and Stephaniee) and gathered information about the gear. She filled the registration form and asked me to consider it for her. She wasn’t really sure if she wants it as it looks to be pretty tough, maybe even tougher than the humare experience. But then Jenny and I had a closer look and visited the sim. We looked at the gear, talked with Katrine, the owner of the sim and head trainer there, and we came to a clear decision – YES.
So what is that experience about? First of all, Puppe has been transformed into a puppy. We chose the dalmatian skin for her. In her puppy body she has  restrictions that make her feel and act like a puppy – as close as possible in SL and with some little, but important differences. One main feature of the gear is the pet hearing. Puppe will have to learn about 30 core words which are common for a puppy to understand like come, get, stay, sit, fetch or seek. After she has heard these words often enough she will recognize them in main chat. In addition she can learn up to 20 words defined by her owner. These 50 words are her world in chat from as they are learned and from then on all she will ever see.
Jenny and Diomita Maurer with their puppyAnother feature is that she will have to play, jump, fetch sticks and to train her body by running and competing. This will build up her stamina so she may stay awake for longer between naps. Her home of course is a kennel and if she finds herself lost by any chance she can  teleport back to it herself – but she’s not able to get out of the kennel on her own.
Puppies can’t read, so how can they really recognize who is around them? By sniffing of course. So after being with someone for a while she can recognize who it is by sniffing. Of course Puppe barks and licks and can bite. To prevent biting she can wear a muzzle with implies further restrictions on her. The Puppies have strict orders not to bite and if they do they may find themselves muzzled for a long time when they really need to be training.

The base training of our puppy will take place at RubberTopia. Puppe has to be trained for at least 6 weeks. She will learn to obey  the commands which she gets in main chat (by the core words). She will have fun and play, as well as work hard, with the trainers to learn. Fortunately I was invited by Katrine to be a trainer there myself which allows me to visit Puppe during her base training and to take her out on the course to play or work. We’re even able to take her home to be with us for a while but she has to be back in her kennel after that. This is pretty fine for us as Puppe is in another timezone and our online times do not overlap that much.

A little extra is that I can IM with her – but she can’t start an IM. I like to stay close to her and this will enable me to do. We look forward having a nice puppy around us for a long time after the base training which will be fun hopefully. We’re proud that Puppe is brave enough to start this experience.

Good luck, Puppy Puppe (nice word game btw.)

Kitty’s back to SL

Kitty is back home after more than 4 months hiatusSunday, April 15th, our Kitty returned to SL after more than 3 months being missed. Just the night before Jenny and I had talked about our slaveboy aka. Kitty and that we’re going to remove him as our owned sub. We didn’t hear anything from him during his absence and every attempt to get a sign of life failed. By strange coincidence Kitty returned just a few hours later. Kitty has been very occupied by her RL and needed to protect herself from the addiction that SL provides to us, as a permanent temptation to escape from our real life problems. I always say and confirm that RL has priority for all of us in SL. And Kitty’s RL took all of her attention as she told us. We do really understand that.
But I personally also believe that it is a question of respect, to let those who care for you, know what is going on. I can’t accept that there’s no time within weeks and months to send a short email or to go online 5 minutes to send an offline IM. Thus a return like Kitty’s causes ambivalent feelings for me. There’s the joy and happiness that a good friend and submissive is back, the relief that he’s healthy and there’s also the feeling of abuse and of disrespect. I feel abused as being someone not important enough to inform but good enough to be here in SL to have fun when my sub decides to contact me again: “Hello, I’m back, let’s have fun together”. And I know that I sound harsh and hurt – and I am. Anyway this blog is our diary for SL and in this sense this entry had to be written. Kitty is not the first who left us without a word then returned and no doubt she won’t be the last. But Kitty/Santana is the first who has been so close over years that I really need time to get over this experience and to decide how to go on with her.

Danii’s back home

Last night our Danii finished her humare challenge – after 50 days, close to 2 months. She had to fight with lag, with her keyboard, with her submissiveness, with her RL that didn’t give enough opportunity to run. But her strong will succeeded. She did it! And on her last day she finally found a way how to fix her forward key which enabled her to concentrate on turns, thus she made close to 300 laps within her last day alone. By the way I’m asking myself if Dana used the same technique for running. Anway – we are very proud of Danii. Those who have done this challenge know what she did and what I’m talking about. Those who haven’t done it should read her blog for a better understanding ( http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.de/ ). There’s not much more that I can add but my pride of Danii and my happiness that she’s back home. Welcome back home, cutie!!

Well done, we love you Danii 🙂

About my collar

Those who are close to me in SL might have noticed that I wear a new piece of jewelery for a few weeks. In fact after my release from Yasmin I missed the animations that were hidden in my collar. So I bought a new collar and hid it in my body so that I could use the scripts. Knowing my wife, there couldn’t be any other owner of this collar than her, and she got her wish fulfilled. I began to wear the collar visible around my neck during a green light phase. I never made a secret about my sub side. It is there, not as strong as my Domme side but also not to be neglected. I personally think it gives me the opportunity to recharge when I sub. And I learn from own experiences. The collar around a sub’s neck is a strong symbol. At least that’s how I see it and my subs do know that too well. It is a sign of being owned and devoted. It is a sign of being controlled and no longer self determined. That is how I saw the collar of Yasmin around my neck. That is how I see the collar around Jenny’s neck and around the necks  of my subs. So when I’m wearing a collar myself now again, what does it symbolize for me but being owned and not self determined? In fact it does exactly mean that I’m owned and not totally self determined. Owned by my wife and Ehesklavin Jenny. Not self determined as she has a say in all family affairs and does co-own my subs. Owned in particular when I grant a green light and give control to her. But then it is also different as I determine the duration of a green light, it is different as Jenny will always be my slave first, it is different as the family hierarchie isn’t changed at all (despite green lights).    Wearing the collar in public now reflects my deep trust in my wife and that our subs  do understand the little difference between the collar around my neck and around theirs. Wearing it in public does also mean that I am proud of it, proud not to hide my sub side and proud about who does own this side of me first.


The picture above is a collage from my recent trip to NYC. I want to thank Jenny for her patience with me regarding my collar.

4 years 19th March 2012

Has it been four years already?

I want to do something a little different for my 4th year since my rez day celebrations.

Anybody reading this blog regularly can predict what I would normally say so I will keep that short and later on.

What makes SL the place to spend a lot of our waking moments?

Of course you have to say the people and the escape from RL, but to make it work there has to be something that keeps it fresh, different and even new.

I have spoken before about how a lot of places have disappeared in the past and for a time it felt that SL was shrinking especially in the BDSM world. So it came as a big surprise when I found a gateway to new worlds. I found it with one of my hobbies which is looking through profiles. Some are very entertaining. An example of this is one person I came across just recently at Domme a Domme. Her avatar was 24 days old, she had no payment info and was a member of the group which costs to join. Her words in her profile? “ Stop asking me if I am an ALT”.,,,, If you don’t want to be asked then stop making it obvious. ( Smiles)

Anyway, I was looking through random picks and found a place I have not visited before. I didn’t expect much but I was in for a pleasant surprise.

Here is the LM

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Denholme%20Field/115/152/66

There may be a landing point so I took a picture to help describe what you will find there.

Inside the store to my right is a shop. You will see glass doorways. If you are wearing a relay one of the doors will take you to a very good demonstration of how RLV works. There are some example traps on short timers and it will explain how RLV can make SL very exciting for those who like traps or transformations.

You will need an #RLV folder so if you need help with that then Marine Kelley describes it in her blog ( Marine is one of the main developers of RLV and her restraints are by far the best)

http://realrestraint.blogspot.co.uk/2008/10/shared-outfits-tutorial-part-2.html?zx=26a4ca6cdf8bff90

Once you are familiar with RLV, and wear a relay then to my left is garden that is filled with the same glass doors. They are gateways to many sims that use RLV to enhance the experience and for me a lot of new places to visit in the future.

But SL can be a lonely place on your own, especially with traps about. The life we live here is enhanced a 1,000 fold when you share it with good friends.

I have the best friend I could ever wish for in my Mistress, owner and partner Diomita. Together we have a varied collection of family and friends who we enjoy to the full and they make our life in SL very rich. They have helped to keep SL fresh and exciting as we can hardly plan the night ahead let alone the week.  However we have some things we would like to plan and one of those is a short SL break together on a personal adventure. If we are off map or not in contact then be assured it is something we have wished for, for a long time.

Before I finish this entry I have something else to share. I have finally found something that has given me a special power. The outfit I wear in the first picture is from XTC. I have found that when I wear it my hands suddenly become full with keys, (winks). So you may see me wearing it a lot, but not too much to wear it out.

Yes even after 4 years I still find SL has everything to keep me here for a long time to come.

Love to you all

Jenny Maurer.

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Rubber Mare Danii’s reflections

“If you want to know what a huMare looks like, you can look at the pictures on the Maurer’s Blog, or you can come visit Stones’n’Rubber, where you can find some Rubber Mares most of the time.  What you can’t see from the outside however, is how it looks and feels from the inside.”

“My up key is going to be totally worn out after this adventure ….. I will have to be careful not to push it too far. Should I try to tape the key so I don’t have to push it myself? But then you hear 2 claps of the whip, meaning stop… “

These are just two little quotes of Rubber Mare. Since Feb 20th, 2012, Danii is a Rubber Mare. Although she was eager for this experience, she also was scared about it.  She will be a Rubber Mare either for 4 weeks or at least as long as it takes her to do 4,000 laps around the training court. Most probably the later will define her time as a Rubber Mare. Danii has her own blog (see also under links) http://daniiszydlowska.blogspot.com/ and she agreed to write about her time and experiences there.
I strongly recommend to have a look at her blog. She describes lively how it feels to be a Rubber Mare. Enjoy reading and support her. We are very proud of you, Danii!

Talking about….. Angelique Teskat

I first saw Angelique Teskat at our strict ballet academy while I watched a lesson being given to her. She made such a sweet and innocent impression yet did her very best to please. I won’t go into embarrassing details but she had a little accident that was a lot of fun for those watching. During the weeks and even months following this lesson Angelique entered our world quietly. She stayed in the background watching, not talking that much. She began to follow us on our excursions and waited patiently for us. She never demanded anything. Thus we began to explore her and noticed her weakness for older women and some other secrets which we used to trap her more and more until she was helpless in our hands.

Angelique Teskat - Maurer's Nichte

Angel has a lot of friends already in the places that she has shown to us. All of them tell us how nice she is, how special her needs are and some of them would like to own her for themselves. Angel did not like the idea of being forced into a cell for a long period however she is very obedient and followed our orders without question. As her trial progressed we discovered more about her likes and desires and she began to understand the true meaning of our trial.  Consequently we decided to weld a collar around her cute neck that will remind her that she’s ours and that she had better stay obedient.

Collared February 21st, 2012 as “Maurer’s Nichte”.
Welcome to the family!

Reflections

The start to 2012 has been a very busy time for us all and we have a lot of things about to happen and more news to share very soon. However we often have quiet moments when we sit down and talk about our lives in SL. This involves looking forward and planning ahead, and also reflecting back on the good times we have had.

Whenever we look back we always think about our friends and family that we have not seen for a while. Often we have been forewarned about a RL break and we understand as RL always comes first. It is one of our steadfast rules. It is the longer breaks and disappearances without warning that concern us most. We do care about our family and friends and we would hate to think that someone we love has problems that we do not know about.

So for all our friends from the past that follow our blog please keep in touch with a short comment. SL has enriched our lives because of the friends we have made from all walks of life all over the world.

We both look forwards to many new and exciting adventures with our family and friends in SL .

Danii becomes a Rubber Mare

Tonight our Fosterbrat Danii Syzdlowska began another experience in her SL. Danii has been a pony before and has explored games and programs aorund rlv-restrictions, so when she read about the Hu-Mare program at Stones ‘N Rubber (sNr) the desire in her was seeded. But since she watched her sister Dana becoming a Hu-Mare she was even more eager to get this experience herself. Some issues kept her from beginning but tonight she entered. And again I watched the transformation procedure with mixed feelings of loosing some control for a limited time, happiness for her wish being fulfilled and with pride as I know how hard it will become for her.
The transformation takes about one hour and starts with getting the appropriate scripts (Mare hearing) and the right pony gestures. Then the livestock-to-be is stripped and has to take off all HUD’s, scripts, gear and is even shaved bald. Danii had to change her profile indicating that she’s just livestock owned by sNr and lost her name. She’s “Rubber Mare” now. The next step is installing the scripts and gestures. Yes, and then the shape is turned into a Rubber Mare and her body is sealed into latex. Finally the head is encased into the Hu-Mare head mask…… Welcome to your new life as a Rubber Mare.


In the picture above you see the three major steps of Danii’s transformation. It was conducted by sinha. I still smile here looking at the picture as you can easily combine the date (Feb 20th, 2012) and sinha’s costume. Today was the most important day of German carnival, Rosenmontag. sinha wears the “Funkenmariechen”-costume which is quite famous over here.
Back to Rubber Mare. If you take a detailed look at it you’ll she the Danii’s tatoos under the latex. Mare will serve for 4 weeks and for 4.000 laps minmum (depending what is reached first). I don’t get tired repeating how proud I am that Danii takes the challenge exploring this extreme experience. We’ll try to see you as often as we can and I look forward cracking the whip while you’ll do your work.  Good luck, Rubber Mare.

The livestock in it's stall

Dio’s 4th year in Second Life Feb 11th 2012

Tomorrow i’m going to start my 5th year in second life. Again time to look back and to have a look foward. Writing this post i read my 3 year anniversary text several times. This year in SL has been extraordinary eventful. One of my most biggest wishes for my 4th year hasn’t been fulfilled. One base, one cornerstone of my SL changed: I’m no longer owned by Yasmin. For me it was a hard step to take. Yas’s collar was locked well over 3 years around my neck. What I expierenced is that the remaining cornerstones were stable enough to support me and they became stronger than before. First of all my partner, my Ehesklavin stood by my side and knelt at my feet. But also my subs, my sisters in Yas’ family and all my neighbors and friends supported me, lend me their ear and confirmed that my neck does not need any collar anymore. Thus my base in SL has changed but still is solid as a rock.

One year and there’s more to report and to write into this diary. Looking at more than 50 posts in this 4th year you can tell that this year has been eventful. My family, the Eurobrats, changed. Tittia and Delilah were collared – welcome to us, we love you. Danii returned collared as “fostersub” as her Mistress and wife reduced her online time drastically. Those who left us or who we assume being not in the most inner circle anymore did all stay close friends. We celebrated several anniversaries and being aware how quick life changes in RL and SL I am very thankful for the anniversaries:
June 5th – 3-year collaring of Jenny
October 5th – 3-year collaring of vanessa
October 24th – 3-year wedding anniversary with Jenny
November 22nd – 3-year collaring of Kitty Maurer (Santana)
December 18th – 1- year collaring of Dana
Jan 1st 1-year enslavement of Maurer’s It

In June last year we lost our 2nd home in SL, “Dragon Cove”, due to the dweeb that took over the sim. This experience led to ownership of an homestead, “Mount Everst”, where we build the new Eurobrats Headquarter with lots of space and a beach disco for our Friday night parties. Part of the sim is owned by Virgo and Tyra our longtime neighbors. Also Claven had a part of it for her private prison. But the performance of an homestaed wasn’t high enough for running it. Now Sarah Fhang became an addtional owner. We’re very  pleased to have neighbors like you are!

Just recently, my hairdresser recomended a new cut for me. And as I use these anniversary entries also to document my style changes I’ll add a picture of me with the new haircut.

Regarding our activities not that much has changed. We like to play dice games, to dance (join us at our beach disco every Friday night), to explore other sims, to shop (of course!), to roleplay and to express our kinky side. With tittia we reerected her “Strict Ballet Academy” at Mount Everest. Playing there is a nice variation. We also spend time at DaD (Domme a Domme), more or less a meeting place for those who are into similar kinks as we are. This last year in SL I met tittia and Delilah at DaD, who have been collared later. I also had a few short trips to Gorean roleplay. My friend Cruella is living on Gor and she brought this kind of play nearer to me. I can understand it’s facination but there will be just episodes for me on Gor.
There’s a lot more that happened in my 4th year. We met great people and made new friends. I assume that the variety of people, the different kinks and the different ways to enjoy second life as an escape from everyday life, as an place to live our fantasies and dreams is what makes most of SL’s facination. I’m not tired of it and look forward full of confidence and curiousity.

Dear Jenny, dear family, dear friends, let me heartfully thank you all for your love and support. I wouldn’t be here without you. I wouldn’t be “Dio” without you. I couldn’t relax and enjoy SL without you. Thank you all for a great 4th year in 2nd life. Many thanks!

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